Goes on.. almost there.
Posted by anandini at 12:07 AM on October 24, 2007.
Ive done it, finally. It feels relieved, yet somewhat sickening. Or rather.. nevermind.
Acceptance. I know, about there..
So GA 404 basically spelled 'Anan's Lifestory' in max volume. Seriously.
QUOTE off Dr Callie, as she spoke to Ruthie's boyfren after she died in surgery;
'You dint love her! You just dint wanna be alone, or maybe she was good for your ego, or maybe.. maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life! You dint love her..!!! BECAUSE YOU DONT DESTROY THE PERSON THAT YOU LOVE!!'
Unquote, as O'Maley comes to pull her away from him.
Ok. I know.. I know.
I'l still hurt, I know. But, Im at the verge of acceptance. Ive past denial,.. perhaps just not totally. But, Im accepting it.
MLN.. my new cuppa tea. Hope it works well. *fingers crossed*
Azlina.. Babez!! You were tryin to call me? With iTalk? Gosh.. you're the bestest! Dont worry ok, Im not drilling holes thru my parietals just yet. Yet. Will Skype you soon.. me loves you, babez!
As for the matter.. yes, The Matter. Well, I dont know. I dont know what to believe anymore. I dont know what to hope for anymore. Im just taking life a day, a time. Ive got angels around, many loved ones who simply make me feel better and stronger just as Im about to plunge downhill. So, I dont know. I really dont know.
Babbling.
So, Blogspot's pissing me off. Mo0M0o will still be moo-ing away after all. These are my pages, these are my stories, this is my life... bitter or sweet, Im standing up for it. So, yeah.. all's cool. Just gotta not read thru my archive.. till Im a lil bit stronger. Can..!
Runnin thru my tracker.. I realise there's someone who Google's my name, and turns up here, DAILY!! Hellow you, leave your footprint and make my day..!
Yeah.. in fact no one leaves comments, or tags anymore. Hhhmmm.. hittin forbidden memory land. Delete, delete, delete.
Ok. No dinner tonite. Hungry as hell.
I'll save the world, and myself.
moo moo?