Posted by anandini at 06:23 AM on February 4, 2008.
Happy Birthday Me..!!!!
Ive had a lovely day.. truly.
But too tired, and too happy to write about it now. Plus, it's late and Pulmunology awaits tmrw morning.
So, yeah.. thank you so much ya'll. Truly, ya'll are the bestest!! Me loves ya'll so much and much and much and much. Truly.
Gudnite ya'll la.
030208.. feared, came and past. Wonderfully.
Posted by anandini at 03:51 AM on February 6, 2008.
And so... finally, enough time for me to finally be able to babble and ramble everything that's been on for the past few days!!!
Anan's a quarter century old now. Yeah, clock's ticking away before I hit anovulation. Among others, that is.
Sharp 12am on the 3rd, I had 2 strawberry cheese cakes.. and a room filled with my loveliest people!!! Dheepa and her stupid dinasour card, and another card which she couldnt resist buying me!! She also made her a yummy strawberry cheesecake, something Ive always wanted! Dear Rajish with a bouquet of roses and a lovely card she made herself penned with words which truly moved me. Darling Via, gave me this super huge cheesecake, topped with a Power Puff Girls Banner thingy and a cute card with words from the very bottom of her heart!! Me felt so loved..! Everyone stayed a lil past 12, just to make sure I wont cry... something I do every year. Eve even brought her sleeping bag over!!
Then Sunday came.. and Dheepa kept disappearing and talking funny on the phone. Was pretty obvious something was up! They assigned Via to jaga me and occupy me with things to do so I wont go snooping around.. but Via's so gagal-ed at cover up, that girl cant lie for bananas!!! At around 8pm, after Dheepa and Via had mysteriously disappeared from my room, I opened my room door to see arrows on the floor leading me to a clue on the wall. Yes,.. a treasure hunt sorta thing, which lead me here and there around the Hostel.. and finally outside, where there was this super huge 3 floor high PowerPoint projection on the 5th Hostel wall about my birthday and silly pictures of me!!! I nearly died of shock..!!!!! That's one thing I never had expected..!! Seriously...!!!! Looked up, and saw evryone's head peeping out from Eve's 2nd floor room laughing at me.. and they sang to me, while I was still down there dying in shock!!!! Super gempakfied..!
Dinner was in Eve's room... menu included all my yummiest favouritest food. Black Pepper chicken, TomYam fish, Egg sambal, Belacan-ed spinach, Dried chilli squid thingy, mixed vege, salad with croutons, a whole roast chicky, and ice cream with fruits for desert and an entire pumpkin pie which had my candles on!! Yummyness.. literally ate til I was at least 8.5kg fatter!!
I celebrated my first birthday in 204, and now my very last birthday in Ukraine in 204 as well. Glad to see many familiar faces who's been there for both occasions. Wonderful to note how friendship's blossomed into something so magical.
Then we came bck to Party HQ, 620.. for some Apple Juice *ahem* and more cheesecake!!!
Ya'll... Dheepa, Eve, Rajiev, Via, Shafi, Harry, LiYun, LekhaLekha, Rajish, Rubben, Raynee, Sugan, Chelsia, Sybil, Gayatri, Shamala, XinYi, Prabhu, Thilak, Esther, Vimal.. and evryone else who made my 030208 a memorable one, me thanks you!!! Ya'll are the bestest!
This year, I received calls and SMSes from people I had least expected. Though a bit taken back that some actually forgot my birthday. Oh well.. The bestest being the call from Bristol from my dear ol' netball coach, and now wonderful friend.. Pn. Nooraini!! I was so touched that she actually called, more to the fact that she actually remembered!!!! WOWness..!
I dint cry as much this year around. Ive cried more, come to think of it. I used to cry coz I miss home, and how I wished I had my family around. But this year, I started crying coz I was reflecting the year which had just passed by me. Looking at my mistakes and how foolish I have been, though not entirely as I believe there are certain things I can still be very proud of. I was strong all the way, rite about til when I thought of 10th September 08.. Im still trying to understand how'd it all happened, how'd I made believe one big lie I was living in the past 2 years, how'd I let one man hurt me so bad. Most of all, how I hurt my parents by going against them for him, only to be crushed into pieces by the one man I thought loved me for real. Lesson learned well, I supposed. Lesson learned very well indeed.
