Earth QUACK!

Posted by anandini at 06:14 AM on December 2, 2006.

Damn, the weekend's here..but it's gonna be so goddamn hectic!

And Coke kills. Really. The caffeine, literally does. So utterly salah.

Rajiev, Eve, Dheepa and I had rava'koyak'thosai, and puri's for dinner..with AYAM BRAND sardine sambal, and potato paretal! Damn yummy..and this time around, we hardly had food left, enough to fit the world!

I just lost 4.50grvs, playing in between. Dammit! Damn jinx!

The Boyfriend's looks like Rudolph. And he's probably gonna fall sick soon. But, as always..he thinks he's somesorta power rangers, and believes dat every ailment is self-limiting. *rolls eyes*whacks with umbrella*

Oooh...at 3pm today, Dad SMS-ed me...
'Girl, are you ok? Pls reply me now..urgent. Are you guys ok? There was a quack arnd ur place'
But I dint feel a thing, despite me being...arnd my place! So, I replied..immediately, sayin nothing's wrong and all. Earthquake was probably due to some ding dong jumbo bouncin arnd! AHahahah...

Yeah...called home earlier, just to tell Dad the earth's aint QUACKING! AHahahah..damn funny! And then Dad and I spent the past 10 minutes, kutukin Mum and her upcomin Bangkok trip, and her Bedsheets! But Mum then rampas-ed the phone, just to counter-attack Dad, and she said..'Girl, your silly father broke the toilet sink today!' ahahahaha...so cute la! *hugs*

Yeah. Gotta go teach Dheepa how to shuffle cards.

Im happy today.

*hugs* I love you, Baby!!!! *muaks*

2 moo moo-ed

M&Ms...

Posted by anandini at 12:50 AM on December 3, 2006.

Too many things to think about.. I had to write em down on post-its and paste em all over the place.

I think I used to be much more organized than this.

Got most of the things done, all's left is tmrw. Yeah, the first MSC's Edu Bureu event. M&Ms 2006. Pretty small scale actually, but it'll serve as a steppin stone for future events. So, it gotta be smooth.

Died, washin my labcoat. Bein an invalid's like being a rotten pineapple. Its yucky. Shitty to great levels. Dammit.

And as expected, the Boyfriend's sick. Fever, runny nose, sand paperish throat..and the whole package. Typical influenze symptoms.

Eve and I came out with some real kick-ass taboo and charades thingys for tmrw! Ahahhaah..its gonna be so damn funny!

Waitin for dinner..Green curry chicken, prawn sambal, steamed egg and some sorta mixed vege. And no, we dint cook it. Catered from Sakun's & Gang weekend do! Shud be good!!
[EDIT: Just had dinner..Sakun's cookin damn yummy. Food was so good..too good!! Good job, ya'll]

*hugs* Get well soon Boo...! Need some of your super power sparks.

moo moo?

Was a hit!

Posted by anandini at 03:52 AM on December 4, 2006.

Finally!

Actually, it was one of those small scaled thingies...but still. Am I glad it's finally over! And a success as well *woot* Yeah, M&M's phase 1 was lovely, damn kecoh and a pleasant success! No glitches, evrythin was smooth. Got to know some people I never knew before, so I guess there'd be more 'hellows' as we walk past each other soon. Highlight of the event being Abg Murali beltin out Baa Baa Black Sheep ala Shakira's Hips Dont Lie..! Damn, dat was bowel twistin FUNNY! Evryone was a sport, all was simply lovely la! Good job ya'll!!

MSC's Edu Bureu's first event. Nice.

Superly tired, and simply exhausted now. Hectic weekend, it was. Hardly had much sleep. Evyrthin's shuttin down now.

Dah la..went thru a false alarm-ish scare today, again. Cant help it la. Somehow when it happens now, I just feel like the ugly history's repeatin itself. Too traumatizing. So, it's only by reflex dat I freak out and panic just by the mere thought of it. Hhmmm..wish you'd understand. Yeah..oh well.

By some freak twist of fate, I called the-Ex today. Not mine, but his. Yeah, the Boyfriend's. Dont ask how la, really it's too complicated. Actually, come to think of it, Ive hardly anythin against her. Apart, yes...there's always an EXCEPT, the fact that she torments him with nasty words and msges and so on. Yeah, Bambi dearest aint lettin go..despite it being 6 frickin years *cough* Like yuhoooo, dun you get the hint anymore? Err,...wait, it aint a HINT anymore,...and it's no longer a hint, it's a fact now. She needs some reality check or somethin. ISh.. But, still...Im lookin forward to meet her, somehow. Though the Boyfriend's bein so nak-tak-nak at it!

Oooh... removin the peel-off Graperuit & Tea Tree mask was so much fun!

We went to Foxtrot, and bought all kinda junk. Way too much junk. And we were just supposed to have gotten groceries ONLY!

