Wat will be, shall be...

Posted by anandini at 03:29 AM on April 2, 2006.

To lead? Or not to lead? A dilemma...more like, consequences of the after effect. All went well, yet..perhaps not all, somehow. A new approach, and definitely a new understanding.

Just disappointed, dat of all people, you? Says a lot.

Oh well.

Fooled Mum & Dad on the same thing Ive been foolin them on April's Fool's Day for the past 3 years! And the still fall for it! My ankle injury,..! Dad replied, just askin wat happend and if Im ok. I replied Dad, laughin my ass off. And some 20mins later, Mum's SMS came in,...yeah, it took her about 30mins to reply! Dad had a blast, Id imagine as he fooled Mum 4 times in 15mins! And on top of that, quite a number fell for my Yahoo! Status....'Free Fries at McDs!' Ahahahah...!

Been one lepak-ish Saturday...finally! After all those hectic weekends,...So it's all good!

So, all said and done...Ive decided to live in a world of my own. It saves more heartache, and thus relieves me of much unwanted pain. Yah..gotta get used to it, somehow. After all, it is for the better...I think~..I dun like being emotionally dependent, so learnin to stand on my very own two, mayb a tad hard initially, but I somehow believe I'll be able to...in time to come at least.

Some choc banana cake from Secret Recipe would do wonders now.

Just watched 6 episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Now want more...

I wonder how Id look wit purple eyebrows?...

moo moo?

Hate it this feeling...

Posted by anandini at 03:55 AM on April 3, 2006.

We went on an educative journey today...shootin a video of retro fashion! Was really cool...indeed!

Hhhm,....

It feels really shitty, it's worse than havin a brain aneurysm. And as it was said in Grey's Anatomy,..sometimes, you've just gotta peal of the band aid, and let the wound heal. Wat wound,..I dunno. BUt there's definitely a wound.

I think we're drifting apart.

Harry cooked some yummy pork dish today,..only problem being, it was more of a potato dish wit pork!

Dheepa and I had Amigo's for dinner..freakin expensive it was. Yet, lazyness and its consequence...

 Jah's all burnt and roasted....of being under the sun all weekend!

Hhhm,..gonna sleep and hope when I wake tmrw, all'll b nice and lovely!

moo moo?

12345

Posted by anandini at 03:05 AM on April 4, 2006.

5 words to describe my day.

TIRED. BUSY. LOVED. HURTFUL. CONFUSED.

Lets see if these 5 words remain to be such tmrw as well...

moo moo?

SCREW YOU DUDE!

Posted by anandini at 04:15 AM on April 5, 2006.

U knw how sometimes U tend to tell yourself to juz screw it all, and get on wit things somehow, someway....today's one of those days!

Sick of waitin for some certain people, all it did was piss me of til I saw stars! Well guess wat my friend, I dun hv to depend on u, as Ive done it by myself. Really makes me sick, as to how some ppl behave....if u've commited yourself to it, bloody get it done! If you wanna be Mighty Mouse and go on a save-d-world mission, dont nod and say you'd do it, then go MIA! Bloody constipated fool! SCREW YOU! SCREW YOU! SCREW YOU!!! DUMB FART!!!! *STEAMS!!!*

Woooozzzaaaaa.....

Haih.

Silence says a whole lot more. Yah, trust me..I would know.

On a happier note,...Al-King turned 22 today! He's stronger than I am, so my meek effort of rubbing cake all over his face only ended up in me gettin cake all over my hands instead! Happy Birthday Ruben! We kinda lost count of the number of candles on your cake, coz yours truly dropped the candles all over the floor!

While runnin arnd gettings done this evening, I bumped into one helluva pleasant surprise...which ultimately made my day! Sweet yummy Matheav!! Yes ya'll..I bumped into him while he was busy moving IN,...to the hostel!! 5th hostel, my wing!!! We stopped and chatted a while...ok, all he did was ask where I stayd and all, then he said he's got some India flers as neighbours,...but dat was enuff to make me all bubbly!!! Ahh....nice!

Also almost kicked some dumb fart in her freakin ovaries and killed all her unfertilised eggs, or watever's left of it! Haih, rather not say anything, but 'Yuhhooooo, hun...come on la, do us all a favour and juz get urself a room. We really arent all that interest in your pathetic lovelife, wat more after all that youve done..' Ishh.....

