Thank GOD for TT.. or perhaps not!

Posted by anandini at 03:07 AM on March 2, 2007.

So, 3 down.. just one more to go. Problem being, that one more is the craziest of them all!!

Oh well... we'll manage. We always have.

Im happy today. It's nice to finally feel happy, it's been a long time since Ive been bubbly happy

Dheepa's an evil devil. I came back from class, and saw she bought 3 buns, but only ate 2. But she refused to even let me have the last one.. which was left lying like a poor bun thing on the fridge.. so damn evil!!

We went to McDs for dinner.. and pigged out like errr...pigs? Yeah, 620's out of onions/potatoes,.. the two most essential ingredient in our cooking.

So.. tmrw we start our ENT cycle. Dept's known to be crazy. Like really gila, can mati. Stress factor's gonna be on a super high gear... since the sem started, we've been runnin and racing straight away. Cant wait for it all to be over.. so desperately need a break!!!

Oh.. while at McDs, the McD lady gave us orange balloons!! Dheepa's so dumb she left hers by the heater. Stupidnyeerrr..

Oh.. any menu fr McDs comes with a bar of choc. I chose the Cashew & Cinnamon one, it's quite different.. but yummy!!

This is just Rajiev's and mine! Rajiev's BigTasty Menu.. and my BigMac Menu, with an extra of Medium Fries (coz I like them better than the wedges, but the FREE bar of chocolate only came with the wedges!) and the Vanilla ice cream!!

The Boyfriend ate chakoi wit coffee today.. I want some too!! But, chakoi goes yummier wit bak kut teh...!

It doesnt feel much like the end of the week.. as we've got replacement classes on Saturday. Yes, damn crappy.. only consolation being, next week'll end by Wednesday.. and thus, a 4 day weekend..!!

Past few days, it has been downhill all the way. Im sick of tryin to figure out wat's wrong! It's not gettin better, it's simply just gettin out of hand. Being breathless is crappy. Being breathless all the time, thru out the day is even worse. I just wanna breathe normally, juz for an hour or so.. to fill all my poor lil alveoli with much needed oxygen. Haih... so susah

Baby.. thank you for keepin me strong and makin me happy. Although you're cute and gundu now, I'll love u still.. coz you're my Baby Boo!! *hugs* ahahahahah....*muaks*

moo moo?

Too much... just too much already!!!

Posted by anandini at 09:40 PM on March 3, 2007.

It's banana peels to have classes on a Saturday..!! That's like a universal total salahness..!! To be robbed of the weekend, is evil indeed. It's like gettin a shower, without gettin wet! Ok, unmethaphorically speakin.. it's simply, ultimately pointless!!!  Ish.. yes, Im damn irritated over it..!

Bad enough we had to go for classes.. weather's all pissy as well. It has been rainy and gloomy all day. Evrywhere's so wet and yucky!!! Ish..damn slack la!

And it wasnt just enough that we had to go for classes on a Saturday, and it had to rain and all... I was left hungry the whole day as well. And no, I din't intentionally starve, I did buy me a hot dog thingy. But the whole preserved pickled carrots & salad-y stuffs on it was too sour for my liking, and I ended up throwin the whole thing away after just a copla bites!! So damn jinxed la..

And my earing broke. The one The Boyfriend chose, from Pyramid!!!

JINXED!!!! Entire population of Lucifer's minions escaped and are now tailing my back..!!! Ish.

Ok. Steamin session over.

So yesterday, during our dose of ENT.. it was revealed that Ive got signs of chronic pharyngitis, an hyperemic oropharynx, a right deviated nasal septum and my right tympanic membrane's pink.. which is a sign to worry about! Lovely being a med student aint it.. it makes you hyper-panic over things you never knew you had goin wrong!!

I wish I had a hot bowl of curry mee, or asam laksa. Ish...

Hit & run.. why dont they ever learn. A life's been taken, who's to be held responsible now? He was the better one of the two, and now he's gone. All coz you drank, and drove. I dont wanna sound like an awareness ad, but really la.. all those fools who juz never learn should be shot, or castrated or something!