It's just the begining of the month, and I can foresee the future. Anan's gonna be pretty pokai-fied!

And you..*hugs* Have a lovely day, Boo! Much love..

moo moo?

The dum dee dums of the whooaa oooh oh!

Posted by anandini at 01:45 AM on December 5, 2006.

Damn emo, so sedih-fying. I nearly cried, but I dint. Stupid Dheepa was wonderin how come I'm not cryin yet...despite me being at the 7th episode! Stupid girl, she was literally sittin beside me, waitin for me to cry! Yeah, 1 liters of Tears, this really sedih Japanese Series..about this 15 yr old hyper Japanese girl sufferin from Spinocerebellar Atrophy, a degenerative disease of the cerebellum. Google it la,.. Im damn malas to explain abt it. But it's so sedih la..and it's a true story.

Made me appreciate life, loved ones and friends. Even more..

See... Im gettin all emo. Aisey..

Yeah, so the Grandma's aorta's unfoldin. Pretty interesting, though nothin really serious. It's age related, and it's nothin which requires serious treatment or sort. But, Ive never seen an X-Ray of such. Hope she keeps her films! Wrote one long email to Dad, explainin about it. Hope he understands it, and doesnt be all worried abt it.

I had cheese and ham sandwiches for lunch today! Yeah, all budak sekolah-ish, with our lunch boxes! Ahahahah...I woke up at 6.45am to get my lunch ready, hopefully I'll be equally semangat to do so tmrw as well!

Dheepa's havin diarrhea. She's been shittin like crazy! ahhahah....

Svitoch's Strawberry Hrum waffer's so yummy! And it's strawberry..!!

Today, I looked back over the things I've been doin over the past week..and it humours me. They've been pretty silly. Yet..hhmmm. Nevermind that.

I want a transparent umbrella. A square one. It'd be pretty cool, eh!

Dheepa's doesnt wanna have Milo with her toast, coz she's more concerned over the Milo goin to a waste, once she starts purgin and vomittin again. Yes, I live with a crazy person. Im serious. She's crazy.

Im happy today. Very happy. I cant explain it, coz it'll sound really silly to many,.. but Im happy.

He speaks Japanese, pretty silly at it. And he's promised to grow old and be teethless with me. Coz he said, Im to last forever. He promised. And I believe him. Coz I love him, too much.

Emo,..again.

Ish.

moo moo?

And again..

Posted by anandini at 05:15 AM on December 7, 2006.

It caught me by surprise. I thought it was gone, I thought it was getting better, it did get smaller.

Guess, I thought wrong.

Coz I had it, worse than ever. Usually although it was tough, I could still manage. This time around, it was almost impossible. Felt as though some one was squeezing my pericardium, as if my lungs were being saturated with tomato paste. I got really scared, I thought I would die.

Ok...maybe not.

But I got really scared. It has never been this bad. And this was last nite, it lasted all day today as well. Sporadicaly.

But nothing could have triggered it. I was not exerting myself in any way. Evrything and evryone around was pretty and fine, so any kind of psychoemotional stress can be ruled out. I did run up the stairs, or drink eight and a half bottles of Brahma. Nothing. That's why Im puzzled...how?

Oh well...Im feelin much better now. I still feel the tightness, but it aint so bad.

Yeah.after watchin the entire season of 1Liters of Tears,.. I'd rather go thru this, than anything else. I'll managed.

Im happy today!

Coz I just spoke to the Boyfriend, for over 90mins!
Calling the Boyfriend   -----> 4.50 Euros
Internet charges   -----> 180grvs a month
Talking, laughing and sharing  -----> SIMPLY PRICELESS!
cheh..wish I had more things I can place a price on. My Mastercard-ish thingy looks so lame

We spoke about so many things. We kutuk-ed each other upon so many issues. We laughed and cried. We grossed John out! Ahahaha..hhhmmm. It was simply lovely.

I call him evryday. But today, I just screwd it, and spoke til it was 90mins. He kept askin me to hang up, he's always doin it..so I wont spend a bomb.

Well...it's the least I could do *hugs*

So, Ophthal ends tomorrow! Exam again.. getting pretty sick and tired and all drained, over the stretch of credited cycles we've been having. Really, exhausted! Next is Extreme Therapy..! And yes, here in CSMU, we have funny sounding cycles as such!

Oooh...Rajiev and I are gonna get wild crazy contact lense!! It's so cool, and so pretty. I'll post pictures up soon. It's pretty expensive,..but I want!

Dheepa made some tofu thingy for dinner..and she doesnt wanna eat it, coz she claims it's too yucky. I ate it, it was pretty fine. Yeah, Dheepa's dumb.

I wanna blink, and wish summer'll speed up and get here. Coz I wanna go back home..

Oooh...Dheepa juz made the yummiest tea! Yeah, she's crazy..but she makes yummy tea!

I miss you, Boo..*hugs* Have a lovely day!

moo moo?

