Crappyness...

Posted by anandini at 12:17 AM on September 13, 2006.

Yeah...so Im bck. Ive got lots to say....but lemme catch my breath first.

Mean time...mega Hola to all!

Missing home to nuts,..family, Him, friends and all. The food.

Haih....

Gettin over it, getting there....just at a very decelerated pace this time arnd.

Rite...updates to come, soon. When Im feelin a lil more better, happier and all. I dun wanna sound way to depressed on my very first post after a super long hiatus...and chase all those lovely lollies away.

So, yeah...soon. Ive really got much to say.

Ta...~!

moo moo?

And the summer it was...

Posted by anandini at 11:16 PM on September 14, 2006.

And so...

The summer it was! I'd say it was the bestest ever..and at the same time, the worst shit-tee-est ever! Yet, despite it all....no regrets. Truly!

Things at home were here and there..Surprised Dad n Mum by arriving home a day earlier,..Babez, the Darling she was, picked me up at the airport and off we went with one mumbo scheme, to Dad's office,..threw him offguard, he was literally stunned for a whole 12 and a 1/2 secs! Then dragged Mum over, and she was too stunned, dat she started crying and wailing...of joy I assume! Then few weeks I was back, and Dad decided to have some lil remodeling done arnd the house. Extended the hall, changed the tiles..the worst was the plaster ceiling thingy!! Damn, the house was like some cement quary..!! And after it all, he decided to paint the walls yellow...BRIGHT yellow! We had some left over paint frm the time before,..some left over blue paint. So after some massive brainstorming, Dad wanted to mix the yellow (BRIGHT LEMONISH yellow!!) wit the blue and do the dining room wit it. For the colour-orientatedly challanged...yellow+blue=GREEN!!!!! *slaps head* I gave up, almost convincing them to get some fishes and butterflies to be pasted on the walls, to make it even more kindergarten-ish while they were at it....But thank lovely sunflowers, Babez came to the rescue, and somehow managed to juz have the dining in some light shade of yellow!

Ok..ok. Dat apart.

Then, there were the crazy parties we had at home, among the clan! Gosh,..there's just a whole lot to say about. I'll just say, it was really whacked up, topped wit juz a pinch of cuckooness, and evrything lovely! Lotsa food + lotsa alco + loud intoxicatin musixc + one crazee bunch of people + nite being themed 'Beach Samba' = whoooaaaaa!!!!Aahh, I love my family,...cousins, aunts, uncles  and all!

Then..came the day I was labelled as an 'Invalid'. Yeah,..had some serious issues concerning my health. Which is still pretty much serious til now. It got better, but somehow the weather here's making it all pissed cuckoo again. Crap. When I first heard my diagnose, I freaked out. I knew of the consequences, I knew of it all...pretty well. Oh well, life goes on. So, wats crappy about being drugged for the next 18months or so...I'll come out juz fine, somehow, nevertheless.

Things at home were somehow see-saw-ed...but we shall just leave all those unsaid.

Then,..there were all those times wit Him. Adrian Elijah Manuel. My...just talkin about him brings this lump in my throat. Yes, Im sappy...and yes, I freakin miss him a whole lot. *sigh* All those times,....will always be cherished. We've brought each other home,...both families are getting the hang of it. Best of all, my Dad's getting in terms wit it all. I simply cannot ask for more. Im just so glad for dat alone. *hugs* I love you, Baby...*muakz* It hurts so freakin much, being away frm u. But the times we spent... One day, 'one day boo'...one day, it'll be all us!

Oh well....*swallows lump*

There's just so much to say about summer hols.....haih, its never enough.

Its was harder to leave this time around....for the obvious reasons. Was really depressing being back here. I repeatedly questioned my decisions....but somehow, Im gonna get it done. Reach the stars...and shine!

So,..back to classes. 90mg of Carbemazole, and 50mg of Metaprolol daily....being all loved, feeling all loved..hopefully dat'll keep me goin.

Yes..as you may have noticed by now..Im drifting into a super high sappy-emo mode,..so I shall be off now.

Ouch.

Oh well....

Off to dinner...

moo moo?

Back to pluckin yellow daisies...

Posted by anandini at 03:32 AM on September 15, 2006.

