Finally!

Posted by anandini at 03:56 PM on April 2, 2007.

Finito.. all done. AliMuthuAhMeng, Culture Binds; Not Divides.

Ive my life back now.

Overall, it was good. Our team was great, we made it happen.. and it was simply a blast. Well done ya'll...!! *claps* It was some sort differently peculiar and atypical, a whole lotta effort and sleepless nites and we made it. It was good. Yet, hhmmm... somehow a few things pissed me off. Shit always happens.. and it boils me from within to see esp to see how fools get the credit over our hardwork. And knowin me, Im gonna make a whole lotta noise... and even if it's not gonna do any good, at least the noise will blow their tympanic membrane to bits. Dumb baskets.

Woke up early on Sunday, cleaned the room.. and now 620 looks all regular again.

Yeah.. so it was April the 1st. And Ive got crazy parents. They SMSed at sharp at midnite, while the show ws goin on.. to tell me dat somethin had happened at home, and wanted me to call home immediately. Made me panic to nuts, felt my lub-dub was comin from my backside edi!! Crazy crazy crazy people.. somehow forgot Ive a weak heart!!! Aiyoh...

Called them up on Sunday, only to listen them out as both berebut to tell me how they fooled one another!! *slaps forehead* So cute, yet so annoyingly crazy at the same time..!! Yes, the people I love most... them! Ahahhaaha...

And they sempat fool me, while I was talkin on the phone to them as well. Them terrer la.. They said Im gettin stupider, coz it's so easy to fool me now..

And so.. Rajish dear is 21 today!!! Happy Birthday!!! Happy Birthday!!! We love ya loads.. may you have a wonderful, fantabulous day!!

Ive gotta start adaptin myself. Gotta start gettin used it. Ive gotta stop lookin forward to it to badly, as Im always disappointed somehow. As much as I dont want it to be such, Ive gotta start to not look forward to it. To not look forward to u...

On a different note, my photos look horrible as it makes me look like a huge terpupusfied katak. So depressing.. not only Im sick, my photos look like cow shit as well. Stupidness...

Dheepa's chasing me away from the pc. So away Im gonna be...

I love you Baby *hugs*

moo moo?

Wondeful

Posted by anandini at 03:52 PM on April 3, 2007.

Woke up at 7am for O&G lecture,.. and felt someone was juicing my cardiac muscles, squeezing it tite. The fact that I hardly slept was bad in enough, even that.. the few minutes I had shut eye, it was filled with horrible nightmares, which made me palpitate and breathless when I was suddenly awoke every so often. Wonderful.. aint it.

Gettin out of bed was almost impossible at that time, so I msged Harry and got him to cover for me over at lect. No idea how that went. But somehow thought I could get to lect still.. so forced myself outa bed arnd 720am, only to find myself locked in. Yes, Dheepa locked the inside door as she left for class earlier. Since my keys were not in the room, they're prolly outside at my kitchen. I wonder why she locked the inside door while I was still in..!?! She dint want anyone to kidnap me away!? Frickin bloody goats..!!! And I really frickin had to pee... so, I ended up pee-ing in a pot! Wonderful.. aint it.

Dheepa finally SMSed and said she oughta be back in 30-40mins. Fine.. fair enough. Sat in front the pc, and the internet  was dead. Wonderful.. aint it.

I called my neighbour to check if I had left my keys there, and while talkin to her.. my phone decided to be all effin bonkers, and hung! I lost some 3bucks of credit, talkin to someone who lives just next door. Wonderful.. aint it.

Internet finally came back.. checked for my daily mail from Dad, only to read somethin very disturbing. Made me so sad and helpless,.. and well, just sad & upset. Dammit... Wonderful.. aint it.

And I feel Im a curse. To torture like evryone else, so I was told. What has that left me with? Fear.. and insecurity so low, it reached hell. Lonely, torn apart and bruised. What have I done now? And what should I do now? Hhhmmmmm...Wonderful.. aint it.

Daylight hell. Wonderful.

moo moo?

Things are cool

Posted by anandini at 01:08 AM on April 4, 2007.

So, I've returned the ECG watch today. Readings were,... well, not all that good but it was better than I assumed it would have been. I wouldnt say all's good.. but all's not bad neither. I think...

Had a long talk with a friend earlier.. learnt a few new things. Glad to say the trust is still there. People change, yes that's inevitably true.. but sometimes, I wish they wouldnt. Oh well..

Some fool's been prank calling The Boyfriend. And The Boyfriend being one helluva panas baran fler is pissed to nuts. Im still waitin for the outcome of his CSI work.

Some sorta crappiness happenin at home.. Dad's worried as hell. But it's also his fault  as well. Im not sure what's to happen.. but it disturbs me as well. Wish things would change soon.

My favourite aunt, and my lovely cousins are puttin up over my place tonite. Just called home, and it was lovely talkin to them. The clan.. miss them.

Oh well... 82 days til I leave for summer hols. So near, yet so far.

You're the best, Baby... I love you, always will.. never any lesser.

moo moo?

Posted by anandini at 10:43 PM on April 5, 2007.

