Posted by anandini at 11:08 AM on May 1, 2006.
Its 630am.
Thank god its a holiday..
Retro Fever '06--->was simply the best. Beyond words. Great hurrah for ervyone in the organizing committee...!!
BBQ in RedCave in abt 3 and a half hours. Id rather juz stay awake, as if I were to sleep, I doubt I'll ever wake up!
Being sleepless, for several nites in a row causes spleen damage, dint you know?
Whole body aches...back rub would do wonders,especially from your hands~.....
Posted by anandini at 02:57 AM on May 2, 2006.
Am tired.
But Ive got loads to say...but Im too tired. And I need to sleep.
So, there's a post-it note somewhere in my grey matter of all the things Ive to say...and it's gettiin longer and longer.
Im off to bed. 4days wit hardly any sleep....and completely no sleep after last nite's Ball...it's surprises me even, as I live by the believe that at least 10 hours of sleep a day, keeps a person happy and loved, although more sleep is better,...though not always, but most of the time.
Rite...asslleeppp...
Posted by anandini at 02:03 AM on May 3, 2006.
If Rajiev had not called, I would have slept thru out the entire day...unfortunately, I had to wake up at 3pm, to go get my tickets done, was pointless as the place was closed! Yet, to have finally replenished my sleep quota couldnt have felt any better...!!
Retro Fever 06....the nite was simply out of the world! The bestest Prom ever! Was so cute, that ervyone took the effort to come all retrofied and lookin so sweet and ancient (that somehow doesnt sound so rite~)..and the whole evenin was simply great! The performances went along nicely, there were no problems wit the food...all in all, it was just great! Well done, ya'll. I realized we dint get a committee picture, only after ervything was over! Evryone was too tired I guess, I definitely was...I somehow passout out arnd 4am, by the table (not coz I was intoxicated, but for being zombie-fied). And it feels great, to finally say....Gosh, it's all over! Was great workin with ya'll, and glad it turned out lovely!
And the very next day,...wait, more like the very same mornin, at abt 11am, we left for RED CAVE, for Gayatry's BBQ party! 22 of us, in one cute lil yellow minibus...! Harry was crownd 'stupid' for the day,..somehow, ervyone who touched him got infected and suffered from terminal stupidity! The whole do was great, of coz with Dheepa, who's juz simply too hot she became the fire starter,..ervytime she's arnd, the fire flamed!! Rajiev, Dheepa and I had a game of who could submerge their feet under water the longest...and Rajiev won. In case u're wonderin, the water was freezin cold! I took time off the get to d middle of the stream and juz stare out, and play wit the water a lil,..was nice! Hiked up a bit,....meet up wit a another group, and finally left arnd 6pm!
So, dat was the weekend.
Dad surprised Mum by inviting her sister and the whole gang over for dinner. He dint tell her who dinner guests were, and she merajuked the whole day...and when she finally saw who they were, she went complanin to them....'This man planed the whole thing, and dint wanna tell me who was comin over for dinner'...!! Everyone couldnt stop laughin at my cuckoo mum, and I found it so cute!
The last I had a talk wit him was on Friday,..hardly heard from him over the weekend,..and even lesser over the past few days. Somethin's up, he's not tellin me. Hurts so much this way....yet, hhmmm. 54 days to go. Just hope he's all fine,..and dat nothin's wrong. Haih..
Murali juz left,..he dropped by wit some lovely news! And he thinks Im bitchin abt ervyone, after the whole do and all..... ;P
Apparently, Harry was watchin some movie usin a projector and a his curtains! Ahahahah....I wonder wat kinda movie, that he just couldnt use his 29' TV!
Today Dheepa and I ate til we couldnt move! I even got all dizzy...and light headed! And it was cheap...so it's all good!
We're goin to Sudak!! We're goin to Sudak!!! Yeahness...
Crap..class starts tmrw...crap!
Cant help feelin worried, anxious and all sick inside. Hhhm.....hate this feeling! Ish...
Posted by anandini at 04:17 AM on May 3, 2006.
I jus watched a sappy movie, wasnt all that sappy actually....juz some teeny bit sappy. Sappy movies are not good for the soul during these times of shittyness. Ish...sakits more.