So,..social calendar's already all filled up. At least for a solid one month from now. Just gotta keep a very stern reminder..to take it easy, to walk and not run, and to not talk too much. Hopefully, things wont be so hard for me then.

Its 10.30pm, and Im so sleepy. Pissing me off on how my biological clock is goin nuts,..it doesnt usually take this long to aclimitize.

My T4s are also on some mardi gras hoo-haa....they're killing me, its literally killing me. It was ok last nite and the whole of today. Now, its slowly goin downhill. Crap.

For once, just for a short while...10mins at least, I just wanna breathe like any other normal person. Its so shitty...!

I miss u B...

Gonna drown it all,..and sleep.

moo moo?

Psychedelicness...

Posted by anandini at 09:17 PM on September 16, 2006.

And so....Im finally, officially a 5th year student in CSMU. Finally...

Unlike any other Unis, here in CSMU, there's this huge routine thingy one's gotta do, evrytime one returns from summer hols!! Fees, both tuition and hostel,..the oh so leceh-fing medical check up, which is really shitty coz literally the whole 120 000 or so community of CSMU would be queueing up for each and evrythin door like Gyne, Lab, Xray, Therapist and wat nots,...then der's the practical exam with the same scenario as above,..then there's the passport thingy, which aint so lecehfying..bottom line, above all one just gets tired waitin in lines, and wasting so much time!!

Anyways, that's done.

We girls went out to Bogdan for dinner last nite..we had icecream for desert, while shivering away as we sat outside in the cold! Yeah...sounds silly, I know. Oh well...its always fun to do silly things!

Just got bck from the market..bought new shoes! LiYun said it looks like poop, coz its brown in colour. But I like it...so all's good! finally got some marketin done, so we can finally start cooking! For once Im lookin forward to cookin, as Im just so sick of eatin out!! We dont have Malaysian style hawkers here, otherwise it wouldnt be much of a problem, y'know!

I miss Him...its been too long. We've just been surviving on SMSes and all...and he's been busy with the handover and all. But, I miss him. *sigh*

Oh well....

Im gonna listen to Jimi Hendrix and fall asleep.

moo moo?

U silly tomatoes!

Posted by anandini at 02:10 AM on September 17, 2006.

Its really shitty when things done go how u'd prefer them to go.

Its shit-tee-er, when these are things you've been lookin forward to so goddamn much.

*sigh*

How? Ish...must have been my crappy karma! So sakit...

*sigh*

And of all days,..today, when it's so frickin cold, there's no hot water!

I wanna be near...I wanna be close-by!!!

All of these will pay off one day rite? Rite...rite?

I wanna have 12 and a half Vodka shots.

*sigh*

Even that I cant do... I might just accelarate my heart all the way to the Pearly Gates!

*sigh*

It'll get better, it always does.

moo moo?

Of lovelyness and yuckness...

Posted by anandini at 12:11 AM on September 18, 2006.

It was nice to receive an SMS from my brother, askin if Im missing him already. Though he's just being funny, I know he's missing me to nuts! We sorta bond-ed this time around, and the fact that he's a bit more matured and all made it really hard to leave home this time. Oh my, I cant believe Im sayin all of these about the kid I used to regard as my personal pesky lil specimen! Oh well...Mum & Dad may now stop worryin of us killing each other in the near future!

And so...finally started cooking!! Made nasi lemak, which went so well with Dheepa's kick-ass ikan bilis sambal! Beats anythin, really!!

So, social calendar gettin a tad too heavy. I would say, in a way its good..as it keeps my mind off certain uncalled for issues, hence keeps me at least at the very close brim of fallin off into partial insanity! Mentally, the hyme still plays on..'Walk, dont run. Dont talk too much. Breathe...fill your lungs!' So far, Im still alive. So, all's good.

Eric Clapton's Wonderful Tonite has abilities to induce angina-like pain,...squeezing so tite, it hurts so goddamn much. Memories..*sigh*

CSMU-ians 4th Years,...ya'll, trust me, pls..you're not gonna have an Infectious Disease cycle this sem, neither will you be having it next sem! So, please...puhleeaassee, be a darling and pass it the damn book the dumb librarian's been giving to ya'll!

Gonna keep myself busy. Gonna be so busy til I forget of certain things. Gonna be oblivious to most issues. Just gonna do wat Ive gotta do, and shut off evrything else. Not gonna lean on you, not gonna ask for too much. Im gonna change. I'll soothe myself and accept it. Thank you for pointing it out to me. I wont hurt anymore, or at least I'll try not to.