Im filled wit much rage today....elevated to one super high level! Aint healthy!

Im gonna go sleep now...close of my eyes and dream of my very own yummy Jah, and somehow increase my Seratonin level, and be all happy...again. Somehow~

4July06....a day to remember. For certain unmentionable reasons!

moo moo?

Amazed...

Posted by anandini at 03:58 AM on April 6, 2006.

Today has been a day of amazement!

Its amazing, truly is, how ur luck turns as sour as some really rotten beet root! U see, Tamara, our Peds teacher, had a lecture to deliver today. So she gave us sufficient work, and left at 11, one hour before class ends. We, the 410-ers, were contemplatin to bunk the hour and juz head home, or otherwise. Somehow, 10mins or so after dat, some other teacher walks in, collects all the stuffs and wat nots, and releases us! So, technically, we dint literally bunk he extra hour...rite? Anyway, we kept a look out for Tamara, as she was headed towards Uni as well,..reached the bus stop, and was relieved she was no where to be seen. So we thought, all was cool....damn, we definitely thought wrong! As soon as we got onto the first mashrutka (van like public transport) we saw Tamara sittin in it...all comfy! Haih..kantoi! What luck eh....! Like budak sekolah playin truant,..but somehow, technically we werent bunkin,...or were we? Ahahahah....it was so funny! None of us could look her in the eye, we juz stared elsewhere! But she's cool....or at least I hope so!

Then, it's amazing how my some fler gettin down the mashrut could somehow swing my glasses (which was ON my face) out of the dumb van, and send one lense loose and all the way under the above said dumb van! Haih....lucky the same dumb van dint run over it! So, yah...my lovely blue tinted glasses is all a-ok!

Its also amazing how LiYun miracalously bunked Homeopathy Lect, to pig out at McDs, of which she miracalously suggested herself! More amazing being how she was the first to finish the super huge-yummy Big Tasty fler...! Amazing,..simply amazing!

Amazing how XinYi and I suddenly ran across d road,...d light was green, but it was one of those almost-turnin-red flers....so, you'd naturally juz wait for the next green one....naturally (!), just not today!

Also its amazing how things are now all solved...about time actually! Wish things like this wont ever happen anymore..too much emotional overload la..~

Its simply amazing.

Im still pretty much amazed.....amazement suppresants?

moo moo?

Vote for Lekha Lekha

Posted by anandini at 03:59 AM on April 8, 2006.

I think Ive got this really bad roll of karma upon me, which constantly traumatizes me with ex-girlfrens, of my boyfren(s)! Like, thru out all previous relationships, Ive always had them breathin down my neck,...not that they do much harm, coz basically I dun give 2 guavas to wat they've gotta say..yet, still, why are they being such? Is growin up, and learnin to move on, all dat hard? What do they gain by being such a leceh-fied revolted, nauseating biatch? Haih....it dint work out, let it go, girl. Its pretty disturbin, regardless of how much I try shaking it off....it's der, like some incessant itch...which is gonna itch, and itch and itch...till it becomes purulently psoriatic! Haih...wat karma~

Had a blast collecting nominess for Retro Fever 2006 King & Queen....we conquered the end table in 777, made so much noise just by laughin, and gave ShanuBanu full liberty by being epileptic, as to waving at evry single Abu, Muthu and Ah Seng which walked in! Oh, we also had a personal campaign goin on...influencing them to vote for Lekha Lekha as the Queen! And it sorta workd!!

Sakun made dinner today...and oh my, it was beyond good, it was super yummy! Seriously, of all the many catering thingies goin arnd here in CSMU, today's was juz perfect! Yummy....really damn yummy!

Dheepa's bunkin in at 4th..to help Sybil with the 250 Easter eggs she's supposed to do. But no worries...Ive got myself prepared to last thru,..somehow~...I hate being afraid of the dark! I HATE! I HATE! I HATE!

Im disturbed. Yet....hhmmm.

Flattered as well....though he was high, yet. Is it true dat thruth comes clear when u're high, intoxicated and wat nots? For now Id choose to believe so....coz its pleasantly flattering, and its nice!

