I want strawberries!

Posted by anandini at 07:33 PM on June 1, 2006.

One whole cycle just for TB? WHY??? WHY??? *bangs head on wall* They're gonna come up with someone being a Tuberculotion..to manage all those poor dings dying frm an MBT infection...! Like la people actually die of Tuberculosis? Isoniazid 15mg/kg did or tid! Ish..dun la torture us with one whole cycle of Tuberculosis!!

Im juz being really whinny today...Ive had worse cycles,..yet I just find the fact of dedicating an entire cycle to Tuberculosis is earth-wormish! A lot more people die from glutony or from suffering from strawberry dependent depression. Seriously, lah!

Keep goin bck to Bogdan. Keep eatin a whole lot. And repeatedly reminding myself not to the next time bck in Bogdan. But, it never happens!!!! I'll still keep goin bck to Bogdan. And I'll still end up eating a whole lot! Stayed away from Bogdan's signature dish, The Bogdan..but went for some pork fillet thingy which came topped wit cheese and mushrooms. But the dumb but cute waiter brought me some chicken thingy wit cheese and pineapples instead...was so malas to send it back and all, so hentam only la. Eve and I swopped half of each our meals as she the pork one I wanted, so being the sweet darling she is, she offered me some la!

Eve ate off the table *there shud be more details to this* And Rajiev drank some manggo juice wit bits of cheese/mushroom/ chicken and god knws wat else...*again, der's more to it here*

I dint do anythin. The fork had  a mind of its own.

Bouncing. Bouncing. Bouncing.

Perhaps I shud stay depressed. Coz when Im upset, I dun eat. Which is a good thing I guess,..at least til I get home for summer hols.and Mum would go, 'Girl, why have you lost so much weight...here's some money go get something you like/go thru my cupboard and take anything u like/u want the car..take, take!/come lets fill the hall wit Jell-O so we can play in/lets shave dad's head! O_o/...who knws la. Might juz happen. But now...it's gonna be more of 'Gosh Girl, be careful, you might not fit walkin like dat thru the door..try sideways!' *sigh*

Strawberries are everywhere..yummy juicy ones! I think strawberris are the bestest fruits. I also think they're really yummy! Praise the Lord for strawberries!!! Waitin for it to get cheaper..it's cheap as it is, but it'll get cheaper! As well as fresh red cherries! Aahh...summer!

Dad's complainin dat Mum's already started cleanin my room and changing the sheets and the curtains and wat nots. Im expected back in 25days or so..dust can still accumulate. Mum would most probably do the whole thing again. And juz when her Rheumatologist told her to go slow on her steroids. Stubborn,..yeah its hereditary!

It's so hot. Hate it when it's so hot. Weighing scale's not giving me a proper reading coz Im so bloated up wit plain water! Ish...

Someone's in denial...haih. Poor girl.

23 days til I ^wwhoossshhhh^ take off!

 

11 moo moo-ed

Black and Fat..

Posted by anandini at 05:36 PM on June 4, 2006.

So, exams are in ten days. Pretty freaky...yet, hhmm...

Its been bloody hot past 2 days. Yesterday, The Roomate and I had some marketin to do, was supposed to go to the Central Renak (central market) but as soon as got out, we decided to just go to the nearby Bokzal Renak (railway market)!! Was so hot, I started blacking out. On the way back, we stopped at every oppurtunity, in some shaded area, munchin away on the 1kg of strawberries we bought!!

After marketin we had lunch in McDs. Yeah, as much as I wanted not to order, I did somehow, yet again! McDs Big Tasty..so, not only did we become darker yday, I also somehow got fatter! Bounce...bounce...bounce!!

The Etalon Xerox lady screwd up my stack of Therapy notes. Came bck, only to realise she had given a whole stack of Pharma notes instead! Jatuh maruah...ish ish...do I look like some 3rd year student ar? Yeah la, I know she wouldnt have known,..saje la, juz wanna throw a fit!

Dumb 720 above us were so bising last nite, although I wasnt really studying, I became Ms Garang, and went up and politely told them to shut the hell up. Politely.

The only practical thing to do is to shower every 20mins. Gosh...

Both two roti chanais for breakfast/lunch. But couldnt even finish one! Ish..

He did it again last nite.

I think Ive got my study/panic/exam week pretty well planned up. Hope it all goes well..

Had almost threw a rotten cabbage out my window last nite, coz some idiots downstairs were just making so much noise. Had one whole empty Jacob's biscuit tin a well. Dheepa la,..real granny, stopped me frm throwin it out, threatened not to follow me to Etalon. Now dats done, I'll have all the chance to throw it out tonite!! Muahahahahha...*lightning strikes*

20 days till home.

moo moo?

Happy Birthday Harry!

Posted by anandini at 06:16 AM on June 5, 2006.

