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Entries for November, 2006
November 1st, 2006
Post Halloween..
Posted by anandini at 10:44 PM on November 1, 2006.
You're so stupid
You. So stupid for being stupid. Like hellow...ish. You're just stupid la. So rectally stupid!! Ish..
The 'you' above refers to 3 different people. And no...you as YOU, do not know them.
*pissy session OVER*
Remember the whackd weather I mentioned we have here in Ukraine..yday it was frickin cold,..and today, it got warmer. Damn gila rite..
Campbell's mushroom soup for dinner..and garlic bread! Yummy..but Mum makes em better..
I want more Skype credit 
Oh..and Ive lost weight. Again
Ive got a case report to complete by Friday
The only thing Im happy about is for those few hours I spent with him..hhmmm. Miss him beribu-ribu lemon la.
Babez emailed me...was so surprised! But she made my day la. Glad evrythin's workin out so lovely for her...!! Am just so happy for her!!
Can you be dating someone,..and not be in love? Adrian said Im too jiwang to understand..but he's rite la. I am too jiwang..but then again, really ar? Can u date someoone, and not be in love?
November 2nd, 2006
LOVE
Posted by anandini at 01:07 AM on November 2, 2006.
I just watchd The Wedding Singer....
*sigh* Sappy movies aint good for the soul this time of the year...
And..Baby, I wanna grow old with u :D !!
Adrian loves Ananie!!!
Posted by anandini at 03:45 AM on November 2, 2006.
The Pakwe knows me too well..
He pimped my Friendster profile..and of all things, he STRAWBERRYrized it,..all one his own, witout even me knowing!!
He knows my every bit..
Yeah, lil things like this..not ur regular lovey-dovery act, yet these lil acts takes my breath away!
It may seem simple and juz a normal thing to ya'll..but it's cunted to me!
I was feelin so yucky and mucky..but now Im so goddamn happy!
I love you, Adrian...!!!
November 3rd, 2006
Real friends? True friends? What frickin friends?
Posted by anandini at 03:55 AM on November 3, 2006.
I think I was highly irritated today...more like, highly irritateable. Hhhmmm...
SLUT. Yes, you're a slut.
Finally dragged LaoLao to the polyclinic..and after evrything, now it's down to some neurological disorder. 5th year medical students, and we cant place a finger on wat she's having...and no, we aint dumb,..but rather, her symptoms are just out of the world. Just hope she gets better soon..
I want a hug.
Had McDs for dinner. Been wasting money all week long...at the rate Im goin, I think Im gonna end up eating grass in the weeks to come.
Hhhmmm....so sad.
Im invisible. And I guess it's about time I get used to it...coz things are never gonna get smooth btw us. So..yeah, I'll continue being invisible.
Baby..need you
Medical students are the worst patients. One whole bag of medication, but still refuse to be medicated! Seriously, wear ur underwear outside and be a superhero..and go save the world, and yourself *rolls eyes*
Do you think friends could ever be true? If you be loyal and nice to someone, is it supposed to reciprocate? Are true friends really for real? I guess they do..but perhaps not this one. Yeah,..hhmmm
Rajiev and Hypergal and Baby!! In no particular oder!!
Posted by anandini at 09:33 PM on November 3, 2006.
Today's been hilarious!!
Im happy today...I got my mornin kiss, and a nice dose of lovelynes, as soon as I opened my eyes to the new day!! I likey!!
Rajiev's so bubblegummish sentimental,..over his crashed PC!!
Rajiev's been saving money, and not eating like how he usually does..and been acting all weird. All of us have been left puzzled..and waitin to see wat it's all about!!
There was this one more thingy about Rajiev..about some miny and fruity chewing gum..but I cant remember la!! Aih..potong only la!!
Im being kutuk-ed for being too mushy..it's freakin me out too la! Im not mushy, but now Im TOO mushy!! But takpe la...he's worth it. So mushy ke, too mushy ke...jadi la anything! Coz Ive got THE one!!
Adrian got hit on by a..er, how do I say this without being killed...he got hit on by a weird gender. AHahahhhaha..ok, go figure it out! Sorry la B,..damn funny la!!!
I was lookin hard into the mirror last nite,..and I dunno if its just me being paranoid, or it is for real..but I sense it getting bigger. Like so much more bigger..hhmmm. Pretty scary,..but then agian, my angels up above will look after me, somehow..someway.
Im hooked on Nestle's Sensasi's!!! One packet's 1.60grv..ervyday I'll at least get 2 packets, at the least la..5packets at the most!! Im so gonna end up eating grass la..
Read the comments to my previou entries...damn whackd! Girl, you rock la!! In a very accentric way, but you rock!! ahahahaah..dun kembang all dat much ok!