Signals....now? Wonder what it means...yet,..hhmmmm. Maybe not,...or maybe,...errr yes? I dunno....but Id rather not. I wont...

moo moo?

The weekend it was....

Posted by anandini at 03:49 AM on April 10, 2006.

Weekend....My man up above, we need to talk. I suggest dat, just for the weekends alone, we have 48hours, each!! Coz, there's just not enough of weekend time!

SATURDAY....
Woke up at 10am, anticipatin the whole KUU's Cake Deco competition, coz the cekodok was supposed to be taking part! But Laura called instead, she needed help over at Maya's & Sim's place, where they were makin some 250egg sandwiches (dats like some 17loaves of bread!!). So got over there, and was making sandwiches til some 2.30pm! But was really fun....spend the first half of the mornin cucuk-ing at Prabha who was cutting the edges of the bread,....she got better though along the way, in fact she maju-ed pretty drastically!! Then we had some sorta was between the sandwich production team ie Prabha, Lekha Lekha, Sunitha and I, and the plastic wrapper team ie Dheepa buntut, Rajiev the RAT, and Melinda! Haih...damn kecoh!! Haahahha..dint know makin sandwiched could be so fun...and tiring as well! Simran walked into the kithcen, killin evryone wit her belum-berus-gigi-breath! Ahahahah....

Then we, rushed to the stadium for the Kabadi and tarik-tali competition, in conjunction of the upcomin Tamil New Year celebrations...! Yeah....we, The Rat, The cekodok, Lekha Lekha, BUntut and I, were first-aiding! Armed wit 2 tubes of diclofenac gel, one bottle of Iodine, and a whole lotta gauze,..I'd say we did quite ok la! The whole Kabadi do, as good....as it always is! Highlight of the event was when the rugby ball hit some girl one the head, bounced off her head, onto the kabadi field...and the girl fainted! We, the first-aiders, were too into the kabadi do, dint notice that some girl actually fainted, in fact, Dheepa shoo-ed Renay away, when he was tryin to tell us dat some bimbo fainted! Haih...super funny! A field filled wit almost 250 doctors, and only a handful ran to her aid!

Then right after dat, we headed straight to DomKultura for the Mystery of The Missing Body, an Easter Concert! Before the show started, we ran nominations for Retro King & Queen....of which The Rat was highly voted for! *winks* Overall, the show was great...the whole  concept and all, I for one especially liked the unplugged performance! But the sound system and the whole AV system kinda hazed the event! Oh, videotaped the event...and sorta suffered from ulnar nerve entrapment!

Headed to McDs right after dat...wit almost the whole cast! Whacked Big Tasty, and got home almost at midnite! Wat a day!!!

SUNDAY.....
We went shopping!!! Yeahness,..Ive finally bought my cloth for my dress! Gotta just send it in to the tailor, and voila.....all ready! Cant wait!

We kecoh-fied 777 yet again..for the Retro King & Queen nomination! Ahahaah...silly Shanu, tried so hard from being epileptic, yet again!

Haih...see, now u see why we need 48hours each for Saturday and Sunday? Tmrw's Monday...only consolation being dat Friday's a holiday! Gonna motivate myself with that, and somehow try surviving thru out the week!

Good thing though, come to think of it, dat I was all busy and alll...kept my mind off certain matters! Not that it helped much...yet. It gave wrong signals to people arnd me, and got me into some sorta sticky situations, one too many times. All coz I was too busy being bitchy, and throwin it all upon my friends! Haih....well, I tried, but I failed. Im gonna have to try harder. Coz evyrtime I try, I get so hurt. Im so confused now, I hardly know wat to do. Really. A dear friend finally blew it all last nite, and said Ive changed,...Ive become so emotionally unstable and so depressed. Need to do somethin....as just as she said, this aint me.

Hhmm.....

You, dun question. I wouldnt know how to explain. At the same time, dun explain, as you've said, you really dun have to. So, dun bother.

moo moo?

The wonders of the wonderness...

Posted by anandini at 04:03 AM on April 11, 2006.

I think Buntut spiked my crysanthemum tea yday....as the whole of today, Ive been feelin lethargic and tired. Hhmmm.....

