Yes, Im still around

Posted by anandini at 01:46 AM on September 8, 2008.

My tummy hurts... ouch.

I've never stayed away this long from M0oMo0 before. Actually, I was just away and didnt have the time.

So, hellow world. Again.

I'm lovin my new phone. HTC TyTn II...!! I'd expected it to be as complicated as it looks, but apparently it's pretty simple. Yayness..!!

Just a lil note to state my existence. I'm sick, will write more soon.

Keep safe, much love.

I hope the plan works out *crosses fingers*

moo moo?

It's too hot...

Posted by anandini at 02:50 PM on September 11, 2008.

Anan's pretty confused. And fickle minded.

From the Toyota Vios, to the Honda City, to Perodua Myvi and also the Proton Satria Neo... which?! I was very keen on the Vios, but realised it's nothing compared to the City. Then when all deals were almost done.. I thought, why would I wanna tie myself down with this 80k car when Im not used to driving yet?! One lil scratch, and I'll be cursing like a typical me. So, why not a cheaper car for the next 2 years, learn the ropes of it, and then get the Honda City. Sounds better, no?

So, I guess that'll be it now. But I want spinner rims!!!

Just hope the car'll get here soon, so I can get used to it before goin off to be the Gov's slave in a copla weeks time.

*sigh* With money, comes commitments and responsibilities. Feels so grown up-ish...

Well, at least the new phone's pleasing me well. HTC's TyTN II... I assumed it would be complicated to nuts, but it aint all that bad. Pretty cool toy actually..

Been feeling pretty lethargic and unwell lately. Im blaming it on the weather.

Yesterday, someone asked me if I'm missing Ukraine. Without hesitations, I said yes. I really do. Rajish said the unit's so empty and I for one cant even imagine us not being around. Hhmmmm.. gotta get used to it.

Via'll be here this weekend, before she flies off to Ukraine on Tuesday.. dont worry girl, all'll be a-ok. I promise.

Oh, balls to Ahmad Ismail for just being suspended for 3 years?! That's bizzarely stupid. So, anyone can go around saying stupid things like that only to be merely suspended for 3 years?! Balls... Malaysia's goin down the longkang, dude!

Oh well..

Much love, keep well ya'll.

moo moo?

MBG!!!

Posted by anandini at 04:15 PM on September 16, 2008.

I hate goodbyes. Really bad at goodbyes...

She's become so close to us, now she's without us there. I pray she'll feel better soon. I hope she'll zoom past the next 10 months. She's so used to having us around, and Im so used to having her around.

All will be ok, buckle up and end ur final year with a bang! We'll all be so proud of you.

I told my dad that Im worried of her. He asked me, 'why?... she's over there to pursue her dreams and soon she'll come back and join all you doctors...!' He's gotta point.

Just that being by herself over there, I hope she'll be ok. I know she'll be ok, but so many things might bring back memories of those good times we had, and she'll start to cry and she'll feel so down....

Hope this lasts for just a copla weeks, before it hits smooth sailing soon.

MBG always....!!

We love you Via...!!

moo moo?

Shit happens.. always.

Posted by anandini at 11:52 PM on September 17, 2008.

Things are slowly getting better. Slowly. Very slowly. But Im very sure things will eventually be perfecto. Soon, only time heals.

Via's back to classes. After a 2 week absence from classes, she started off with Social Med today. Crappy..! Her 2 week's absence has been settled, it was Reanimation :D so, all's good. She's all cool. All's left is to clean her room, unpack and pay fees and such. Oh and Med check up, and practical exams. While cleaning the room, she kept finding things of ours, tee shirts and sorts and she broke down. Hhhmmmm.. as Ive said, we're so used to having her around, and thus she's too used to having us around as well. Well, time'll zoom Hun, and you'll be back, having realised your dream and ambition and join us wonderfully successful doctors over here. Rite?

Mum made Sardine fried Meehoon and Dad made bandung with Sunquick orange juice. A slight twist, but yummy nevertheless.

So, last Saturday was my Grandma's 80th birthday. And boy, what a drama. What can I say, my extended family's filled with certain people with such low civilization, it's a wonder they can even talk proper. Wonder why they'll never understand the fact that we've all the same bloodline running thru us, and there's really no need to act like kids. My Dad's younger brother has never respected him in any sort, he's just too full of himself. Despite being so well educated, he's got zero moralle nor values. My Dad's eldest sister is just a sly fox. So called pious with all the prayers and such.. rubbish! She talks bad about everyone and thinks too highly of herself. It's simply too sad to see how the family's falling apart. Yet it's beyond salvage now, as things have really gotten out of hand. I'm not to be blamed for being successful, I just hope she and her family stops being so envious of me. There's just that much of bad horrible vibes I can somehow handle. Hhhmmmm...