It's so huge, I feel it pressin against evrythin there is to be pressed on. Constant slight discomfort, and dysphagia. Shitty as hell.. and now, not only does it make me sick, it makes me look like a frickin frog as well. Dammit..

Im so sleepy. Some equilibrium disbalance somewhere, as I usually dont feel sleepy arnd these hours... So tired and sleepy.

I just ate an entire bar of chocolate, in abt 20mins! Yay-ness..!!

So, O&G aint all that bad after all. Siderov may be crazy from what we've heard.. but he's been ok to us. So, all's good.

Tmrw's Friday, and it's shitty... coz we've gotta do nite duty over at the gyne wards!! Lousynyer..

We watched this movie last nite.. Comeback Season

Been thinkin about u a lot. And it makes me miss you even more.. yeah, one of those days. But then again, it has been long since we've last had our dose of tender loving care... I miss you.

Ooh.. so sweet of Harry to come pass us some of the chicken vareval he made last nite. Too bad we've already had dinner, and there wasnt any rice left. So we just ate it, as it was. But it wasnt Harry's regular vareval, somethin was missing! Thank you, Harry.. you're the bestest!

Shafi's a dumb dumb. She just is.. Hyper gila babi today...

Speakin of babis... he's a pregnant Babi..!!! Kan?!

Ok.. the need for sleep, is overpowering my motor functions. So, maybe Im just gonna go lie down for just a teeny weeny bit.

So, yeah... my brother has passed his English test and has been accepted into the course over at YTL. Hope all goes well..

Dheepa's supposed to change my Skype Password... but she has not. So, Im free to use it.. which is bad, but good in a way! But bad..

Monday's a holiday.. thank god for dat!!!

I love you, Baby.. *hugs* even if u're a pregnant babi!

moo moo?

Have a Good Friday!!!

Posted by anandini at 11:48 PM on April 6, 2007.

So, it's finally Friday!!! And wat makes it even sweeter, is that Monday's a holiday!!! *claps*

Siderov pissed me off today... He accused and assumed. Dumb effin fool. Just cant wait for Thursday, for I dont have to see him anymore after that..!

Today's Gyne night duty was called off. More like the Dr in charge told us to go home instead! Ahahhaha.. so cun!!!

I feel like havin an entire bar of chocolates, with hazelnut. But, I realise Im gainin weight. But I want chocolate!!!

The Boyfriend's eatin roti planta now. Yes, right now..! I want.. I want!! I want him to feed me some..!!

Oh well..

Stupid Harry.. we were sittin in the same room, during class today.. and he sent me an SMS to tell me somethin!! Stupid stupid stupid fler!!!

The Boyfriend's got 2 more days til he eats an entire cow..!! Yeah, Lent's over!!!

Speakin of which.. oh, uuhhmmm nevermind.

I love you, Bums.. so much! More than I love roti planta!!! *ngap*

On a different note.. we heard some very disturbing news yesterday. So disturbing it sorta boils me up, and pisses me off to nuts. Haih.. oh well, as weird as it may sound & as effed up as it may be, it aint my problem. Im gonna just observe and have a good laugh. Yet, somehow disturbed that it was her, instead of some other slut. So unfair, so out of the world.. and just so salah.

Oh well...

moo moo?

Easter..!!!

Posted by anandini at 02:12 AM on April 8, 2007.

Today's been pretty productive.. non-academically, that is! Woke up earlier than I should on a Saturday, made yummy ham & cheese sandwiches for breakfast where I nearly died over excessive mustardosis! Then, bummed around til I fell asleep a lil, waiting for the ever so lambat-fying Boyfriend to get online, had one happy long dose of TLC. Then cleaned and vacumned the room. Helped Dheepa cook dinner (there's a story to this.. right up!). Did a lil laundry.. and all smells so nice and peachy now! And replied a whole lotta overdue emails & Friendster msges!!!

Yes.. so Im happy today. Bouncily happy, not even your plain dose of regular happiness!! Im almost ecstatic..!! So, we've got a summer getaway planned.. and topped up over long lost doses of TLC!!! Cun-ness!!!

Dheepa.. is an evil dumb ass. We were supposed to cook dinner, and I said I'll make chicken curry.. to which she gave me one of her retard grins, and said she wants to make the curry instead... translation: My chircken curry sux balls!!! Well, at least she said it's better than Harry's.. to which Im assuming it's just a lame cover-up!!! So jahat ok.. and I totally disagree.. not to boast or anything, but I think I can make a pot of decent chicken curry, among others! Ish..

Called home today.. only to be left on the line, while the both of them race agaisnt each other to tell-tale on one another!! *rolls eyes* One's almost 50, the other 56!!! So, Mum's complainin how Dad made her take the bus to & fro work.. just coz he wanted to service the car and wt nots. While Dad was bickering about how Mum headed straight to Pizza Hut after work, stuffed herself silly.. and came back empty handed!! Haiyoh... kids la!! Well, that aside, Mum's a bit worried looking at my neck, I tried my best to fool her out of it.. but she's my Mum, she knows best when Im lying. The fact that I sux at lying aint all that helpful as well!!

