A new begining.
Posted by anandini at 05:54 PM on March 16, 2009.
Hellow world.
Yes, my bad for disappearing so long. I hardly have good internet access.
So, Ive just returned from my one week break. Just reached Penang 4 hours ago, went straight to the GH, submitted my log book and got my lapor diri letter for tmrw. Honestly, Im lookin forward to startin Ortho, but all the same wishin Id have longer breaks. Its pretty depressing to be all alone again, I knw Ive got wonderful peeps around.. but I'd rather have home and MooMoo. Being in comfort zone for a week has been blissfull. I want that..
Oh well. This will only make me stronger. Havin to fend for myself and rough it out, will only make me wiser. Havin to make my own moves would only eventually lead me to the right path. I just cant wait for these 20 months or so to pass so I can sit for the exam and get outa here..
Its inevitable for me to feel lonely. I sometimes wish I'd be workin nearby home. But then again, I made this choice for a reason and Im gonna persevere. Somehow..
Ive moved apartments. Finally got my own place and not tumpanging someone's place and paying exorbidantly to some cuckoo people. The new place is affordable, yet comes with a pool and tenis court and the works. It's also totally empty. My only furniture is my 8-inch mattress. Yes and so this is an open invitation to all.. come visit me in Penang, you now have a place to stay!
While I was back last week, I met up with my 'best friend since kindie days'..! Yes, we still introduce one another as such, sober or otherwise. It was totally cool, impromptu and all. At least it's finally rollin.. hope we stay in touch. The usual darls were around too.. Azlina and Vasan. Was supposed to have met up with Unc Shan and family as well, but somehow time was too much of a constraint. Pls dont be mad Uncle Shan, Im plannin to return home again by early May.
I wanna be content, I wanna be happy, I wanna be successful. Pray for me please.
So much to say, yet so few words may not make the cut. Hhmmm...
Im glad more people know now, it's wonderful having someone to talk about to. And glad they're our friends, who somehow accept the way things are. Just a few left, you know who you are.. wait till we meet face to face.
Tmrw's a new begining, may it be wonderful and pretty.
Girl, 4 months more. Before you know it, you'll be boarding Uzbek Airways for the very last time back home. Blink of an eye I hope..Take care, stay strong and thank you for your never ending prayers. I love u so much...!
Much love ya'll... if all goes well, 16 weeks til Im bck to KL again.
Be good now...
moo moo?