Yeah..Im lovin my life, Im livin it..and I think Im gonna do just fine. *grins*
November 5th, 2006
Posted by anandini at 04:53 AM on November 5, 2006.
Today I died. Literally...
Ok..so I thought I died, but I dint.
But I almost did.
Will elaborate, and explain...tmrw.
And so it was..
Posted by anandini at 11:42 PM on November 5, 2006.
It was like bein on an acid trip...
Or somesort...
Pulse was crazy at 140/min..feelin dizzy as hell..couldnt even walk..tried to sleep, but heartbeat was too noisy, thumping away..at least, it wasnt so difficult to breathe.
Eve came..and made me take Valeriana, and I konk-ed out. Woke up arnd 9pm.
Was indeed pretty scary. No, it WAS very scary. And it was new, Ive never experienced anythin like it before,..post-diagnosis.
Well, Im alive. So..yeah, nevermind.
Wish I was home.. being sick, and being far away from home is shitty. Yes, Im pampered..so, shoot me.
Tmrw's the last day for Onco..Hosp Peds next. Shitty, coz it's gonna be in one ulu, damn far away hosp.
Oh..and it snowed. It's not time for it to snow yet..but it snowed.
I want him here..I wish he was here. But he isnt
November 6th, 2006
Alligator tears..from Zeus
Posted by anandini at 06:33 PM on November 6, 2006.
The rain was so gila babi today!! The wind was so goddamn ganas!! It was literally possessed or somesort..ice cold rain was dartin from above, from the front, from the sides...from below (???)..ahahahhah!! My stupid cacat-fied red umbrella kept gettin flicked inside out, and my shoes were soakin wet!! Got so fed-up, I shut the umbrella, and strided thru the ganas rain, avoidin puddles and all..like a champion, witout the goddamn red umbrella, which was pissing me off!!
Stupid rain.
Was so semangatly determined to go for my Forensic Med and Ophtal Lect..but now, thought against it.
Stupid ganas rain!
Yes, Im spoilt. I must live in comfort all my life!!
Onco ended. Was ok la the whole cycle..Hosp Peds up next. Aint all that lovely, coz for the next 7 days, we've gotta wake up super early, to get to the as-far-as-the-moon hosp..in time for our 8am class! *slaps forehead* dammit!
A someone someone I know is gonna attempt a lapdance to ace her 14th Novermber paper!! AHahahahah....red thongs!! Ahahahah....
Ok....laughin fit over.
I miss Adrian. So much! 
Oh,..speakin of Adrian. The other nite, I dreamt I had brain cancer *not jinxin it,..Im not gonna get brain cancer!!*..and I was in the hosp and all. And I called Adrian to inform him, but he dint wanna layan my call..coz he was busy FISHING!!!Ahahaahhah...eerie, and bizzare all in one!! Knowing Adrian, he'll probably hop onto the next Apollo, if he was stranded on the moon..just to get to me ASAP-ish!! :D Coz he loves me 
Rajiev the Rat's in this whole sentimental phase. AGAIN!! AHahaahah...
Im better today,..it's pretty obvious aint it. But, still slightly dyspnoeic. It'll pass..no worries.
Hot choc..and the whole 1st Season of Nip Tuck!! Wheee....oh the drama and the screwin arnd! Plastic Surgeon anyone?
November 8th, 2006
RIP
Posted by anandini at 12:47 AM on November 8, 2006.
Why does it have to rain? Over the past few years, past 5 years to be exact, it has never rained like gila babi like this?!?! It's just too much rain this time arnd, a whole lot more..!!
Last I heard, KL's flooded and all. Wat's new? Greedy ass-smacked politicians, they preach more than they can handle.
Oooh, Ive finished the whole 1st Season of NipTuck! Damn...Christian Troy,...ahem, Dr. Christian Troy for u,..is so goddamn yummylicous. Yet, it's such a turn off dat he sleeps with almost half the population of North Pole, and South Africa combine! Ish..but, I'd still say he's cute la! And the whole Sean-Julia issue *sigh* so damn sad, wei...
Season 2..Eve, quick!!! Me want!!!
So, Hosp Peds started today. We waited for 40mins for a ride to Titova, in the frickin frickin frickin cold..and we ended up takin a cab instead! We got some dumbass-Im-oh-so-great to teach us Neonatalogy. He's from Pakistan, studied in CSMU as well some thousand and twenty eight years ago..and is so frickin full of himself!! Like, hellow...u're just a foreigner just like all of us, and that does not give u rights to be all mighty and all. Dumbass!
*pissyness out*
We'll be havin thosai and sardine curry for dinner. Yummyness!!