Harry's 22!!!!!

Harry's all grown and wise now...!

Just do it Harry!!

Ahahahha....

*hugs*

moo moo?

Which?

Posted by anandini at 01:59 AM on June 7, 2006.

And so...8 days for dooms. And about 18 days til I lift off for home. Panic + excitement is one shitty combo!

So Harry's birthday went well. Surprise was indeed a surprise. Getting very kering of ideas...wonder wats gonna happen next year. Not only for Harry, but for the few others as well. Needs a change la..its becoming so predictable!

*hint*Male stripper*coughcough*strawberry cake*hint*

Last nite we went to Motivi...AGAIN! Well, this time it was for Harry. The thorn among the roses...but he insisted on being the rose among the thorns, since it was his birthday, we obliged la! Had yummy black pepperish pork thingy wit basmati rice!! *melts* Black pepper is just so frickin good! I think somethin was wrong wit my Stella though, coz it upseted my already cuckoofied IBS. Felt bloated til today!The hoo-hah at Motivi, fooooh, dahsyat! So kecoh..!! Must have been all the alco..but wasnt all that much la, juz a teenyweenybeeny bit. Next mission is to try their Beef Steak, which Eve ordered. Was expecting...well, a beef steak. But it appeared to be some huge fillets of beef deep fried, coated in some really yummy batter. To think dat the whole beef fillet was fried, one would expect some really chewy red meat..oh my, but the meat was super tender,..so tender and juicy *drowns in food lala-land* Haih....to love food so much. Susah, u knw.

Had to cut the chicken just now. Haih...hate cutting chicken. Its so yucky and slimey! And I'll never remember how to do it rite..so we'll end up having really weird funny looking pieces of chicken, apart frm the drumsticks and the wings! Well, after all, gonna makan only rite....!

Stupid MedGEn....just one bloody lecture and she refuses to gimme my credit *bangs head on wall*

Belalang....haih. Been too long. He's so busy. Im hardly free...ish.

Dheepa ate some 2-day-old dried fish sambal.

Tuberculosis..is really dumb. Seriously.

Eve was still high frm last nite's Stella!!!

Oh..and I think Ive converted into a new religion *yeah, Im pretty lost* Its the BlackPepper religion. All devotees worship and love the black pepper anything! Paranoid ones would go to the extend of even smelling like black pepper, after successfully sprinkling enough of it on their bodies! Black pepper seeds would replace all other religious icons! Mayb, one day, this black pepper religion will merge with the strawberry religion, since they're both equally desired.

Sometimes, I freak myself out.

The LaoLao was so sick yesteday..poor girl. Body temp of almost 40degs! She looked so zombiefied...well, she's all better now. Expecting to hear her noisyness arnd pretty soon.

Addicted to Yahoo! Pool....all coz of wanting to beat The Belalang at it! Aint good..considering how Im supposed to be studying instead!

I think my hands smell like chicken juice. But I washed clean, I showered well. But I only think it smells like chicken juice. Or does it? No, Id rather believe that I only think it smells like chicken juice. Eeeww....

8days til exam. 18days til home. WHich?

moo moo?

HUH?

Posted by anandini at 04:21 AM on June 8, 2006.

Bounce. Bounce. Bounce.

Ate a whole lot. AGAIN. Made chicken curry, wit fried chicken wings, fried egg, some cabbage-y thingy and ghee rice! Wah..yummy! Ate a week's worth of rice. Haih....bouncin away now.

Was supposed to start studyin. But am too tired frm cooking,..and eating. Haih,..panickin like Super Mario...wanna start studyin, evrythin's all done,..but somehow just cannot start!

Today there was this patient with Hydrothorax. Was so dahsyat, 2 kidney trays of serous fluid...frm his right pleural cavity ONLY! Pretty shockerfying.

Dad's getting really impatient over the whole flight ticket thingy. But it aint my fault la. Haih...wat to do??? Wat to do???

Feeling lousy. Somehow, we just cant seem to  meet eye to eye. There's always something bound to happen. How have we become like this?

Had my dose of lovelyness today. Finally!

Tmrw, 8th June. MUST.START.STUDYING.

Dumb blondes. All around me. Really dumb blondes, with black hair though.

Babez msged me at 4.30am yesterday, Malaysian time. Wonder wat was dat cuckoobrains doin at that hour. I do have one or two assumptions...yet,...

Belalang has been waking up frm his sleep to msg me and get me to start studying,..and makin sure Im not playing Yahoo! Pool. How sweet is dat. But Im sorry Belalang, I hardly studied la.

Bangs head on the wall.

Feeling lousy.

Oh crap.

moo moo?

God loves him more...

Posted by anandini at 02:17 AM on June 12, 2006.

A very dear friend, has suffered the lost of his dad.

Condolences.

There will be no updates til after 3days.

moo moo?