But she made it up by makin some super yummy chicky curry for dinner! It was so good, I ate for all those days Ive hardly been eating!!! Yummy!!!

Hhhmm,....

You know how u're disturbed and guilty and frustrated and loved all at once? Today's one of those days....You know, yet you dont. You trust, yet you doubt. All I'd want rite now for it all to end, all the yuckyness...shoo-shooo-shooo!! Dun like yuckness...

Had an unexpected 'expected' visitor....who was tryin to convince me of certain things, which Ive convinced myself not to get involved in, yet now pretty much in dilemma, as the whole situations all purple and flower-powered..unlike before. Decisions.....haih, rather juz crack a coconut into two and let it float!

I curi-ed Ryan's JohnieWalker Swing watch! Hheheehe...curi-ed it wit his permission of coz! It looks nice on me!

Dheepa's immitating my facial expressions.....stupid buntut! She's walkin arnd witout a *** but it hardly makes a difference coz she barely has ****!

I want ice cream, strawberry flavoured. I want Boston Cream doughut frm Dunkin Donuts. I want Jah, so badly.

moo moo?

Oh purple and pink and white and black...

Posted by anandini at 12:55 AM on April 12, 2006.

I ate TomYam Maggi again,..for the 2nd time in 3days. Pretty sad, huh....

I have this sudden cravin to telan one tablespoon of condensed milk. But there's no condensed milk arnd....

Shanu's here to take her bath....Shanu's one super blur queen, I wish I could say why...but she'll chop up my ulnar and feed them to Garfield, the fat orange cat from the 5th hostel....but, nevertheless, Shanu's a dumb dumb! Oh by the way, she's addicted to my tagboard!

I want condensed milk!

Managed to convince Tatyana ^somethin somethin^ not to have class tmrw!!! So yippiee...no class! Lect starts 1..!!!

Keanu Reeves is so yummy in Constantine! Yeah,..finally finished watchin it today!

Hhmmmm,...Feels so lost and distant...yet, there's nothin dat can be done about.

moo moo?

The tra-la-las of the Blah la-las..

Posted by anandini at 05:00 AM on April 13, 2006.

Ahh...I think I like the burnin sensation when cold Coke tickles the mucous membranes of your oral cavity and stings your throat...sorta sets you on a certain trance. For real...try it.

Was sittin arnd in 777 yday,..and the day before, and today....for the whole Retro King & Queen nomination do,...and so, had a pair of scissors in my hand, and I got busy snippin Rajiev The Rat's bulu roma of his arm....yah, he's one hairy rat!

I think Ive got a hairline fracture on my left middle proximal phalanx...sakit to the max, and it has been sakit for months! But juz the thought of POPing the whole finger,..makes me so utterly malas to go check it out...wait la, summer hols aint all dat far, rather do it within reachable care of Mummy and Daddy~...

Was standin out in the balcony earlier,..waitin for the water to boil, so I can shower! Yeah, hot water taps keringfied today..stupid hostel people. Anyway, was standin out der in balcony, dreamin....of someone in particular....when I looked to the other wing of the 5th Hostel, and saw Tatyana's husband/boyfriend/male gigolo cookin....butt naked! Haih..he's famous for doin dat la, yet..its kinda gross la...ervythin's hangin loose, literally..and he's so hairy! I love the excessive hair on my man,...but lookin at all his bulu everywhere was juz so traumatizing!

Im bleedin...serious case of piles. Ass hurts as though a pineapple was being stuffed into my rectum!

Wish you were here. Regardless of it all.

moo moo?

Posted by anandini at 02:37 AM on April 14, 2006.

Lets see.....

The Ex Boyfriend's married. Yeah....And I think Ive been infected by some mutated strain of cuckooness, as I cant seem to shake it off me. Yes, the girl's wit someone who's by far not even worth being compared to the above mentioned *shudDIEburninINhell* ExBoyfriend, and yes, the girl couldnt be more happier now...and yes, the girl's definitely over it all, definitely...like so so so for real! And most importantly, the girl's all in love now,...entirely! And so, why does the girl suffer from some sorta cuckooness? Conditional reflex? Out of the world....As The Belalang has said, it aint worth it, so juz let it slide....and to slide it shall.