Nicely said.

Stacie Orrico's cool. I forgot what the song's called. No it's not the one of not missing someone, blah blah...its the other one. Nice, I like. More to it or somethin, it's called.

Off to eat.

I love you Baby..so much. *sigh*

moo moo?

HappyHappyHappy!!

Posted by anandini at 03:42 AM on September 19, 2006.

Im happy today...at least for the later half of the entire day!

Babez..my, my. I so wish I was back in Msia now. That pingufied woman is finally a proud mommy to a bouncy baby girl!! FINALLY! When I got the news, I was like so happy, I found it hard to breathe! I called her rite after classes, and booked my priorities as being the only one who spoils the kid rotten!! Babez's just worried that she might just turn up psycho like the rest of the clan, among others! Oh well...This has gotta be the greatest news, after the invention of strawberry yougurt!

So, I literally ran around the polyclinic gettin things done today, which would have killed me had I not stop to force air into my alveoli here and there. Turns out to be, I could hide a medium sized hamster, or Dheepa's entire fist amongst my thyroid, and Id probably past thru customs clearance with ease! Oh well, it'll probably be the next fashion statement, to have bulging necks, that is! Cool, dont you think? So, my fix has been increased..at least I've been precribed a fair amount of sedative to keep me sane! And so far, Ive only learnt of Asparkam..it has always been Asparkam this and Asparkam that...but never would I imagine it would be Asparkam ME, 1tab 3x/day! Oh well...

The surgeon, cum Endocrinologist, I was arguing with concernin my medications, left me with a very eerie thought. Just as I was down arguing with him, he turned to me and asked where my Surgery posting would be,..and when I said The Railway Hosp, he let out this sly smirk, and said..'Then I'll see you there!' Crap, I dun think surgery's gonna be all that smooth. Die!

Moral of the story: You're a med student. When in the Uni's polyclinic, do not argue with anyone who you'd think would end up teachin you one day. Never!

Dad was tryin to deliver some major blockbusterish news about's Babez's new kid..he had his normal suspense-ish email goin on..with his elevated dose of 'know somethin?'..'scroll down'..'scroll more...' Too bad I had to burst his bubblegum, as Babez told me first, before anyone else!!! Muaahahahha....But the email was damn cute nevertheless!!

Today we had a 29th year old guy, who works as some sorta Indah Water, Ukrainian version, surpervisor or some sort. He's prone to Hepatitis, just as how Im prone to talkin a whole lot. But, gosh..was he cute. Yes, he was cute. I just wanted to mention him being cute.

Im glad things are all yippee-doppeee-do again.

I was looking at the Teluk Batik pictures, and I miss Kanch. And Adrian. But I always miss Adrian. So, I miss Kanch. Huh? Yeah..nevermind.

I miss Adrian. No, really...I miss him. If he's arnd, as in near by, he'll look after me, and there'd never be a time when I find it hard to breathe. But he's so far...and there's no one to look after me, or to make sure I eat..or to take my medication. *sigh*

I can feel my rib cage. Not a good sign for a person who's tryin to put on weight. Crap.

I wanna go back home!!!!

Today we reached class at 8.01am, and she was yelling at us,...apparently, by followin the solar system of Jupiter, we were pronounced late! WTF!!! Ish..But at least she teaches quite well, so ok la..not so bad. Tmrw we'll be leavin at 7am, instead of 7.15am like the past few days. She called me up, to the blackboard, like some budak tadika, and I forgot my blood formula *bangs head on palm oil trees!!!* Ish,...all your fault la B, for stuffin in all those food into me, see now they took over my cranial cells, and transformed them into fat! ;p

Ok, Ive got work to do.

Im happy today.

I love you, Boo..thank you.

moo moo?

Today's been brought to you....by Diana.

Posted by anandini at 02:57 AM on September 20, 2006.

Again,...no hot water!!! So, I had to wiggle-wiggle,..twiggle-jiggle,..jump around..splash water, soap around, and wash away soap..and wiggle-wiggle again!! Coz the water wasnt just cold, the water was VERY cold!! Imagine ICE COLD!!!