This is why I get all worked up, when The Boyfriends travels around with the bike. He may be careful, but wat about all the hundreds of fools around? Haih...

He used to play with my lashes, when I slept off in the passanger seat.. or anywhere for that matter. I dont know why, but I just thought of it today. Yeah.. I miss The Boyfriend

I HATE TODAY! It's yucky! yucky! yucky!

So, Im just being a child.. and I dont care!!

Baby... Where are you!?! I wish you were here la..!!!

His sunflower's dried..then it got wet, now it's all mouldy and he's sad that he's gotta throw them away now. See, he's more sentimental than I am!!! Gone la..

Now there's AliMuthuAhMeng, there's the whole Wanita thing, there's ENT.. and there's Anan's physiological need for rest & shut eye!!! And there's so lilttle time...!!!!! The internal alarm for stress & work overload is ringing now, at a very high accelerated pitch!!

Need.A.Break.

Or my neck's gonna get larger! Dammit.

moo moo?

Still.. way too much!

Posted by anandini at 02:05 AM on March 5, 2007.

Today we baked 250 pieces of Peanut Cookies! Yes, 250 pieces... felt like a kilang worker la. But it was for a good cause, so all's well. But so damn penat.. it's the glorious time of the month as well, all these with a sore lower back can lead to terminal exhaustion!!! Good thing, those usually hyper anacondas within my endometrium are tame and quiet this time around. For now, that is.

Dheepa made a pot of yummy fried rice, simple.. just with some fried eggs and onions. And a dish of Kung Pow sausages! Waitin for her to come out of the shower.. so we can whack!

Darn..it's Monday already. Weekend was... short. And yes, the only thing I'm gonna be lookin forward.. the end of Wednesday!

The Boyfriend ate happily.. forgeting he was supposed to fasting for Lent! Real Belalang la..

Oooh.. and I left it too long today. And I forgot!!! Baby, dont scold me ok.. it was an accident! I promise!!

Im gonna chill. And study. Darn.. wish I cud just go to sleep... NOW!

moo moo?

PENAT!

Posted by anandini at 08:00 AM on March 7, 2007.

Apart from being a professional licensed undertaker, in the future.. we'll also be able to make a living out of baking. Today, we baked 14 cakes! Yes, Im not kidding.. 14!!!!!

And I know close to nuts, what's gonna happen tmrw in ENT class.. for my knowledge upon the subject tmrw is way below zero! Dammit..

Oh,.. someone's bein a child!

Yah.. so LiverFOOLS won (no, Kuhan.. Ive nothin against you!) on aggregate that is. Chelsea won too.. and so did Roma. Stupid Milan could have won as well, at least then I would have won my bet with The Boyfriend, who was bankin on Valencia!!

Ooh.. My brother wished Dad, for his birthday.. when his birthday's no where close yet. It's on the 22nd March, and my nut case brother confused 22nd for the 3rd, somehow mixing it up with my birth date, I suppose!! Aduh... terminal cuckooness edi la!!!

Oh.. and according to Raynee, elephants cools their body via their tails!! Aduh... we laughed for a whole 10 min, just after hearing that. We would have signs of acute illeus if we had gone on laughing..!!

It's past midnite, it's past my bedtime.. and it has definitely past my treshold of kepenatan maximum. The taught of just cuddlin in bed, with Jah Bear.. is beyond temptation.

I love you Bums,..!!

moo moo?

Haih...

Posted by anandini at 05:14 AM on March 9, 2007.

Finally. No more baking, fudging, wrapping, delivering cookies.. or anything else! All's for Women's Day and watever else, is done! FINITO... now all's left is the whole AliMuthuAhMeng do, scheduled for the 24th March!! Good goose,.. only at times like tis, total chaosness, do you really see what friends are for,.. and basically their utmost true colours! As, always.. events like this, it's always an eye opener. The real life savers, are really God-sent. The rotten ones, well... so, let them be!

Ish.. damn philosophical.