*sigh*
Stooopid Ruben....barged into my room, somehow...kacau-ed me,...and drew some stupid lookin goatie on me....I was too malas to fight him off...dumb fler
Was readin a msg frm Friendster, and mistakenly read hobbies, for boobies~! Somehow find dat so hilarious. Dun worry, no belalangs were hurt in the doing.
I think Im gonna watch some action/thriller/chinese movie now...it doesnt hurt the soul.
Lipton's Orange Jaipur rocks diamonds!
Posted by anandini at 10:52 PM on May 4, 2006.
Imagine if u're a hot air balloon...wouldnt it be cool?
*pop*
Oh well...
Tmrw's Friday,...aint much difference, as there's still classes on Saturday! Then, come Sunday,..and we'll be off to Sudak!!
01:02:03 04.05.06 came and went...I was asleep. So much for it being special.
Alone. And getting used to it.
Posted by anandini at 05:45 AM on May 6, 2006.
And so....
MSC Culture nite was really nice...somethin difference for once. And this time, they said it was a cultural show, and it indeed turned out to be cultural! Well done, ya'll!! Of coz the best of the lot was LekhaLekha's classical indian dance! And LaoLao's openin act was superbly done as well...!
My brother, Dinesh, turns out 17 today! Mom n Dad are taking him to dinner today, and throwin him a BBQ party for his huge bunch of frens tmrw, and they'll be takin him out for dinner at PJ Hilton on Sunday! And Im stuck here, miles away....makes life so depressing.
And so....just over ciggarettes. How it all blew to one ugly rainbow of misery. And the words which were exchanged...hhmmm. Strawberry smoothie also kalah....
In pain.
Mie, I need you. So badly,......
Posted by anandini at 05:33 AM on May 7, 2006.
Yeah...I dunno which damn buttons I hit...some shortcut or somesort I never knew existed, and the whole page disappeared and....I lost one helluva long entry! Ish...freain mashed tomatoes!
And so...Shittiest Saturday ever, as we had to go for classes! But, the fler we, 410ers, call the 'Dispropotionated Fler' is gettin cooler, cuter and simply more amazing by the day! He was so cute today, and the day before,...and the day before that! Funny come to think of it, how we've been gettin quite a number of cute XY beings as teachers the whole of this sem. Could that be a sign? *inserts XFiles theme*
Today, durin Peds Lecture, in Lect Room No 4, 2nd aisle, at the right...Liyun found a sealed packet of condom,..ironically labelled 'Ultra Thin'!! That desperate ar...til condoms are lyin arnd on the floor in lecture halls! Wah....had a picture, but its wit dumb Harry!
A long lost (but now found!) friend called today,..all the way from UK!! Haih..made me feel so loved!! It was great to hear frm her,..considering like some 6 years or so since I last saw her. She was one of my netball coaches back in school, the coolest one for that matter! She's stil the same, she claims Im still the same! Lookin forward to meetin her soon, dah la even on the phone we laugh more than we actually speak,..imagine if we were to meet? Ahahahaha....Hah, I feel loved!
Retro Fever 06...finally ended! Had a lil get together today over dinner,...and we couldnt agree more, that the nite, 30th April 06 was simpl the best!
Poof to Sudak tmrw....freakin leavin at 840am!!! The semangatness!!!
Ive got the greatest belalang ever...mine's better than anyone's else! Really,...definitely better! And I love my belalang!
Mom and Dad better call me tomorrow...meanies! Been so long since they last called me..I think it hs been some 2weeks or so! Ish..meanies!
Aaahhh,...Anan feels so loved! And she is...definitely, she's loved!
Posted by anandini at 08:56 PM on May 10, 2006.
Today, we cabut-ed from Surgery...at 10.30am, when the rest of the class changed to go into the OT for an Incisional Hernia Op....After a 4day weekend, today felt like Monday, malasfied than ever!
Harry's a Grandpa TATA!!! aahahahh.....we composed a song, according to the tune of Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer!! ahahhahha....
