Yucky

Posted by anandini at 07:13 PM on February 2, 2006.

Hate the weather. Yeah, its warmer now, but its the worst ever kind. Its too cold to wear the slightly-thinner-than-winter-jacket Jacket, and its freakint too hot to wear the ever so bulky winter jacket, aka muscle man! Ish....and its so yucky everywhere, the snow's meltin...so its like one huge play pen for lil polar bears,...lil bits of sludge evrywhere! Ish..

Some lady puked on me today! I was holdin the pan for her to throw up in, and suddenly...one big splishsplosh, and Ive got puke on my labcoat, despite it being microscopic bits, Ive got freakin puke on me! Not just any puke, but it was hematemesic,..yeah, she was throwin up blood! The ICU had a very young clowny male nurse today, cute too. Hhhmmm,..just thought Id mention it.

I hate today. Im feeling yucky, evyrthing's yucky...and its yucky evrywhere! YUCKS!

1 moo moo-ed

Happy Birthday, Anan

Posted by anandini at 07:20 PM on February 3, 2006.

Yeahness. Im a year older. Ish....

Im old enuff to get married and have kids! And to fly to Paris, and to work my ass off,....Im old enuff to stop living off my parents! Ish...

I hate birthdays. Being so far from home, it can get really depressing.

But then again, evryone rememberd...darlings frm back home and all those arnd here. Made me feel so loved, so it aint so bad after all la.

Shouldnt have said I wantd a pizza instead of a cake,..coz dat's wat they did! Dheepa, Harry, Francis, Eve, Lekha, Rat, Sybil surprised me wit a very suspicious lookin pizza, with 23 candles on it! Hhmmm,....it looked really fishy,...and when Dheepa forced one last piece of it down me, I eventually threw up. haih....Ive never thrown up on my birthdays before, there's always a first I guess.

Im glad Ive arnd such nice ppl. Mean or not...I knw they meant well. And from all back home, never expected ya'll to remember, nice to knw Im still thought of.

Ok,...Im gonna enjoy being 23! Dheepa and the rest of them are up to somethin, I dunno wat,.....but I'm psychic, and I knw! Hah!

moo moo?

The day it was

Posted by anandini at 06:01 AM on February 5, 2006.

Im blessed. Truly I am. 030206 came and went,....and regardless of how depressed I was *as always*, the amazing things they do, all those effort just to make it a memorable day for me. Yes I'm blessed. You guys are the greatest, truly! I'd rather have ya'll than 12 lovely chubby kids! *dunno how dat compares to,..but then again....ahahah*

I knew something was up, just dint know wat. Dheepa was in MIA mode the whole day, and everyone was always whispering and wat nots. Dinner time came, and Dheepa said we'll go to 777 *a local cafe, in hostel grounds* for dinner. Prior to dat, my mum made me cry, haih...dats a whole different chapter all together,...so, I was all depressed and was moppin arnd in utter bombasticfied misery and zombiefiedness. Got ready and juz sat down waitin for Dheepa, who was indeed ready, but somehow dint wanna leave the room just yet. Then someone knocked on the door, after fightin wit Dheepa on who should open it, I opend the door to find evryone standin in the dark,  yelling 'surprises!!!' and one HUGE strawberry cake! If these ppl continue shockerlingamfying my like this, Id die of cardiac insuffiency by the time Im 30, or mayb even sooner!

So, yeah...the traditional cake cutting thingy and all....and the hoohaaness which comes along....Dheepa and Sybil made me a strawberry cake, somethin Ive been askin for since last year! Was indeed one helluva effort, considerin how strawberries are not in season yet! I of coz, cat-fighted evryone, and picked out all those strawberries before anyone could! And they made me one huge life size Birthday card,...which was really pretty!

