Soberity

Posted by anandini at 08:58 AM on December 2, 2007.

And so...

Via's sober. Yes, she so is. Right beside me, ultimately sober. Totally.

Oh.. and Concurso Medico. Oh well, lets just say, memalufying brought to a new level. Alliance formed, hardly reached where it was supposed to. So, yeah.. all's good. Somehow.

I miss Mummy.

Oh... and <HE> was there!!! Oh gosh... hhmmm. Maintaining. So... maintaining. Hhhmmmm.. who knows?! Que sera sera...

Ok. So that's it.

Oooh... AK's so cool. Super duper cool.

Ok, Anan's rambling. So she's just gonna sleep. Away from all the alco, and into slumber land.

Ok, nites all. Have a lovely Sunday all. Much love. 

moo moo?

On a high.. with love.

Posted by anandini at 12:32 AM on December 3, 2007.

Recharged. Just as they went..tteeeeetttt, and zapped off to a single mono-line. They got recharged. Yeah, I woke up at about 3pm. Felt like Sunday stood me up. Or, perhaps I stood Sunday up *winks*

Oh boy.. gotta stop with the Brahmas, Stella Artois, Becks and wat nots. Just gotta, or Im gonna end up looking like Luke when I saw him last summer!! Oh.. too graphical!!! Scary, scary thought!

I miss home. Ive had my Life SIM in, the one which doesnt provide to DiGi. So only those with Maxis are to able to reach me. Which is superbly good, as Im totally avoiding someone. But then again, Mummy uses DiGi and Ive not been hearing from her I'll let her know, then she can use Daddy's Maxis to send me her daily love. Yeah.. problemo solved!

6 days til it's all over. Finally..! A debut, and hope the tradition continues next year. Just as CM did. Kinda cool, in a way. Hence, the super stressed pressure! Oh well.. all'll go well. It always does.

Then, up next will be something we've been wanting to happen. The whole do, in sumemr. Yeah.. looking forward to it.

Nice.

Today, Anan's feeling more than usual sentimental than she usually does. Came across an old ancient friend on Facebook, and thought... wow, the ice ages!!! Totall pleasant when you bump into old friends, it perks your day with this wonderful warm fuzzy feeling. Yes, yes.. Im hardcore, when it comes to 'the good 'ol days'.

Someone was telling me today.. how sometimes, even the slightest sweet deed goes a long way to someone. Like how sometimes, you just gotta take a mo, and look upon all those who's made such an impact upon you, just by being there. Just by making you stronger, when you're crumbling. By wiping buckets off you, when you mirror something off the Niagara Falls. By laughing so much, til they snort.. either with you, or at you! Gosh.. what would I have done if they werent around. I mean like, how'd it all happen? How did civilization bring upon something so magical.. hhmmmm. If you feel all fuzzy inside reading this, or simply have the urge to shoot Anan out of her sentimental high now.. then you oughta know, that you're someone who's made a mark in me. And I love you, and I thank you and I'll always treasure our friendship.

Ok. Now, where did that come from?

And yes, Im sober.

Oh well.

Dheepa had  a lil... wadya call it, eermm.. well, she had a stroke. Yeah, a TIA. Haih.. wat else is there to do? Everything's been said and done, those who dont know wat's to know think there's nothing to it. Yet, there's just so much to it, that.. hhmmmm, nevermind. So, she wrote her thoughts down, it made her feel better. Via cried reading it. But I somehow think, evrything'll be ok. Given the time, and the right consequences. It just needs a lil happy dust *winks* You cant change a person, you shouldnt even bother trying, but then again.. perhaps this is just how the story ends. 

Dad's mailing me my parcel tmrw..! Yayness.. it'll reach just in time to greet my 25th year. Gosh...25th!!! I feel like an antique. And that my eggs are running out.

