Pissy

Posted by anandini at 03:54 AM on June 2, 2007.

Pissyness. Pissyness on high.

Went to the Airlines, again. And it's closed, AGAIN! Dammit.. 4 days, we've been goin to and fro that damn place. Wasting time, money and evrythin else. Worries me to nuts.. just hope I can get my tickets

Waking up evry 2-3 hour, being worried = massive horrible headache.
Exacerbated compulsiveness = the regular TT effects, on super high.
Being a woman = Anacondas at it again. This time, dahsyat as ever.

And some fool pissin me off..haih. Since when la, you're being like this? Haih.. wt goes around, definitely comes around my fren.

All of these leads to a very pissy Anan.

Though Dheepa's comment on my Friendster made me smile. Sweet thing, she can be.. just sometimes :D she even bought me chocolates today *claps*

28 days to go. Haih.. but, would it be the same? Would it?

Which also means, exams are so close.. they'r breathin down ur neck. Stupid.

Ok. Before pissyness gets out of hand.

Goodnite all.

I love you, Baby. 

 

 

moo moo?

Wonderfulness...

Posted by anandini at 06:09 PM on June 3, 2007.

Again we went out to settle out flight tickets thingy.. and again in vain. Pretty freaked out now..just gotta keep trying.

We came bck with a brand new fan, Shafi bought.. and lotsa strawberries, cherries and green apples! Yummyness..

The lovebirds are back fr Pulau Kapas..Mum enjoyed herself snorkelling and wat nots. The seaside, seafood BBQ sounded yummy..!! I wanna go too..!!!

Have to start studying. First paper's on June 12th. But how to start studying when all my notes are out..!! Dammit la.. 

I learnt a lesson, last nite. I learnt that sometimes, Im a horrible person. I learnt, how mature and tolerant he is towards me. Showed me the wonderfulness in him, that only I'd be able to understand and treasure for life. Im sorry, Baby... sometimes, Im mean and yet you stick by me. Im glad it's you Ive got. *hugs* Me loves you, Boosuk Boy. This time around next month I can give u a real squeeze!!!

On a different note.. that stupid bodohfied L**La, she's like so mentally fried.. can tembak. Haih.. damn geram over her. Im gonna kick her in the ass when I see her in summer.

My fingers are all pruned fr washing all one kg strawberries..! Now, they'r soakin in condensed milk in the fridge..yummyness!!!

Oohh.. was chattin wit Mufu!! She said she'll be around Malaysia, in early July!! Wonderfulness.. yeayness!!!! *claps* Cant wait woman.. been long, y'knw!!!

I think Im gonna have to eat yesterday's food..for lunch in a bit. Hhm
mm.. Nevermind, I'll pretend that they've just been cooked. 

Oooh.. I had a horrible nightmare last nite. So dahsyat... and perhaps a bit silly. We were attacked by some nasty army flers and wat nots. And just as I was about to get shot (ala Matrix.. I could see the bullet darting towards me!!) I woke up, as my phone beeped.. SMS fr The Boyfriend! Ahahaha... he's damn banggafied, he saved my life with an SMS!!! *ngaP*

Ok.. since there's nothin to do, Im gonna watch a movie.

Have a lovely Sunday, ya'll..!

Bums, take care of urself and stay away from the rain. Me loves you..! 

moo moo?

Yipppieeee

Posted by anandini at 04:07 PM on June 6, 2007.

*dances around*claps*skips* Yipppeeedydooo!!!!

Yes, Ive  got my flight tickets. All paid, all done. All's good. Except that I do not have a date for my return flight..aaahhh, but that one may be settled! Sweetness....!!!!

Oooh..I just checkd out my cousin's Friendster. So darn cute dat rugrat. He's err.. either 8 or 9 or maybe 10. Around that league la.. he calls himself HellBanana..!!! Im not sure why..ahahaha cant wait to be bck home!!!