Finally..!!

Posted by anandini at 02:22 AM on December 8, 2006.

Today's word is FINALLY!!!

Finally.. there's a proper flow of BOTH hot & cold water. Day before yesterday, no hot water. Then yesterday..just as I was about to shower, no cold water. But cold water came back AFTER my shower. And today..finally, hot AND cold water! When it's winter, and the temperature's around 5-6degs, it makes a lot of difference not to have either hot or cold water. So, today's shower was lovely..finally!

Finally.. Ive bought more Metaprolol & Valeriana. So I guess, I should be all alive and bouncy for the next few months. Pretty shitty that my Medical Policy doesnt cover my medications and blood tests anymore. It must have been in tiny prints, that the policy's only valid for acute diseases. And, mine's definitely a chronic one. Oh well..

Finally.. I dun hv to dread Friday's anymore. The unsettled feeling of how Im gonna be screwd for PT is all over! Im now officially exempted for the semester's PT. Yes, once again..only in CSMU do we have physical training thru out our 6 years of education. Seriously.

Finally.. have time to just chill and lepak,..and to not worry about class tmrw and what nots! New cycle..so, all's nice.

Finally.. finished Ophthal!! *phew* Went well...I guess.

Finally.. I feel connected again. Yeah, connected. And no, I wasnt talking about those green friends of mine, from Venus. Or maybe I was?

It's good..that it's finally FINALLY!

Eve and Rajiev are two dumb ding dongs! Stupid!

Oh.. and it's proven. My guardian angel's a gem. Just when u'r all alone and lost and scared, she sends someone to accompany me, in a form of a friend. Really... it was unbelievable.

I love you, Baby.. thanks for keepin me sane, and strong. Motivating and holdin my hand thru this.

 

moo moo?

Of being happy..

Posted by anandini at 07:53 PM on December 10, 2006.

Today's Sunday. It's 10am, and Im wide awake, with breakfast...! Im amazed myself. Under normal circumstances, I wont be awake til it's noon. Well, today the Boyfriend's online. So, dat's probably it. No, that IS it.

So, breakfast today consists of a 500ml carton of chocolate milk, 2 strawberry muffins, and 1 bag of Lay's sour cream & onion! Ive covered the weight inducing item ---> the milk, the wholesome breakfast material ---> the muffins, and junk food (!) ---> the Lay's! Mummy'll be so proud *claps*

Speakin of the Mum, she's paintin Bangkok Red..or purple, now. She left last nite with the whole Smart Reader's Clan, and her agenda for the 3-day trip is..to shop for pretty things Ive requested for & her bedsheets (!), the whole tourist-y sight seeing thingies, clubbin and gettin wasted..ok maybe not wasted but somewhat around the same kawasan yang berdekatan la, stayin up with Nimi and gossipin all nite, and of coz.. Bangkok's Red Light District. This comin from a crazy 49-year old who's been to Amsterdam twice. Yeah, there's hardly anythin she wouldn't do.

In fact..I told her, not to do anything I WOULDNT do, and she replied..she has done ervything I SHOUDLNT do, so all's to jalan!

She deserves a break, so Im glad she's off to Bangkok!

I juz spent my entire morning with the Boyfriend. Virtually, of coz. Yet... aaah, so lovely! Ya la, ya la... long-distance relationships, gets all happy and lovely with simple 0-rated things like this..!

Last nite, we went to McDrive to get dinner.. had Big Tasty. And konked out right after it, watchin Grey's Anatomy. Hope dat'll help me put on weight!

From YM this mornin...
anan: u better plan one gempak way of proposing to me..when the time comes
baby: ill just take d ring out of my pocket and ask " u wanna marry me or not, dowan means darn la"
baby: ahahahah
anan: so jahat
baby: now goin around introducin u as my girlfriend
baby: cant wait till i tell everyone ur my wife
baby: wwifey!
anan: ahahaaha
baby: ive never been so sure of what i want in a realtionship till i met u baby
baby: my ever longest strongest relationship
anan: likewise..
baby : i love u boosuk!
anan : i love u so much more belalang,..!!

See why Im so happy! It's just so lovely. Too pretty..

So, Dheepa woke this mornin, possessed I think. She woke up at 10am somethin, very unlike her.. and decided to cook lunch, very unlike her as well. And she's decided to be happy all day..so she's bouncin and skippin arnd with this spastic grin plastered on her face *slaps forehead*

The chocolate cake Dheepa & I baked for Desmond's 21st Birthday yesterday..Oh yeah, we're back in taking orders! So, bring them in..!!

Sisters of Crimea. Yeah dat.. goin on pretty cool. Finally, somethin beneficial..

Tmrw's Monday..and I dun care! Wheee....

moo moo?

Pretty daisies..

Posted by anandini at 05:35 AM on December 11, 2006.

Button mushroom.

Dheepa called it Mutton Bushroom.

Seriously, Ive nothing to say!