Somehow 25% thru of gettin our exams dates all sorted out. It would be fine if it wasnt for my flight back to Malaysia for summer break being confirmed for 26th June, coz you see..my last paper's supposedly on the 29th June! So,..we're sorta shifting dates around to accomadate! Hopefully all'll be smooth...like yummy chocolate moose *aahhh...*
And so.....SUDAK
*lovely*13 of us*late for bus*paid extra*bumpy bus ride*Lion Hotel*13 ppl, in 2 rooms for 4*colder than ice cold water*hilarious runaway*Twister!!!*BloodyMary*Screwdriver*Neat Vodka*Lotsa Vodka*gone cases*Taboo*NovieSvet*Jumpin into colder than ice cold water*expensive food*winding roads*hitchhiked*air hockey*aromatherapy cow dung*English Speakin DHL lady*yummy pizza*13 of us*lovely*
Yeah.....definitely lovely.
And so,....I knw u're upset, I am too. But Im acceptin wat has happend,somehow. So, just lemme be. I doubt things would be the same, for I now see wat things are worth to u. I shall remain invisible to you. It hurts less when I dun care....
On a different note....we were talkin abt summer plans! Evyrthing seems so fun and so cekap! The Belalang's equally excited over it! It better happen,...!!
The flourescent light in my room blew,..since Saturday. So, we've been sittin in semi darkness since then. The stinky electrician's no where to be seen!
I ate a whole lot today. Not good.
Oh...The Belalang's a year older now!! Happy Birthday!!! *hugs*
~old man~hehehhe....
Posted by anandini at 09:09 AM on May 13, 2006.
The time is 3.53am,....its time for the news on TWO!
Hyperness at this hour is idiopathic. Pathogenesis unknown. Treatment....Belalang regime.
Banana's relieves constipation.
Which reminds me....my IBS is freakin me out. Its gettin so alienated. Yesterday, it felt like constipation, but it appeared to be diarrhea like...wat was causin the pain? Hhmmm....
Stomach's pyrectic due to last nite Devil's Curry..devilish indeed. It was really, really spicy...humilified my so called 'Indian' strain of genes.
My dear room mate....was so mad at me, like literally mad, for certain reasons unmentionable,...she poisoned me with salt d nite before. I just found out, why the freakin fried egg was so salty, for once I couldnt even it (I love fried eggs!). And last nite I found out why....I tell you, one day dat cow's gonna kill me! Wit penicilin or PCM....*coz Im freakin allergic to both* Ish...
Stomach burns.....
Posted by anandini at 04:51 AM on May 14, 2006.
After so long, today it hit again. Dahsyat as ever....reminded me of how horrible it used to be. I couldnt even lift my head, and was literally in bed til 7pm. Threw up thrice. Really bad. Wish Mummy was here,..she always makes me feel better. Hhhmmm,...migraine. SHittiest thing ever.
MCU had a lil dinner thingy,..and we, the Concurso team, were invited as well. Food was good, really yummy. I ate rice which I would usually eat in 2weeks span,...Im literally bouncin off the walls now. And I also ate with my fingers, somehow managed. My fingers smell of food now...
Mum's out with the girls,...they had dinner at Planet Hollywood and now, they've landed in Chakrawati's, KL. That was Mum's exact words,...'landed in Chakrawati's' aahaha.....she's still not bck, and its 4.50am in Malaysia, she shud be ok, she's almost 50. Dad's not at home, he's in Langkawi, dats why Im a bit worried.
Oh well...
Gonna somehow try to sleep. Evryone's so pissy arnd...dunno why.
Posted by anandini at 03:47 AM on May 15, 2006.
Rajiev turns double TwOTwO today!! Lil boy's all grown up now...or maybe not..but at least, he's a lil grown up! *ducks at incomin rotten banana*
And so,..at 1pm Eve, Shafi aka The LaoLao, Dheepa and I ambushed his room, got him to change out of his jammies, made him change into three different shirts, until finally settlin for a red one,...and sprayed some Glaze Rose air freshner on him, and dragged him out for lunch! Along the park, we bought icecreams, chips and wat nots..despite the fact we were headin to Bogdan for one helluva lunch! Anyway, we got to Bogdan and the whole bunch was waitin there, Ruben lead the earlier crowd! Had lunch, ate felt dizzy as all the blood flooded my mesenteric vessels, was immobilized a while! Food was good, though. So then, we walked back thru the park again, and we played PaintBall! And I shot Ruben at some really sakit place,..oppz! Stupid Rajiev shot me at my neck, sakitness!! Eve got her knee paralysed...somesort! Ahahah..was fun, we shud do it again! Then Rajiev, Eve, LiYun and Francis went on some bungee-fly-out-the-world thingy...was so funny, LiYun kept screamin for dear life! Ahahaha..then we juz lepaked in the park, the weather was nice! And later, we gathered ervyone else, and ambushed Rajiev's room with cake, coke and chips, the normal do la...! Was ok la...So, Rajiev, yeah..the things we do for u! Ahahahah....Hope you've had a great one! Happy Birthday, dude!