So, yesterday was Happy's Birthday.. ooppss, I meant Harry. Dumb ass is finally 23, not all that significant.. since he often announces he's 25 to stupid juniors who actually believes him. We blindfolded him and led him to the park.. where evryone was waitin wit a picnic spead!! So damn susah to bawa him blindfolded.. even donkeys kalah. But it was nice la.. hope he enjoyed himself. Harry Birthday Happy!!!! Ahahaha...

Rite.. so exams to commence on the 12th. That's juz a few days away. Last nite, I ws still watchin movies. How la.. need to start freakin outla.

Oooh.. and Im gonna be a vegan on Fridays. Eve buzzed, and told me to remind her to do so. And I thought.. wat the heck, I wanna be a vegan too. Just so things go smoothly.. and Yes, Im very liberal. So..all's good!

I nearly popped 4tabs of Metaprolol and 1 Tab of Carbimazole. Instead of 4 tabs of Carbimazole, and 1 Metaprolol. Imagine, wat would have happend!!

Oooh..Im happy, happy, happy!!! *bounces around*

But I dunno how, I somehow screwd up my finance..and Im tight now. Just emailed Dad for cash..and he said 'Just tell me how much,and I"l bank in tmrw..' Damn cool..!!! Incomin money!!! Yippiieee..but, I feel a bit uselessla, as cash was supposed to be sufficient. Hhmm..oh well

Was talkin to his Mum yesterday.. and she made me feel so much better over things. Since he wasnt around, and hardly has time for me.. at least his Mum does!!! Cant wait to balik..!!!

Ok. Off to class now.

Ta..!!!

Boosuk boy.. you were fooled!!! Muahahaah.. but nice to knw you were sad when I told u I was to be home on the 17th JUly!! Muahhahah Me loves you, Bums! 

moo moo?

5th year... done!

Posted by anandini at 08:28 PM on June 8, 2007.

Im finally a complete 5th year student. To know if Ive succesfully completed 5th year, it'l have to wait til after the 29th.. after all 5 exams.

Reality check. Next year, around this time.. I'll be full pledged. Scary, anxious,.. and somehow amazing. 

Last day of class. Zore dint give us much trouble, as to what we expected. Went over to Furshet to get study mode food.. quick, snackish meals. Ive all notes back with me. So, all's left to be done is to actually park my ass solid, and mug. Yet again, for the next 20 days.

Oooh.. and Ive also got sufficient doses of Metaprolols as well.

Yes. So, all geared up.

1st exam's on Tuesday. Hospital Surgery.. somethin Im not so keen on. I dunno why, in fact I find it a bit weird.. but Im actually lookin forward to mugging studying Obs&Gyne. Is it a sign? I dunno..

Dad's been givin the Abda people hell. They're demandin another 800bucks to book my return flight. Which is just total cow dung. But knowin Dad, he'll prolly get his way around, somehow.

Evryone's surprised over how Mum went out yesterday..and did not pig out at Pizza Hut. Even she's clueless.. wow, damn amazing.

About 3 weeks till I leave for home. Super amazing. Gotta make a list over stuffs to get, and stuffs NOT to get!

Baby..hhmmm, Baby. You know I'l always love you. Just as I knw you'r mine to last. Just as you say, I too wish you were here.. for just one squeeze. As the days get closer.. it's even more painful. Ironic, so near.. yet so darn far. Hhmmm.. *hugs* 

moo moo?

Just a note

Posted by anandini at 04:42 PM on June 9, 2007.

Accomplished. Yeah.. I totally survived being a vegan yesterday! No cheating, no 'oppps..', no nothing.. I did it!

Even when Dheepa Buntut was havin ham&cheese for dinner.. wit loads of my fave Tartar sauce (I dun just use it with FISH!) and some sorta Mexican sauce.. I held back!

*claps*

Gonna start studyin today! Darn..so damn malas!

Oooh.. The BOyfriend today, so sayang-menyayang!Ahahahaa... kan Boo?