I've never been so open about family matters. Please dont judge me. I just needed to vent.

Hhhmmmm...

I want Power Pandi

Im off to shower, it's too hot. Inside and outside.

Hope all stays well. Much love..

Take care dearest Via, be safe and eat well. All'll be ok. Trust me, ok!

moo moo?

Cempedak shit...

Posted by anandini at 05:33 PM on September 20, 2008.

The heat these days is irritating. And Dad makes noise when the air-conditioner's switched on all the time!! Perhaps my TT is on cruise control again, and somehow acting up. Hence the severe heat radiation! Haih... it's not like Im skipping my meds!

Oh well...

Went over the Perodua to sign the LOU, and those fellows there had it wholesale from my Dad. Nothing new, I guess. But then today, it was called for. I was told to sign on blank forms. Nothing was filled up, not even the loan amount. And according to the ever genius rocket scientists there, it's normal procedure! Ultimate horse crap! As it is Dad's been hitting them all with sledge hammers ever so often, now this. Imagine, yesterday we got a call from the agent saying that the colour I requested was not available, and if I still insist on that colour I'd have to wait til mid Oct. All this after having sign the MOU for booking the car, with that damn particular colour and after having paid RM100 for it. Apparently, what happened was that the Branch Manager, some helluva DONKEY ASS, decided to please the Malays who'll be celebrating Raya soon by giving top priority. We immediately drove over, demanded an explaination and Mr. DONKEY ASS still said, 'No, you cant have it'. So, armed with the MOU, which was signed by both parties Dad treathened him with legal actions, to which he said, 'Go ahead. We dont like dealing with people like you!'. To which I asked, 'What kinda people are you implying we are?!'.. such an ass he was. True enough, being the chicken shit he was, he called Dad up after some 10mins and said that we could get the car if we were to pay for the down payment pronto. So, question being.. how did the car magically suddenly appeared? Mr. DONKEY ASS poured hot water onto some instant car making solution?!?! Seriously... effin nuts!

When is Anwar gonna take over!?!?

More like, when's Malaysia gonna just burn down into ashes!?? Malaysia sux, ya'll.

I've only had disgusting dose of how sick Malaysia is on an annual basis, when I used to only come home for my summer break. Now I'm unfortunately stuck here for at least some lousy 2 years! It makes me boil, and just wanna vomit reading the news. From the ISA, to the HINDRAF boys, to the ****ed up GOV, to how the JAIS run around handcuffing Malays who did not fast.. shit man. What ever happened to democracy and freedom. In Malaysia, the definition of it is simply inversed to a whole new bullshit level.

I'm proud to say at least my Malay friends are not idiots. Look at Marina Mahathir, see how practical a woman can be. I quote, from her blog:

My neighbour's son's school, for instance, insists on stereotyping their pupils by race when it comes to sports. So only Malays can play football while Punjabis must play hockey and Chinese play badminton. Even if the kids have no talent or interest for any of these games, those are the ones they have to play. One Punjabi child loved chess but was forced to play hockey!!! It somehow makes you understand a little better why we don't do well in sports internationally, if we insist on forcing square people into round holes they can't fit into.

I really have to admire parents who have maintained their children in the national schools, especially when       they are not Malays. My daughter spent eight months in a national school before we had to pull her out. We      had become increasingly alarmed at the type of racial-toned language she had started to use. Obviously she    was being indoctrinated every day with the idea of racial superiority of only one community, hers. We felt we     could not counter this effectively ourselves so eventually transfered her to a private school. It's not perfect        and we were very sad to have to do it but we really didn't want her to grow up in that toxic environment

What is interesting is that I met the parents of one of her former schoolmates and they said that she loved       the school. Thinking about it, I realised that perhaps in our schools today, Muslim kids and non-Muslim kids are  having very different experiences. The Muslim kids were constantly subject to endless religious classes as well  as constant talk about the difference ( and yes, the superiority) between them and their non-Muslim                 schoolmates. While non-Muslim kids generally have a more 'normal' school life where they are pretty much left   alone to pursue all regular school activities so they like school better.