Ooh.. Dheepa finally discovered that those penknife thingy, can be locked, as in not to let the blade slide up and down!! Stupid girl... it took her 23 years..!!! *slaps forehead*

Oh.. darn, Arsenal lost. I owe someone 50kisses now. Slack la.. this stupid French PSV people..! But, takpe la.. 50 kisses, and Im not complainin :D

Oh.. some genius scored 19A1s, in the recent SPM. *rolls eyes* I think she should be placed in a museum,..! *sigh* Malaysian's education system.. the only one, where a child's forced to swallow every single subject, and somehow miracalously ace evry one of it. Genius, she should be placed in a museum!

620's frickin messy. Everythin's evrywhere.. it's such an eyesore. Haih...

And Im broke from spendin too much from eating out all the time. Haih...

My whole body aches from lack of sleep and rest. Haih...

Baby, wish you were nearer. Haih...

moo moo?

Dead

Posted by anandini at 05:38 PM on March 11, 2007.

Lost. I cant even think of anything.

I do not know right from wrong anymore.

I do not know anything.

I need a place to spill my guts out. This is no longer my playground, I need a place away. Or maybe, I shud juz build them up, and be alone.

As Ive said, I do not know anymore.

moo moo?

What will be, shall be..

Posted by anandini at 12:25 AM on March 13, 2007.

Champion. To a very certain degree....!

But he made it, Dad's happy.. he's happy.. Mum's happy. So, I guess all's good. He gave it his best shot, and so it is. He's got plans, at least.. and he's not gonna be juz bummin arnd wastin anythin. So, all's good. As Dad put it.. a slip of paper we've been waitin for, over the past 11 years. Yes, my brother's SPM results! *claps*

Today, while we were in the OT observin some fler's radical paranasal sinus procedure.. who by the way, had this cempedak seed size trepenation at the base of his frontal sinus.... yeah, while all this, suddenly we looked out the window, and realised it was hailing. Then it started to snow a lil. Then as we were walkin back, it was drizzling. Yes, only in Ukraine.

ENT's comin to end soon. Work's buildin up.

Work's stagnant for AliMuthuAhMeng. Gonna start rollin again, by Wednesday nite.

An uncle's in Ipoh GH. All everyone's tellin me is, he's serious and he's critical. It's so vague, and I can comprehend nothin out of it. Mum's all worried, and I told her to calm down. She insists on drivin up to Ipoh tmrw. I told her, she's not God.. even if she does drive up, nothin's gonna change. Oh well..

I wanna buy a whole lotta pork and bake them.

Speakin of which.. I feel so nauseated, that everytime I eat somethin, it hardly stays in. Hhmmmm.. pathogenesis known, but treatment's absent.

Luke called on Saturday.. at unGodly hour of 7am. On a Saturday, that's seriously evil. But it was nice to hear from him.. made me miss him all over again, though. He were mainly bitchin abt evyrone, somethin we do very well.. just as the rest of the clan.

I think Im goin thru a phase, of livin in a box of total isolation. My hopes has juz been crushed, and my will slightly despaired.. only thing strong is my faith, and only that'll keep me goin. I wish it doesnt have to be like this, but time'll heal... I hope. Things are gonna change, for the better I hope. So, just wait and see. I am afraid though, of repetetions and sorts.. but as Ive always said, consequences they are..! Nothin's changed otherwise,.. my aim, my dream, my evrything.

Ive lost more weight, I think. And today, it's gotten so big.. it's hurtin with a dull pain, as it presses onto watever's below it. And it's almost impossible, so Ive just decided to take small shallow gasps of air. Hypercapnic.. and I may just die. So, be it.

I love you, Baby... and only you.

moo moo?

And again.

Posted by anandini at 11:51 PM on March 13, 2007.

Shit.

It's impossible. Totally absolutely ridiculously impossible. Im tryin and tryin, and still am a far cry from even gettin anywhere close! And it's makin sick.. and tired. It's somethin routine, evryone does without even them realizing it.. and here I am, strugglin to do. Makes me dizzy and light headed, and hurts my back from strainin all the time. *sigh*

To breathe.

Damn.

ENT exam tmrw. More adrenaline, more stress.. more the kematian. Nice

Wanna steam it all off with some hot Chick Kut Teh.. for dinner.