At least, this year I wasnt hurt by some useless person who couldnt even send me a card for my birthday. Instead I had much more lovely people who simply made my day by just being around, by an SMS, an email or msges on Friendster, Facebook and Mo0M0o. Yes, Im very sentimental.
So, there.. Im 25 years old. I believed Ive achieved my goals in my own ways, though most of my dream are only just beginning now. I believed Im a good person, despite me having my fair share of flaws.. I think Ive done good. I know Ive got tons to learn, I know my path is way ahead of me.. but I strongly believe Im stronger now, wiser and a better person than I was before. My parents have brought me up well, loving yet practical. My friends have shown me the precious gift of wonderful friendship, teaching me many things I never thought was real. So, yeah... me thinks all's gonna be a-ok.
Ok. Enough of me being all emo.
One day before I turned a year older, we went skiing..!! Was darn good despite me almost dying to get my skis on, and climbing up the hills!! But was super cool..!! The scenery especially.. felt as though we were living in those calendar pictures!!!
Apparently, this is Ukraine's largest waterfalls..!! But check out the frozen popsicles..!! That itself is so pretty..!
Still on the way up.. imagine the road up to Gentings/Camerons.. but covered with snow so thick, it's up to your knees at some points!
Check out the view.. this was along the cliff, on the way up to the mountains!! Oh, Rajiev and his snow effects..!! Oh..Oh.. and see the clouds.. those lovely clouds!!
So the dumb blondness... me knows!! Oh, but me with my skies...!!
I also had a chat with Aunty Lily, who came online on Friday. She told me about Unc Aaron, and well.. Im not an expert in this sorta matter, I told her. I've been there myself, and although Ive accepted what has happened, Im in no position to offer a solution, other than to learn from mistakes and to pick yourself up, and look ahead. She said she hoped we'd still be friends, despite everything that had happened and I told her I sincerely hoped so too. I was touched when she said she'd come online on my Birthday to keep me company, but I guess she must have been busy or something, as she wasnt online on the 3rd. But it dint matter, as I was merely touched by the thought itself.
And so... all's done. 030208.. was wonderful!!!! Me loves ya'll..!!!
Pulmonology to end in a couple of days.. 2 more to be exact and we're just waiting for it be finally over!!! Coz.. haih, nevermind, there's just no words to describe her at all.
Dheepa finally made sardine curry today..!!! Yayness..!!!
Ok.. me needs to go shower now.
Have a lovely day ya'll....!! And ya'll who msged me on Friendster, Facebook and M0oMo0 and all those SMSes and calls.. I thank ya'll from the very bottom of me heart! It really made my day..!!
Much love ya'll.. keep well.
Oh we made pumpkin pie again today :D
Posted by anandini at 06:39 AM on February 8, 2008.
Me thinks Vodka's should be infused into bipolar patients. So, they'll maintain one phase of cognitive state, and somehow be happy always. Vodka, coke and lemon juice, as crappy as it may sound.. it aint all that bad. Of coz, if given the choice, Vanilla Vodka, coke and vanilla ice cream would win hands downs. Oh well.. what am I even talking about, I dont even drink *winks*
We attempted to somehow recreate Wan Tan Mee today.. failed maximum!!!! But boleh la.. it became something else, somehow. Was edible to a certain extent. If only the stupid salt container had a spoon in it!
I wish things could be better. I wish things could be smooth. I dont want any more misunderstandings, it hurts. If only you'd know. Although I make pretend all's ok, but it aint. I want things to be happy always, although yes I know it aint always a bed of roses. But over silly things sometimes, things so insignificant we even forget why it was even an issue. I dont want you crying. I dont want me crying. We should laugh and be happy always. Please?
Im psychic,.. I see the future. Tomorrow, Im gonna be 8.5kgs fatter. I just know.
Oh yeah... Pulmonology has ended!!!!!! It simply cannot get any better than this..!!!! No more her..!!!! *jumps around and does and African tribal dance* Ok.. end of spastic moment.