Dheepa's sitting right beside me, in her towel right after her shower.. chasing me into the bathroom, so she can run around the room naked!! Stupid girl..!!!

Oooh.. The Boyfriend's gonna eat an entire MooMoo, and a chicken as well. If possible..!!! Ahahahahha

So, Happy Easter evryone!!!

Bums.. me loves you!

moo moo?

Blood suckers..

Posted by anandini at 09:32 PM on April 8, 2007.

Yes, I know time's zoomin past.. and soon, we'll be goin thru daylight hell struggling thru our 5 summer finals!!! And yes, high time I start studying.. but somehow, more like as always, procrastination reigns supremacy!!! Darn..

Surprisingly slept well last nite.. despite having Nithya's story playing repeatedly in my mind! That girl,.. so descriptive and so real!! We had one of those ghost story freak out nite, last nite.. and Nithya and Prem scared the living cacings out of evryone!!! Stories from the hostel esp.. good bananas, Im never gonna be walkin alone along the corridors after midnite anymore!!

Stupid Harry.. served evryone icecream, and now Ive got some thousand and twenty eight mugs lying around the room! Stupid fler..!

Ooh.. watched Blood & Chocolate earlier. Darn good movie!!! Bucharest is so near, wonder if any of those shape-shifters are still around!! Oh.. and Olivier Martinez, who played Gabriel has lovely eyes!!! And I like Hugh Dancy's (Aiden) curly hair!!! Yes, I Googled these names, I wouldnt have known otherwise!!

And yes, Baby... you're still my handsome cute boo!!! *hugs*

So.. moving on. I thought of doing a bit more laundry earlier. But Ive no more detergent, and whitener. When Im all semangat-ed.. this happens! Stupidness...

And so.. yah, Ive made peace with her. Well, personally that is. The Boyfriend convinced me that she's ok, and somehow I think so too. So, yeah.. all's cool, and I do not feel like kickin your ass anymore. But if he gets another prank call, due to you.. you're a goner!

VoipBuster.. yeah, free credit!! Lovelyness.. would have been lovelier, if it's not accompanied by a significant lag!!

Ok.. Im off to get me a bar of chocolate, and a small carton of mango juice!

Boo... you made me feel better today. Thank you *hugs*

moo moo?

Stupid pregnant BabiS!!!

Posted by anandini at 02:48 AM on April 10, 2007.

To work til wee hours like gila, to have so little rest, and to wake up early the next day to continue this crazy cycle is just... goddamn gila! Think ya'll robots ar?! Too much ok..!!! The Boyfriend la, working like some pregnant babi!!! Ish... 

Hhhmmm...

Dat aside,.. yah, so Ive started work on Obs&Gyne. Say about 6-7% thru! It starts slow.. soon, the engine'll be geared up and all'll be smooth. Just a matter of time.

We've been bummin around the past 3 days... Holidays, although much welcomed, but they leave a very lingering sense of lazyness. Like today for instance, we were both lying in the dark watching movie after movie til we even forgot about meals!! The coming weekend's gonna be a long one too.. but it has gotta be a lil more productive this time around.

Yet again, I feel the ever so annoying fill around my throat. It's driving me mad la.. wish I could just be well.

Im a tad pissy.. so Im gonna get me a bar of chocolate.

Baby, I know it's hard. You know it well too... we made it these few months, what's some few more days. One of those days, I know as hell how it hurts. But we'll keep each other strong, just as how we've managed all these times. Turn to your left, the way you always like me to be... Im always there, aight *hugs* I love you.

moo moo?

For real?!

Posted by anandini at 03:48 PM on April 11, 2007.

Yesterday, I spent 75bucks on junk food..!!! Ok, not all of it was junk food.. some of it was for meals, and of coz.. more ham & cheese!! But yeah.. backside terkoyak edi!!

Well, at least Ive got comfort food now.. like a whole bowl of strawberry jell-o Im digging in now!!

So yeah.. last nite's do. Damn ganasfied.. could almost see the sparks and thunder claps flying across the room! *sigh* But, it is just such. Mistakes made, and lessons to be learnt from.. that's just the way it goes.

Ohh.. Eve's fishes SWEAT! Yah.. like literally perspire!! Ahahahah....

Ohh.. and stupid LaoLao aka Shafi & Harry were walkie-talki-ing among each other while sitting in the same room, during Sidirov's class... *slaps forehead* Damn stupid people..!!

Speaking of Sidirov.. oh nevermind. Dont wanna even speak about him.

So, the whole tarik tali thing is tmrw. So stupid, they're not letting me play I wanna play.. but they're so evil and jahat! So sedihfying...

Half way thru my bowl of strawberry jell-o.. I think the best is still the lemon flavoured one. Yes, strawberry's my favourite fruit of all.. but it tastes a bit antibioticish in the form of jell-o.

Brought to you by the alphabet J.

Moving on.. How do you know when to worry and when to not? How do you know if it's real or otherwise? I do know it's the truth, but how do I stop myself from being bothered about it?! *sigh* Stupidness... stupid stupid stupid. Wish things could be better..

Ok, Im so stuffed from an entire bowl of jell-o.