*sigh*

It's like this major trampoline thingy, y'knw.. it's sometimes up there, then it's down there, sometimes in btw a lil. You know it's good, it's all good.. but all the same a tad bit, errrmm..I dunno, uncertain. Yeah, uncertainty. The what ifs, the hows, the whys.. the questions. No, it aint due to doubt, but it's all caused by fear. No Im not Jane Doe, and Im not rambbling. Ooh.. and the time will come. Nothin has changed otherwise, evrything else is still the same ol. I hope....

Oh well.

Yah.. the very critical uncle. Hit and run case.. boils me up even more. Bastards.. effin fools! Seriously, how low of a dignity and morale do these dumb asses possess, that they'd hit a fellow being, and make a run out it. Worse than crap, ya'll. My uncle, accoring to my dad.. has got some serious intraventricular hemorrhages. Even if he survives, which is slim,... even if he surives, he'll be paralysed or vegetated. Hit and run. Fools only deserved to be hung on a post, castrated and bled to death.. then fed to the boars. Dammit.

Ish... damn pissed off.

Hhhmm...

He's promised to love me for life, he's promised to wipe my tears away and hold me when Im down. He's promised to hug me and keep me safe and happy.. and Im gonna believe him. Again. No doubt that the bond's tight. Consequences... they happen. Every relationship has a fair share of shit load. Faith keeps us together, love keeps us... as us. 

I love you, sweets..

moo moo?

I wonder..

Posted by anandini at 06:32 AM on March 14, 2007.

"Don't delay the inevitable. Get that tricky talk or tedious task over with."

How sickeningly ironic. From my Friendster Horoscope. Im not a believer, but I could if I want to..

Feelin horribly dead. Yes, dead people do not breathe.. *sigh*

Still do not understand as to why, despite my almost daily doses or Carbimazole,.. all's goin downhill, and Im not gettin any better. Hhmmm..

Oh well.. my umpteenth nite sleepin, sittin up straight. Shitty as hell..

Wud you come put me to sleep, like how you'd always do.. Baby?

moo moo?

The Finally..

Posted by anandini at 03:23 PM on March 15, 2007.

Like a big sigh of relief. For various reasons.

ENT's done. All diffs are done!! Damn cun.. all's left now is to start preparin for exam.. panic like hell for exam, complete exams and return home for summer!!!

Not as simple as I made it sound. Honestly. 5 exams.. so you role the panic factor, and see!!

And all's pretty again. Yah... dat.

AliMuthuAhMeng's pickin up. Things are gettin done, all's left is the labour part of things. And it has been postponed, so more time for us to complete evrything.. makes it all seem so much more practical now.

Yah.. so all's cool.

Mum had her steroid shots yesterday. And I thought it was all under control, wonder why is she still being given steroids. Only able to find out in a few months, when summer's here. Worries me a bit though..

Oh.. my parcel's here. Oh damn.. all my stock of lovelyness!! And the surprise birthday pressie from home. I like..!!! *dances arnd*

Am all ready to go tembak attendance for Infectios Disease Lect.. but this LaoLao just woke up. So decided to juz screw it, and head on to Semashko Hosp later for Neurosurgery Lect.

Oh.. Infectious Disease starts today. It's all the wat over at 7th Hosp.. only consolation being, it's good food... plov!

It's gonna be a long looonggg loooonngggg day.

I love you, Sweets.

moo moo?

Hero..

Posted by anandini at 11:50 PM on March 15, 2007.

Stupid SKYPE!!! I tried callin, and the line gets disconnected. Once connected, the line's horrible. And when I cant talk to him for my daily dose of cuddles & kisses,... Im a very pissy person.

Damn backside la!

Ish.

Infectious Disease is lepak-fied. So far. Is more of a waste of time, Id say.. gotta start bringing some of the AliMuthuAhmeng work to class so at least some things can be done, at least.

Weather's extra chilly today. Backside. Too cold to drag me out of my warm comfy room to get to the post office to collect my parcel. Backside.