So lets see.....here's a checklist of people the girl has pissed off/misunderstood/sulked at/....and wat nots......
---> The Boyfriend        {check}
---> The Room mate     {check}
---> Classmates           {check}
---> The Dear Friend    {check}
---> Evryone else.....    {checkCHECKcheck}

So, lets see.....Tmrw's Tamil New Year. Wats to happen? The girl shall meditate and find her soul.

Yes, she's had her fair amount of bitch slaps and brick bats....a warm hug and a shoulder to cry on, would be much welcomed.

And a tub of strawberry ice cream.

I want my mummy.

moo moo?

OOhhhh...

Posted by anandini at 06:44 AM on April 15, 2006.

Tired......

Thank god it was a holiday!
Super tired...but got things done. By things, I basically meant my dress,..yes, its all designed and sent to the tailors! To be collected on 22nd!

Went for the New Year's concert rehearsal...came bck and cooked and cooked, had dinner at almost midnite...plucked my eyebrows, and waxed my upper lip *ouch* and now, all ready to cuddle up and sleep.....its almost 2am.

Being a female is so susahfying.....

moo moo?

Confused

Posted by anandini at 06:02 AM on April 17, 2006.

Im confused. See,...I dunno of wat, but Im confused. Rite, Im confused.

I need to sleep.

Jah waxed half his body  All those bulu....all gone! Silly grasshopper!

We had dinner at 12midnite today..dats pretty cool, actually.

Sick of certain things,...yet, Im all confused, so it's really not worth mentionin. But really...we work together, not against each other. To earn respect, you've gotta respect others,..dint they teach you that from where you came from? Apparently not....

Haih, Im confused.

See.....hhmmmm, nevermind.

I shall go to bed now.

moo moo?

....Like....really???

Posted by anandini at 11:07 PM on April 17, 2006.

So,..was abt to take the lift down, to meet Harry to run for Peds Lect...and I saw it. Met Harry downstairs, and apparently there were more of it arnd, on the 4th floor, 2nd floor..and on the ground floor. And yes, I was disturbed, very..but I was more disgusted, that such mentally retarded people still roam arnd freely. My, my...I pity their parents for having such shameful children. They must have not completed their preschool days, coz they seem to be pretty much still at that cognitive level, in fact with intelligence that stumpy, they must have been born congenitally dumb. Jealous ke? Haih.....kesianya. Seriously la, for the love of lovelyness and fungyfied candida...grow up already!

Anyways,..the second generation posters for Retro Fever 2006, are simply mindblowin....! 4 colours, for all 4 hostels! Pretty cool!

And so, Tamil New Year celebrations were pretty cool! First aidin for the whole Annual Kabadi tourney and the Tarik Tali do, was kinda interesting in its very own way, Eve and I kept prayin for no one to get hurt! But even those who got hurt, they somehow refused medical aid, as they were too much into the game....funny people! SOmehow the endorphins and adrenalin sorta kept pain sensations inhibited, to a certain degree...! The whole cultural show thingy at nite was ok la....620, as in Dheepa and I were in some sorta cacing kepanasan syndrome, worried sick of trippin while gettin on stage! I for one, stepped on my saree...but managed to cover it well! It was all cool la....ohyah, practically gave a whole lotta people one helluva shockerlingam wit my bareback saree, and its equally hardly-there-blouse! Haih..was all good la,somehow~...

Was talkin to my lovely Grandma yesterday,..and she started buggin me abt gettin married and stuffs! Aduh, usin d 'Im not gonna be arnd much longer' line and all....damn cute la! I miss my grandma, she said she bought me somethin from her recent trip to India! So sweet!

Im psychic...even Dad thinks so.

Gonna go make dinner now. Hungry,..for one too many things!

moo moo?

Lao...Lao...

Posted by anandini at 05:03 AM on April 20, 2006.

Yeahness.....there are no classes tmrw!!!

To be able to sleep til noon,...haih, simply lovely!