Dad mentioned today that sum guy who stays some 2 doors away from my house kicked the bucket today. I got so sad, to the fact dat Ive been away from home all these years, for too long...that I dun even know my neighbours anymore. Yes, I had not the slightest clue of the man Dad was talkin abt. Sad, huh..
Adrian'll be comin online!! Wheee...cant wait!! Cant wait!! It has been so long..3days actually *grins*
Me happy today!
November 9th, 2006
Adrian's my sunshine..
Posted by anandini at 02:18 AM on November 9, 2006.
So, the rain wasnt all that ganas-fied today..just a slight drizzle, wasnt so bad, somehow managed! Hope it gets better..
Ive got a BAFA for a Peds teacher! Seriously, he's so full of himself, and he's such a pain on the left cheek!! He doesnt bother tryin to understand a question, gets all pissy instead..then throws nasty remarks upon students, in this case being me..and then go on thru out the day happily, evilly pickin on me! Of coz dat was becoz I kept cursin him under my breath, and he must have heard it. I dun care..screw tomatoes if he was my teacher, some doctor or some crap. He's nothin but a piece of horse crap to me. Yes, I curse a lot when Im pissy! Dammit!! 6 more days of Hosp Peds!! Arrrghhhh..!
*calmin down*
Calmed.
Skype credit. Finally..!!! It made my day. Immediately called home, and spoke to Mum for 30 over mins!! Haih,..does wonders to a shitty day! I love my Mummy!!
Im eatin too much chocs...! Not worried abt the whole nutritional FDA requirements and all..but it's burnin a whole in my bank account!! Koyak u knw..chocs are so expensive!! Okla, they arent really expensive..but it somehow becomes expensive, if u tend to buy a whole lot of em, in one day!! Yikes..
One ice-cold bottle of Brahma in the fridge...kinda need it today. Damn pissed over frickin BAFA dude!
I want more Mee Sedaap..finished. All habis edi!! But soon, in 2 months time..! I'll have a whole lotta Mee Sedaap!
Adrian's crazy over Dick Tracy 0_o
I had a huge life size Dick Tracy cardboard poster in my room!!
Me loves Adrian. He makes me feel so much better..! He's had such a long day at work and the whole average 26 yr old responsible person issues and all...but he still took time off, for me..to comfort my pissyness and make me all happy again. He's simply magical. Really.
Rajiev and Harry had to whole 'Freaky Friday' do thingy..ahahahah. Though we dont really know when it happend, we just chose Friday juz so it rhymes!! Yeah, so Rajiev's soul is locked in Harry's material body, and vice versa!! No, for real..really.
Pretty scary to think dat we're 5th year clinical medical students. 0_o
Random thoughts...
What do u usually do when u're in a lift, filled with people u dun knw? I stare at the buttons, waitin for them to come alive. Its pretty cool. Wat do u do?
November 10th, 2006
All's nice..and Elaine gets older!
Posted by anandini at 03:50 AM on November 10, 2006.
Today has been lovely...real pretty and all.
Weather was fine, no rain..and it wasnt so cold. Not all that sunshiny as well, but it was bearable, unlike the past few day. It was simply fine.
Then,..shockeningly, the dude I was rantin abt yday,.. d same dude who pissed me off so bad yday..yeah BAFA, he was kinda ok today. Sorta mellowed down on his sarcasm and dumb remarks, and he too was bearable, surprisingly! It was somehow..ok.
We took a cab to class today. It was somehow comparatively cheap, than it usually was. And we sorta made a deal with him, to come pick us up evrymornin to get to class...so now we can get up a lil later, ride comfortably to class all warm and comfy..and dun have to rush with evryone else to fit into the always-squashed-sapiens-packed mashruts!! Nice eh..
Oh...and we just came bck from dinner..the ever so satisfying Bogdan!! Bogdan's good, though their portions are sorta smaller now, yet at the same price! Was supposed to snap a picture but was distracted when the food arrived..!
Yeah..2nd Season of NipTuck!! In my possesion!!! But too busy...*sigh* have to wait for the weekend, which starts tmrw!!! *claps*
Now, not only Mum's all worried abt things..I learnt today that my grandma's been all worried as well *sigh*
Yeah..speakin of dat. It disturbs me somehow dat it has gotten so big, that today even BAFA noticed it..out of the blue, durin class, he suddenly stopped a discussion, and turned to me..just to ask if there was anything wrong with my thyroid *sigh*
I started this post feeling all happy...how come its startin to sound really sad, eh..
Harry and LaoLao..with bandaids!! Sakit on the jari..but it was as though she was having a C-Section!!!