Called Mum to wish her Happy Mummy's Day,..and she was still asleep, from clubbin the nite before! Yeah, my younger Brother went for some temple thingy as it was some Indian Festival thingy, and Mummy went clubbin! Ahahha....classic! Babez drove,..so that was somehow taken care of, as Mummy and her frens cant drive for nuts, literally! Mum was complainin how her VodkaLime (her Fave) was RM 20, and I mad her more sakit tellin her that here one whole bottle of Vodka is 20bucks! Aahahaha....! Cute!
Dheepa almost missed her oral orifice and nearly poured Vanilla Coke down her neck! AHahaah...
Belalang,..Belalang...Msged me sayin he lost phone, was all sad and solemn and all. I also thought, gone la, Belalang no phone now! Then suddenly, later in the day, he msges to say he's found his phone...the car ate it! Ahahahah....so cute! Belalang,....Belalang....! *spanks*
The room's in a mess, as Dheepa tore it down lookin her bright orange shoes, of which I eventually found em. Yeah,..the room's in a mess!
Posted by anandini at 04:34 AM on May 16, 2006.
Today, with one chunk of pork meant for one servin for the both of us...Dheepa couldnt decide, to cook, between some soy sauce thingy and some sweet & sour thingy and some Indian paretal thingy...well she ended up makin one portion of the soa sauce thingy and one portion of the Indian paretal thingy! Both turned out lovely..so no complains!
Hhhm....things were slightly messed up today. But it's all a-ok now...
Ran arnd the park today...stamina down d chaplang longkang ever!
40days til I'm in comfort zone. Can hardly wait...
Hhhmm....
Hug? Anyone?
Posted by anandini at 05:53 AM on May 18, 2006.
Lesseee....
Exams are less than a month away! And, all there's to do now is to simply panic! Rite....no? Ok..studyin, but there's just sooo sooooo sooooo much! Times like this I wish I was a porcupine! Ish....
Was checkin out my archive...and readin entries frm last year. Realised I was happier, I sounded gila-er, and I lived life more. Sign..? Perhaps.
Yeah..so we went to McDs for dinner today! Damn kecoh...we talked about cuckoobirds, summer plan, evilness, and several other stuffs. Pretty kecoh la..always is.
Deepa aka GigiBesi came online today! Ahahaah..silly girl! Haih..miss them all loads la, cant wait to traumatize them soon!
So, Sports Med cycle started today. Freakin boring...Bobrik's killing all of us...one more time he says, 'So, guys...' I'll scream!
Mum and her side kick,..Aunty Renu. They're plannin a trip to Thailand. Sounds good, and the best part being, they're waitin for Tharsha and I to get back!!! Yippee!
Sleep. CuddlyWuddly.
Posted by anandini at 12:07 PM on May 19, 2006.
Yeah..its the time again..for Anan to bleed, and bleed and bleed...and allow her body to hurt, and give way to those freakin anacondas to go on with their monthly rock concert in my endometrium!
36 days more...36 days!! Soon, it'll be 35, then 34,..then 33,..then 32..then 31..before u know it, I'll be bck home!!! Wheee...
Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code, The Movie...showin in cinemas now! I wanna watch too! But, Ive to wait for summer...coz I promised The Belalang I'll watch it wit him. Will we? Ahaahaahah....
Laura Veirs' Rapture on repeat can be pretty freaky,..esp all becoz of the fact dat the song makes no sense at all! But I like, still!
Goin out for dinner to Getman tonite...girl's nite out! Its been long, since the last one...
Surgery done!! Psychiatry next...
Eve's got earthworms wigglin arnd somewhere in her bag! She picked them up last semester, and only remembered abt them juz today! So, either they're all dead and mummyfied, or they've multiplied and colonized her colon! Ahaaha...