Had Peds end cycle exam today, was ok la....So, yeah Peds all done and over with. Surgery's up next,..hopefully we get one of those lepak teachers, who hardly attends class! *crosses fingers*

We legally bunked half of Therapy Lect today,..and headed to the tailors, do try on our Prom dresses! So far it looks ok la....needs adjustin here and der and it'll be fine. Then we went walkin anrd town, and had dinner at Celentano's and then had dessert, of some milky jell-o thingy over at some other lil cafe near by,...then walked back thru d park! Was kind fun,.....Met LaoLao and sothemaaade! Ahahaahaha...and The Cekodok nearly went mad tryin to figure out how to use a Nokia, as she exchanged phones wit Harry, as The Cekodok's Samsung's apparently possesed or some sort! And LiYun had several guys hittin on her,..ahahahha, so cute..ya la, being the hot chicko she is now! Haih, was so funny la! Rajiev the Rat kept irritatin the horrible mast cells out of The Cekodok all day...ahaahhah!

The 5th Hostel went bonkers today, wit its power supply! Half the block was blacked out, then the entire block...but thank God all's ok now!

Been runnin arnd gettin things done for RF06.....convincing people here and der, pretty much like some freaked-sugar-high direct seller! But it kinda worked, so all's good!!

Today I miss home terribly. One of those days la, it juz happens.

Have not heard from him at all,..wonder wat he's up to. Too busy perhaps,..simply to occupied. Hhhmm,........

Im gonna commence my sleep marathon,....stupid anacondas havin some sorta rock concert in my endometrium aint helpin much! I need anaconda killers...

moo moo?

And so it is....

Posted by anandini at 05:12 AM on April 21, 2006.

And so.....it happens. Yeah, some sorta really shitty episodes of crap. Happens...

Disappointed, yet.....I promised my 2 counsellors I'd not say anythin. And so...I shall not.

Yet....ish! Nevermind....

Finally there's hot water after so long...feels so good!

First day of Surgery cycle tmrw..hope all goes well.

I want teddy bear hugs..hhhmmmmm.
Strawberry slurpy would be good too...

Mum visited some choc factory wit her kindie kids today..Im assumin d fridge's pretty well stocked now!

Was wishin and hopin u'd be there..but you couldnt. I know it's not your fault,..juz needed you so badly.

moo moo?

The F and the UCK

Posted by anandini at 05:27 AM on April 23, 2006.

Im gonna rant and grumble and mumble...if it makes sense to you, u must b a really close friend. If it doesnt, dun question me abt it when u next see me, as I really dun wanna talk abt it, thank you.

So,..let's see. Things are gettin really ugly. My hatred for this person is simply beyond the uglyness of blackheads. I get so annoyed, irritance brought upon to a new degree all together. Yes, its partly my fault, for blowin my top one too many times. Yet, gosh....he's beyond tolerance! And, he complaints abt it to the world...haih, ur chromosome says XY, but you behave like a freakin XX! Haih...Yes, Im equally stubborn and arrogant, but at least...I knw where things stand, and I knw how to behave. Dude, really la...get urself a rotten strawberry pie, coz serioulsy dats all ur worth it!

Haih...

Finally got my dress done! I think its lovely,..yet, somethin doesnt seem rite. Hhhm....this is when I really wish Mum was arnd nearer..

Speakin of which...I really need Mum now. She comforts me, and soothes my troubles. Hhhmm....

Haih...SCREW YOU LA!! Really..for someone as low, disgraceful and simply screwd up as you are, juz dun deserve to belong in a lil thing Id call friendship!

Jah...have not heard frm him for the entire day. Pretty unlikely...it makes me paranoid of one too many matters, but the mere assumption of him being creditless keeps me at the brim of sanity! Hhhmm,....

Had one helluva bithing session in 777 today...stayed til they had to chase us out as they were closing!

Exactly one week for RetroFever 2006..the heat's so intense, hopefully it'll continue to flame.

I need sleep.

moo moo?

Is this right?

Posted by anandini at 03:07 AM on April 25, 2006.

Juz watched Episode 17 of OTH....cannot take it! How can dat have happend!! Cannot accept it la....haih.

Pushin for 22 seats for RF06....it has to go! It juz has to!

Certain things....am I rite to feel this way? I think it's somehow justifiable, yet at the same time wrong altogether....Hhhmmm....

Dheepa's havin some evil plans of burnin the curtains....so that we'll have a valid reason to get new ones!