Somehow got convinced to go out to 2Kapitana for a reggae do. Lumex was goin on and on...'Happy Birthday Anan,....C Dneom Rashdenya Anan' Thanx to Francis who told him it was my birthday! Suddenly, while we were all on d dance floor, the house lights were turned on, the music stopped, and Lumex came on the stage, and then....a cake! Whoaaa....was called on stage, evryone in the club sang me a Birthday song, again! Dahsyatness....! Was an instant celebrity,...'Hey, you owe me a dance, its ur Birthday!' Rite.....by 4, I could hardly feel my legs! Was great though,...too great! Lumex and DJ Seetho was spinning,..a reggae do, as it was Bob Marley's birthday! Yeahness, I share the same birthdays as Bob Marley and also Elmo from Sesame Street! Nice....

Woke up tis mornin at arnd noon, to a complete tetraplegic state!! Would have slept longer, but my grandma called! Made me feel even more loved!

Today's Kanch Bithday! Juz came bck from one crazy dinner do at Bokdan! Haih....all coz of Harry! Ahahaha....oh and I burnt Ruben's hair and almost got his nose as well!

If only I had not cried all that much....If only Mum wasnt being a kid,...If only I had not bein so childish,...this was indeed one of my best ever Birthdays *it gets better every year, eh!* Ya'll made it real for me, ya'll made me feel so loved,...and I thank ya'll sincerely for it all! Love ya'll loads!

2 moo moo-ed

...

Posted by anandini at 04:37 AM on February 7, 2006.

Why? Haih....too tired. Emotionally.

moo moo?

Im stuck..

Posted by anandini at 03:16 AM on February 8, 2006.

I wish I had my very own airline company! Flights back to Malaysia for summer hols are fully booked...!! Wats left are those which are very early (mid June) and those which are very late (late July)....in massive panic mode now!

Haih.....

Worried sick, emotionally unstable and bloody goddamn hungry,....wat happens? 3 hours in Celentano (a Pizza outlet) over 1 huge pizza, 3 Bunito salads, and 2 blinchiks (French Pancakes),...!! Dahsyatness....! But Dheepa and Harry was interogatin me of certain things which made me blush,...idiots! Haih....but all in all, it was one good talk-cock session! Too bad Francis had to go for classes...!!

Came bck, and slept til 7pm. Yeah,..I'll be fluent in Babilogy soon, being a pig on a daily basis! Ish....

Things are just left hanging, dunno if it's ok. Wish and hope it is, though. But its hard to tell....

I replied Dad's mail as soon as I woke up today, and since he was still in the office....he replied back, askin how come I was not in the hosp. For a moment I was wondering, why should I be in a hospital, not dat I was ill or anythin,..hhmmm, then it hit me. Hhhmmm....It was so hilarious, Dad couldnt stop laughin!

I think Im gonna sleep somemore,...coz if I stay awake, I tend to think. And I think I think too much.... 

moo moo?

Being babified..

Posted by anandini at 08:49 AM on February 10, 2006.

On holidays....

To sleep til noon, have breakfast at 2pm for over 2hours....sleep sumore, hv dinner....then lepak til 4-5am, either playin Monopoly or watchin some movie, or juz talkin nonsense over everythin under the sun and moon combined, dependin on which part of the day it is~...!

Haih,....

But tmrw's Friday, and classes are to start on Monday!!

Damn.

Over the days,..Dheepa broke my left 3rd proximal phalanx, been laughin too much, LiYun's spent 2nites in 620, Kanch's post-menopausal, someone's being a major ass, Kanch's ass hurts, Dheepa doesnt knw where she is, LiYun got rich by collectin rent frm St.Charles alone!, been curi-ing Tartar sauce frm the fridge (its so yummy)....

Over the days, I got to know of somethin Something of which I knew was inevitable, yet...hhmmm. It was scary, but then again so is rotten strawberries! Just going with the flow now....all'll be good, somehow.

Heard frm a very dear friend, finally! Yes you!! Curi-curi sends me mails frm her computer course! ahahha....

Being happy, yet....some sorta sesat-fied flight of imagination? Perhaps.

moo moo?

Dilemma...

Posted by anandini at 10:51 PM on February 12, 2006.

An overload of confused, whimperish thoughts ahead. Bewarned.

And do not judge.

Hhhmm......

I read somewhere, its called quarter life crisis, eh Al-King?

