Dum Di da dum...
Posted by anandini at 07:50 PM on June 3, 2009.
Time's zooming past nowadays. Which is a very good thing, indeed.
So my days in Ortho are coming to an end. Soon, it'll be raging hormones and PMSing women in Obs N Gyne. Oh, and the bosses are nightmarish, just as in all other gyne dept around. Sux.. Im not lookin forward to it. But Im gonna pull through somehow, it was, as a matter of fact, one of my favourite subjects back in Med School. So, yeah.. I'll survive, somehow.
So, the past few days has been nice. We've been driving down to Nibong Tebal to meet up wit a darl who came down fr Subang! It was lovely.. Always be my teacher, and me loves her so much. Happiness and love!
Oh, and someone recently found out about it. Accidently, but deliberately all the same, she found out. Which is all good, as she's so close to me and I love her to bits, and was really wanting to finally tell her!! So yay!!!
And so, been pretty disturbed later. I mean, it took so much of me to finally get over it, and grow as a person again. And then, he calls. Hhmmm... apologetic. But, it's all numb. I dont even know what is there to feel anymore. After what has happened, every word he utters denies believing. Simple as that. Do not judge me, but if you were once in my shoes, you'll truly comprehend as well. I just cant. I dont want to. Although it's only humane,.. hhmmm, somehow, no it's not. But I just cant. Karma's a bitch, you've learnt. This will be the one thing, I'll never be able to forgive. Forgotten, totally. But not forgaven.
Ish.
And so, this is me ranting. No, Im not washing my dirty laundry out in the public. This is simply me voicing out. If you, you and you were to somehow read it.. then good for you. Mission accomplised. As speaking to fake retards like you is such a waste of good oxygen. So, here goes. I know word's been going around... 'Why'd they do it?', 'They shouldn't have'..'They were so rude..' I dont know what that low-cow-brain person has been speakin of around, but here's my gist. If your very own were to verbally attack and accuse YOUR dad of the unknowns, Im pretty convinced you would have done the same. You should have been there to understand this. So, please stop judging what my brother and I did. To me, I'll deem it sanity. And it was perfectly called for. Once again, karma's a bitch. We really dont need these kinda people. And if you'd rather go on and on, mesmerized by mutton meat and forth.. jst leave my family out of it. For as long as Ive known, my Dad's been the one who's been keeping the family strong. So dont you even dare think bad of him. Dont you even dare. Screw you, you and you! You're all horrible people, and you damn rite know it. In fact, horrible's too mild of an adjective.
Oh what the fish.
Wooozaaaahhh-ed.
On a lovelier and happier note. It's only another 33 days!!!!!!! Ecstatic.. the one person. Will always be... yay!!!! Yeah, not many know yet. So... yeah.
Ive made lovely frens at Ortho. And it's been great. To Sive and Sara who'll be leaving the jing bang soon, it's been marv guys. Ya'll are talented doctors. Ya'll be great!
I need a haircut. Teacher, game? Yes, she cuts my hair :D
Amazing what someone said to me earlier in the week. Totally made my day. Her daughter scored marvelously in the recent SPM, and she told me...'Anan, it must have been you. You were her ultimate inspiration' Wow, Im truly honored. Lovely things like this go a long way.
Ok, so this entry may seem a bit alienated for many. Im sorry, I just had a lot to release without actually tearing down Rome. Excuse the limited transperancy.
Ok. Much love ya'll.
LOML... you knw you're it. This is for eternity. VCS...!