Oh yeah,..speakin of which, The Buntut made one helluva dinner today....Sothi wit tofu, tougeh and bean sheet...with ikan bilis sambal! Ahh..heavenly!

Keep seeing it over and over again. Tryin not to let it get to me...but it somehow is. Traumatized, perhaps...knowin the truth soothes it a lil,..yet, still very much in pain.

I think if pineapples and strawberries were to be kacuk-ed, it'll be one yummy fruit!

Somehow foolishly fallin in love with those lovely red tulips.....so pretty! Reminds me of Amsterdam! Wanted to pluck those tulips while walkin to McDs the other day, but there were some flers followin us behind..so thought againts it! Haih..lovely red tulips *hint*hint*

I need some sorta strong memory/thought/moment remover....I have to delete it! But I cant....yet, I juz have to! Damn...

Thought of Babez today...hope she's all fine. Havent heard frm her in such a long time....which usually means she's all ok. Coz she only msges me when somethin's wrong~!

DELETEdeleteDELETEdelete..!! DELETED...I think...

Currently addicted to James Blunt's Out of My Mind...nice song! Watchin his video clips, reminds me of Anton!

moo moo?

Just add cinnamon and some sugar...it'll all be good!

Posted by anandini at 05:30 AM on April 26, 2006.

It's worse than some super gila-muntahfying freakin roller coaster ride....honestly!

An entire kaleidoscope of gastric juice stimulatin emos....

---> Satisfaction
Yeah..we're finally learnin somethin in SUrgery! We call him the disproportionate fler...but nevertheless he speaks fluently, teaches well..albeit his sky-high sarcasm level....he's all good la!

---> Geramness + Massive bangingness
Yeah...when we ambushed The Cekodok for addin strangers in her Strangster account. For the uninformed, the Strangster runs by the similar concept as Friendster,...and for obvious reasons, the Strangster allows you to add strangers, instead! Ahahahah....haih, itchy! Well known la, The Cekodok's some kinda hot chicko in her very own mystical ways....very dark, very mysterious..yet, she makes it work la somehow!

---> Numb and being utterly confused
They were just pictures..yet, the whole thing ws juz overblown..way out of juicy mangoes! Haih....it'll never happen again la,...definitely wont ever happen again.

---> To feel loved and remembered...warmth all within
Yeah...a lovely email from a lovely person! After so long....her emails always and will continue to make my day! And me misses her so much!

---> Celebration!!
Wheee.....it's Gayatry Nisha's Birthday today!!! Happy Birthday Girl!!

---> Panic and Pening-ness.....
Prom stuffs....gettin goin, gettin goin! Have to get going!!!! To successfully seal of a deal today was a mere consolation, hardly significant, yet....Gotta get going!

---> Pain
Sandpaper-ish throat and a throbbin headache and basically general weakness...hhhmmmmm. Cannot afford to fall sick now. Gotta pick myself up and NOT get sick.

---> Frustration and felt abandoned
Just for that one line....you chose not to bother? Hhhmm....dont worry, dat too wont happen again...

---> Shocked and Amazed
Yeah..havin some really ancient frens msg you on Frenster is indeed one super high shockerlingamness! She looks so different, yet...glad we're back in touch!

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The girl needs--->
> To study
> To sleep
> some red lovely tulips
> Some antibiotics and lozenges
> Lotsa luck and goodwill
> Support...*most needed*
> Not to be misunderstood

Gnite.....

moo moo?

Need more chicken nuggets!

Posted by anandini at 06:09 AM on April 28, 2006.

Today, I had McDs for Lunch and Dinner! Pretty cool eh...few days before prom, and Im gonna become a cow and bounce arnd! Ish...

So tired. So busy. So much to do. So..juz so!

Im happy today, I like today....coz today's the 27th. And Im so happy!

Our disproportionated teacher was so cute durin surgery today...first, he accidently injected Novocain into the assistin surgeon's finger,..then he flung pieces of mesh arnd, literally at us la....and while he flung a needle across the room, never to be found again! Haih...herniotomy which went pretty well, still!

Dheepa's drivin me mad...she drivin me mad! She's dollin me up...I need back up.

I feel loved today, very loved. Im happy.

And busy.

And tired.

moo moo?