One down, three to go!

Posted by anandini at 03:18 AM on June 15, 2006.

So, the first of my four papers was today. Peds. Went ok, pretty happy about it. Owe it all to LiYun who faced Nikitina and gave me chance to get to Tamara, the nicer one among both the examiners! First saw my questions and panicked, as I dint know much about 2 out of the 4 questions given. But somehow managed. So, one down, 3 more to go!!! Therapy up next, the toughest among all!

Frickin 720 above us has no idea of how nasty we can become, especially when we're crammin stuffs for exam! We tried talkin to them politely, tellin them to bloody not scream/yell/sing/shout....! Being idiots and potato-heads as they are, polite apparently wanst the right approach! So, I yelled out the window a few times, it got really bad and I threw an onion into their room, a half rotten one...and it got really outa hand..all the '20s ie 620, 820 and 920 (yes! even 920!!) got together and trashed it out at the warden. It somehow worked, coz they've quiet down now. Dumb potato-heads!

So...Ive been sickeningly irritated by this one person. Its worst than regugitating bile or having piles! Really la...good cowness, stop bein so prasan la. She has no feelings for you *rolls eyes, till it hits pituitary* And you're a frickin kid, the only species who would consider you boyfriend material would be those qith Pellegra (due to their demential state), severe mental retardation/alcohol intoxication/blindness...or those who are juz literally dumb! You've lost your closest friends, coz you're a fool! You treat ppl worst than rabbit's poop! You seriously do not deserve to even share the Oxygen Im breathin. Stop thinkin you're some Greek God, coz..u're hardly the dirt I step on, you dun even deserve that. Yes, and so...I do not wish to have anythin to do with you, you may continue existing in your very own imaginary world where YOU THINK you're king, but in reality the whole world laughs at u, for just the fact that YOU!

Oh..phheeww. That was a rant. One massive rant. And no, you and you and you..do not know this person. Trust me.

That apart...Havin one paper down somehow feels really relieving! Just the thought of having to go thru it 3 more times, bring upon this annoyin lump in my throat. You palpitate, you get several one too many nervous breakdowns, you exhaust your stress hormones reservoir, you frickin pee like a pregnant woman, you constipate and have diarrhea at the same time...oh damn. Haih...

And so...some news frm home sorta gempa bumi-ed me on Saturday. Having a predisposed factor runnin in the family aint good, so it freaked me out even more. Am really worried, as Ive got all reasons to believe they're hiding many things frm me, just not to worry me. But I insist on being arnd for the biopsy, and they agreed. Keepin fingers crossed..there's no reason to worry, yet....hhhmmm.

I ate day old dhal curry the other day. Im amazed myself. I told Dad abt it, and he told me not to..coz I might started psychologically assuming myself to be sick. He's got a point.

He sprained his ankle. The doctor told him he tore a muscle. And he's walking. Doctor's dumb, for real. He's been on MC for 3days. Made it to the quarter finals of the futsal tourney, would have gone to Germany for the World Cup finals if they would have won. But there were Brits, Nigerians and the French. And them. So....yeah.

Had my overdued dose of lovelyness today. Today, Im gonna get my happy-all-awaited for sleep. As I doubt I'll be hardly sleepin in d days to come.

B0uncing....went to Celentano's for lunch. Had a chicken+cheese+carrots salad, and one slice of pizza. Went to Neopold's for dinner. Had chicken+cheese+mayo french pancake and 2 slices of pizza. So,..bouncing..bouncing....bouncing. And chicken+cheese is a lovely combo!

Kanch msged me one long update...I miss Kanch.

I just found out, some few days ago, that I dun chew my food. I really dont, I tend to swallow them whole, hardly chewing. After 23 years, and I found out just recently.

I feel like dancing.

Shafi thinks a certain part of her body was really pretty today...!!! All the way back frm Neopold, she was..er, feeling it. *slaps head*

Its been rainin, the weather's all nice. Lovely to juz sleep.

Feeling content.

moo moo?

Pffftttt....

Posted by anandini at 04:55 AM on June 16, 2006.

Ok...so, I've got some massive problems.

I simply cannot start studyin for Therapy...real shitty, considerin Ive got 4days to cover all der's to knw of how systems in the human body can eff up,..!! Shitty...shitty....

Mum msged to ask wat Id like to have this time...! Yeah, she prepares somethin special as her regular Mummy welcoming bck home do..!! So cute..!! Ive not decided, being away frm home so long, and the build up of all those horrendous cravings..there's juz a whole lot to decide upon!

Is there like some shot...
Rp .: Sol Panici Instantci 10%-2.5ml (Trade name: STUDYNOW^TM)
        D.S. IM when needed
Mech of action: Induces panic attacks, thus reflexly causing vasodilation of cerebral vessels, allow easy absorbtion of multi susahfied jargon.