I ate more than an average pig usually does, today. Actually I dont even know how much does an average pig eat, wat more a non-average pig!! Im not complainin over how much I ate, but if I were to keep doin this.. I'll be bone broke in a few days times. Dah la, we've gotten into a dahsyat habit of goin to McDrive for dinner evrytime there's too much to do at nite...Taxi itself is 15bucks!! A whole McMenu is 16 bucks. Plus my choc sundae for my fries...! So the pokai-fying la.. haih.

Enrique Iglesias' HERO
Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

*****************************************************

Dunno why, this song somehow just hit a nerve. Hhhmm.. been listenin to it, on repeat. I think the lady sittin beside me today while on the way back must have thought I was cuckoo..

On a different not,.. It's like.. so, one kind-ish. Like, all's in a fairyland-ish thing.. with everythin pretty and all. But fact is, it aint. How will it get better.. more like, when?! Will it ever,...? Im confused. Or maybe Im just paranoid. Shitty as hell.. haih. Baby, and it's not a case of sasau.com. This is way above sasau-ness!!

I want my parcel!!! I want my parcel!! It's so near.. yet so far!! I want my parcel..backside la!

Oooh... how can I forget. Someone's dyslexic.. cant spell for nuts I promised it'll be anonymous, and it is!!

Oooh.. and Shafi's got holes. Lotsa holes. And 4 out of 10's gonna be ectopic!! I think Im so dead....!! AHahaaha...oooh, and Shafi's toungue's like an alien's.

Ok. Convinced Dheepa and Harry to go to the post office, so I can collect my parcel!! yeahness..

Finally, some happy dust.

I love you, Sweets..!! Can I be your hero?

moo moo?

Happy Happy Happy

Posted by anandini at 02:08 AM on March 16, 2007.

Wheeeeenneess..!!!

*dances arnd*

Yes, parcel has been collected... torturously opened, ooooh and waaaw-ed at.. and all kept nicely for gloomy day's need of happiness!!

Oooh.. and a very kinky birthday card from home, my second one from them!! Lovely, lovely, lovely people.. simply the bestest!!! It read... 'Do you know... what sane, sensible, sober, non-hell-raising people do on their birthdays??' and then on the inside, 'I dint think so!!! Happy Birthday!!' Ahahahaha... so cun. Yah, I knw it's a bang in disguise... but then again, I AM insane, almost always not sensible, sometimes not sober... and I do raise a whole lotta hell!!! I think it's a very pretty card :D

And my birthday pressies..!! Which Im so proud of Mum for!!! We usually argue a whole lot while shoppin for clothes, but she got me these 2 lovely halter tops..and in perfect sizes!!! I'm HAPPY, happy, HAPPY!!! One in lime green with an abstact motive, and one in black with beads and sorts! *claps*

And of coz,.. the normal parcel-ish goodies!!!!

So damn cun..!!!

Bestest bestest bestest people.. Mum & Dad!!!

I was readin The Star, which wrapped all bottled stuffs.. and came across two articles which my brother could use. Courses which he may want to consider. And the comics..!! :D

Oooh.. me so happy!

moo moo?

Shitty

Posted by anandini at 02:53 AM on March 19, 2007.

Surprisingly, Im fine. Pretty amazing I'd say...

The backsideness.. weekend was crazy!! It wasnt even a weekend, as to me weekends are times I chill and lepak..and the one which juz zoomed past was definitely NOT a weekend!!

Friday... we made chicken curry, by the baldi. Yes.. pails and pails of chicken curry!! And some 2500 roti jala!! All for Charity. Harry's project, but half his team consist of 'dot dot dot' people, so we've to end up helpin.. and slept only 5am, only to wake up at 9+am to start work again..!! Crazy ok.. crazy gila babi!!!

Saturday & Sunday.. spent hours completin this week's target for our exhibition thingy. Target's achieved.. so all's good. Just damn gila babi penat.

AliMuthuAhMeng, taking shape. 31st March.. and all's be done!!!

All Anan needs now, is some few good hours of sleep.. perhaps some dinner as well.

Some people talk too much, but do nothing. Some people talk too much, but yet they do something. Some people dont talk at all, and do nothing as well, and some talk to much, and do evrything. Amazing huh.. 4 catergories of people, from my scanty & remote observations. All's good..