Lately I have become nostalgic for the 'normal times'. I'm not sure how to define that except to say that those  were the times when we Malaysians hung out with each other without things like race and religion                     constantly hanging over our heads. When we weren't leaden with 'sensitivities' so much that they stifled           normal relationships. I had no qualms in my childhood of going to play in my Chinese neighbour's home and       eating whatever was on offer as long as it wasn't pork. But these days, people even hesitate to enter a           non-Muslim home as if the air in it will somehow shake their faith. My Chinese and Indian friends knew what I    could or could not eat and would simply point out what was Ok and what was not on the buffet table. I simply   trusted their hospitality. I don't understand the constant air of suspicion that arises these days, especially         among the young.

Unquote. Seriously, she rocks. Despite everything, she's got her head cool.

Frankly, I was very disappointed when nothing happened on Sept 16th.

With all due respect, there's at least a week's holiday for Hari Raya. Which is all fine, in fact it is even proper. But why cant the others deserve such as well? Why are those invigilating teachers called for a training some odd 2 days before Deepavali? Why do I have to attend my 3 week Induction course, which is expected to run thru Deepavali?! If I can allow lee way for the KKM to not conduct any Induction courses during the fasting month (to which my placing was delayed, and although a short holiday was anticipated, a 2 month break was too much. I could have earned at least 6k. At least!) why cant they respect other races as well? How come nothing works around during the fasting month? Isnt it a duty as a Muslim to fast, and to survive all temptations and such?! Haih.. seriously. Bullocks!!! With all due respect, honestly. Im not a racist. I just dont like inequality. I'm not asking for much, despite so called natives claimed, all I'm asking is to not to kill the harmonious crap we've got going out. Then again, it's basically too late to salvage anything. Harmony, my backside.

Really pisses me off!

Oh, but who am I to say anything. A small fry, is all I am. Who's just waiting to finish Housemanship and pack my bags and bring my family away from this horrible injusctice.

Aaaaannnyywwaaayyss...

I made super duper yummy watermelon juice today. 3 glasses, using a huge quarter of watermelon. Kaw Kaw...!

Oh, bless technology.

The other day Shafi called. I immediately couldnt help but to assume she was getting married...!! Hahahahaha... by the way, we might be buka-ing puasa with Shafi on Monday most likely in SUSI King. Anyone nak join? Gimme a riang ria ring for details.

Via's kinda settled. Her classes are smooth. Just that the Hostel Commandant's giving her a hard time about her staying alone. Gave her a few options to consider, may she make the right decision. Stupid Via told the Commandant that she'll kill anyone who they campak in her room.. haiyo, that girl ar!

Dheepa... Eve... we've gotta do our Medical Check Up!! Shafi said it's better do have done in the Klinik Kesihatan, there's one in Klang and Shah Alam. Jom?

Oh yeah, there'll be Zeon do this Friday, wanna go? *winks*

Oraits,.. Im off to Sunway Pyramid. My laptop charger kaput again.

Be well, all.

MBG always!

moo moo?

23rd September 2008

Posted by anandini at 12:27 AM on September 24, 2008.

Today's the 23rd of September. I know someone who turns 23 today!!!!

Happy Birthday dearest Via...!!!!!!!!!!

May you have a lovely day, may all your days be lovely in fact. You're there to accomplish your goal, make us all proud! Each day of yours should be filled with abundance of joy and happiness! Eat well, study smart and party hard!!

I'll always be here for you. In fact, we will all be always here for you. You're always a part of us, near or far.

Below, taken from Dont Ever Give Up Your Dreams, a compilation of lovely poems Aunty Lisa gave me as a gift (again!) upon me graduating from MedSchool :D

QUOTE;

I know you're going to make it...

It may take time and hard work

You may become frustrated

    and at time you'll feel like giving up

Sometimes you may even wonder

    if it's really worth it

But I have confidence in you

And I know you'll make it if you try.

 - Amanda Pierce

UNQUOTE.

By the way, that poem was taken from the purple coloured page :D

Oh, and lemme remind you.. it's truly worth it. Everything is. Everything.

Perhaps this year, despite what I and everyone who have been repeatedly telling you all's gonna be ok.. you're bound to feel the blues. For that, I assure you that 23 September 2009 would be an unforgettable event! Pinky promise.

As I write this, you'll be out with dear Rajish and Rubben, Chel-c and Raynee. You'd probably be surprised over how I managed to keep it away from you, for I'm known for blowing surprises! Dear Rajish called me earlier and asked me certain stuffs I shouldnt be telling you about

Happy Birthday, Dear. It's a happy day, and you should only deserve lovelyness!

Love you loads.

moo moo?