I want.

Or, someone should conduct a study to prove the hypothetical statement of how exams induces hypertensive syndrome among student, thus causing left ventricular hyperthrophy, which then causes a reduced end-diastolic pressure,..which would lead to several cardiovascular complication,..if no treatment is provided-->mati! Or to simply put it...EXAM+MED STUDENT=PERMANENT CUCKOONESS!

Should have studied sexology instead. Would have made it big, eventually...being a sexologist. Field work,....ahahahahh. Ok, maybe not.

*slaps forehead*

Back to Therapy,..

Have a lovely weekend ya'll.

There might be very minimal entries, til perhaps after my Therapy exam, scheduled for Monday, 19th June.

Dont miss me too much.

moo moo?

2 down.

Posted by anandini at 01:58 AM on June 20, 2006.

2 down, 2 more to go. And 6 days til I leave for home! Some shitty combo of emos,....Panic+anxious+excitement+fear...!!

Therapy. Worst ever experience...waitin from 8 to abt 1.30 juz to get into the exam room, as dear Panevskaya was takin eons wit juz one student!! Got lucky, had lovely questions, and nailed it! Glad dats over,...Psychiatry up next, on Wed.

Head's poundin...

Too tired to be happy. And too upset.

Oh well...

Tonite will be my last Monday nite in Ukr..til I return frm summer hols. Nice.

Ukraine juz trashed Saudi Arabia 4-0.

Gotta start muggin for Psychiatry.

moo moo?

3 dow,...astalast tolka 1

Posted by anandini at 03:04 AM on June 22, 2006.

Its really sickening, literally sickening. How the days are nearin so close, yet somehow it's miles away. Nevertheless, 3 bloody papers down!!! One,..juz one more to go, Surgery scheduled for Saturday, 24th June.

Psychiatry today was hilarious! One helluva exam it was,..the examiner was this walrus-y lookin guy who looked stern and cute as well! He kept grinning all the way, somehow puttin us at ease...! Oh well,..glad it went well. Very well indeed.

Somethin's wrong. Had attacks of inspiratory dyspnea, my chest felt tight. I felt weak and somehow all dead. Lack of sleep..insufficient rest. Or just plain old hypochondrial symptom? Shitty...

Hurts so bad. Really bad.

Hhhmmm...a whole lot has happened. Was it meant to be? Could it have been avoided? Again, and again..and again. Why? I wish I knew. Perhaps its juz my karma. Dun bother understandin this, you dun have the slightest clue of wat Im sayin....so just dun bother.

I think Im paranoid. Wait...I AM PARANOID!

Wish things could be better. Really.

moo moo?

Finally!

Posted by anandini at 03:35 AM on June 25, 2006.

The feeling is unexplainable. Seriously, Im out of words.

Its all done. Over. Finish. 4 exams,...Therapy, Surgery, Peds and Psychiatry. All done. Nicely.

And now.....BALIK!!!!! Been countin the days, the weeks...and now, its all down to...NOW!!!

One whole drama wit Surgery today. Haih...I assumed, it wasnt it. Got all upset for nothin, got a whole lotta people upset. BUt good thing the end result was not so bad. Although what happend to a fellow classmate was not called for. Hhmmm..happens la.

Went out for dinner to Motivi today. Had one huge pork steak wit this yummy gingerish sauce, with a side dish of potatoes in cheddar and basmati rice! Then went over to the Neopold opposite European Street for icecream,..where Eve got pee-ed on. Then we decided to walk all the way to the other Neopold, the one at Pavlenko, to have another dose of icecream, but too bad it was closed! Wat a nite...!!! Was fun though!!! Steppin on Dheepa's shadow, and Dheepa shriekin so loud when Eve pounced frm behind!!

Im really tired, eyes are so heavy. But there's so much to do.

Its a phase, it happens. I hope u're strong enough to handle it, I know you are. And you will.

moo moo?

Back HOME!!!!

Posted by anandini at 08:27 AM on June 26, 2006.

And,..she's comin bck home!!

Finally...

So, the house number's stil d same. I wont be online much,..so apa-apa, call me aje la ye!!

Oh damn...summer hols!!

26th June til 6th Sept..I'll be bck home. Nice!

Happy Holidays ya'll.

By the way...my luggage's so over weight.

moo moo?

Im Back!!!! Im Back!!!!!

Posted by anandini at 04:06 PM on June 28, 2006.

Finally,...Im back!!!!!

Flight was bad, the food was yucky but bein at home rite now beats evrythin! The surprise scheme went on well,.... I ate so much i think im fat already but im still gonna eat much more!

 I wont be online much, 0162436982 my new number! call meeee!!!!!

Feels damn good to be back. And to be loved.

Entry posted by The Handsome belalang,dictated over the phone by Ananie the octupuss.

moo moo?