Sports Med is killing me,..silently, very slowly!
36 days more..!!
Been playin Yahoo!'s Chuzzle like there's no tmrw..not a good thing to become addicted to Yahoo! Games at this time of the Semester,...wat wit exams lurin very near arnd the corner!
I feel like eatin mee rebus. Haih....36days more!
Am sick of all the drama arnd...reallyla, about time ya'll stop yellin at each other thru Barney and Goofy, and talk one to one. Your intestines not long enough to fight with, ar? Ish...really la, enough already la. I try patchin things up, but somehow it gets worse *yeah, dats why Im becomin a Doctor, and not a shrink* Kiss and make up la, though not in that order, but really la, about time ya'll!!
I want Neslo ice from Robert's..this really cekap rotichanai man, somewhere near my place!! 36 days more....
Sigh.
Posted by anandini at 10:03 PM on May 20, 2006.
And so....
I need to bathe,..but my neighbour, who has the thingy to boil water with is not bck. I need to bathe..like really really need to bathe!
Was supposed to at least finish half of wat Ive gotta do for psycho..but somehow, ended up sleeping. Feelin really shitty now...
Cycle's all screwd up....came to early, ended too early. Drunk anacondas!
We went out for dinner last nite..Shafi, LiYun, Dheepa and I. Went to Getman,..Shafi as always, attracted weird flers arnd her. We had this one weird fler, who had dinner alone, who kept laughin to himself..and also who kept winkin at Shafi! Dinner was yummy, had the whole do..dessert as well! Came bck arnd 11, and LiYun and Shafi bunked in 620, and yakked the whole nite/mornin thru...Shafi crownd Major Yakker for the day! Woke up arnd 10, and went to 777 for protas for breakfast. Came back, and slept til 7! Saturday,..whooshed by!
We had McDs for dinner again today. If this goes on, Im gonna end up bouncing and jggling arnd,..all those excessive adiposity! Yucks..
And so..yeah, it hurts, knowin. But then again...perhaps its meant to be as such. Have a great time!
The Belalang's gonna be awake for almost 48 hours, or perhaps more. He's revolutionized multitaskin. Poor thing, feel really kesian for him..*hugs*
35 days to go.
Posted by anandini at 10:06 PM on May 21, 2006.
Today, woke up at noon, well, almost.
Woke up worried, coz Belalang went MIA...but, all's a-ok now *grins*
So, our fridge has been empty for a very long time, being witout groceries can be really frustratin indeed! So, we went to Cilpo, wit Gayatry and Sybil. Had lunch in Motivi, European Street! Lovely place, would definitely go back der for drinks! Motivi's highlights this very unique Indiany concept, the waitresses even wore punjabi suits top, and the waiters wore kurthas! And the whole songket-ish design and all..really nice! Food was good as well, and pretty reasonable as well. So, we've made it a point to chill out wit a copla drinks,aft exams,..before we fly back!
Finally started workin on Psychiatry! Not as bad as Surgery..hope I dun get too sick of it too soon!
Thinkin of tourin Europe again *thinking*wishing* keeping fingers crossed!
I miss the Belalang. Nothin new,..but kinda miss him extra more today.
Jaffa's Banana and Strawberry nectar is yummy. I likey.
35 days to go. But considering how it's almost midnite, Id say 34 days to go! Yippeee...
I still want my mee rebus! ISh...
Back to Sports Med....somehow gotta survive!!!!
Posted by anandini at 02:59 AM on May 23, 2006.
Did a whole lotta sit-ups, and some sorta version of push-ups (Eve's weired out version of BJs!) ...PT block exam! Evrything's gonna ache and be so sakitfied tmrw..
I had somethin on my mental post-it abt LiYun,..but cant remember, now!