Raynee... is the sweetest thing. She literally ran, to cheer and support the Kuali (who was later known as the Carats) in yesterday's CM. But we dint make it, and by the time she came.. I had left. So, she SMSed me.. tellin me not to be sad and wats, that it was just a stupid quiz and all. The thing is, the SMS came with a disclaimer.. 'but if you're sad and laughing at this msg, then fine.. I dint say anything ok!!!' Ahahahaha...! Yes, Raynee.. we love you too *hugs*

We were standing out in the balcony last nite, and the refraction of the spotlight against all those snowflakes were just so pretty. Apart from Via, who came talking and singing to all those snowflakes.. it was a pretty moment!

Yes, Im better. Honestly. Ive accepted it, in fact.. Im thankful for it. Coz I now believe how I deserved better, and how I was too good a person for you. The pain's there still, not coz you hurt me.. but coz I was too foolish. I only seek the best now, and you're too low to even be in the running.

I quote:
Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
Slave to humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman
UNQUOTE.

Yes, Alicia Key-ism, is my new religion. Not literally. Her words, her style, herself.. is my new inspiration.

Totally, wicked!

Oh, if only was single *winks*

Oh.. for the love of pumpkin squash.

Save the world, ya'll. Love yourself.. and those fluffy bunnies *winks*

 

moo moo?

Horoscope

Posted by anandini at 12:56 AM on December 3, 2007.

And this so totally.. made me think. A bit

QUOTE:
Your brains have gotten you far in life, and you should keep on relying on them for most of your opportunities. The attention you've been getting for your physical appearance might be convincing you to start working the room a bit more in search of your next goal, but that would be unwise. In an upcoming social situation, keep the talk all about issues and ideas. Avoid mixing it up in a flirtatious manner with someone who really doesn't interest you. Use your head.
UNQUOTE

Attention for my physical appearance? Really?!?

And.. working it, in search for my next goal? What goal? Im not searching.. yet. Or maybe I am. I dunno...

Though,.. I like that line about avoiding flirtatious issues, esp with someone who doesnt really interest me. Who, I wonder?!?

Yes, Anan'll use the head *winks* 

Oh.. I like my brains.

See... dont call me stupid!!! 

moo moo?

When?

Posted by anandini at 07:05 AM on December 7, 2007.

Super busy with Medico Squabbles. All's goin well.

Gosh.. all the drama today. But all's good la.

My Friendster horoscope at being amazing again...
QUOTE: You should be courted and pursued right now, not the other way around. You need to be reminded that you are a prize that is worth winning -- and working for. UNQUOTE.

Yes, I relate strongly to that. Amazingly, it has been something Ive been feeling of the late.

Your lose, dear one. Too bad you screwed up. Good thing it was now, when it aint too late for me to be all wise still.

Yes, ever grateful. Lesson well learnt.

Good nite all. 

moo moo?

Over and done with!!!

Posted by anandini at 03:40 AM on December 10, 2007.

Medico Squabbles 07... is OVER!!!!!!!

OVER!!!!!!

OVER!!!!!!

*Anan's jumping around, clapping her hands*

Ok. When Anan's all rested, the event will be elaborated!

But, somehow.. glad it all went well. And things worked out pretty fine. And we're thinking of another Medico Squabbles next year, and perhaps a club as well.

Yayness...!

Everyone's just chilling now. Like literally, just chilling. With garlic bread and tea. Wonderfulness.

Ive not spoken to Mum & Dad this weekend. Miss my dose of lovelyness.

Via's so gay..!!! She's driving me crazy...!!!

Save the purple butterflies..! 

moo moo?

Was it worth it?

Posted by anandini at 05:49 AM on December 12, 2007.

So used to having so many things to think about, now that it's all over it somehow feels so empty. It's as though something needs to be done, but then again it aint anything. Phantom stress!

So, Rajiev's dating 35 people. We counted. Haih,.. such a player you've become!

Siva conned me into writing in for the Synapse. So, yeah... Im trying not to sound too sentimental, but then again.. who am I kidding la!