Bless the daisies!

moo moo?

The Boyfriend..*ngap*

Posted by anandini at 05:47 PM on December 11, 2006.

Today...

Today's been pretty funny.

The Boyfriend, woke up as usual arnd 7am-ish, brushed his teeth, and perhaps showered and all..and got ready for work. Just like any other day, I suppose.

Except it was the Sultan of Selangor's Birthday. Public Holiday.

He wouldnt have known, unless I dint msg and tell him about it.

Ahahahahah...damn funny!

See, Boo... what would you do witout me?!

*hugs*

3 moo moo-ed

*smiles*

Posted by anandini at 05:09 AM on December 12, 2006.

I think today's my happy day!!!

Im happy happy happy!!!

Eveyrthing's pretty and lovely...!!!

Oooh..Russel Crowe's Cinderella Man kicks ass! Superb watch..

XinYi gave me a lil puppy handphone pendant thingy.. which when squeezed, says 'mmmuuaaaakkkzzz.... I love you!' Ahahahha..it's so cute!

Im glad it's you, and I know it'll be you always. Much love.. Cikgu Belalang! AHahaha....

Im bouncin of cutesy purple clouds! Wheeee....

moo moo?

Small things, which makes my world complete..

Posted by anandini at 11:05 PM on December 12, 2006.

Today, I woke up arnd 10am.. bummed around, made TomYam maggi for breakfast.. and parked my ass on the divan, and watched House MD the whole day!

A bit of the mornin was spent kacau-ing the Boyfriend, who was curi-curi-ing chattin, while undergoin some sorta trainin at HQ~..

And yes, there was class. My phone died.. alarm dint go off. In a way, glad phone died! It's Extreme Therapy.. and it's aint gonna be a major fuss, missing one day!

So, Mum's returnin from Bangkok tmrw.. I guess there'll be new sheets, and lotsa pretty things for me *claps*

Feelin so, sentimental-ish today.. one of those days, where nice cutesy memories keep floodin in..and makin u oh-so-sakit-fy..

Like....
'I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in you eyes,
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just dont realise how much I love you....'
Eric Clapton once said this, more like he sang it la..27th July 2006, the Boyfriend sang this to me, the entire complete song..guitar in hand, husky cair-fying voice to go along. With yummy spaghetti he made for dinner, white wine, choc cake which I baked.. and the moonlight. And JahBear! Simple, yet so romantic.. our anniversary surprise party he had planned. Just for the both of us... somethin which I'd cherish forever.

I dont usually reveal our intimacy. Or do I..?

Us & JahBear.

Well... I just miss him.

I love you, Boo... dun fall asleep, at trainin!

moo moo?

The aftermath.

Posted by anandini at 12:20 AM on December 15, 2006.

So, Mummy's back from Bangkok,.. nursing a sick Daddy. Yeah,... it cannot get any sappier, too much Hindi & Tamil emo movies la. The wife goes away for a lil holiday [read:3 DAYs!], and the husband falls sick and becomes all lembik-fied...Just goes to show, men are lifeless without a woman around.

And Boo... dun u dare say anythin against that *ngap*

And, that aside. I think Im pretty sick of thinkin Im gonna die. Evrytime it happens, I think it's worse than before,.. fact is, it is. But Im suppposed to be gettin better, not otherwise. I wish I knew what to do.. instead of letting it cripple me so often.

Today, Dheepa's jinxed. Pretty dahsyatly...poor thing *hugs*

All beautiful you are, my Darling; there is no flaw in you.
[Song of Solomon 4:7]
And no, Im not pious, I juz love the words. But, I can be pious, if I choose to.

And so.. Extreme Therapy's done. Social Med up next. Equally dumb, but lesse how it goes.

I wish I could be around. Im tryin,.. tryin so hard to be strong for you.

Dun eat too many bananas. No, seriously.

Im always by your side, Boo.. *hugs* 

 

moo moo?

Panic Factor..on HIGH!

Posted by anandini at 02:19 AM on December 16, 2006.

Got an SMS from Dad.. the man hardly SMSes, he prefers emails. SMSes are only used in times of emergencies.
'Girl, bad news at home'
Freaked me out,.. I thought me myocardium was gonna terkoyak!

Immediately, called home.. thanks to Skype. And as soon as Mum answered.. I asked..'what happened? What's the emergency..?' To which Mum replied...'Girl, u still dont know your father, ar..!!' And I heard Dad laughin away like a crazy corn, in the background..~

Aduh..panic for no reason. The so called 'bad news' meant, was due to the fact that Mum dint buy any bedsheets from Bangkok *slaps forehead* and Dad was making fun of her!! Sick sense of humour, dat old man! Panic-kingkong,..for no reason!!!