I need a whole bar of chocolate. I need somethin to make me happy, to pamper myself with. Some sorta consolation.

Hit & run case,.. he's passed away. Leaving behind children & wife. Bloody effin bastards, those who knocked him down. It frickin annoys me.. all I can do is curse the daylight out of em. Dammit. Haih... well. Such is life, I suppose. To be born, and to die.Yet, to die as such is just plain unfair. Parents attended the funeral in TA and I'll be updated over wat happend, tmrw thru Dad's email.

I feel so distant. I dunno wats happening. Evrytime, there's somethin preventin us from havin a decent conversation. It's so shitty. I hate this feeling of not knowin wat's happenin and precise exact things over it. I used to know it all, always. Crappy. I go to sleep at nite, feelin his arms around.. but past few days has been different. Lonely, in a way.. and it sux bulls! Internet connection, SKYPE's nonsense, credit.. evrything la!! Nothin's goin rite!!! And Baby, I cant take it no more.. I miss u to nuts. It's so goddamn sakit!!!

Need. A. Break...!! A very big one!!!

moo moo?

Font

Posted by anandini at 02:59 AM on March 19, 2007.

I dunno wat happend to the below font. I tried changin, but it appears to be possesed.

Wonderful.

*rolls eyes*

Oh well.

On a different note, Im so hungry now.. I think my gastric contents are eatin up my gastric mucous.

Stupidness.

moo moo?

At ease, a bit...

Posted by anandini at 06:29 AM on March 20, 2007.

Finally.. my one and only few siesta hours. Somehow put evrythin on hold, and just chilled..! Nice, and about time.

The Boyfriend made me late for lecture today.. silly belalang! And in that few mins early in the mornin, the most reasonable thing he could tell me was that she has a new Friendster picture!! Too much kangkong gila babi ok.. backsideness!!

Went to Furshet after class, and got a whole lotta marketin done! And we had pork steaks, garlic bread and mushroom soup for dinner!! Yummyness!!!

The Boyfriend... sounds totally stoned when he's half asleep!! Im gonna use it against you, B... damn jahat ok!!

The first thing Dheepa exclaimed when she saw me arnd noon... 'Oh crap, how come it's so big today!?!' Ish.. yah, it is. By late evening, it shifted poles, still big.. but this time on the right. Backside la..

Oh.. and my fat-thin baju is showin me mixed signals. Yah, my one top which'll determin if I've lost more weight or otherwise.. and I cant decide anymore. Darn...

Lipton's Citrus Green Tea's yummy!! But Jasmine Green Tea's yummier!

Ooh.. and Im psychic-er!! Yes, I am!!!

Ok... Im rambling. Im gonna cuddle in bed, and layan jiwangness.. and fall asleep thinkin of him.

I love you, Bums!!! *ngap*

moo moo?

Bananas

Posted by anandini at 05:12 PM on March 21, 2007.

I've had my dose of Anan time. Tonite, work's gonna start again... but all's good, Ive rested enough.

Today's breakfast was 2 ham & cheese sandwiches, with slightly toasted wholemeal bread + a mug of wholesome 3 in 1 Honey Nestum + 20mg of Carbimazole + a lil kutty bag of crinkled chips, tomato & olive flavoured. Mummy'll be so proud.. Ive covered all major nutritional requirements. *claps*

Plus, The Boyfriend's online... yayness!!!

Inf Diseases, over at 7th hospital's shitty.. class itself is cool. But the ride to & fro the hospital is one roller coaster ride gone wrong. Dah la so damn far, bumpy as hell sumore. Haih..

Ooh... Ive found a relapse of gelatin!! Yeah,... yummyness. Orange, Lemon and Pineapple's the best. Strawberry aint all dat nice.. unfortunately.

Silly Boyfriend... now he's got my cravin for some Famous Amos cookies as well. So slack..

Oh..and I think Ive put on weight. Im still deciding if that's a good thing, or otherwise.