What do u do when u feel like all's fallin apart? There's no motivation to strive for the best? You dont see any reason for being happy? Evrything's melancholicly monotonous? When all boils down to nothing?

This is one alter ego of mine which has been emerging a tad too often,...I've tried so had to supress it, but in vain.

Being confused is ugly. Evrything's been laid out, it's all about deciding and choosing. How? Somehow.

Its obvious, really it is. Yet, you drown in denial, thinkin otherwise. For the belief that things would somehow change, still burns wit strong determination. Even if it does change, it aint gonna be pretty.

I tossed a coin yesterday, I tossed it too many times. In the end, I was all confused again.

No one I could talk to, no one to hold me and wipe my tears away...for they're all hidden, oblivious to being evident.

Many things. Not just one.

One big blow, and all determination to triumph, crumbles. At least the fire is still flickering, wit hope it'll flame soon. It has to. This is not me.

Friends, are just that. I know of some great ones, those Im thankful for. I know of some of which who rely on me, sometimes too much, yet I provide. I know of those who betray me, karma would soon justify. I know of one who chooses not to know, that hurts the most.

Guilt. It never dies.

To tell or not to tell? An ass, yet still a gem. Wrong doings, appear right somehow, but it aint. How? Choices.

And you? Hhhmm,...Im too tired. Im confused, yet hopeful. Tired.

Classes to commence tmrw. 8th sem. Hopefully things would be different? It better be.

1 moo moo-ed

Who?Me?

Posted by anandini at 06:43 PM on February 13, 2006.

I dun even know myself, but I gave it my best shot.

Do u?

Try this. Im just curious.

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Babez..I LOVE U!

Posted by anandini at 03:36 AM on February 14, 2006.

Too much psycho mumbo jumbo can make u scream for mercy! Despite how much u appear to be interested in....! Ish,....Yeah, classes started today, first cycle's Psychiatry! Only consolation being,...the oh-so-freakin-cute teacher Ive got! Anton Vladimirich somethin something...he combs his hair in such a way that it all falls towards his face...aahh...*melts*

First day of classes werent so bad. In fact it was good to be up and about,...would have really developed decubites if I were to be on holidays still! So, ok la...not so bad!

Highlight of the day being the phone call from Babez...haih, dat woman, miss her Jupiters! Was at PT, and when my phone rang, I saw her name flashin across the screen....I answered to a 'BBBAABBBEEEZZZZZZ' ahahaha, I was like whooaaa, 'Babez, u do realise u're callin me frm ur cell rite?', to which she replies 'Ya, I know!'. Then I said, 'Babez, u do realise its gonna cost u one massive bomb, rite?' to which she again says, 'Ya, I know!' ahahahha....silly cow! She said she just missed me too much, couldnt take it edi....so she just called, it being Valentine's and all! Oh, I miss dat cow so much.....haih.

Nearly slept off during Peds Lecture...she was like one pancitfied kereta lembu! How la..tis was only the first one!

Rajiev, who had just returned from Egypt, bought me a papyrus bookmark! So cun, it's undestroyable! I chose one wit Queen Nefertiti, the prettiest woman to roam those ancientish times! And being the bored Grasshopper he was, Jah read up a whole lot about her, and now refuses to be my King Tort, or some King Akhenaten, coz when he strayed when another woman appeared!   Nevermind Jah, just be you ok! ahahaha.....

Eve chose Bastet! ahahaha.....

Tmrw's St Valentine's day....haih.

Learnt a few more things today,...just waitin for the time for it all to come to end, for all cuckooness to break loose! Poor fler la,....haih.

Anton! Anton! Anton....Wheee. When your teacher's cute, u tend to look forward for class, so it's a good thing, no? ahahah....

moo moo?

Sillyness...

Posted by anandini at 04:29 AM on February 15, 2006.

Happy Valentine's Day ya'll...

We had dinner at Celmar....themed 'Depressed and Lonely'....somehow all four of us ordered d same dish, only realised it when the waitress brought it over..hhmm.

Just another day.

Got a very pleasant email frm someone whom Ive lost contact of, and now it's sure is great to finally hear frm her...

Hhmm,....