*sigh*

Then, the Boyfriend pulak.. sent an sms,
'Sayang *hugs* I love u Baby, so much..muaks'
Kind of SMS you would send to all loved ones, prior to.. say, drinkin a mug of formalin? Ok..ok I'm paranoid, and Im sick in the head. It's only normal for a boyfriend to express his love..yeah, yeah ok! I found that out, when I called him, to see if all was fine. All IS fine. *sigh*

All these excessive adreline's killing me. Dammit.

Got so freaked out.. I decided to down my paranoia, by washin some clothes..so, not your ordinary stress-buster, but who cares! I washed a whole lotta clothes. Made me feel real nice, after that... although it sorta killed me, while I was at it. Well, it's only now I understand why Dheepa's always so happy aft doin a whole lotta laundry.. it sorta provides this accentric sense of accomplishment. Yes, Anan NEVER washes her own clothes, never squats and scrubs and rinses,..and all that!! It's always to the dobi, downstairs. Yet..., NO... Im not gonna be squattin and scrubbin..when I have 2kids, a husband and a household under my responsibilities. I believe, then.. Id either have a maid, or a washing machine, at the least.

The simple things which makes me happy. Now inclused washin clothes. I think Im gonna wash a bit more tmrw..*claps*

So.. all's settled now. I think.. things are gonna be a lil bumpy, still. But, I think all's settled. Or, rather.. I wish to believe all's settled.

I still wish, I was around *hugs*

So... Dheepa made the gempak-est karvade and mochekotte curry.. that's salted fish, and some nut.. I dont know wat's it called in English.. Damn, it was yummy!!!

So, we'll be baking again tmrw... good, in a way. I could really use the extra allowance!

Saturday nite.. it's 9.40pm, and Im off to bed. The weekend's off to a good start..

Sweets, take care of yourself...yah! *hugs* Much love.. xox

moo moo?

Am I?

Posted by anandini at 02:19 AM on December 17, 2006.

Cake sales is slowly picking up. Slowly. Actually, the fault's mainly ours.. as we've not been spreadin the word. But, slow is better than nothin.. so all's ok, I guess!!

Oooh.. and we ate blue cheese today! Yeah, ticked one of the many crazy things, I would like to have done at least once in life!! I ate fungy-fied cheese..!!! It was really salty, and tasted..errrr, funny, somewat!

So.. DJ Jah's back in the cassa..*woot* Yeah, the Boyfriend's DJing at John's christmas party, which he co-organised, somesort! Poolside bbq party.. for christmas... doesnt fit the picture all that well, come to think of it *grins* Booze, music, food.. and lotsa bikini-clad chickos for the men.. party's swinging smooth, I supposed. I wanna be there too...*sulks*

Oh well.. glad he's having fun!

On a different note..hhhmmm. I think Ive done somethin really wrong. I think Ive been really horrible. I think.. or perhaps, I am? I dunno.. I dunno how to undo this, I dunno how to not let it happen again..  I really dunno. Did I,.. or was I..? Hhhmmm.. been thinkin a lot abt it, weighin my options. *sigh*

Wish things cud be better..

Ooohh..we ate blue cheese today!! *claps*

Gimme a hug, sweets.. cud really use one now *hugs* xox 

moo moo?

Flip a coin,.. and tell me wat to do!

Posted by anandini at 01:25 AM on December 18, 2006.

Cheese and Ham sandwiches for lunch..and a cup of milk! Makes me all happy and jolly,..all day long!

Walked in MSC room for the weekly meetin..and evryone arnd was in the Black CSMU Tee-shirt. Yes, it's sorta our uniform.. and I happily wore my grey Bum PJs. Real champion..

Oooh.. I just found some friends, from the ice-age!! Yeah, I used to know her, when she was all so lil, and still in kindie.. and it's so amazing, that she recognises me and still remembers me *claps* She's 17 now.. all grown up. Lookin forward to meetin up with all of them, comin summer hols. Oooh, and she said, I look cute now *grins*

The Boyfriend's been so busy today.. and all that dust, made him all paip-bocorish. I meant the nose ok, not some other organ! Poor Boo.. wish I cud be arnd to help him here and there, though Im a tofu myself.. I think Id be able to lift the lil cutesy thingies at least!

So.. I'm like so confused now. I know what my options are, but I dont know which path to choose. What Ive been doin all these times, apparently was pretty salah all the way. Simply by being myself, Ive caused so much damage. Breaks me into pieces, actually. I dont know what to do, how to do it right and how to undo this. Coz, this has been the way, Ive been doing it all these while. Shud I lock myself up, in my lil own world and choose to be oblivious to the world.. or perhaps, look into a solution and give it a new lift. Give 'ME' a whole new personality. Tryin to please evryone, is not easy and almost impossible.. as Mum has always told me. *sigh*

I wish I could sit around at the Himalayas and meditate, like a 98 and a half year old Yogi. That'll probably bring me answers.. and frostbites.