Yah.. so my brother's gonna start his course, and all'll be good. News has it, that my Mum wants to finally get hers done as well. It's never too late, as it usually rings. So all's good I guess... Im just wonderin how she's gonna travel up and down UM?! Im proud of her, she's the best.. she would have gone to Uni aftr her STPM as she was really bright and all, but her mum passed away.. and so she had to stay home to look after her younger siblings, and keep an eye around evrythin at home. So, Im more than happy that she finally wants to get it done. Nice..

It was so huge unilaterally last nite, it was hurtin a lil. A dull pain.. annoyin as hell. I slept it off...

It looks hot and nice outside.. about time.

Have a lovely day ya'll.. do not eat too many bananas!

moo moo?

The gilaness..

Posted by anandini at 11:40 PM on March 21, 2007.

Today.. while walkin back from class..... *slaps forehead in advance* Just so literally out of the blue.. *slaps head sumore* EVE STARTS TO TANGO!!!!!! Yes,..! And do that booby thing..and all. She had Shakira playin in her earphones.

For real.

My friends are like me. Or perhaps, I am like my friends. Either way, it's crazy!

On a different note.. I pigged out happily on ham & cheese sandwiches today. The Boyfriend's happy Im eatin and gettin fat.. and he says, all he's to feed me to make me happy and fat.. is ham & cheese sandwiches! :D

On another different note... he's back. Oh yes.. as dotdotdot as ever. He's back. Rite? Oh yah.. rite! He's sure as hell.. back.

Oh.. I was lookin at photos from Friendster, which I should stop doin.. coz now I miss them Haih... so crappy la. Yes, you la.. went to PD recently, and all. Miss ya'll la..

Ok. I need a chocolate bar.

moo moo?

Holy nutcases..

Posted by anandini at 06:12 AM on March 24, 2007.

Im so damn giler babi penat..!!! I need strong arms, to ease the tension over at my back, and shoulders All's so sore, and fatigued.

So, Dad's a year wiser. I'm feelin pretty bad, as by the time I was back from class, they were already asleep.. so instead of talkin to Dad, I ended up havin a long conversation with my brother instead. Dad's flattered that all the kiddos in the clan took the effort to wish him..! Pretty.. all except his daughter, who only sent him a mere SMS

So, AliMuthuAhMeng's rollin... rollin, pretty fine in fact.

The Boyfriend's got a stalker, with this giant giler babi-fying crush on him!! Ahahahaha.. it's so damn funny! He spoke about me all the time to her, which just made her silent... and ask weird questions!! Hehehehe.. Im not too sure if Im supposed to reveal any details in here or not. Baby?

Yeah.. so, the right person won. That itself is victory. But how can she win?!? Gone la.. evryone's gonna be broke!!! Stupidness... but, Ive faith in the newly elected President will keep things under control.

Im not hungry. Im not sad. Im just busy and tired.. very tired. Of evrything and anything!!! In a very amusing way.. I do not know how to describe it, but yeah... Im tired.

It's so damn impossible to please evryone. I never learn.

I love you Boosuk Boy..!!! You're jahat.. but I love you still!!

moo moo?

Jahat

Posted by anandini at 03:18 AM on March 25, 2007.

Yeah.. so, it aint all that bad after all. Y'knw.. evyrthing and all. All's goin smooth, and shud start takin shape soon. AliMuthuAhMeng.. juz cant wait for it to finally BE DONE & OVER WITH!!

I ate 3 egg tarts today...!! :D

Mum & Dad were crazy today.. the older they get, the wackier they become!! I think they're so bored, they sit by the phone over the weekends, waitin for me to call.. so the can complain and throw brick bats over each other!! It's like their weekly Circuit Court hearing session *rolls eyes* ahahhaha, oh bu they're so cute, still *hugs*

I wanna shower.. but there's no hot water, over the whole district or somethin. Stupid. Everyone's using the coil thingy to boil their pail of water..  and someone stole our coil thingy. Oh.. I wanna shower

Baby.. you're so jahat today la. Tak nak kawan...  So mean, giler babi!

moo moo?

The clan's all flan..

Posted by anandini at 05:24 AM on March 26, 2007.