And so, The Malaysian Student Council (MSC) had their AGM and General Elections today. Haih,..drama, after drama. Why do all these people take so much pride upon humilating others, and bringin others down? What is it that they'd like to achieve? Hits me beyond cuckooness! They seem to never understand, that their here to somehow save lives one day, as doctors..not to become the world's most cuckoobrain-political dumbass! Gosh, grow up already la, it's indeed about time, ya'll! Oh well, he won, and I guess, works starts rite abt now! A difference, where? Now? Hopefully...somehow~
Got really pissed at some Biatch...ultimate disgust to even think that Im related to her, well, I guess I am...due to some horrid biological evolution gone bad! She frikkin embaressed me, and somehow made me look a fool..all coz I forgot to bring my Student Card while registerin for the AGM! Like as though she doesnt fuckin know me..for cowcrap's sake, U've been breathin down my neck all my life, tryin to catch up...yet somehow never nearin the perfection Ive always had! Jeez...you may have had a lil rose petal today, but I'll always carry the last lovely bouquet of wonderful tulips,..for everyone, family especially know dat u're hardly even worth frikkin snails' slime!
*woozzzaaaaaa*
Feels good to blow! Yeah, I curse at ppl I hate, dahsyat-ly! No one understands, really. The weird relationship we have/HAD! Yet,...inevitable, as she walks within my shadow, tryin to keep up. Babez, wish you were here...we'd have one helluva bitching session. Need that now..no one understands, here!
Oh well...
So, had another cow and a half today...over McDs' Big Tasty. I annoy myself, for I keep bouncin arnd after such a meal, yet I still go back for it, over and over again! But I think Im slowly gettin sick of it...slowly.
I've got lotsa steam today eh..pretty unhealthy. I need some Endorphines!
33days..and reducing! It'll be 32 tmrw!!
Yeah....feelin lonely, yet again. And it hurts, dat of all people, you cant understand...when u really do. Hhhmmm...
Belalang...come gimme some happy-thingies.
Posted by anandini at 09:41 PM on May 24, 2006.
Those cottony-polleny thingies are flyin all over...Yeah, spring..and its HOT!
Have not been studyin lately..well, at least not like Im supposed to, considering dat finals are abt 2 weeks away. Panic factor went AWOL! Aint a good sign..
Been feelin rather down. I dun even knw why...or maybe I do, but I'm choosin not to knw instead? Oh well...
I want Chunky Peanut Butter KitKat.
I want.
I want to not feel so sad, for no apparent reason.
Hhhmm...
Posted by anandini at 04:22 AM on May 25, 2006.
Went to rework PT today...ran a whole lot + situps and wat nots...ter-semangat-ed today..! Well, we succeeded in teachin LaoLao to do some nice pushups! Hilarious..!!
Dheepa cooked oink-oink for dinner, she ate oink-oink for dinner,...and now she's an oink-oink! Here piggy, piggy, piggy...pork chops anyone?
Im emotionally cuckoo..my mood swings are freakin me out, totally! It simply amazes me how I can be so depressed at one moment, and yet so bouncy and happy the other! Latency of happy hormones...seriously, somethings cuckoo-ed somewhere!
And so,..yeah, ball-less! Need a hormone shot?
SPort's Med is so stupid. How will it affect us in the very-near-and-scary future....I dunnno! But, really...it's DUMB! A dose of 4hours of it a day, may predispose an Ischemic Brain Stroke!
Bought those yummy popsicley thingies frm d kiosk juz now..expected it to be the usuall traffic light-y flavoured...but it was tropical fruits instead! And beats daisies outa me, on why people here call tropical flavoured, 'multivitamin'! Best part it tasted more like mango...I read the ingredients, and it had concntrates of Apples, Oranges and Lemons..no mango! So, being its been proven that orange+apple+lemon=Mango! Cool eh..the next time U'd wanna make a mango cake, yet out of mangoes, but wit loads of oranges, lemons and apples...u'd knw wat to do!
Earlier, Eve buzzed me from Harry's Yahoo! MSger...and at that very moment, Harry walked in. Under normal strawberry Jell-O circumstances, dat woud really freak me out. But considerin how Harry's community property, its not all that surprising! But, it was still cool nevetheless!
The Belalang ate Nasi Lemak Ayam for dinner...I want too! 
Im so sleepy..drained frm PT. Option A is to go to sleep. Option B is to somehow do a lil more of my psycho work load..some 18 questions to go, and IM trailin way behind! Havent been studyin lately. *sigh*
I need a coin.
Posted by anandini at 03:27 AM on May 26, 2006.
Ive got this really huge bit of skin peeled off..right on the tip of my nose. Someone had really wicked cravings to turn me into a sick lookin Rudolph.