So anyway...LaoLao's pain tolerance is ultimately worse than mine!! She sorta almost chopped off two of her fingers last nite..and she's so cannot tahan the pain!! Harry had to apply those band-aids on her finger, and even that was so difficult!! Ahahahaa...real cekodok la!
Oh yeah..today is Elaine Tan Su Lee's birthday!! Happy Birthday girl..!! *muaks*hugs*
Ok..gotta study. But so lazy, coz stomach so full. Need to study, ar?
Baby, I love u..!!!
November 13th, 2006
Oh so becoz..
Posted by anandini at 04:22 AM on November 13, 2006.
What is the reason?
I wish I knew....
Really...why?
Sakit, y'knw...
Being sick is sickening..
Posted by anandini at 04:42 AM on November 13, 2006.
Soul's been to visits the dugongs and back. Been walkin arnd lifeless lately..glial cells synapsing at cross-junctions..and choosing the wrong turning.
Too much has been happenin...both for me, and for dear ones arnd.
Ive a friend. Two of them actually..in a way. 2 very close friends.
One..lost her good friend. Since Im far away, thus this other friend's been there for her at times when I simply couldnt. This other friend, walked past Pearly Gates, of SLE. Thus, my friend's...been's feelin really down. Her daughter's been wiping her tears. And she SMSed me, pourin it all out..and there's hardly much I could do. She's being medicated for psychoemotional disorders as well, so this just adds more sakitness. Pretty crappy..
Two..gone biserk. She's goin thru a lot, things she never knew arise. Things which made her re-evaluate her thoughts, made her fear the future, and thus throwin her into one super cracked nervous breakdown. Gettin too intoxicated, crying a whole lot, trashing all apetite for food,..and simply walkin arnd tagging that big black cloud around. Aint a pretty sight. She even hurts herself..emotionally and physically. I wish I could be there for her...but even I dun understand the basis of her crap. So how?
*sigh*
2 very close friends. One of em, closer than just close.
Seasonal Migraine. It had to be that, as the chocs and coffee been fine all these while. Threw up, pulsating-throbbing mati-like headache..!! After so long, it was pretty nightmare-ish..hhmmmm
Bein sick all weekend is pretty shitty.
Esp when u feel so far and so shitty as well...
Pretty crappy.
Callin home..always is the BESTest medicine. It cures anything...really. Just talkin to them made me feel so good,..and so loved.
Evrything's questionable now. Really...and it makes me really afraid.
No more BAFA tmrw. But then again, BAFA's not been so bad lately..
Disregarded. Inevident..ignored. Perhaps not...
I love you, Baby..
November 14th, 2006
It must have been...
Posted by anandini at 03:48 AM on November 14, 2006.
Im speechless. Really
Just know, I'll stand by always..
Wish things cud be better...
Migraine's still lingering..sickeningly whacked.
But then again..aint evrything else screwd as well?
Yeah..I'll stand by always..
November 17th, 2006
Say a lil prayer..
Posted by anandini at 12:03 AM on November 17, 2006.
Over 10liters of fluid. From her peritoneal cavity alone..!! Once opened up, there were more,..in her mediastinal and pleural cavities as well..!! To think that she walked around with all that weight?!!?
Yeah..Forensic Med. Today we witnessed our first autopsy. And it stank like hell!! Even hours after class, evrywhere I turned to, i cud somehow smell the stinkyness..worse part being, I can even taste it in my mouth!! And my clothes and labcoat stinks as well..!! Damn shitty..
So now, after 5years of living beside the morgue, did we find out how sickeningly eerie it is. Its corridors were filled with bodies, on the floor..one on top the other. Unclaimed, I suppose. Had goosebumps just by walking past those.
Freaky. Really..today, while cuttin her up, the door just flung open. By its own. No one did it. It just opened...as though it was the lady's soul walkin in. Yeah, freaky.
I would have posted up pictures. But what if she haunts me? Plus, according to the Ukrian Law, I could be fined 1700grvs and/or jailed for 3 years. Id rather not.
I just hope we wont be doin anythin on some really putrified body,..filled with maggots and wat nots. Im not strong enough for those, really.
So, that's Forensic Med. Cool and all,..but gross. Just a matter of getting used to it, I guess. Yeah..and my appetite for food, has gone 7and a half feet under.
Yups.
So..hhmmm. I wanna talk about it. I wanna spill all that Im feeling now, and seek comfort...but I cant. More like, I shouldnt. Hhhmmm...yeah, it must have been pretty obvious, all the crappyness happenin arnd me lately. My mood swings couldnt have been any more apparent. I wish it'll get all smooth and better soon. It just hurts too much. I know Im stronger than this, I know Im expected to be wiser than this..and I know Im supposed to be able to understand shit and all. But there's just too much a girl could handle, and it has now reach the 'over too much' quota.