Oh the daylight cuckooroos... how the hell did Roma loose to stupid ManU 7-1?!?! The scores were rising by the buckets..!! Bodohnes. the game was definitely fixed. Or at least that's wat I wanna believe

Thursday's tmrw.. wonderfulness. The end of Sidirov, and a wonderful start to a 3 day weekend! *claps*

Baby, take care.. pls dnt get wet in the rain. And hope u're not too busy..... I love you *Hugs*

moo moo?

Coincidence..

Posted by anandini at 03:59 AM on April 12, 2007.

moo moo?

In short..

Posted by anandini at 06:10 AM on April 13, 2007.

Today in short....

---> The end of Sidirov!!!! Finally...!!! No more Gyne!!

---> My surgical suit has outgrown me and half of my assets are shown to the world. Sidirov's eyes went there first thing, I saw!!! After a while I stopped adjusting it, and just screwed it.. so what?! Evry else has them too..

---> The Spartans.. yeah, they won both games today! We first aiders, are their official cheerleaders!!

---> Ooh... Harry almost misused Diclofenac Gel as something else!!! Aahahaha... damn funny!

---> Eve's pregnant. Cos she keeps wanting to eat all the time... and odd hours and so on.

---> Finally talked some sense into Dheepa, who was being stupid all these while. Details not enclosed.. but all's cool now.

---> The Boyfriend's so jahat.. he's too busy for me nowadays. He said he'll wait up to know all about it, but when I called him he was already asleep... and sempat yell at me sumore so mean, so jahat

---> We look like aliens now,... with green, blue and gold fingers. All for the Spartans.. yes, the same team which dint wanna let me play!!!

---> Ok, Anan's tired and sad... so, she's gonna sleep.

moo moo?

anan is for sale!.....anan is for sale!.....

Posted by anandini at 03:36 AM on April 15, 2007.

 i can't tolerate anan's" cleverness" anymore....she is killing me softly with her intelligence......actually, she is for sale....n u knw wats the best part, she is FOC!....she cooks and cleans well, n all u've gotta do to keep her happy is serve her ham & cheese sandwich 3 times a day......so come grab her quick before she runs out of stock!

moo moo?

Dheepa's stupid

Posted by anandini at 06:35 PM on April 15, 2007.

Even a long weekend seemed so short. Work's stil pending.. and it's shitty that we;ve gotta get back to class tmrw!!! Darn..

I think my entire GIT track is sizzling now.. excessive mustardosis :D yeah, so it kills. But, it's like being in a trance.. some sorta high! Ok, sick.. I know. But I like! But the new bottle I bought recently literally kills.. ganas giler!! Gotta somehow go slow with it la..!

And so.. Chakra Boyz won the Kabaddi thingy, and Sparta won the tug-of-war!!! Yayness!!!! Wonderfully done..!!! Congrats ya'll... tho, it's stil jahat for ya'll to not lemme play!!

First aiding went well. No massive injuries.. just the normal cuts, lacerations and stuffs. Being a first aider in a medical Uni is crap. Coz evryone either knows their meds, or pretends to know their meds.. and the know-it-alls, tend to get in the way sometimes. Just a bit..! But so it is such.. we did well, I guess somehow.

Oooh.. only consolation of it being Sunday today, is that we'll have PuiPui's Nasi Lemak for dinner!! Yayness..!! I ordered two, just for myself!! It's gempak giler.. like super superness!! Yayness!!!

Oh yah.. Post-Mortem 'Propere' last nite. *sigh* Evryone wants to be great, evryone wants to belittle evryone else, evryone's wants to pin point faults.. crazy as hell. So kebudak-budakan! Still, some dirt was left buried, some brick bats were left unthrown.. but somehow it all appeared dissolved, with the hope mistakes such as those are never to be repeated again. So, all's good.. in a very unsettled way!

Oooh.. I nearly forgot. I need to bitch. Damn... this stupid slut yesterday, the pencuri duit!! So damn kurang ajar...!! Just coz they lost to The Spartas at the final, wanna tarik muka and be so bloody rude!! We were first aiders, so by protocol after the game, I went to them and asked if all was ok. Dumb bitch.. had the guts to yell at my face in her bitchy-est tone... 'WE ARE ALL FFFIINNEEE!!!' Aiks, like for yucky rotteness.. balik la!!! If ya'll were so fine, how come one of your girls were bleeding her toes off!?!? Stupidness.. since I had nothing against the bleeding girl, I held her hand and dragged her out to be treated!! Bodohness..! Dah la curi duit orang, nie nak kurang ajar lagi!?!? U wont go far la.. karma, my friend. It'll always fall back on you, one fine lovely day!

Ok. Steamed out.

And yeah.. so I live with a cuckoo gila person. Evidence is as below. At least she thinks Im inteligent! And thus, she finally admits, she's stupid...!!! Muahahahahha *lightning strikes*

The Boyfriend's a kuppe..!!! He's got his darling at work pampering him left and right... like Hindi movie only *rolls eyes*

Damn lambat you, been waitin from morning for you to come online!! Cepatla, Boo!!!

moo moo?