Happy Chinese New Year ya'll... travel safely. Smoke and fly.. dont drink and drive. Alco dehydrates you, so drink lotsa water.. and stay sober when ya gambling at least!
Much love... Keep well all.
Posted by anandini at 05:52 AM on February 10, 2008.
There are some days when all things go wrong.. and then by some weird twist of fate, someone (like that purple Martian friend of mine) informs Big Guy up there.. and then somehow, evyrthing somehow transform into all world's pretty and lovely~...
Yes.. like today!!!!!
By noon.. I thought I was so pissed I'd smack a grapefruit rite thru the nostrils of a huge grey elephant living by the rivers of some African tribe!!! Honestly.. geram sial.
Then.. Ms Santurow calls!!! Loveliness from comfort zone.. it was really wonderful to hear from her. She brought along belated birthday greetings, but what mattered most was that she called!!! Me loves her.. friends like these makes everything and anything just so worthwhile, albeit all the crappiness. Haih.. but her call made me all home-sickish la, made me miss them all so much *hugs*
And then, Harry calls me to tell me that my hostel card is up on the Duty Warden's window. Went down, and there were 3 sunflower look-alikes, and one super cute gundu cow (which is now known as Pau!!)... yes, was shockerfied maximum!!! Thank you so much Babez.. for going out in the cold, hunting around, searching high and low for my Tommy Girl (yes, she got me that too *hugs*), and simply by just being her... also for throwing such a big fuss coz I wanted to follow her out today 
Me loves ya, Vidya Chariya...!!!!
Introducing..... my lovelies!!! From clockwise, Chicky, Pinky, Pau and M0o!!!! So cute kan...!!!
Oh.. emo-ness on super high.
Today Party HQ went thru one super duper massive spring cleaning session, though it aint all spring-ish yet la. Everything's super spotless and all's so lovely.. perhaps for the next few days!
I nearly shot all those yellow duckies last nite.. I was being tortured by that stupid Doraemon song, TWICE!!!!! Til I literally had to get up, and get some Analgin, honestly!!!!! Yeah, we were gambling til some 1.30am-ish.. then layan-ing some ancient pre-historic jiwang songs.. which made someone someone's water metabolism flow 4 times..!!!
Last nite we were at LiYun's apartment for CNY kecohness..!! As always, yummy food.. and last nite everyone pokai-fied playing 'In Between'... where Chee Keat won everything, wet and dry notes alike, thanks to Eve for spilled Fanta all over the cash Yes, food was so yummy, I woke up this morning craving for last nite's porky trotters!! 
Ok.. Anan's gonna play with Pau now. And introduce Pau to my other M0os and let em blend.
Good nites all... smell the flowers once in a while, they're lovely!!!
Much love..!
Posted by anandini at 06:00 AM on February 11, 2008.
Thank God for youtube.com and those wonderful people who post up those lovely heart-warming Petronas Ads. Coz otherwise, with that much of irritance and geramness I felt, I'd be able to squash an entire watermelon with Dheepa's fist with ease.
Just curious.. more like, just wonderfully dumbfounded. But how on earth is it possible for anyone to be in that serious case of dementedness. Like how?!?!?!!
Oh whatever la... woo-zaa-ed away. All's cool now. Within me that is.
So, Via's been feeding us today. In the morning (around noon actually), she brought us breakfast (more like lunch..!), some wonderful ham & cheese. Then for dinner, she brought us yummy chicky curry which Dheepa and I dunked cute lil bread into em..!! And champion Via packed two wings in it, coz she knew that Dheepa and I would end up fighting over the wings Thank you Via.. *hugs*
Dad took anti-diarrheal tabs, and started to constipate. Ahahhahhaa.. go figure! Mum was laughing at Dad this time around, instead of the usual way around!! Ahhaaha...
Ok.. Anan needs to sleep now. For tmrw's Monday, and well.. Anan just needs to sleep.
Have a lovely week ahead ya'll.. Much love.
Posted by anandini at 04:50 AM on February 13, 2008.