I never knew the force of it. It makes me cry almost all the time, definitely evry nite. It robs me of my appetite, thus causin me to loose more weight, which is all the more effed up. It's the rationale behind all my bitchy mood swings,..I miss laughing, to myself and at evrything else. It deprives me of the normal fizz Ive always felt..my motivation to go on, a day at a time. It simply took away the immaculate meaning,..of evrything.
A lifeless body. Cranberries crooned it rite...Zombies. They prolly thought of me. Or maybe not.
Never knew of it's ability. Never knew it could cause me this much. Never knew I could be this depended,..on just an emotion.
I guess...Ive spilled my guts. Sorta...at least.
That aside.
To make matters worse, evryone else around is so pissy as well. But then again, being Au'SOveriegn 'De Pissyness..it hardly allows me any rights to complain, eh.
I wanna visit the zoo. Really..when was the last time you visited Zoo Negara? It may be crappy and yucky and all..but I wanna say hi to the elephants.. I wanna pat the giraffes, if it gets really close... I wanna smile at the hippos. I wanna visit the zoo. Next time Im down for hols, Im goin to the Zoo. I want Zoo Negara..yes, the one in Ampang.. I've pictures from my childhood of happy times at the zoo. Yeah..Im dragging the Boyfriend to the zoo, comin summer. And go on those monorail rides.
I feel better,..just thinkin abt the zoo.
I just topped my Skype account..and in to time, Im gonna start grumbling about not having credit anymore. Happenin real soon...too soon.
Im glad Ive certain great friends. Just a handful...beats havin a troop of just mere friends. I have a handful of GREAT friends. *winks* Its nicer.
So..yeah.
I feel like ranting.
When I have my own place, I wanna paint my walls maroon. And have the kitchen orange. Both, with black on the bottom. Nice. I wanna have my bedroom like Christian Troy's...with the huge see thru bathroom wall. Its not for kinkyness...it's just pretty. Really.
Oh..and Hailey James Scott and Nathan Scott from One Tree Hill, make me cry, and feel all warm and fuzzy.
I cant wait for tmrw. Hopefully Friday brings happiness. I dun wanna put my hopes up too high, coz it always crashes...and makes me even more sad. So, yeah..just wishing upon the stars. But really..it's about time.
I love you, Baby. Wish you were here..your hugs comfort me. And the way you hold me close and wipe my tears away, rids all my sadness. *sigh*
Oh well.
I wish LimeWire would speed up download 3rd Season of NipTuck!
Today, while walkin back from lecture..someone someone (I cant say who, it wouldnt be rite) said my ass has shrunk. And Ive lost weight. More weight. Under normal circumstances, Id be happy to hear that. But now, more weight loss kinda freaks me out. Im gonna eat more chocs,..and cheese. And drink lots milk. Im gonna eat...
November 18th, 2006
Intercoastal muscles..look like flakes of tuna.
Posted by anandini at 05:38 AM on November 18, 2006.
The brains looked and felt like tofu. And I disected too deep, sliced rite thru the 4th ventricles. Open book method, of brain autopsy. Was pretty cool.
Yeah..we did the autopsy this time. The body wasnt putrified, and dint stink as bad as the one yesterday did.
Ambulatory diagnosed GIT bleeding,... so imagine the mystery when there werent a single trace of blood/ulcer in her entire digestive tract. Though the Meckel's diverticulum was pretty cool.
Yeah..autopsy was pretty cool today.
As soon as I got bck,.. had a complete asepsis done! But I could still smell it evrywhere I turned too,...and I nearly threw up eatin my tuna sandwich. It looked like intercoastal muscles. Seriously..
A 2yr formalin soaked cadevar is always better..than havin a fresh body. Anyday.
First thing Mum asked when she found out abt today was...if I wore gloves! ahahaah....yeah, durin our 1st 2years, there were times we dint bother with the gloves. Those were bloodless cadevars. Soaked for a minimum or 2years in formalin. Vast difference.
Dinner sorta went down well. Up until, Eve started talkin abt Forensic Med... 0_o
Yeah..so.
Things are getting better. I think. It is, I guess. Some sort.
Ive this cravin for a cold bottle of Brahma. But heart's racing to the moon..so, hmmm. Pretty shitty.
Im glad for certain friends, they make me happy. A few from back home, and a coupla those here. But at the same time, there are few I wished we never got all those close.
Oh well.
Oooh...and I just found another thani kaki! A lovely one, one whom Ive been wishin she drinks..all these time! Well...sorta. So yeah...nice.
I wish I had some strawberry ice cream..and some whipped cream. Over A&W's waffles. *sigh*
I wish upon a sunflower. Yeah...I want.