So, anyways..today I would like to introduce one of my batch mates. Diana's her name, and she's one frickin kinda person...coz she's obsessed, like literally, so terribly, profoundly tergila-gilakan her EARings!!! Yes, just like how Im obsessed over strawberries, my Belalang, tryin to breathe, blackpepperish evrythin...and a whole lot of stuffs, among others...my dear Diana, is just crazy over her earings! No, Im not joking.

See, today..Harry and I were walkin back, when we bumped into dear Diana, all franticly posed and all,..apparently she lost one of her earings, and she was lookin high and low for it. So we offered to help her,..and thus tracked her pathway towards Lecture Hall we had lecture about an hour ago or so, searched and looked around, til I got dizzy juz by looking at the road, for almost an 30mins and all. But that's really not the point, dear Diana finally found her earings, and she was screamin and jumpin of joy and all...y'knw, d normal hoo-hah and all. So, I asked her wat was so significant over these particular earings, and she said..'Nothin actually, I just love all my earings. In fact this pair was just RM2! Y'knw, the 5 for RM10 ones..'

So, yes..bottom line ---> Diana loves her earings. I just had to mention it. And Diana, if you're readin this,..dun shoot me, I did tell u I'll blog about it!  Diana, say hellow!

Im still so amazed over her. She's got an obsession, and she's obsessed abt it....er, wait, dat's wat obsessions are rite?  Er....nevermind.

Dheepa's havin her meetin now...Eve's sittin by the corner of the bed, just about to drop off the bed. I think if Dheepa would move just a bit, and somehow just slightly hit Eve a bit, Eve would, and will fall off the bed...!!  I dunno why Im talkin of this,..I just find it so funny!!

I made some brinjal-ish somethin wit dried prawns, and scrambled eggs wit capsicum and tomatoes..and Harry made some ikan bilis sambal-ish thingy. So, that was dinner.

So, I have a friend. She's on my Yahoo! Msger list...but at 12.52am (Msian time) 20th Sept 06, she sent me a msg thru Friendster, askin me of certain stuffs and complainin abt her final project and wat nots. No, Im not complainin, I love receivin personal messages, compared to all those silly forwards...but wat I dint understand was, I was online, she was online..so why dint she buzz me on Yahoo! MSger?? Azlina, u still awrite? Ahahahahaha...silly girl!

Ive hardly heard from him today. Cant wait for it all to be over...Coz missing him too much hurts. *sigh*

Eve's dancin arnd my room with my cute flower...

Ouch.... reminds me of when I used to twack my mum with that exact flower!

moo moo?

AARRRGGGHHHHH...!!

Posted by anandini at 01:10 AM on September 22, 2006.

I wanna just SCREAM!! Really...I just wanna throw my hands in the air, and just SCREAM!! Boo, hug?

Ok..so the PC crashed. Or some sort..I dunno. Reformatin it. At least I managed to back it up, some sort. Especially my photos and songs, which I'd never wanna loose...or I'll just SCREAM!!

Then..there's no water. Not even cold water..no water, none, not a single drip. In all hostels...!! So you know...one cant cook, one cant bathe, one cant take a dump or pee..one just DIES!! Especially if one's havin her sporadic spell of some screwed dyspeptic disorder, diarrhea predominant! Which makes one to just wanna frickin SCREAM!!!!

       

Yeah...I just wanna SCREAM!

Tmrw's my last day of my Infectious Disease cycle..lots to be done. Makes me wanna SCREAM!

*sigh*

Today, memories flooded in. Actually, memories floods in all the time. But today, it hurt more. Why? Why so susah?? I wanna SCREAM!!

And today..I ate day old food! Can you even imagine?!?!? Those who knws me well, would understand! I ate last nite's chicken varuval, steamed eggs with rice and some kicap manis. Damn pathetic o-kai! Aduh...tmrw Im gonna definitely fall sick!! I wanna SCREAM la.....!!!

Yes..Im pissy. Love me or just shoo away..

Tmrw's Friday. Thank lovely daisies...class finishes at 12 for me, or even a tad earlier. At least, that's somethin to look forward to.

Baby....need hug. *pouts*

moo moo?

TGIF!

Posted by anandini at 06:27 PM on September 22, 2006.