He's kept me so strong, he's slapped me into my senses... and redirected me back onto my tracks, for Ive lost sight of what Im worth, and what Im to be. He's made me happy, and dried my tears.. when all I could do, was cry. And he's made it clear.. which option I oughta choose. The Boyfriend, what would I have done, witout him.. *hugs*

Mum's phone's been barred.. ahahhhaha. For not registrating her number! So, now if KLCC gets bombed by a cell-phone operated bomb thingy.. they'll never know who did it *claps* ahahhaha..

While at the market, shoppin for vegetables and groceries.. we found this! God works in mysterious.. and humourous ways, dont you think? Ahahah...

It's a pumpkin... what were you thinking?

Would I be lying to myself,.. if I choose to be happy, when only I know, that Im not all that close to happiness. Is it worth, robbing me of joy and giggles..my two most powerful essense of life? I dont know anymore.. 

Thank you Baby..my superhero from BelalangLand *hugs* I love you, Boo.. 

moo moo?

Get a Life;)

Posted by anandini at 04:30 AM on December 18, 2006.

I just spoke to LiYun for 90minutes plus... on my new Life SIM...

 Pretty cool!!!!

I go to sleep tonite, prayin that these calls would soon include calls to Malaysia.. or at least to DiGi customers. Amen. 

moo moo?

The cows are MoOMoOing!!

Posted by anandini at 05:05 AM on December 20, 2006.

Thilaks's 22 today.. and so is Amy! Pretty cool,.. made me wish I had someone who celebrates their birthday on the same day I do!! My cousin does,.. which is pretty neat!

Oooh.. but ever since leavin home, I dun really fancy birthdays. They make me sad,.. and all I do every year, on the day I turn a year older.. is be sentimental and cry! Pretty pathetic, I know..~!

Things are better now, all over. Glad, it's finally rolling smooth. I really do wish, things dont turn rottne again. But then again,.. apples to rot, is undoubtfully inevitable, somehow~

Im so happy today.. chatted with the Boyfriend thru YahooVoice *claps* I miss the Boyfriend *hugs*

Dinner today, was breakfast! Literally.. Ham&cheese sandwiches, with a cup of milk! AHahahha.. at least, Im eatin healthy meals!!!

I love u Boo,...Be good today!! *muaks* 

moo moo?

He's my Numero UNO!!!!

Posted by anandini at 04:43 AM on December 21, 2006.

A bowl of hot spicy Maggi TomYam.. on a frickin cold day! Bliss...

Weather's gone coconuts today.. it rained, and the wind could kill! I think it's way below zero degs! Damn, which means it's gonna be snowin soon.. well, it sorta snowed then hailed a lil. It's not that I dun like snow, it's indeed pretty and all.. but the mess aft a heavy snow-fall, damn leceh!! Bottom of my jeans gets all muddy,.. Ive to drag my feet in huge,bulky boots.. and it just gets too cold, to handle! ISh...

I heard Malaysia's sinking.. or so, that's what the Boyfriend said. Genius. It apparently has been rainin and rainin and rainin.. and so, almost all parts of the peninsular's flooding!

The Boyfriend's a darling.. despite him being so busy today, he sent me smile of Friendster just to say lil lovely things, which made me grin sheepishly all day, with lil cutesy butterflies around me as I float arnd cloud 9! *teddybearhugs* back to you, Boo!!

*grins* Yes, we're mushy and sappy... almost all the time!

Anan and numbers.. Just.Do.Not.Get.Along. I hardly passed my AddMaths while in high school, my teacher was almost so sure I was to fail my SPM AddMath paper (but..somehow, I managed a B3!!*woot*) And, I thought and assumed, I'd never have anything to do with those scary thingies..ever again. Hence, I choose this field ---> Medicine!! But, now.. Im stuck, struggling to finish some 13 questions (JUST some 13 questions ONLY!!) on statistics, and it's driving me cuckoo!!! Yes, Social Medicine cycle...where all numbers come loose! 

Come to think of it... if I ever end up, administering a Hosp,.. I wouldnt be countin all those probablities and wat nots MYSELF,.. there'd be an auditor, or at least some other dingdong person to do all that!! Ish...

Oh well.

On a different note... I dun like her. Yes, I totally despice her. She's so fake. She's sickening. She's a slut. She's like all...eeeuuuwwww! I dun like her. I dun like looking at her, talking to her, hearing abt her.. I simply, just dun like her. I dun like her!

And no..it has nothing to do with the Boyfriend. He's pretty fine.

Oooh.. today Mum went for her medical check-up at Sunway Medical,.. and somehow, rite after it.. found her way to Sunway Pyramid & Subang Parade, and shopped a lil.. and lepaked and all, and had her favourite lunch at Pizza Hut! So cute.. She once told us all, for her funeral we're all supposed to have offerings of Pizza, instead of those regular tradisional thingies...!! Crazy lady.. *hugs* Yet, she's my bestest Mummy!!