I love you, Pakwe. You're damn BOOsuk. But me loves you, still.
November 19th, 2006
Wheeee..crazy excessive high on Happyness! Really..
Posted by anandini at 01:50 AM on November 19, 2006.
*grins*
Like a fat kid who loves cake...given a 7 and a half tier choc black forest. Ecstatic.
Yeah...one of those days, you start the day bubbly,bouncin of the walls. And the spark fizzles all thru the day *claps*
Woke up, and made breakfast! Yeah, Im amazed myself. Fried two eggs, had some toast with cheese and of coz, yummy jasmine green tea. With 4 tabs of Carbimazoles and 25mg of Metaprolol, evidently.
And then, the Boyfriend parks his lovely ass for solid 3 hours, chatting *grins* Yes, he devoted the whole evening to me, no interuptions. He's the bestest! *CLAPS*
Mummy msged to ask how was the body we cut up today. Somehow slipped her mind, there aint class today being Saturday! Then she tried makin me green-eyed, sayin that Dad's blanja-ing dinner at Sheraton's. I replied, told her he's the bestest husband, coz he's my Daddy..and that the Boyfriend's gonna be MY bestest husband as well, when the time comes. Mummy dint reply..!! See what excessive blissful contentness does,..it freaks Mum's out and turns you to one super jiwang person 0_o
Took advantage of the excess gembira dose, and sent smileys to friends Ive not said hi in a very long time,...on Friendster. Yeah, so Im sentimental. *grins* I dont care..!!
Oooh...I miss the Boyfriend. Buckets.
Im back. To smiling, and being all bubbly..and laughing. I miss laughing, really. Wah..Im bck!
Oooh..Im hooked to the OST of Save the Last Dance, 1 AND 2. Chaka Demus and Pliers' Murder She Wrote, is just so good. Makes me jiggle and wiggle and twiggle! Another song which's been on repeat is Blue Suede's Hooked On A Feeling,..yeah, think that dancing baby lil thing, from Alley McBeal?! Yeah, dats the one!
Oooh..and I want it to snow. Just for one day, then vanish! Coz I want new snowy pictures *grins*
Oh..and laugh at this.
Oooh...the boyfriend got stuck on the highway, on the way back. Ran outa fuel, and too make matters worse, phone batt died *sigh* Wonder how he got bck, I'll knw the full story, tmrw. Poor thing *kisses forehead*
Neapold for dinner *claps* and ice cold Brahma *claps*
Im happy. And I likey.
Til the very last beat, the love never fades. As you'd always say..all around the world and back. I love you, Adrian. *ngap*
Still Happy!
Posted by anandini at 11:28 PM on November 19, 2006.
Im happy still.
Happier now,..Just spoke to Mum&Dad, and the Boyfriend *wheee*
Dad and I were laughin away at Mum's ChickenRice phobia..! Mum was tellin me abt her 5yr olds who cried on stage, during their recent concert! And all that sweet lovin from the Boyfriend...aaah, this is life, ya'll.
Im just hungry now. Otherwise, all else wud be simply perfect.
Oh..I made breakfast this mornin as well. Now Im startin to freak myself to nuts. But then again, today ws the malas version of bfast...tomyam Maggi *grins* Its still breakfast! Of coz, with 4 tabs of Carbimazole and the oh so faithful 25mg of Metaprolol.
Difference being, today it did no good. Coz..well, I had some coffee.
*sigh* Yeah, I knw. Shoot me.
Damn pathetic la. Coffee kills me. How frickin sad is dat.
Been one week, craving for coffee went to deaf ears (and ever-growin thyroid gland!). Today, somehow screwd it,..made on mug of yummy coffee...and died, after that. Heart ws racin to pluto, and planets yang sewaktu denganya. Dammit la...
Maybe next time, Id take some more Metaprolol, block kau kau all those adrenoreceptors, then indulge in coffee.
Sounds like it might work, eh. Might.
Oooh...Im happy! Like Happy-Tree-Friends-Bunny-ish Happy!!!
If only my heart'll stop racing.
November 22nd, 2006
Happy Birthday Raynee!!
Posted by anandini at 04:56 AM on November 22, 2006.
Dead.
So damn tired.
Final autopsy today. Male victim, alcohol poisoning...fler had an extra weird chamber in his abdominal cavity. Walls were partly peritoneum,..regular normal anatomy is without this mentioned cavity. So, yeah..once again we were puzzled. Was pretty cool, though.
Raynee's 21st Birthday!! She walked in while evyrthin was bein set up...for her very own surprise party!! Ahahahah...and still had no clue!!!
So cute la that girl..!