Its 12.20pm, and Im bck frm class...for good!! Wat more can one ask..especially on a Friday midday!! Wheee....*I have a very bad vibe, dat my classmates are gonna shoot me for this* At times like this, Im glad Im sick...er, maybe not. Ok, mayb not, not. Ah...u get the point!

So, the water supply's back. But, there's still no hot water, yet water itself is definitely better than no water at all.

Today was our finale for Infectious Disease. I would say, the whole cycle was really good. Anna Vladimorovna's a great teacher, so cute and funny..and really good! So, yeah...ID was good.

Up next is Surgery of EXTREME Conditions. I'll define EXTREME after Monday, my first day of it. All i could think of now...
EXTREME = No water, PC Crashin, almost dying, hati so sakit, being so far frm him, no money, missing one too many people, case reports to complete, virus in phone, friends PMSings,... U get the picture rite?

So, yeah...I'll let ya'll knw wat EXTREME is. Only in CSMU we have funny cycles such as this. Funny it may sound, it usually these weird ones which would come in handy, when we start deciding the lives of many. So dun play-play...!

Tonite, we'll be cookin a whole chicken. Dinner for 3. Dheepa and I usually get a whole chicken, and we can have it for 4meals at the least. But tonite, the chicky's gotta go, it's time for its callin. Its gettin too tedious. We feel for it, but it has gotta go. Really. Also coz, we start being greenies, and turn vegetarians tmrw onwards for the next two weeks (I think)...so, yeah, chicky's gotta go.

Today we enlightened Shafi aka LaoLao over the art of dancin fishes. So, yeah..fishes may now dance.

And while we're at it...Shafi's changin her Friendster status from 'In many relationships' to 'In a relationship'..Ahahahahaaha! Just a lil note

*why do I smell danger..and why do I sense fear?* Muahaahahaha....*evil laugh*

Baby...stop eating chicken rice ok! Nothin actually, just miss u...!

moo moo?

And so...yeah, screw you!

Posted by anandini at 06:17 PM on September 23, 2006.

This mornin..I opened the door, wantin to go to the kitchen to check on my pot of boiling water, and out of no where came this thing...with a 'BOO!' Yeah, it was indeed a Boo!! LiYun,.. the jahat thing she's always been! She came to get her potraits, which were in my room! Thank god it was a lil Boo! and not a huge, frilly BOO!!!..hehehehe. Silly girl!

And so...

It's really sad how things suddenly twist into a whole ball of crappyness. Never would I thought it'll get to this extend, but unfortunately it has. I thought Id be able to brush it off, what more with my utmost disgust and irratation over it all. Yet, only last nite I realised how bad things actually are. And I just couldnt help being the sentimental idiotc fool Ive always been, and cryin over it like a the above mentioned fool. Why? I knw wat has happend, I know I dun deserve friends as such..and so, WHY? So, yeah...apparently it's final, I thought Id be able to accept that and live with it. Yet,...hhhmmm. Being sentimental is so frickin screwd. Especially, being sentimental, and loving your friends, too much. Crap. So,...yeah, you go ahead wit all that you've decided upon. I'll take one step at a time, and accept things. But, by doin this, there's noo turnin back..or at least that's what I think, for now. Oh well...its to complicated for me to go on explaining.

So...Navarathri starts today. Which means, Im gonna be a greenie, for 10days, by choice! Hopefully, I'll make it.

I caused quite a stir last nite. I just hope it aint anythin serious...*sigh*

It hurts. So badly..coz I feel so lost and distant. *ouch*

moo moo?

And Im her girl...

Posted by anandini at 12:23 AM on September 24, 2006.

And so, Ive misplaced a very, very utterly important envelope. One which contains all my MCs for PT, a lil paper thingy for the Sports Doc for my PT exemption, a whole lot of my recent Medical records and other equally important stuffs as well. Basically, Im doomed. Very, very, tremendously doomed. Unless the envelope decides to magically resurface again. *crosses fingers*n telepathicly tries to speak to above mentioned envelope* Crap, Im doomed!

Im happy today. Very HAPPY! H-A-P-P-Y!

Im loved. Very much.

His mum (8:12:17 PM): I wan u 2 b family
His mum (8:12:39 PM): just hope it works out wit u n adruan
anan (8:12:47 PM): it will..
His mum (8:12:50 PM): *adrian
anan (8:12:51 PM): trust me aunty..
anan (8:12:53 PM): it will
anan (8:12:56 PM): its adrian or no one..