Dheepa's back to her strict regime of her version of dieting, which leaves me dinnerless. So off like a champion I spent a bomb at marketing today, getting me quick dinners to last hopefully a week or so. What's the worse which could happen, eh..!

I wish you'd be happy. If only you'd know. But then again, you'll never know. Oh well..

After a very long time, last nite I somehow crashed. Dint see it coming, dont even know why. But it happened. Inevitable still, perhaps. The wound's still so raw. Despite the fact that Im stronger now, albeit me being all over it.. it still hurts. Undeniable. I hate you for doing this to me, honestly. I somehow, someday will eventually stop searching the whys and the hows, over you hurting me as you did. I strongly believe in karma.

Hhhmmm...

My mike's kaput, so calling home is such a hassle now. Shitty to nuts, coz it's been so long since I last spoke to them

Oh.. that aside.

It's nice to see bridges being mended. It's nice to be all friends again. Let's all start acting like adults, eh. The magic of friendship, you'd never know what to expect, when!

Rite.

Anan's off to bed.

Keep well, and dont hurt your loved ones. It aint worth it. Remember that always.

moo moo?

...

Posted by anandini at 04:57 AM on December 13, 2007.

Shit happens.

moo moo?

Sha la la la....!

Posted by anandini at 08:45 PM on December 13, 2007.

All cuddled up, with my tall mug of coffee (decaf of coz! Otherwise, it'd be dooms for me!!), my 3 stars blasting away almost at max volume thru my earphones, all oblivious to evrything around... bliss. Complete happiness!

So, Clinical Pharma's finito. Wasnt all that bad, sorta brushed up a lil on Pharma, just a lil. Still a lot of room for improvement, oh yes...! Up next is Therapy, this time around Gastroenterology.

Oh the weather's a bitch today. Hate it when it snows. And windy!!! Tak suka..!!!

Im super hyped for dinner tonite. A whole pot of beef stew!! The ribs are happily sitting in the marination thingy since last nite..! Oh yummyness!!!

Oh, me thinks me needs to inform evryone about my new number. Coz, many are still calling me/texting my old number. Oh, but so malas..! Wish I could just put up an announcement or something, either here or in Friendster/Facebook. But then again.. I dont want evryone to know my new number. Actually, I just dont want one person to know about it. Oh well, no worries.. I'l think of something.

Ive gotta post the Christmas cards...!! Or they'll be receiving it in time for Thaipusam...!! But it's so cold, and being outdoors is crappy now!! Ish..

Nanny Diaries rox!!! Alicia Keys rox!!!

Ok.. Medico Squabbles 07 pictures!!!

The Organizing Committee!!! Job well done ya'll *claps*

Yayness!! Coincidently, that picture's got most of my favourite people in it.. not forgeting almost my entire class as well!! Yayness!! Oh, Anan needs a haircut.. *sigh* It's so hard to maintain short hair..!

The Esteemed *ahem* Judges..!! Oh Yulia Vladimorovna's cute eh..! She was a darl too..! And Victor Victorovich was such a sport, he was enjoying himself so much, he dint wanna leave! Ahahaha...

Oh dat aside...

Josh Groban's numero Uno now..! Stole the spot from Alicia Keys...!! Billboard charts.. and Josh Groban?!?! WTF?!?! That's an injustice to good music *sulks* AK doesnt deserve second place..! She's first class material dammit!!

Ok.

Off to continue blissfulnes.

Oh yeah, I lied. It wasnt decaf.. it was Nescafe. Hence, sympathetic activation's on high now. Dammit.

Keep well, ya'll..! 

 

moo moo?

The weekend it was..!

Posted by anandini at 04:34 AM on December 17, 2007.

I need a weekend, to recover from the weekend..!!! HOnestly..!!!!

Oh, dat aside.. ham and cheese, and pita bread and lotsa mustard is officially the world's bestest food!!!