On a different note...Ive been swarmed with people who's been talkin too much..yak,yak,yak. On and on and on...even when I had that I-cant-talk-now-loads-to-do expression on my face all along...or maybe the expression dint work. Hhhmm...gotta work on dat.
*sigh*
Almost midnite,..and tons to study for tmrw. The whole of Forensic Toxicology. 80 over pages...*die*
How'd you politely decline someone's hyperness over somethin...when it's 129% unrelated? Stuff a sponge into his oral orifice? Dammit...
Hhhmm...miss the Boyfriend. So much.
No coffee,..no runnin arnd,..no psycho-emotional stress,..no any provoking factors. Yet the symptoms are back..aggressive than ever. *sigh* I juz wanna breathe normally,..and not feel like a frickin invalid *sigh*
Oh well.
November 23rd, 2006
Eve's a dumb dumb!
Posted by anandini at 12:34 AM on November 23, 2006.
High School Musical.
Ready?
EEeeeeuwwwwwww!!!!!!
Yeah, gag reflex on super high. Too traumatized to talk abt it...
Ok, fine..maybe Im exaggeratin a tad bit. But seriously, the movie's so sloppy-jello-ish!
Ok, dat aside.
Oh yeah..Eve wore her shirt inside out today. I shud have taken a picture la :p Good thing we med students wear a long white labcoat, all day!
Oooh..I think Im gonna be sick. Pre-gastroenteritis. Y'knw the yucky fermentative taste u get when u burp, which makes u wanna throw up? [check] What cud hv caused it? Damn!
I miss the Boyfriend
November 27th, 2006
27th..lovely.
Posted by anandini at 09:17 PM on November 27, 2006.
I think I had the crazyiest weekend, ever.
Nope. Not the one involvin buckets of alco, chocolate sauce and hunky Italian men. Although that would hv been nice *winks*
But it was crazy on a whole different level. Seriously.
I tried. I wonder if it worked. I tried to be strong, I wonder if I really was. I felt helpless and lousy. I prayed, a lot! I waited patiently, and anxiously. I loved. And I'll always love.
Oooh...and I went missing! Yeah, was too much to handle. Lacrimal ducts was on auto pilot. Saturday mornin, and Anan was no where to be found, and amazingly not even in bed still! I was walkin arnd in the park. Almost got lost though. Just sat by the lake, looking at the duckies and the birdies, and ervything pretty around. And did a lot of thinking. And praying.
Pretty lake, aint it. Soothin as well.
Thank you. I really appreciated it. Ya'll were there for me. Throwin a mini-search party,thank you. I dint mean to worry ya'll, I just needed time alone. Walkin out all the way to come find me by the lake, thank you. All the calls, and offerin me a shoulder to cry on, thank you. Sendin me cutesy msges at 1am, to somehow make me feel better, thank you. I would have crumbled into pieces, if I had not had ya'll around.
So drama eh. Yeah, I know!!! And pretty damn unlike Anan-ish!
I just wish things cud be better, and the whole phase will slide along. I want evryone to stop botherin ur life, and give u some space to live as well. I want you to be able to accomplish things YOU want, instead. I want all those people to stop saying mean and jahat things to you. I wanna be there for you.
Oh well...*sigh*
Today's the 27th. Im glad the magicalness of the 27th sparkled still, and Im true to say it'll sparkle forever. I love the 27th of ervy month. It reminds me of somethin so wonderful and lovely. And Shakey's *grins*
Today Forensic Med ended. Exam was crazy, but somewhat bearable. SOMEWHAT. LiYun helped me a whole lot! As I hardly got much studyin done. Hopefully all of us passed!!
Mummy's goin to Bangkok soon! I hope she buys me pretty stuffs!
I was reading all the testimonials on Friendster and felt so nostalgic. Damn, the sentimentalness' too much to handle at times!
Damn stupid flu..runny nose and sore throat!! So annoying!!
Ooh..and Ive been watchin Supernatural. Gosh, its freaky as flyin cows! I'll get so scared, but watch it still..then scream a whole lot! Er...yeah, some sort.
And I had nightmares last nite. Dreamt I was writtin autopsy reports of people I love. Family and the Boyfriend and friends. Damn freaky, and disturbin as hell. The Boyfriend said, it's just a dream. And yeah, so it's just a dream.
Opthalmology next. Not in campus anymore, but the hosp's not so far either. So, aint all that bad.
*hugs* I love u, Baby! Happy 27th!
November 28th, 2006
The Boyfriend..*ngap*
Posted by anandini at 01:53 AM on November 28, 2006.
Stuffy nose...sandpaperish throat...rhinorrhea...sneezing away...cough...teary eyes!!