Self explantory rite. *flaps wings, and bounces of cloud 9* She said come bck in one piece, as there's two families waitin for me back home. *wide wide smile!*

Mum & Dad called..Mum started cryin when she found out about my recent medical updates. *sigh* Normal maternal instincts la, she's frickin worried. But I'll be ok la..I just know it.

Preetika Meera's her name. The lil girl who's gonna be all mine to manja and spoil. Yeah, the last piece of Babez' jigsaw. Now it's all complete, and lovely.

Tmrw's gonna be lovely. I just know it. Though there'd be loads to do..it'll still be lovely.

*bounce..bounce...bounce*

And so Adrian made it clear for me. The dumb ass is gone. Finito. All registered, he's historia! Coz Boo said I dun deserve fools as friends..So, yeah...! I couldnt care anymore!

Gonna shower and have dinner.

And try...^try^ to start on my case report, which all 6 of my classmates have, as we're all clerkin the same patient. So..*winks* But I'll try to finish it on my own first.

I love YOU, Baby.

moo moo?

Stupid toyol in room!

Posted by anandini at 03:42 AM on September 26, 2006.

Im doomed. For real. Very doomed.

Envelope has not resurfaced. Rummaged thru the room, and Harry's room as well. No sign.

Damn it la.

Im screwd. Im not just saying this. Im literally very screwd.

Med reports. Lab results. MCs. Note for Sports Doc for PT exemption. Bills. And most important, my frickin INSURANCE POLICY!

Damn it.

And there's no hot water.

Shoot me. Id rather be dead.

2 tables spoons of Valeriana. Hopefully it'll help.

Damn it.

moo moo?

Watever will be,..will be!

Posted by anandini at 09:29 PM on September 27, 2006.

If I were to ever be in flames..instead of infusing all those crsytalloids, colloids and plasma into..just kill me. Please. My tolerance is way too low to be still alive after having even 40% of my body surface burnt, even if its just I Degree! Seriously...Yeah, the patient we saw today traumatized me.

Today's Hospital Therapy Lecture was hilarious. First Shafi yelled in lecture, without her realizing it, as she had music blastin in her ears, thru her Nokia 3250 (which I so wanted to get, but got the 3230 instead)!! Then, some certain people (names shall not be mentioned here, and fingers shall not be pointed here) emptied the whole of Harry's bag, and turned his back inside out! And so, yeah..Harry's was pretty *pretty*pissed! But it's only Harry..so no worries.

So, dear Shafi has started puasa-ing, and Ive decided to document the entire event, as certain thingies tend to happen, esp when she's fasting.

Shafi and Puasa
So, yeah..today we were talkin abt porn. More like gay porn! Woudlnt wanna go into details. Then came the topic of ectopic pregnancy, and its very screwd ethiopathogenesis, based upon Shafi's context! Damn..!! Otherwise, she puasa-ed pretty well. No casualties so far.

Oh..and damn the guy who LiYun bumped into on the way to class, today! The fler's gonna burn..like literally burn!! And somehow get admitted into the Trauma Dept of the 6th Hospital, which literally means, stuck in our hands..and he'll die! *hugs* Im so sorry LiYun. But look at the brighter side of things, aight!

I called home today. When things are really shitty, Mum & Dad somehow has miraculous powers to make things a lil un-shitty! Mum's pretty freaked out still..regret updating her about it all, even if it was just a lil minor info. She would have been better off not knowing! Dad has started blamming it on karma..so, yeah. All's good.

Feeling all helpless and cacat-ed. People care, I know. But Id rather not be a burden. Hhmmm....

And so, life goes on. Some part of me, re-evaluating things. What should I do? Im tryin so hard, but its not working. Just glad Ive got friends around, esp my classmates (dun get all kembangfied ok!) But yeah..at least la. Keeps my mind off things. Esp of certain very significant things.

And u...hhmmm. Ive really nothin to say. Actually more like Id rather not say anything. Being a stranger aint all that bad, Im getting used to it. So, yeah..take ur time, get it all done and all. Get on with life, witout havin to bother abt me. I shud be ok. I think.

Its the 27th. I love u Baby...*sigh*

moo moo?

I hate being like this..

Posted by anandini at 01:15 AM on September 29, 2006.