Backside la

Posted by anandini at 04:26 AM on April 16, 2007.

moo moo?

Yah.. it's always never me

Posted by anandini at 04:03 AM on April 17, 2007.

I feel like shooting myself...!!! Can mati dot com.. doin an entire report in Russian.. jeezz!!! So crazy ok..!!

Today's Lily Pullae's birthday.. which I nearly forgot! Thank God Pandi Kutty reminded me..!! So, all's good...!! Pretty surprised Roger called me right after.. usually he values his $$ more than anything else

So, the regime started today. All's smooth so far.. but if this goes on, I'll either loose my patience, more hair.. or just my voice from yelling at her!! Yeah.. Buntut's scheme to a happier life!

The Boyfriend's so jahat.. workin again like a pregnant babi. He works and works til sometimes I feel Im invisible.. though I know Im not, but it sure as hell feels like it. Im not sure if he even has time to eat and shit.. hhmmm worse than doctors. Crazy people.. crazy Boyfriend *shakes head*

глупая девочка, мне жаль, что она никогда не существует. Я желаю, чтобы он прекратил быть с нею все время. Я хочу тянуть ее волосы и пинать ее задницу. настолько очевидно, что она все еще любит его, и настолько ясно, что она хочет его для себя. глупая сука

*steamed out* Sorry, the above aint for certain eyes. I knw.. I knw, it's jahat and all. And this is why sometimes I wish I have my very own playground. And yes, when Im pissy.. I can be very evil and mean.

Dad collapsed. Yes, like literally collapsed. He SMSed me, asking me for symptoms of pre-shock.. I knew somethin was wrong, and I called home immediately, only to have him denying it all from me. Yes, they either believe Im 8 and a half years old, or that Im studying to be AA Battery promoter. Seriously... *sigh* If it wasnt anything serious, they'd tell me. Only when they refuse to tell me, do I get worried. Coz usually somethin is wrong, then... very wrong indeed. Hhhhmmmmm.. shitty la. All I can do is hope and pray all's ok. Dad sempat to boast to me how his son drove them back all the way from KL city center sumore... kena tangkap, kantoi ok.. the fler doesnt have a license!! Ish..

When you encounter a strange person today, try to be accepting, not judgmental ---> Friendster Horoscope, again.

Accepting my backside.. and I know exactly who that strange person is. And accepting it seems.. yah, rite!!! Neither am I judgemental. Im just angry, and annoyed.

Ok. Im gonna sleep. Work's still pending.. heart's racing. So, I need to just go to sleep.

Baby. You're so jahat.

moo moo?

How the how?

Posted by anandini at 04:19 PM on April 18, 2007.

Water is life.. so when there's on water, what happens? We all fall down and die...! Really damn susah, without water.. they say it'll be for 2 days, can die! But I doubt it'll be for 2 days la.. hopefully when Im bck for class later, we'll have water..!!

I ate ham & cheese sandwiches for breakfast yesterday, and again for dinner last nite.. and now for breakfast again today!! Yes, me loves me ham & cheese sandwiches!! With a cup of Horlicks.. real kick ass, yo!!

2 phleboectomy back to back. Took almost 2 hours, for both. Today's gonna be like dat too... Yah, so Surgery ends today! But the fler's kinda nice.. too bad he's a phlebologist, pretty boring Id say.

Dad's so stubborn, he doesnt wanna go check it out. He think fainting is as common to daily life as farting. Good heavens.. the older they get, the more stubborner they become!!! Like really really donkey like stubborn..! If only there was an E-Rotan..

The Boyfriend... sibuk only wanna knw what in Russian from the previous post. He thinks it's about him... it's kinda true, but not entirely though :D Sibuk belalang

Oh yeah... so it has been confirmed. She aint all that innocent after all.. haih, damn sakit la. For her boyfriend that is. How la?!? How can she bring herself to do it? I was warned before.. so now it's a case of unbelieveable, but believable. Poor guy la, he's given her his entire life.. I know he's devoted to her for life. And now she does somethin like this.. haih. Stupid la..damn stupid. I paling pantang all this.. and The Boyfriend knows it. Unrelated, I know.. just a point.

Off to class now...

Baby,.. I knw. And you know. And it'll be such forever. I promise.. I dont expect you to do it to me, and so likewise. You do not need assurance, coz you're always assured. Ok? Love you budak jahat...

moo moo?

Silly things..

Posted by anandini at 05:15 PM on April 21, 2007.

No, it's not lazyness.. neither is it lack of time. Im not sure.. perhaps just dint have anything to say, I guess :D

Last nite.. we had a vegan feast! Quite amazing wat a simple vegetarian spread of Indian cuisine can do...! Whooaaa.. the amount of food, the yummyness *claps* and Rajish's 'pudina/parsley' chutney kicked ass!! Fridge's filled with leftovers.. so I guess they're all gonna have them for lunch. Yah, at one moment.. Eve asked, 'Actually, how many ppl eating?!' Yes, that's just happens.. we tend to cook for an entire tadika kanak kanak!