Dheepa's still asleep. But me thinks me woke her up when I was crunchin away on my frosted cereal :D

Oooh.. here's a list of ding dong-fied search results, which brings you to M0oMo0. Amazing, I tell you.. seriously la wtf?!
1. MelayuBodoh (LaoLao, so many people lookin for u, eh!)
2. Edematous Dictionary (How would a dictionary get edematoused??!)
3. Hit a girl in the ovaries (damn..poor fler, with so much hatred. But to hit a girl in the ovaries wont hurt as much if we were to hit you men in the balls, y knw!)
4. Cows drink water (Im not kidding. Seriously!)

Ok.

So, Im not the ultimate cuckoofied person Ive somehow accepted myself to be..along the way.

Rite.

Babblin too much.

Off to hit the books.

Bums.. smellie boy! Eeeyyeerrr.. can I tell your secret out loud? Nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh!!*muakz*

moo moo?

Sane?

Posted by anandini at 06:03 AM on June 11, 2007.

Sliding hernias, paraesophageal hernia and diaphragmatic hernias. Seriously.. wtf?! They're almost, if not totally.. the same!

Surgery's.. well, ok I guess.

But being anxious, and nervous, and excited, and worried, and *inserts all adrenal-aldosterone hyperness syndromes*.. plus TT = can die. Really.

Feel like infusing Beta Blockers.. and enjoy the slow, normal, regular heart rate.

Called home earlier.. and the first thing Mum asked was, 'Did u go marketing today?' Hhhmmm...she's pretty confused, my mother. At times.

Had tuna sandwiches and mushroom soup for dinner.Yummyness..

The Boyfriend's still so sayang menyayang.. good la. I likey..

To the rest of the world.. any form of surprises, peek-a-boo-ness, shockerfying news, anythin which may trigger a Pheochromacytoma-like crisis.. is strictly prohibited. Really.

Ok.

Back to being a nerd.

Happy Monday ya'll.

Bums, me loves you.. and you only. 

moo moo?

Numero uno..down

Posted by anandini at 03:39 AM on June 13, 2007.

One down. Four more to go.. dammit, four wei!! But at least, one's down.

General Surgery today. Results,... well, it was good. But Im sumhow disappointed about it. Slightly complicated. But the result's good nevertheless.

Up next would be Therapy, on Saturday. Yes, that's in 3 days time.

With just over 2 hours of sleep last nite, I feel like Im goin thru a generalized decompensatory state of fatigue.. evrything's slowly degenerating and shuttin down. I couldnt even take a shower, felt so tired.

Ooh and Ive finally washed my hair. Yeah, it has been days.

Mr Wrinkle's so cute.. and fat. Mr Wrinkle's Rajiev's BullMastiff puppy. Lazy, fat and adorable.  

Ok.

Anan needs rest.

I love you, Bums. Thank you for  making me feel WonderWoman-ish.. *hugs*

moo moo?

Mainly, Him.

Posted by anandini at 04:11 PM on June 15, 2007.

Today's Friday the 15th.

Ooooh......

:D

Ok. Spastic time, out.

His idea of wakin me up is to send me ONE sms...Baby,wake up!! Time to study!! *licks face*

*rolls eyes* Damn power his wakin up scheme..! If it was him, this ONE sms wouldnt hv worked. I would hv need to send over the entire UN Peace Force, just to wake him up. He sleeps, as though it's the best sex he's experienced! end of his life! Aahhhahaha....*muakz* My Baby Boo..!

Speakin of which. He has a picture of Jessica Alba as his desktop. Not that it's so salah la.. it's just, eerrr tak betul sikit la. He likes ducks, he doesnt eat mushroom, he's a tangki, he worships Jimi Hendrix, he wiggles his toungue like Jimi, he's all karat and rafiastring rastafarai-ish, he's all hairy.. and he likes Jessica Alba. Like.. so tak betul rite.