So..life's full of shit.

A very close friend, actually I know them both quite well, the sisters. One was my classmate here and there, we used to travel to Taylor's together and all. And the younger sister's the one Im close to. One of the girls, Id say. Their dad passed away today, I just heard. Am too shaken to say much. So, 2mins of silence is all I could offer. Im sorry. *hugs*

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So, today I was too sick to be in class. Pulse was thumpin arnd 105-125/min. Made me all light headed and i had the constant urge of throwin up. *sigh* I hate being sick. Took a cab home at 9am, from my 8am class, and slept thru out the day til 5pm. Felt lethargic still, but was somehow rejuvenated by the kau-kau manis Milo Dheepa made me. Sux being sick..sux more when you know u've gotta somehow live like this for quite some time. *sigh* Makes me feel like a frickin invalid.

He's studying hard for his paper on Sunday...*hugs* Dont worry B, you'd do well *muakz* Coz you've got Belalang power!

Rite..Maggi's Instant porridge's quite the yummy!

I fell while showering earlier..closed my eyes to wash off the soap frm my face, and I lost my balance. See how shitty it is..*sigh*

Ok..so Im gonna stop brooding and try to get some studyin done.

Wish you were here. Wish I was there.

Oh by the way...ignore the bottom half of the entry prior to this. That's a typical example of me being a psycho-emo-biatch. All that was mentioned carried no relevance. They were just rubbish. Thank you.

moo moo?

Of lovelyness..and pure horseshit!

Posted by anandini at 11:05 PM on September 30, 2006.

Yeah..overdue. Was supposed to have been up last nite..somehow got slipped thru.

So, yday...

Tkach, the devil of Extreme Surgery, who's somewat a devil trapped within an angel's soul, sent us back at 9.30am! On a Friday, dats better than havin Strawberry ice cream with a hunky latino. Ok, too graphical perhaps. But it was simply lovely...! So a few of us came bck, while a few others took Shafi to the hosp (long story to dat, but Shafi sorta needs House MD, for real!) So, the few who came bck headed over to 777 for the traditional parotha breakfast! Then, we played pool! Yeah, Im gonna be taking lessons frm Rajiev..so dat Im gonna get all better..so that Id be able to kick Adrian's ass at it! Coz he's so damn good, and I stink beyond stinkyness! The day will come...*hopes and prays*

Yeah, then for dinner, Rajiev, Dheepa and I walked to Neapold's for dinner. We were supposed to juz have delivery, but just when you needed it most, not a frickin soul around had Neapold's number. Daniel even asked 'a who??' when I buzzed him on MSN for the number *slaps forehead!* Got back arnd 10pm-ish, as we were the only ones left, and it was startin to get a lil freaky, walked back in the rain..got wet 2nd time yday! But was all ok la..

Got a really hi freak-o-factor SMS last nite..just as I was about to drift into cruise-control, in Lalaland. Hhmmm...readin it, just made my heart race Daytona-style, made my extremities cold probably due to centralization of blood which occured simultaneously. *shudders* Just the thought of it..hhmmm. Never will happen.

Adrian's sick..Im assumin either acute gastroentiritis, or ectopic pregnancy..!! He was supposed to get better, but the GIT spasms are still driving him nuts. Hhhmm..poor thing. At least I know he's in good hands. His Mum, who's been a nurse a whole many years..but being so far, makes me feel real shitty. *sappyness on high* Haih...

So..pretty pissed at someone. Stupid dumb ass. Wish I could say who, and why. But I cant. Just knw... the things you do, only Big Guy up there knows. He keeps a record y'know. So..you know how the future's gonna turn up, rite? Aint gonna pretty at all..just the way you like it. *kicks ass*

Dheepa went marketin today. I was supposed to go..but, y'know...hhmmm. Shitty...real shitty. When? Hhmmmm...I try be grateful at least Im not bedridden or witout any extremity or stuff like that..yet, for the moment, just being like this alone, is bad enough. Oh well...

Adrian just popped by to tell me wats happenin...Being the miracle he is, has somehow made my day. ALways works. Always.That's why he's the one who'll walk me down....

Ok..gonna see wats for dinner.

Oh..and just watched 'You, Me and Dupree..'..!! Damn funny movie..sorta got me all jiwang-fied...!!

moo moo?