But, spirits still high...coz Im happy!!! Its not over, all's still happenin, but at least it's a tad better...*hugs*
The Boyfriend paksa-rela me to drink some ginger tea..it clears stuffy nose, and thus I dun have to sound like a nerdy Donald Duck. But damn leceh..must look for the ginger in the fridge, then must cut it, must peel it, then must wash..then must hancurfy it. Then must make tea..which is gonna be a problem, coz all my tea's flavoured!!
So, I asked the Boyfriend, 'Jasmine Green tea, can or not?'
'Cannot!!!'
Aiyoh...~!
But sorry la Baby, no choice. Im drinkin my tea now, panas panas..but its Jasmine Green Tea la. Im sick la Boo, excuseable la if dun wanna go thru all the trouble to make ginger tea, rite?
If u were here....ahhh, then different story *grins*
*hugs*
So, the Boyfriend accidently called my Mum today. His phone was in the pocket, and silly Boyfriend forget to lock the keypad, so it happily dialed my Mum's number. Dunno how the call ended, but Mummy dearest called the Boyfriend back.
'Hellow..'
'Hi..'
'Who am I speakin to..?'
'Its me..Malika'
'Eeerrr..which Malika?' *slaps forehead*
' Anandini's [YOUR GIRLFRIEND's] Mummy'
'Oh my god..!!! heehehhe..Hi aunty, how are you?!'
Gone la. Jatuh saham,....but so funny la!! Silly Boyfriend.
Feel like cuttin the nose off. Then I smell thru two holes on the front of my face. Eh..cool wat?~
I miss the Boyfriend *hugs*
November 30th, 2006
No, it's not you.
Posted by anandini at 04:18 AM on November 30, 2006.
Im tryin. Really,...tryin really hard.
One, two buckle my shoe....
Not worth it. Really...
Being sick.. worrying sick... and on top of that, being pissy, aint such a lovely combo.
I dont mind the worrying part, it's an inevitable part of me.
But the pissy part.. that's different. Coz, it aint worth it. Really.
Dun judge the above mentioned, without lookin at its meanin first.
It shudnt have happened. I wish it dint take place. I wish things were as they were. It shudnt have,...just simply shudnt have happened.
Im just glad, thoughts of the Boyfriend keeps me strong. That's the one thing which helps me pull thru my daily dose of crap.
I love you, Baby..*hugs*
December 1st, 2006
Bright Yellow Daisy..
Posted by anandini at 03:49 AM on December 1, 2006.
One of those days...when evrything's a pretty yellow daisy!
Despite the stubborn flu, which is gettin better by the way.. despite the hecticness,... desite the cold-chilly-ness btw you and I,... despite the fact that Im broke, but money's there still, somehow... yeah, despite all this crappogenesis,.. I feel happy.
Coz I started my day, with a 20min conversation with the Boyfriend *grins* at 6am in the morning!
Forensics... dats finally over. Thought it wouldnt go too well, but somehow twisted fate and all, it turned out well. Belalang superhero powers, perhaps?
Oooh..Sweet thing LekhaLekha's goin by the name Jane Charmaine Walker...It's on her MSN... ahahahhah. So cute la dat sweet thing. She hardly wins when we play Uno, but that day..she sapu-ed all our kopeks when we gambled with Uno!! Ahahahah...
Been out of Metaprolol since Sunday. First few days, it was tolerable. But now, it's taking its toll on me. Breathlessness' bck. Cant even climb up two flights of stairs
Dad's been makin fun of Mummy, who's obsessed over bedsheets! She's goin to Bangkok sometimes early December..and her main aim's to get pretty Bedsheets! Ahahahah...Today, in Dad's email, one line tickled me so much, I was giggling all day thinking abt it.. Dad said that tmrw he's on leave to...'take the Big Baby to the Immigration Office to renew her passport, so she can go to Bangkok, and buy all the bedsheets she lays her eyes,hands..and my money on!' Ahahahaha..so cute la those two! *hugs*
The Boyfriend sounds so silly when he's stoned. Talking gibberish, and being so cutesy.
Oooh..501-ers, hear me..hear me!! Y'knw our handsome (ok, not so..but boleh la) kacak friend who's single and all, and who had this girl smile at him that fine day? Hheheheheh...it COULD really be that girl!! Details, tmrw!! Muahahhhah....
So, today's my chill out day. It's the eve of the weekend...and I dun feel like doing anything. I'll study a lil, but that's about it. Im gonna juz chill...
Coz Im happy!!!
I love you, Baby. Oooh..and dat sms you sent me abt you merajuking and dat something something..heheheeh, Im SSOOOO gonna use it against you, one fine day! You dug your very own cute lil grave! Ahahahaha...*hugs* Love you, Boo.