Y'knw.. we're having the stupidest cycle now. We're literally learning how to fill up a death cert!! Aiyoh.. Im somehow confident that's one thing Im not gonna be doing as a qualified Medical Personal!!! I hope!!

Ooohhh Harry curled my hair!! It's pretty cun..! And Rajish helped too.. she's a darling, that girl. But she laughs too much. So we decided at the next charity event, we're gonna have a laughing Rajish booth. 50cents just to see Rajish laugh, something like a laughing therapy!! Guaranteed to cure all sortas depression and bi-polar syndromes!! Ahahahha...!

Im half way ironing my GREEN saree! Yah, it's green. Im feeling a bit JENG to wear it.. coz it's GREEN!! Like literally limau nipis kinda green..!! It was nice when I bought it, but I guess I just dint imagine dat piece of cloth goin arnd me 3 and a half times!! Well, at least it beats the lemon yellow one my Mum ended up buying for herself, after failing to persuade me to get it!! Whooaaa.. lemon yellow, can die ok!! Stand beside a red saree person (which is common) and a green one (like the one Im gonna wear) and ta-da..... traffic light!! *slaps forehead* Aiyoh.. but I think my GREEN saree is not so traffic light-ish la. They dont use limau nipis green as traffic light colour.. it's usually bright buta-fying green.. traffic lightish green. Ok. Consoling myself dint work..

Yeah.. and so, the stubborn 56 year old man, whom I love so dearly but sometimes feel like rotaning him as gone for his check up. Results not known yet.. hopefully results shows nothing at all *fingers crossed*

The Boyfriend.. sometimes, feel like rotaning him also. Wanted so much to come online, now he's stuck in the rain.. with 5 stiches behind his ear, he's stuck in the rain *slaps forehead* nak kata sayang terlebih, sometimes he's tak tersayang also. Nak kata bodoh teramat, sometimes he can be damn smart also.. haih, this Boyfriend ar!!! Sayang him la.. but sometimes ar, wanna just twack him la!

Ok... the iron's heated up enough. If I burn my saree.. I wonder if I'll be happy or sad

Baby, I love you! Even if u're sometimes terbodohfied!

moo moo?

Green.. Green.. Green..

Posted by anandini at 03:09 PM on April 22, 2007.

Wheee.... I made it in GREEN last nite!! Like real Jeng GREEN..! But it was ok la, it wasnt so bad.. somehow, it dint look so Jeng. Must have been camouflaged by my cute curls, thanks to Harry and Eve!!

Funng thing.. I remember how The Boyfriend always calls me Green Monster :D

Anyways.. overall the event was good. It started on time, surprisingly. Literally.. coz you see, I was supposed to be narrating the opening show. And I was late!! The moment I stepped in, I think there was enough people looking for me to form and entire SWAT Team *grins* So, in that franticness, I ran to & fro backstage (in my green saree!!!) tryin to score a wireless mike, called Harry like a thousand and twenty eight times, who literally flew to the hall after tying some thousand and twenty eight sarees for the the world (yes, Harry ties our sarees.. coz we're useless, and Harry's a gem!).. and sempat la. It caught by surprise though, it just went onstage.. and narration was a bit delayed, but it was fine!! Yeah.. so all's good. *claps*

And then the whole photo shoot thingy.. with banyak terbanyak photos. But no one has uploaded em yet.. so nothing with me yet!

Evryone was starving,.. so pots fr last nite were brought out, heated and evryone pigged in. Yah, including me.. surprisingly. Was too hungy.. plus I saw it boil like really really boil, though it was still a bit foamy, but they said it was fine. Well, so far no sakit perut.. so ok la :D

Its been long since I heard from him, and spoke to him as well.. his phone's been barred from international use due to some issues so rindu

So much  a person can change.. physically. Yeah, just checked out an old fren, form school.. I could hardly recognise her. But, it's still pleasant that people remember you, and likwise. Makes ur day so fuzzy and bubbly :D

Ok.. off shopping and to the PC shop. I hope I can find somethin nice, I do have a few things in mind. I know it's like damn lambat edi now.. but it's the thought that counts, rite?! Hope it'll be fine..

I love you, Bums.. you said 30mins, now dah dekat almost 1 hour ok *shakes head* Always la u..u and ur backside promises

moo moo?

:(

Posted by anandini at 12:33 AM on April 24, 2007.

"If a promise is leaving you feeling taken advantage of, voice all of ur concerns."

Darn, these Friendster horoscope thingies.. are super darn good. It falls right into place..

Hhhmmm.. and refering to the above, how I wish. If only Im given the chance, coz at this moment.. Im a pesky lil thing just falling into the wrong place and during the wrong time. Hardly noticeable, far from sight and perhaps at heart too. Just a lil.. but still the distance is felt. If only.. today for instance, 20mins was all I got

Yah.. so Ive got lovely people scribbling my name arnd the Hostel again. This time not using permanent marker, but they're engraving it onto the wall. I could only think of one person.. but then again,  I may be wrong. But still, it's so damn childish rite? Like so kanak kanak Ribena la.. hhmm it bothers me a lil, but wat can I do about it. Lucky Ive got nice frens, who saw it and immediately tried to erase it. Thanks, ya'll..