Had yummy tuna and cheese sandwich for dinner. I think tuna's my favourite fish.
Finally got some progress done wit my work load,..I can finally visualize completing my Psychiatry questions!
Yeah..feelin pretty yucky, nevertheless. For certain yucky reasons. Hhhmm...wish it wasnt all that yucky. Hate it when it gets yucky.
YUCKY. yucky. YUCKY!
Its only 10.23pm, and Im so sleepy. My eyes are so tired and heavy,..somethings really wrong wit my Parasympathetic NS, it seems to be activating pretty prematurely. This has to stop, considering how Im gonna somehow cramp 4 exams in 2 weeks!
Something's not right at home, I can sense it thry Dad's emails. YUCKY, again. I think its officialy YUCKY period now. We shud declare a global manifesto upon it.
Dheepa's been al YUCKY too..she's so pissed at the fact that she's got one absence for this sem's Toxicology Lectures, when she's sure she's been for all of em. She's even more pissed at the fact, that certain 'unmentionable' person had skipped almost all of those lecture, and get away still. Haih..it happens la.
I wanna stop feelin yucky. Please...
30 days to comfort zone.
Posted by anandini at 11:39 PM on May 27, 2006.
And so...being a pathetic depressed sick head can be really tiring. Yeah, happens when u dont get ur dose of lovely strawberry icecream, especially when uve been lookin forward to it so badly, like really really badly. Hhhmm...mental note *Anan, about time to accept reality* Oh well...It went wrong, really catastrophic. All coz, I coudlnt handle it...hhmm....
Tagged along LaoLao and LiYun for their haircut yesterday,..and while I was visting them from stall to stall, I almost, so nearly killed both those two dumb coconuts for spilling juicy bits of Grey's Anatomy..ish,tension I tell you!! So, after their haircuts, we went walkin down European Street, saw this really cool biker dudes, wit some sorta really cool bike..took pictures wit them, and as always, some guy would hit on The LaoLao! Decided to chill and hangout in Motivi..Was juz supposed to have drinks..so ordered a chilled Stella, and yummy tomato soup wit mussels! But, the temptation was too great, and we were too hungry, so ended up orderin dinner as well, I had some yummy pork steak wit some gingery sauce, was really good! Juz chill and gossiped and yakked a bit more..LiYun wants to try their sheyshah, so I guess that'll be our next mission! Went down to Celentano's and bought Dheepa some dinner, then walked home thru the park! Was nice, to juz chill..glad I spent time wit them, for I would have crumbled into microscpic pieces frm being too patheticly sad. Hhmm..Im glad Ive got great friends..*yeah, being sentimental can be fatal sometimes*
So, woke up arnd noon...watched House MD, and 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy, it gets so steamy as it nears the season finale..damn, but the drama all along, haih!
Mum and Dad called, they always know when to call, its like they have this great intuition, when I dont feel all myself, and they'll send over some love, to make me happy again, and it works, everytime! Spoke to Luke, glad he's gonna wait for me til I return for summer break, before sailing off again! FLatters me to nuts..! Mum claims Ive lost so much weight, its gonna be hard to recognise me...see where I get my exaggeration skills frm?! *grins* I love them..I love them so goddamn much,..
Workload's been stagnant...need to start feelin better, so I can finally get some work done. Gotta stop lettin it get to me so much, I cannot afford to breakdown now, not when exams are creepin up really soon...*sigh*
Makin Anan's version of claypot rice..only usin rice cooker..and instead of chicken, Im usin pork!! Yeah, food therapy...
Hhhmm...28days till I take off.
Posted by anandini at 10:40 PM on May 29, 2006.
My whole GI track has a mind of its own. Its acting up again, being PMS-ish as ever. Bad enough the ringing in my head seems to be gettin comfortable and has permanently glued its noise der...now the whole IBS episodes...haih!
And so..exams in two weeks, sorta. Gotta stop being all patheticly emo and breaking down for no reason. Coz evrytime dat happens, work becomes stagnant. So, dats gotta stop.
Lots to be done tonite. Work which was supposed to have been done two nites ago. Yeah...yeah, been bitch slapped into proper cognitive senses. Gonna get back on track.