Weather's frickin crazy. It's super nutcase, it's a sin itself to just be out there in the cold. Perfect timing for Russia to cut off gas supply to Ukraine, up til Ukraine decides to pay Russia the 1.5bil it owes Russia. Haih...
Is it all for real? I dunno.. sometimes I wonder. Im confused, my limited knowledge kids me not at times, but I still wonder. Confused, yet almost certain. Tired.. oh, nevermind.
Oh.. and sick of the whole you and you. Like helllow...!! Grow up already. Stop being mislead. Stop following fools around blindly, especially if the mentioned fool's a blind one as well. Gosh.. how much of an imbecile can you be?!? Seriously, I think I had higher regards upon you.. all up til now.
Last nite, I dreamt of the Ex-boyfriend. Wait, he'll be more of the Ex-Ex-boyfriend.. yeah, the one who's already married with a kid now. Woke up feeling pretty weired out. Oh but what's to life if it aint for these sporadic yellow bunnies, pretending to be cutesy purple ones. Eh!?
I think my brains and evrything which comes along it, is now in a state of zero degrees.. ultimately frozen.
Im irritated, I dont know why. But maybe, I just wanna stay irritated. Without much happy dust around. Just a dire state of irritance.
Maybe it's just the cold. Oh.. whatever.
Much love.. keep well.
Posted by anandini at 06:11 AM on February 14, 2008.
I just gave Via an IM.. on her ASS!!!! Muahahahahahaha...! And there are 5 more ampules! Yayness!!!
Today I made Maggi, and added in some of those purple cabbage thingy.. and the whole bowl turned into one helluva crappy alienated yucky colour. But I was hungry, more like I dint want my stomach to growl and wake the entire population of Amazon up, so I just ate it. Champion.
I hate the weather. It snowed in India, apparently. So, imagine the weather here. Global warming at its supremacy. Oh well..
Happy Valentine's evrybody.. me loves ya'll loads and loads!!! All of ya'll.. truly!!!
Keep well ya'll. Much love.
Posted by anandini at 05:37 AM on February 16, 2008.
Oh.. I so hate this weather. Actually, the weather's aint all that bad, it's more of the fact that it's cold and we dont have hot water supply.. STILL!! It's so difficult to shower, to cook.. and oh yeah, brushing teeth in the mornings!!!! Ish..
Yesterday I ate en entire bag of chips by myself.. champion. Loose weight scheme down the longkang!
Ive been constipating since I was two and a half,.. and lately, it got really bad til it felt as though I had an a huge hot air balloon within me. Via brought me one of those detox tea thingy, and boy have I been defecating like never before!! But so leceh, earlier I had to run out of the shower coz I had to go.. susahnyer. But good to get all of it out.. finally.
Today we clerked a patient who has TT. Pretty cool, she's all me. On a more severe level, and she's also 76 years old. But she has TT..!! *woot* Hah..
Ok.. me thinks me's gonna go bond with the toilet bowl, sumore.
Have a lovely weekend ya'll...! Im just wonderfully happy it's Friday finally.
Cheers.. much love.
Posted by anandini at 05:02 AM on February 19, 2008.
Short lived. There's no hot water again. Stupid stupid stupid. Apparently there was hot water supply over the weekend coz the Ambassador and his Second Secretary were around from Kiev for the whole CNY celebration thingy. So now that they've gone back, they took along the hot water supply too... shux
620... Party HQ and also Sick People HQ. We've got Dheepa who suffers from terminal stupidty and sporadic bi-polarish cuckooness. Then we've got Via who suffers from Lumbalgia, due to Lumbar disc compression. Then now Eve was supposed to be dragged outa her room to join in the assembly coz she's shivering in her room, but she's being a mule. Stubborn, like all Sick People HQ people.
Oh.. so, Endo's ended. Up next is Onco at the very far away Marino Hospital. The weather, the lazyness.. haih.
I think I should start buying shares from PJ Cafe, coz I seem to be contributing very healthily to their prosperity. Blame it on the stupid hot water supply. Or more of the absence of the hot water supply.
Ok.. Anan's pissy. I need hot water.
Gonna sleep now.