Oh well..

Oooh, and he's gonna watch Sivaji The Boss tonite. Wat are the odds. Real buang tabiat edi...

Ok.

So Therapy's tmrw. Hhhmm.. tmrw

I took it for granted. I thought.. eh, Therapy only. What could be so hard. We've been doin it for years.. oh boy, was I wrong. This time around.. it's not just Internal Med... it's way much more. Haih.. bottom line, a whole lot of Hematology. And me no likes Hematology.

Ok. Dheepa the Grandma is chasin me to get to my books.

Wish me luck.

Love you, Bums! 2 weeks, to come!!! 

moo moo?

Daddy's Lil Girl..

Posted by anandini at 05:53 PM on June 17, 2007.

My daddy's the bestest..

> He taught me how to cook. And make yummy marinations, and sauces, and stews and evrything.

> He allowed me to go out wit rubbish boys, when I was younger. And when I finally realised my mistakes and left those rubbish boys, he held me up and told me 'Life's not a bed of roses. Pick urself up, and move on.' Instead of the much expected,..'I told you so!'

> He gave me the migraine. Yes, it may be hereditary. To stay away from chocolates and cheese, it was a good diet thing. Oh, and a damn good excuse to skip school!

> He made sure I beat up anyone who gets in my way. And I did so too,since kindie days.

> He wrote me a testimonial on Friendster.

> He got me roller blades, and nice bikes and evrything I asked for.

> Nowadays, he hardly sleeps the nite before my exams. Coz he's worried. He knws wat is it like for me, and he SMSes me almost evry 2 hours, just to lemme knw all'll be fine. He cares.

> He tells me, 'Nothin is impossible.' Somethin Ive lived by, til this very day.

> I dint have a curfew. I was allowed to do many things. Made me learn about things in my own ways. Made me love that my parents are so liberal, and practical at the same time.

> When I was in school, and evryone else couldnt go out easily.. I could.

> Showed me that talkin to back to parents is uncool. He'll get upset. But he'll learn of his mistakes, and apologise soon after. No Macho-Daddy crap and wat nots.

> He respects almost evry decision I make. He knws I can handle things.

> He cried when I had my first steady boyfriend. He couldnt accept the fact that his lil girl's all grown up. I'll always be his baby girl.

> He never did pressure me into doin well in school, in studies. He juz had his way, and that made me do well witout even me realising it. Even til now.

> We've always gang up, to kacau my Mum :D

> He's 56 years old, he's bald.. and he's got a ponytail. So cool!!!

> When he's got troubles, he turns to me.

> He serves me Vodka lime!

> He's always the first to wish my on my birthdays.

> He's funny.

> He spoke to me about karma. And how not to let assholes get to you, when all else fails.

> Even when he's so busy, and so into evrythin else.. he knws when my big days are such as exams and stuffs.

> We used to go fishing, and he'll put on the worm for me, and kill all those puffer fishes. Then we'll both be sea sick, and lie down for the remainin of the day :D

> He's proud of my tattoo and he shows it off to evryone!!

> He's my numero uno. The bestest, and I love him. My best friend, My confidante, my pillar to lean on.. my Daddy!

Happy Daddy's Day, Dad!!

moo moo?

Two more..

Posted by anandini at 02:17 AM on June 22, 2007.

Yes, Im still alive.

Lack of updates due to the recent alien invasion.. and an attack of toxoplasmosis gondii.

No, really.

Ok. So, 3 down.. 2 more to go. And slightly more than a week before I fly home!!!

I think Ive put on weight. Which is good, I think. I think...

Was talkin to My Mum earlier.. and she insist dat my hair is stil very unkept, hence I can never be as ladylike as she is..pppffftt! Yeah, The Mother's a vanity queen. And of all things..she wants a bottle of CD's Poison fr the duty free...damn mahal, can die!!!! I told her, I'll get it for her in 2 years time :D

Oh.. we had yummy food for dinner today. I finally cooked. Made black pepper chicken (the yummiest!) and scrambled eggs, wit tomatoes.. sliced fresh cucumber!!!

