And once again..
Posted by anandini at 03:51 PM on August 13, 2007.
And so.. I think Im now addicted to coffee. And home made ice-blended Milo. The latter, ok..aint so bad. But the former addiction.. boleh mati, beb!
Anyways.. things are pickin up. Ironically, after 40 days has past, only now I feel alive. Oh well.. so, life goes on, they say.
From 20mg, now Im up to 30mg. Agranulocytosis, is here to stay.. or so at least, that's what my recent CBC shows. From the optional 50mg/day Beta Blocker.. now, its a compulsory 40mg bid. Yay.. and so, life goes on. My decision to be drugged, dint please my Doctor. Being fully conscious of my risk, and consequences.. to hyperanalyze is inevitable. She's insisting on Radioactive Iodine, but I choose to differ. At least not until next summer. Where, the colour of choice is easily available, y'knw :D optimistically speaking.
At several crossroads as well.. Family, Him, Friends, Them, Health. Decisions, decisions. Would be a hell lotta easier if I could just flip the damn coin!
I miss my darlings.. over at Ukraine!! How ya'll doin? Must be half way across Eu by now! Have fun ya'll.. dun do anything I did wouldnt do in Amsterdam!!!
Miss my darling neighbours too... Rajish, Raynee, Rooben (gosh, just realised all their names start wit R!! ) Sugan. And no Dheepa.. I dun miss you 
Mum's turnin 50 soon. In few days to be exact. Oreo cheesecake.. bolej jadi, ar? I sure hope so..
Oooh.. I fell last nite. Damn sakit.. still hurts!! How to see that lubang at nite!!! Lucky the road wasnt so busy.
I feel like dancing. Im itchin for a drink,.. even an ice col beer would do wonders now. Im yearning for him, who's too busy at work. Yet, he still tries, and just for dat.. I love him.
Ok.. I've gotta get back to huntin cheesecake recipes. Hope it jadi's!!
I smell like car perfume,.. yeah, just had lunch with the Boyfriend and the car perfume was too strong!! Yucks..car perfume. Hhhmmm... delete.delete.delete.
I wanna whack one huge bowl of ABC la later..
Oh..I lost to my Mum over Scrabbles last nite. By 16 points!!! Crap.. so karat edi. At least Dad still lost to me..muahahahaha *evil laughter*
Okies.. be good ya'll. If I dun call ya'll, or SMS or anything.. doesnt mean Im sombong or too busy boning, or the likes. I may be sick, a lil down.. or busy stuffin myself silly. With just about anything. ANYTHING *winks*
LiYun, Eve, Rajiev.. I knw y'll miss me!! ahahahaha buy me somethin nice fr Europe ok!!! ahahahah
Adios!!
I knw I just saw u.. Just felt you.. Just kissed you so sweet.. Just had lunch wit you.. But I miss you, already. Take care Budak Sengal.. be good! Call me laters.. Muakz!!!!