And so, over the weekend... the span of Friday evening, til Sunday nite
~  a total of 7 hours of sleep, over these days!
~ too much alco to even mention, considering how very little of us drank
~ too much of fun...!! Especially with sharades , Taboo and wat nots!
~ too much of food...!! Oh, and the curry mee on Friday nite which so JADI!!
~ a lovely weekend..!

Looking forward to the music fest and to club this weekend!! Yayness..!! I so like the non-nerdy LiYun!!! *claps*

Dheepa had dumb-blondness on a super high yesterday.. for the fountains, and the Jimmy Krakers!! Ahahahaha... dammit!

Oh shux.. Ive yet to post those Christmas cards..!! It's so cold!!! Ish.. I need to them pronto...!!

The clan, well almost the entire clan anyways.. except Luke, Dinesh and I (the in ones, anyways:D), were at Waikiki's on Saturday!! Rite after a wedding, the went clubbing..!! Dahsyat..! Hope all had fun..!!

Ok. Im gonna drown with lazyness in these last few hours of Sunday.

Have a lovely week, all..!

Much love. 

moo moo?

Monday blues..

Posted by anandini at 12:51 AM on December 18, 2007.

Today, I bunked class. Literally just so screwed it. For no apparent reason. Well actually, I was too tired and it was really cold and Shafi LaoLao SMSed to say she wasnt going..!! So, yeah.

Woke up close to noon, and just bummed around. Had my yummy salami and cheese sandwich. 2 sandwiches actually, all yummy with lotsa mustard and Thai chilli sauce!! Yummyness!

Then followed Kapt to her cardio workout studio thingy, she needed to see her instructor. And by the time we were walking back, he hair was frozen. Literally, as she walked out with wet hair. Champion! The temp was -6degs according to her.

Was supposed to have made beef stew for dinner again tonite, but there werent any onions and carrots around. So, it'll just be Maggi tonite.

Woke up today to long reports from Dad and Dhipa, my cousin... about the weekend Waikiki's escapade and the wedding. Haih.. well, drama drama. That's what the clan's all about, kan!!

On Friendster, my cousin posted this really lovely note in my comment box. Reading it made my day, made me stronger. The words were so exact, so precise. Really felt it was speaking to me in very literal terms. Thanks girl, you've been there for me.. much love!

On a different note...

Im kinda upset over some issues. More like tired, and really sick of it. When do I get to live my life? When do I have to stop living under expectations of people around? I know it's totally impossible to please EVERYONE, yet why do I still try to do so?! Why must I comply to you rules over the whos and whens and whats of MY life?! Is this really how well you know me?

Hhhmmm...

Nevermind. I sometimes just need to vent.

Dont feel all that happy now.

Keep well, ya'll. Much love..

moo moo?

Lil Bunny Foo Foo....

Posted by anandini at 05:37 AM on December 19, 2007.

And Sesame Street's been brought to you by the alphabet R... for Raynee!!! Yes, there's be a daily dose of lessons to be learnt from Raynee dear. So.. today, Raynee dear, craving for brinjals and all, like a champion.. bought a 10grv brinjal ($2!!!!). Not two, not three, not for four brinjals.. but 10 bucks for just ONE brinjal!!!! *claps*

Hhhmmm... it doesnt sound as funny now.

Kapt beside me, reading off my shoulders, smelling like some fruity thingy. God knws who's she's trying to hit on.. *rolls eyes* ish ish...

So....

Beef stew again..!! Yummyness...yummyness!!! I likey...!!!

Oh.. and Dheepa made chicken fish balls. Yes, 'chicken' fish balls. Sasau la she..!  

Some of my classmates, more like former classmates actually... they thinks me's on some super high, or simply nearing my cuckoo threshold.. simply for laughing too much. Actually.. simply for too many 'ahahahaah's in just one FB msg!! Ish ish...

Oh yeah.. 4402A it seems. Bodohnyer dia..!!!!