And my phone's gone cuckoo.. like so cuckoo. The phone's my life, with it now gone cuckoo, it worries me to nuts. Hope it'll be ok

I feel sorta sick. I dun usually nap after class, but today I slept off.. 5-7pm. Now Im all headachy and malaised. Hhhmmmm..

And there's this annoyingly painful pimple in my ear!!! Externally, that is.. it throbs, it hurts, and it's annoying! Stupid yuckyness..

I dun like today

Only good thing which sorta made my day today.. is a call fr Nora! Was really thrown away, she said she juz missed me.. so she called!! How's flamming cool is that *hugs* Friends as such are gems!!

But still... the day's still rotten as ever.

I wish things cud be better.

I love u, Baby.

moo moo?

Effed up..ok!

Posted by anandini at 03:28 AM on April 25, 2007.

This tops lousy. This tops hell. This is juz beyond uglyness...

---> One huge misunderstanding, as always.. lead to a whole lotta tears, hurtful words, and yelling. Yeah, comin from the very same person who loves me to death, it can be too much to handle. Fault's on both sides.. as always, distance and lack of time with each other, misunderstandings occurs. Just become really scared when it happens, to me it reflects the future. I want us to be happy. I know we are, and I knw despite all these our love's untainted. But, I dont want u to cry anymore... just as much as I dont wanna cry anymore. Lets try to not let this happen again.

---> Dumb assholes.. stupid cowards, goin around placing stupid graffiti abt me, engraving it onto the walls and so on!! What fools.. still living in the Stone Age.. good heavens, if you've got somethin to say try wat regular people do --> THEY TALK!! Come spill it to my face, I might eat eat you up.. but you'll live!!! Pisses me off.. and makes me upset to see these things! We're not kindy yknw.. act your age!! Effin cowards..!!

---> Am just very pissed. Generally. And upset.

---> Im supposed to finish my Obs&Gyne work.. but that's like forever pending. Pisses me off as well...

---> I need some TLC

And yes Baby, we'll be us forever. I know.. wish I could get a hug rite now Im sorry, Baby

moo moo?

Terkoyak..

Posted by anandini at 03:42 PM on April 26, 2007.

Ok. Backside koyak like hell edi.. as it is, already so broke.. yday at Furshet bought a whole lotta comfort food, necessities I'd say. And now, backside terkoyak 4th & a half degrees edi!!!!

Oooh.. but the wonderfulness of more ham&cheese!! Lotsa lotsa lotsa Ham & cheese *lightning strikes*

Ok. Sounds freaky enough.

Yes, finally.. almost done with Obs & Gyne. Almost, being the key word here.

Oh.. and pita break is super yummy. I caught myself singing the Gardenia theme song... so good, u can even eat it on its own!! Ooooh Gardenia...ok, there goes again :D

Chelsea won..!! Woohoooo..!! I hope ManU looses out on the second game *crosses fingers*

The Dad, today damn semangat,.. sent me an email in white font. He said it was magic, and asked if I could read it. He said, If Im smart I'd be able to...*slaps forehead* These old people ar, get so excited over technology! Ahahaaha.. but so darn cute! And yes, I am smart!! AHahahaa...

The Boyfriend's got some slut callin him, claimin they've been gettin on kinky lately, sounding ever so horny and all. Haih, girls as such.. so memalukan only la. Get a dildo la, dun kacau laki orang la!!! He was trying so hard not to laugh when she was moaning and groaning.. stupid slut, if I ever get to you.. siap! You can kiss ur backside sayonara!

Oh.. and Tartar sauce is the best. The Yummiest. The ultimate. The best!

Oooh..and Im so late. I doubt I'll make it in time. So, Ive begun apologising now itself Slack la... so potong!! But, hey.. it's the thougt that counts, rite Boo? :D Yeah, he knows edi.. but's he so darn afraid of wat Im up to!! :D

Occupation Disease for now.. we cheered when we realised who'll be teachin us. The ultimate lepakfied fler.. we almost dance around in glee! So cun.. I see a whole long stretch of hols!! *claps*

Ok. Back to Meet the Robinsons!! Darn cute..

Boosuk.. your NOW is 2hours la. Backside la you..!

moo moo?

Done..!! Yayness..!!!

Posted by anandini at 05:26 AM on April 28, 2007.

Today.. I'd say, it was pretty productive!! Yeah, Ive finally got it done *claps* Now, all there's to do is to wait *winks* and hope for the best *grins* So darn excited about it...let's call it Ops MooMoo (for certain obvious reasons, only to be revealed in 2weeks time) Muahahhahaha *lightning strikes*

He calls me hantu gila for I keep laughin like this all the time when we talk about Ops MooMoo!! Yah, he knows.. but he doesnt knw wat, or when! And he's pretty freaked out about it.. muahahahahahaha!!!! Coz he thinks Im up to something horribly kinky. I AM capable, I think.. and he does know that I AM capable! *winks*

Oooh.. the French Bakery, with the oh so cute French Baker, too bad he wasnt around today. The ham & cheese croissant... to die for!! At 6 bucks per piece, it's a bit the koyak-fying.. but of so satisfying, yo!!!