On a.. I dunno, sadder (?) note...I thought it was almost over. Well, I was pushed beyond limits, and there's just so much a girl could (and would!) take rite? Hhmmm... scary. But stil...hhmmmm dunnola

My new yummy food is pita bread stuffed wit ham and cucumber, and Tartar sauce!!! Yummyness...

Next doom's on Monday.. Obs&Gyne. Haih, the paling susah.

Dad's freakin me out. He's gettin so worried over things. Over me. Hhhmmm.. Im still alive, and kickin. But somehow, it just shows he cares. Mum's left in the dark..so she just assumes Im fine. But somehow, she does knw a bit of a thing or two..hhmmmm well, what to do.

He told me, it's for now and always. I wanna believe him.

Ok.. me's gonna watch some movie and chill. Need to sleep too...

Be there for me, Baby..I just need you so much now *hugs* 

moo moo?

Reality check

Posted by anandini at 04:42 AM on June 26, 2007.

The most susah one.. finished. One a nice note, for that matter! *dances around*

Some massive sudden change of minds, and looks like she'll be goin back for summer hols after all. Eve's cursing to that..

My heart's on a high-speed train to Lalaland.. cannot tahan. Runnin low on Beta-blockers, and I forgot to get more earlier. But I remembered to eat shashliks over at 7th

Up next is Infectious Diseases...yucks. On Friday. If all goes well, I'll be a succesful 5th year student.. welcomin 6th year.

Shit... 6th year.

Shit.

Shit.

Shit.

Gonna graduate.

Gonna start killing.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

Ok. I need to lie down.

Baby.. dun disappear. I love you. 

moo moo?

Sweet & Sour..

Posted by anandini at 03:35 AM on June 27, 2007.

I think Obs&Gyne sorta juz killed me. Felt like some fool's been bowlin wit cardiomyocyte-shaped pins. My cardiomyocytes!!!

Been in bed the whole day. Im serious.. woke up early, made breakfast. Lied down. Ate sumore. Slept. Woke up around 7ish, ate sumore. Showered. And now gonna sleep again.

With a whole lot of 'shud start studyin now' inserted along the process.

Dammit. ID's in 2 days.

Doomed.

I hate being sick. Stupid

Hhhmmmmm...

On a happier note, it's the 27th!!! Almost a whole 2, Baby!!!! Amazing..!!!!

I like it, when he's half asleep..and all mumbledfied, he says..Im his sayang :D

I wanna watch Transformers!!

Ok. Need to switch to panic  mode. One more exam..and Ive gotta not drown in va-cay mode, just yet!

Oh.. Dheepa's decided to go bck home for summer. Hheheheheh... I sorte knew this would happen.

Ok. Ta...

Bums.. you'r my Sayang too!!! Muaks!!! 

moo moo?

Over...

Posted by anandini at 05:18 AM on June 30, 2007.

Finally... over.

It's pretty scary to declare, that Im a 6th year student now. We're final year students now.. licensed to kill, pretty soon. Amazingly scary..

Infectious Disease was one draggy exam today. Almost killed myself, waitin my turn to answer. Haih.. but all's over. And all's good.

Off to Evpatoria tmrw.. for some sun, beach and sand.

I slept at 4pm-ish.. and woke up at 8pm-ish earlier.. and thought I had woken up the next morning. Damn knocked out.

Still feelin zombie-ish... gonna hit lalaland, soon.

He's at some Rally in Lingi. God knws where Lingi is..

Few more dys til I fly back.. yet, rite now I just plain 'feelingless'. Im not excited, not relieved, not anxious..nothing. But maybe a bit of all. I think emo quota went on high, and blew all parameters during the last few days.

Nites all..

Love you, Baby. 

moo moo?