Bounced upon an old post.. with lil bunny foo foo in it!!! Gosh, I miss that fler..!!! And Im gonna sing it all the time to drive Dheepa and evryone else up the lovely walls!!!

Oh... Christmas cards, oh christmas cards.. they've yet to be posted!!! Ish..!!!! Too cold!!!! Hhmmmm... well, better late than never, I believe. And yes, they'll be posted soon. SOON!!

Today while walking back, I swear I thought my fingers had dropped off. They hurt like hell (more like Icelandish, coz literally hell's pretty hot~!)..!!

Okies. Anan might be bunking class again tmrw. Might being a very deceiving words here. Might. Yeah.. so, she might.

Ok, Anan being on a super high results on her talking super rubbish.

So, have a lovely day.. and go save the world from those ugly looking grasshoppers! Yes, grasshoppers.

Much love, ya'll!

 

moo moo?

The greatness of evrything.

Posted by anandini at 06:18 AM on December 21, 2007.

Ouch.. ouch.. ouch.. being a woman has its toll on my pain tolerance, which is below the level of acceptance. Yes, I had my eyebrows done.

Class today was a complete waste of time. Total waste of time!!! Haih.. 6th year's a complete waste of time!! Hhhmmmm..

Oh.. The wonderful Friendster Horoscope thingy;
QUOTE: One of your exes is back on the scene, and now it looks like they might be off the market. News of their sizzling affair shouldn't upset you, though -- remember why things are over, and be grateful that they are over! The best way to move on is to turn your head away from distractions like jealousy and focus on where you want to go with your life. Stop worrying so much about what other people are doing with their lives. It's boring and it is pointless. UNQUOTE

I read that, and rejoiced. And I can HOnestly say, IM NOT IN DENIAL!! Im truly rejoicing!! Such an advancement I'd say.. me deserves a pat on the back. And maybe some ice cream!! :D

All thanks to lovely family and friends I have.. Me loves ya'll.

Oh.. the amount of drama today. Drama, drama..! Oh well...

Ok..

Anan's gonna get some zzzzz....

And dream of yummy hot Italians.

Gudnite ya'll.. Much love. 

moo moo?

Layaning The Cranberries..

Posted by anandini at 06:47 AM on December 24, 2007.

Okay. Been long. Have a lot to say. But, oh so the kepenatan.

More like kemalasan, since all Anan did practically nothing today. In fact, I only got outa bed around 7pm!!! I was awake, I was just watching episodes of Ghost Whisperer and Friends thru out the day.

So.. yesterday's Music Fest was a blast. Well done ya'll, MCA Overseas Club Ukr. Eve, Via and I were dumb blondes half the time, screaming and shrieking at most of the bands. We sang out loud like kataks to most of the songs. Made me really wish I had my own band!!! Also made me really wish I knew how to play the sax..!! Mighty cool instrument, the sax!! Listed in Anan's to do list.. 'to learn to play the sax'. Daddy dint lemme learn when I was younger, he said I'll grow up with puffy cheeks. Ish.. rubbishnyer!!!

So... yeah. That.

Then we came back, and Dheepa, Via and I were chilling out til about 5am. Ahahaha... nice 'JOB' Via..!!! Ahahahaha...! *ducks at incoming twack*

Anyways..

Tmrw we start Peds, for a week then it's one week Winter Break. Yes, just one week. Pretty sad huh..

Oh.. on a different note. Im glad you've finally realised. Though I dont entirely believe you, yet.. it's a start somehow. You'll be ok, I promise. 

Oh.. Ive got a new haircut. Super short, and super versatile and Im lovin it!

Spoke to Mum & Dad today, who are up North over at Penang visiting my brother. Kecoh la they all.. told me about a thousand and twenty eight times, 'We're gonna eat nasi kandar now.. we're gonna eat nasi kandar now..!' Ish... go la!!! I can make nasi kandar here la..!! Muahahahaah!! My brother's so relieved they visited him, as he's not done his laundry since he got to Penang about a month ago..!!