Then we went to Furshet.. where I got more pita bread!!

Came bck, and on the way back.. got conned by Eve and Dheepa to go for the Faculty Day do over at Dom!! Was ok la.. oooh, but when Sakhalutuev, the current Rector sang Enrique's Spend My Lifetime Loving You (Zorro's theme!).. he was so darn good, and I had goosebumps, and chills up my spine!! Oh he's such a love bug la.. so romantic and just so... ok, yeah so he was my former Dean :D

Had stuffed pita, with ham & cheese for dinner... with a whole lotta mustard! Yummyness..!!!

Shafi and Eve came over, and we were yakking away.. by the very large kitchen window, which was open. Thus, the entire 3 floors above and below us must have heard our conversations. And no, we werent talking abt the world news!!! And even when we realised the whole hostel's eve's dropping, no one seemed to bother!! Ahahaaha...

Ohh.. Eve's so darn sexy with her curls. And Eve and Harry are together! Ahahhaha...

The Boyfriend and Vasan got picked up by lesbians while they were at Waikiki's earlier *slaps forehead* No comments la. Just no comments.

I think it's unfair. I think. But then again, Ive no rights to think about it.. but yeah, it's unfair.

Dheepa's so estate.

Baby,.. we're legal now *claps* Ahahahha I love you, Baby. And yes, it has been the most wonderful-est time of my life, and Im glad it's been wit you..!! Just at times like this, I wish it was me... I wish it was us... I wish we cud be doin this together, instead of being miles and oceans and 5 hours apart like this. Hurts, coz I miss u so goddamn much. If only you'd know...

moo moo?

Over and over again.. rite?

Posted by anandini at 05:05 PM on April 29, 2007.

I had vast plans for the hols.. academically, that is it. All those plans have gone down lala-land  and beyond! This, aint good!

And we're back at baking.. 2 birthday cake orders yesterday! Yayness..!!

Last nite, we had our last student council meeting. One whole term, much has happend, must ups & downs.. we've had our differences, but last nite, evyrthing ended as us being one. Damn silu pilu edi, esp the President.. dialogue-ing like hell! Ahaahaha... well, it was a good experience, now we've gotta gear up for the AGM and hope the new board which will take over, aint from the longkang.. but somehow who's capable, if not more!

I had white wine last nite. It made me tad tipsy, and made me sad a bit.. coz we had white wine on the 27th of July, rite B? Yah, I knw.. I can get a bit too emo sometimes, but thats just the way it is..

Speakin of which... yeah, so Im not upset *I think*, Im not sad *I think*, neither am I angry *I think*... just perhaps, a lil disappoitment maybe. Yeah... but who am I to say anything? Nope, I cant say anything anymore. I am sorta cool with it, if not entirely.. but yah, like that la. If wat shud have happened, happened.. and it was supposedly known, is known.. and yah, like that la. What more can I say... disappointment. Very... esp now, when learning how justified it is. How I am not allowed to be honest anymore.. so, yah, disappointment.

But, it's gonna happen over and over again.. and it's something Ive either gotta get used to, or at least learn to handle it. Im getting there... just with a bit of time, I'll get there. Coz I somehow know, this is something you'll  never understand...

Oh well..

Dheepa's bugging my life.. she wants to go out. Like an annoying puppy waiting to go out for a poop..!

Ok.

I need some comfort food, to pick me up from my pretty disappointing feeling now.

I love you, Baby.. glad u enjoyed urself last nite *hugs*

moo moo?

One of those days..

Posted by anandini at 06:44 AM on April 30, 2007.

Harry looks like Chicko.. his brown Irish Setter!!!! Muahahahahahaha.. I like Chicko more the Ceasar, coz Ceasar's an ugly Doberman!!!

We just played Taboo.. stupid people, evrything to do with love, and certain cencored stuffs, they refer to Adrian and I!!! *slaps forehead* like all we do is *dotdotdot* all the time ar?! Balik la.... Ish, stupid people!!!

This dumb dumb Boyfriend, got bck from work at 6am, only to wake up at 7 to get to work again... haih, forever la the fler, the ever faithful peacemaker!!! Sometimes ar, hhmmmm... but cant do anything also. He's always the illechiwaye (somethin like where... haih, damn hard to explain.. so I dun wanna) *shakes head*

After so long... we had ice cold Brahmas. Aaaahhhhh.. damn cun!

I suddenly felt like eating sweet sour chicken.. with lotsa capsicum and pineapples and pepper corn!!! Ooooh...yummyness!

So, tmrw 4 of us are goin out.. and the aim: To get wasted!! Ahahahah.. updates after 2 days!

I miss him I knw, I miss him evryday.. but today, I just miss him even more. I was juz looking at his pictures, and I miss his eyes, his nose, his pokey half shaven beard.. his hugs, his strong arms arnd mine...hhmmmm sakit

Ok. Off to bed..

Gudnite ya'll...

Baby... hope you get back early today, and get some rest ok. I love u, sweets.. take care aight *hugs*

moo moo?