Finally got my eyebrows shaped... oooh, so sakit!! Next, Ive gotta wax my upper lip.. ooooh, gonna be so sakit!! 

Dumb Dheepa bit me today.. I had pictures, but they arent clear! I'll get better ones, the next time. She's a cannibal.. And she's ganas. Pity her lil kids,.. and her Husband!!! 

Ok, gotta get back to work. NUmbers. YUcks.

You're the best, Boo..*muaks* 

moo moo?

Happy Birthday M0oMo0

Posted by anandini at 01:52 AM on December 22, 2006.

Mo0M0o turned TWO 3 days ago. I dint even realised..

Dying.. Social Med exam tmrw!

Hate numbers. Hate stats. Hate SocialMed.

Ish. 

moo moo?

Santa's around the block..

Posted by anandini at 05:44 AM on December 24, 2006.

Merry Christmas...Ya'll!!!

*wwhheeeee.....*

We had an early Christmas party last nite..!! Potato salad, crab-stick salad, Egg & Potato Fritata (!), some sorta baked chicken topped with buttoned mushrooms,pineapples, chicken franks and lotsa cheese, one whole chicken.. roasted, savoury rice and strawberry bread pudding!! And of coz.. lotsa Brahmas!!! We ate, exchanged gifts,..drank like goldfishes, and sheesha-ed! The whole nite was pretty good,.. with the whole bunch, it's always ke-raaaaa-zie!! TomatoFace and DonkeyFace,.. and one new edition, we've not thought of a name for her yet,..and the whole Brahma factor ---> massive! But sumhow, I think age has caught up on many of us, or perhaps we've not been partying all that often nowadays.. as we all konked out early. I for one, dun even remember how I KO-ed! *sigh*

Yeah.. so Merry Christmas!

The moment Dad answered the phone... he went on and on saying 'Happy Christmas and Merry New Year...!' and then continued to laugh his pancreas out! Yeah,.. Mum sumhow coined that, and we all just found it so hilarious!!! Spoke to them for about half an hour, and I think Ive never laughed so much, the whole of this week! Crazy wonderful parents..~

The Boyfriend's been shoppin for christmas pressies.. and evrywhere he turned to brought back memories of us *hugs* I wish I cud be arnd, and we cud shop for christmas pressies together, and go for midnite mass, and put up the tree... and just be together *sigh* This is why, ever since leavin home, Ive never had any sorta bubbly joy in festiveness.. I hate the festiveness in holidays and what nots. And Birthdays..! They make me sad, and the make me cry and they make me miss home and evryone..so goddamn much! Ish..

Tmrw's gonna be a long day. Ive to park my arse down, and do sum serious muggin for SocialMed exam on Monday *sigh*

But now..rite now, just at this very moment ---> Im happy! I just am..!

Merry Christmas..!!!!

Wheeee....~! 

moo moo?

Not so Merry Christmas..

Posted by anandini at 09:56 PM on December 25, 2006.

Weather's too gloomy. Christmas, just like any other festivity..been pretty gloomy as well. Surprise.. surprise *rolls eyes*

The day's been filled with unpleasantness..

Social Med exam.. well, I sorta screwd that one up, on my own. So, no complaints there. It was somewhat.. well deserved, perhaps. So..yeahness.

Ive been tryin to call lovely people to wish them Merry Christmas.. and Skype's bein so pissy! Perfect timing, Id say.. At least, Unc Shan knew it ws me and hearin him go 'hellow...hellow' a thousand and twenty eight times, like a drunkard sailor, was consolation or somesort. Those other dumb Indonesian Maids on the other hand thought my call was some sorta extra-terrestrial signal from the martians *slaps forehead* So, being afraid, the only thing they did, was to hang up rite after hearin static...! Dumb imbeciles! Yeah, so I was left with just lame SMS to spread the Joy of Christmas.

Not so joyful..after all.

I feel, like Im bein taken for granted. I feel, u deem them more important, and much more prioritized than Im supposed to be. You've always promised,.. yet promises are always meant to be broken..arent they? And Im too afraid to say anything, for fear of wat has happend once. Which brings me back to the cuckooness of the Amazon..just a whole lot of unanswerable questions and unspokenable thoughts.

And havin to run to the toilet.. evry monosecond doesnt help!! IBS's gone really crazy..dammit!

*sigh*

Anne SMSed. Her SMS was so sweet, and it sorta gave me hope. 

Maybe Christmas' just all that crappy, coz Ive believe it to be such.. but then again, with the dose of crappyness Im gettin at today, Im not all that at fault, to be believin in dat way, rite? Or perhaps not..

Yes, I hate Festivity. Utterly hate them.

So, shoot me.

But I must say.. Im not usually all this bitter. Oh well.. 

I wish things cud be better. I know it will.. Anne told me so *hugs*

Merry  Christmas, Boo *squeeze*

moo moo?

Dammit!

Posted by anandini at 05:08 AM on December 26, 2006.