We've finally cooked.. like a whole lot!! After all those pokai-fying McDs, and eating out and wat nots.. we cooked today!! *claps*

So, Mr Luke emailed me today. Pleasant surprise, Id say.. then checked out his sweet pea, Melissa's Frenster, and then the inevitable happened ---> me missing them, esp him, and home and all those fun we had last summer,...and evrything And he aint gonna be arnd this summer when Im bck! Such a shitty thingy..! Slack la..

Small world, Melissa's friends with some of my friends as well!

So, we sploshed and splashed all over renak today.. getting things for AliMuthuAhMeng! It was drizzling.. since yesterday, and there were puddles of water evrywhere at the size of Papau New Guinea!! And it was frickin cold...!!! Our shoes were sockin wet.. and I was blind for a moment, as I had too many water droplets on my glasses!

Came bck.. and Eve made us all yummy Citrus Green Tea!! So, all's good!!

Peds starts tmrw.. wonder what'll be in store for us. Just need one more week, til I can get back on track with evrything else.. as now, all's left to finish is due for 31st March.

My youngest cousin in the clan, dearie Shiraaj Nash emailed me today as well... it was so cute, I laughed for an entire block of 14 minutes and a quarter. He wrote... "Ok fine or not have more friends bye.. can send me a message photo so that my family can see..." Ahahahahha... so adorably cute!! The youngest kuchi rat in tha clan.. and a very smart one for that matter! Me loves the clan.. the HIP side, at least :D

We just watched Uptown Girls.. yah, super sappy flick. But it was so heart-warmin and all. And wat Neil did for Molly earns him a hundred and twenty eight points. All men, who sings for the women... are beyond wonderfulness!

Yes.. Baby, like you

I had one huge 1L bottle of yummy lemon barley...

Im feelin so home-sicknish now.. 5 years, runnin.. and Im still at it. Crap

Oh.. daylight's savings ended!!

Im gonna go to sleep.. feelin loved, content, and happy.

And anxious wit a slight tinge of panic.. over AliMuthuAhmeng.

Bums.. Me loves you!

moo moo?

Magicalness..

Posted by anandini at 10:03 PM on March 27, 2007.

"There is no time (or reason) to mull things over. Just get it done" From my Friendster Horoscope.. how I wish, if it was just all that easy!!

As it nears, Im sorta panicking! So much to do, what if it doesnt work out, what if it's bad, what if it's a goner.. a whole lotta wat if's!! When I sleep I tend to worry, when Im in the shower I worry Im wastin time, when Im studyin I think abt it, when Im not doin anythin abt it I wonder if there's somethin to be done or not?!?!

AliMuthuAhMeng.. drivin me bonkers!

Ish.

We went to McDs for lunch. I think I love fries with vanilla ice cream! So, yes.. now, Im either very pokai, or gettin very fat!!

Over at Peds, we were with a kid, who was dyin from Hemophilia.. who's got severe intracranial hemorrhages due to it. Developed inhibitors to Factor VIII, and now his new treatment's costin him abt 500USD per ampule, and he needs a whole lot. Poor fler...

Oh well.

Today's our day.. and as always, it becomes magical. It'll always be magical.. coz you're my life long love. *hugs* I love you, Bums!

moo moo?

Tomorrow never ends..

Posted by anandini at 02:41 AM on March 31, 2007.

I think, there's enough lactic acid in me to fill a pool. An olympic sized one.

Just a few more hours to go. 17 actually, to be exact.. till it's all over. And I''ll be worry-less, panic-less, anxious-less, tired-less, and aint so pissy with evryone arnd me, eps lovely friends who've been helpin me out a whole lot!!

Evrytime I sit, I wont be able to restart neural signal at my synapses. They simply just stop functioning,... and sorta start decompensating.

Only thing I look forward to, other than some good choc sauce.. is to have strong arms kneed into my back, and release the stress over at my shoulders... providing such relieve to my oh-so-sakitly tense muscles. Ish...

Sleep. And to drown... agenda for the day. Tomorrow.

Sweets.. wish you were here! Love u bums..

moo moo?