So, yeah...Ive got more to say, but Im not gonna. Coz, it's gonna be kept btw me and myself only. Not worth letting you know, coz its really all dat insignificant to you. Yes, YOU.
I love Babez..she makes my day, especially when Im at my lowest *which seems to be a whole lotta days nowadays* I love Babez.
2 day cycle break tmrw. But aint all dat much of a va-kay, coz we'll be runnin arnd gettin stuffs done and collecting credits, bearing d balls instead. *sighs*
So, yes, Im still sour. Yes, Im still upset. But, Ive cried enough, really, till my lacrimal reservoir's practically kering! I dun wish to explain myself, so dun question me. Perhaps all this rant is due to the anguish Im feeling..so lets give it some space, and let it slide.
Perhaps I shud start a different blog, somewhere, where no one knows of, where I could be more transparent with things Ive got to say, instead of talkin in alien language like this.
I want home! Gets really crappy, considering dat there's just some 26days before my flight back, and yet to think dat Ive got 4 horrid exams to get thru first. Shitty.
Oh well..
On a different note.....
Anan: Check out the new downloaded clip by Mariah Carey and Bone Thugs N' Harmony?
Dheepa: Who's Harmony?
0_o 0_o 0_o
I find LiYun's alternative name of Rajes simply hilarious! Really, she's gettin funnier...
Its almost 2am, and Im still not done with my Peds Case Report. Sick of writing and writing and all...ish. Dheepa was a darling and made us yummy supper, toast wit butter and condensed milk! Yippee..
And so..back to work now.
Posted by anandini at 10:41 PM on May 29, 2006.
My whole GI track has a mind of its own. Its acting up again, being PMS-ish as ever. Bad enough the ringing in my head seems to be gettin comfortable and permanently glued its noise der...no the whole IBS episodes...haih!
And so..exams in two weeks, sorta. Gotta stop being all patheticly emo and breaking down for no reason. Coz evrytime dat happens, work becomes stagnant. So, dats gotta stop.
Lots to be done tonite. Work which was supposed to have been done two nites ago. Yeah...yeah, been bitch slapped into proper cognitive senses. Gonna get back on track.
So, yeah...Ive got more to say, but Im not gonna. Coz, it's gonna be kept btw me and myself only. Not worth letting you know, coz its really all dat insignificant to you. Yes, YOU.
I love Babez..she makes my day, especially when Im at my lowest *which seems to be a whole lotta days nowadays* I love Babez.
2 day cycle break tmrw. But aint all dat much of a va-kay, coz we'll be runnin arnd gettin stuffs done and collecting credits, bearing d balls instead. *sighs*
So, yes, Im still sour. Yes, Im still upset. But, Ive cried enough, really, till my lacrimal reservoir's practically kering! I dun wish to explain myself, so dun question me. Perhaps all this rant is due to the anguish Im feeling..so let give it some space, and let it slide.
Perhaps I shud start a different blog, somewhere, where no one knows of, where I could be more transparent with things Ive got to say, instead of talkin in alien language like this.
I want home! Gets really crappy, considering dat there's just some 26days before my flight back, and yet to think dat Ive got 4 horrid exams to get thru first. Shitty.
Oh well..
Posted by anandini at 08:41 PM on May 31, 2006.
How can one be hungry and yet have zero appetite to consume anythin?
Oh well..
Final cycle for the sem begins tmrw, Tuberculosis! Whats to geat abt TB, dat there's got to be one whole cycle devoted to it?
Juliet the Orange's Eyelashes..doesnt make sense, but I like.
The thought of home, and evrythin nice and lovely, keeps me goin.
I hyperanalyse, gotta stop doing dat. But yet, what does all of these mean to you? For real, tell me. Wait, dun tell me. Now I know,...
4 more credits before Im done wit my 8th sem of med school! *shudders*
I want strawberry ice cream. I wanna feel happy and loved again. I want home. I want to be a goldfish. I want to not to have to wonder. I juz want.
shitty.
Posted by anandini at 01:49 AM on June 1, 2006.
I have the bestest roomie ever!!
She bought strawberries!!! My favourite!
One huge bowl of them in the fridge..soakin in condensed milk!! Oh..lovely.
Hhhmm...food for the screwd up soul.
I think its the season now. Coz evyrone's goin thru it as well, at least most of the people I know.
I feel loved again.