My winter jackets.. the ones Ive been wearin for abt 4years+, not one but several of them,... are now too big for me! Dammit!

Effin ironic, considerin how it had JUST started to snow *slaps forehead*

Yeah.. so I need a new winter Jacket. I told myself, Im done with investin into winter attire.. seein how tis will be my second last winter here. Dammit!

I so totally hate today.

Upper lip needs to be waxed. But, I assume.. Im over the top of my pain quota for the day.. for the week, for the month. Yes, definitely way over the top.. *sigh*

Never expected you, to do this to me. I thought... you'd be different.

I dun even wanna talk abt it,.. it literally kills. If only you knew.. but I guess, you'll never know.

I love u Baby..~ 

2 moo moo-ed

Moolahs...or Moolahs not?

Posted by anandini at 08:28 PM on December 27, 2006.

It's just unexplainable. Really.. It just happens. Somesorta blessin in disguise, I guess...

I need a new winter jacket.. it's cold, but not that it's all that cold. But I assume I look really stupid walkin arnd with a meer spring/autumn jacket!

Horlicks doesnt only taste good.. it smells simply yummy as well!

I suppose, tonite.. I can finally sleep. Like really really sleep..and not havin to wake up, at 1-2 hourly intervals.

It's not even January yet.. and Ive dug into January's monthly allowance, just a teeny weeny bit.. and I can so see myself, being utterly broke in the comin month! Yet, there's NewYear, and bein broke durin NewYear's gonna be ultimate shittyness! I should set up a fund... Keep Anan Living Fund, I'll donate 75% of it to the WHO or UNESCO, or somethin. 25% for me.. generous and thoughtful enough rite?

I need a new winter jacket. For that, I need more moolahs...*sigh* I dun even know where the money's gone to, Im so careful *I think* Yet, somehow.. there's always some big money suckin event in each month, and whooosh goes all the moolahs! Dammit...

Down 2 bottles of Brahma last nite... while cookin, hence bein before dinner. Empty stomach absorbs anything and evrythin at an accelerated pace. And psychostimulants hits the cortex, almost in an instant. But I still managed to cook, ate a whole lot, studied too... and sleep. Early of coz. Not that sleepin early made a whole lotta difference.. as I only literally slept at abt 6am. Oh well..

Ive gotta list down resolutions for the brand new '07! Some of which Im gonna keep, some of which Im gonna pretend Im gonna keep..and some, just for the sake of makin resolutions. Oh whheeeee-ness, sounds like a whole lotta bunny-pack of fun! *rolls eyes*

Oooh.. and I need a haircut. Haircut needs moolah. If no haircut, soon I'll have no hair. As hair's droppin, it's too long.. thus gravity pulls. Side-effect of the whole toxic thing Ive got. So, need a haircut. Keep Anan Livin Fund.. any takers? *big puppy eyes*

I wish I can magically make some moolah...*poof*abracadabra* appear, rite in my hands! I wont be needing much...just a tad bit would do.. really! At times like tis, is it evil to wish for someone to die, and leave me with a whole lotta moolahs... *prays*

My numero Uno...Jah, me luvs you. Today, and many more to come..many many more.

moo moo?

Happy Double-2 Dheepa...!

Posted by anandini at 08:58 PM on December 29, 2006.

Finally.. she's double-two! 28th December, short of just 3days before the year ends...!! Damn kesian, for havin to wait so long for a birthday!

Ms Dheepa Kuppusamy, had 3 birthday cakes this year...and 3 surprise parties! Indeed, a record.. Id say! One from her groupmates with a marble cheese cake, one with the roomie and lovely gila neighbours with an oreo cheesecake (which she's been hintin since the ice age!) and one, of the normal traditional 'whole-world' cake-cuttin session with friends and all, with a choco-butter cake with creamed cheese and white chocolate topping, which Rajiev baked in the shape of a bunny! Ahhahahahah..

The day ended, with the few us with dinner fr McDrive.. in Rajiev's room.

Hope she had a great, and memorable birthday...*hugs* Happy Birthday Girl!

Stupid people, made me sit in the toilet for 20mins, in the dark...!! Coz if I was sittin arnd in the room, Dheepa would make me open the door..which was not to happen. She had to open the door, so evryone cud defibrilate her cardiac muscles.. for the last surprise. They made me sit in the toilet for 20mins, coz geniuses forgot the candles

Yeah.. so dat was it.

Everytime I was talkin to the Boyfriend,.. and he'd ask, 'So, whats happenin for Dheepa's birthday..'  to which I'll answer, 'Yeah, it snowed today, it's frickin cold!' I couldnt tell him, coz Dheepa would be sittin rite in front of me...and the Boyfriend would ask, repeatedly.. and stil not get the hint *cekiks* Real blur case kotak..*hugs*

Oh well.. 

Me luvs ya, girl. Welcome to double-two! Start acting your age!!  

moo moo?