Oh.. GW season 2. Finally completed it. I dont like Gabriel.
Much love, ya'll.
I want KFC. Dad, when you'll be coming on the 24th, buy for me KFC. Thank you.
Posted by anandini at 05:09 AM on February 19, 2008.
Be prepared. For this is one news you'll shoot yourself for knowing.
Wait.. more like,... hhmmm.. I dont even know. Im too shockerfied.
You know what.. this is the ultimatum.
Via.. Ms Vidya Chariya Sinnadurai brings toothpaste from Malaysia. Two tubes of Colgate Triple Action from Malaysia. Seriously.
My dear.. *hugs* nevermind.
This beats Dheepa who brings Sunsilk shampoo and conditioner from Malaysia.
Damn fail.
Damn can die.
Damn died.
Posted by anandini at 03:32 AM on February 26, 2008.
Lovely white blood cells Ive got. Damn gagal all of them, at protecting my very humble self. All protective, defensive mechanism.. can take em all and campak in the longkang!!!
Just sat in the waiting room for some few mins, waiting for Eve to come out from the Therapist on Tuesday... and ta-da, Anan falls terminally ill. Why? Coz Anan's WBC are backsides. Why? Due to Anan's wonderful 2 year Carbimazole therapy. Sweet.
Temperature up to almost 40degs, brains almost auto-fried themselves. Then the wonderfuly genetically predisposed rash I'll get whenever thermoregulation exceeds that of the hypothalamus. Oh boy, that itched like hell.. I'd rather sit thru another tattoo and go thru THAT pain instead!!! Then the cough, which felt like the entire Sumatra Island was gempa-bumi-ing INSIDE MY HEAD!!! Chest ached, body ached, TT exacerbated... haih, damn susah. The weakness, malaise and the whole astheno-veg do were just some mere underated group of symptoms, honestly. And then NOW, on top of that.. the anacondas are back, with their monthly rave! Brilliant.. simply amazing. And so, Yes.. Anan's in dire suffering state now.
What's wonderful-er is when the only known thing to Anan to get rid of the rash, ie Piriton is actually contraindicated among TT patients. Simply amazing aint it. PCM cannot, Penicillin cannot, Sulphur containing nuts cannot, not that also cannot... it's like big guy up there's playing a very nasty joke on me. Im supposed to go back to the roots and plants is it?
I just wanna stop coughing. Really. It hurts so much. I wanna stop coughing. Coz everytime I cough, I feel my kidneys and spleen are dropping a milimeter each time. Soon, I'll even cough out my entire rectum.
If it wasnt for Dheepa and Via.. I would have auctioned my dire state to those dying of food in Somalia (Im sorry, Somalians.. I know you're good people!). They cooked me my meals, they made sure I dint scratch my very itchy can die rash, they killed me with the whole vicks/minyak cap kapak inhalation thingy, they woke up at nites when they thought I died and went straight to lovely Pearly Gates coughing my rectum out. And my lovely neighbours who made me pots of rasam, which cleared all stuffy nose and throat alike. Thank you.
Alexander Victorvich was a darl today, cleared my absent classes with ease, no problemo at all. Lovely man, that fler..
The Influenza Epidemic. You either catch it, or die from it. In my case... haih, go figure.
Called home yesterday.. and Dad was laughing away. Very funny la Dad, your genes only gave me the whole rashes thingy you know!!!
Dheepa's got some parasite in her GIT. She keeps eating and eating. Last nite she even wanted to eat Vicks.
Ok. Anan's dying again. Coughing fit started.
620 is contaminated zone now. Enter at your own risk.
Much love.
Posted by anandini at 06:33 AM on February 29, 2008.
Happy Leaping..!!!!
It's February 29th... leap, leap, leap!
Im still coughing. Now everytime I cough I feel my ICP's gonna blow my rite thru my meninges! Sick of coughing.
But, Im getting better. Via's better too. Today we had home cooked dinner, and it wasnt sick people's food. Me is happy.
Im still contemplating upon being sedated still or not. It's easier to sleep,plus it's only herbs.
Ok. Happy Friday ya'll..leap, leap, leap.
*cough*