Ok. Anan needs to sleep.

Have a lovely week, ya'll. 

moo moo?

Feliz Nevidad!!!

Posted by anandini at 04:12 AM on December 26, 2007.

Feliz Nevidad, ya'll...!!!

We had a lil Christmas dinner thingy last nite. Just among us, VeE, PaDhee, JievRa, FiSha, YunLi, RyHar and I! Made 2 super huge pizzas, Buffalo Wings and lotsa garlic bread (which RyHar abandoned!). Just these few, and we were stuffed silly. PaDhee made one super duper walnut coffee cake with creamed cheese topping!

Got so homesickish last nite, SMSing and calling up evryone. *sigh* One more year. More like 7 months more, till I'd get to be home for all the festiveness!!!

Midnite struck, and we hugged and wished evryone Merry Christmas.. Phone lines were jammed to nuts! Then we were til about 3am playing Rummy! 

Via bought purple LollyPops for evryone..! Speaking of Via, regulars to 620 Party HQ, do not believe her when she shows you a certain SMS. It was her doing!!! She sent that SMS from MY phone, to HER phone. HOnest!!!

That aside..

Woke up around 10am today, and had a bag of chips for breakfast. Which somehow lasted til lunch. Super duper yummy :D

Called Aunty Lily. Wished her and all, and she immediately said 'Wish you were here, Anan...' Hhhmmmm.. she's not well from all the cooking and what nots, she sounded pretty bad. She sounded so sad over some issues. Hhhmmmm.. feel so sad for her. She doesnt deserve all these.

Yes, so Anan broke down today. Just yesterday Unc Shan was telling me how cheery and happy I sound now,.. I crashed today. Just got a lil angry and upset. Christmas was a time we spent together, where he'd be sad I wasnt around and we'd constantly SMS/call each other just so to make things better for both. But now.. hhmmmm. Til today I just dont understand how someone would do such a nasty thing to me after making me believe he loved me. Im no totally convinced he never did love me. Evrything we had was true and real to me, as I gave my evrything into it. But to him, it was one big lie, one huge show.. it meant nothing.

Hhhmmmm... yes, I still hurt from time to time. I dont yearn for him, in fact Im glad I dumped him. I just feel utterly betrayed. I feel so foolish. I feel as though the past few years of my life was wasted on him, when I could have done so many other things, being with someone who would have truly loved me.

Oh eff it..

Opps.. excuse the language.

Back to class tmrw. Peds, oh Peds. Anan hates Peds.

Ok.. off to Lalaland.

Merry Christmas, again ya'll. 

moo moo?

Screw you..!

Posted by anandini at 07:39 AM on December 27, 2007.

Anan's falling sick. Anan doesnt like falling sick. Falling sick sux! Anan's WBC sux!! Anan needs more WBC.. and some TLC!!

Oh shux....

Speaking of which, Carbimazole dose's down 20mg. Hopefully 15 by the coming week or so. And so far, so a-ok. Crosses fingers.

Anan's kinda pissed now. Pissed of people talking nonsense about evrything. Like hello... grow up already. Stop talking about people. Stop being such bitches. Stop already. It aint written in the stars that it's such and such.. sometimes it just happens.

Oh shux....

Nevermind. Why whine about it here. It's not like any of them will be reading my measly thoughts anyways.

So. Yeah. Eff it.

Im gonna layan Cranberries and think of lovely daisies.

Much love, ya'll. 

moo moo?

xox

Posted by anandini at 08:07 AM on December 30, 2007.

Anan woke up at 5.30pm today..!!! Champion!! Champion!! *Bows down to round of applause*

Was supposed to blog about evrything and anything.. but somehow Anan's seeing doubles and she's finding it too hard to type.....

Oh yayness...

Dheepa's gone by the way,... 

moo moo?