Haih.

moo moo?

Cool...PKU? Cool..?

Posted by anandini at 04:54 AM on February 16, 2006.

I need my laundry back!! Im runnin out of clothes!!

The weather was so freakin cold today,...even in the lecture halls, we were literally freezin!! Ish....SPRING, where art thou? come la quick...

Made Cream of Chicken, Garlic Oregano Bread and 3 types of Potato Salads for dinner today! Feel so fat, I think I shall not eat for the next 14hours!

I miss Babez....Something's up, I knw. She's SMS-ing me at ungodly hours. Hhhmm,....

Gave Dheepa natural curls..heheheh! Using my fingernails,..its really easy u knw, its just like how u curl a ribbon using a pair of scissors!

Today in Psychiatry we met a PKU patient, with mild mental retardation. The first thing I noticed when she walked in was her hair,...it was white, literally colourless, and so golden,...just so eye catching! And her eyes were one massive shade of light blue....dahsyat! Melanin insuff,...pretty cool, I think! Ok, maybe not...but, still, pretty cool!

Oh, and Anton was just so hot today,...wit lovely pin striped pants! Aaahhh,.....*cair-fying*

moo moo?

TGIF

Posted by anandini at 04:41 AM on February 18, 2006.

Ive never been so relieved for it to finally be Friday! Gosh, it has only been one week of classes, and it’s already too much to handle..!! Justified by being babified thru out the hols..we need some time to adapt yet again to the cekikfied-drownin-hectic routine! Haih….

We celebrated Friday by lepakin at McD’s!! Ive finally tried their new Chiabatta Burger,..!! Its some Italianized fler, wit 2 beef pates, tomatoes, some yummy kinda cheese, and this yummy black pepperish Italian Mayo kinda sauce, sandwiched between Italian Bread! Was really good, but I wish it came wit just one opening, with all the other 3 sides sealed up, coz evrytime I took a bite, I had to carefully make sure it dint spill out the sides…of which it did, at almost evry bite I took! Damn leceh, but super yummy!!

There was this lil kid at McD’s, wit lovely cute pants,..he was running around McDs, in and out the Birthday Party Play Pen, galloping away from his mum..makin her chase him all arnd! So cute the lil rascal…made me wish really hard dat somehow Dheepa would end up with one exactly like dat in the ‘near’ future to driver her up the walls! Hehehe….

While walkin back frm McD’s, dumb Eve kept killing our shadows! Then, being the dumb cow she is, she suddenly started strangling me in the middle of the road…!! Haih, see what Ive gotta put up too!!

Last nite, the ‘Devil’ made Devil’s Curry..!! it was so fiery,..it was one of those, where even it being so spicy, u’d still wanna have more and more of it, coz it just so bloody good! Poor gastric mucous walls though…

Kamilova was being her usual bitchy self, delivering O&G lecture today,…God, someone should spike her food wit some Pirecetam to improve her minuscule cognitive functions, or some plain Amphetamine to get rid of her utter grouchyness and make a lil cheerful instead..!! Even while sitting on the 2^nd row of the lecture hall, it was such a strain to understand wat she was saying,…coz she’s too proud to repeat her words, despite her swallowing almost all the important parts, by talking thru her bloody ethmoidal processes! Ish…!

LiYun got locked out of her apartment today, somehow her keys couldn’t open the door no more, neither could any of her housemate’s keys! Poor thing, hope she’s fine…though, it’s indeed cute to see her sitting all pityfullish outside the door of her apartment! Heheheh….

Been runnin arnd d whole day....some people, so disappointing, u be nice they step on your head....u be a lil too nice, they dun even bother! hhmm,....

moo moo?

Oh crap...

Posted by anandini at 09:21 AM on February 19, 2006.

Its 4.03am.

I cant sleep.

All the lights are switched on, even some candles.

My eyes are so freakin heavy, Im so freakin tired.

But, cant sleep.

Coz too many images keep runnin thru my mind, consequences of all those horror stories sessions we use to have! Crap....and to think dat most of those stories happend on the 6th floor! Crap! Crap! Crap...

Im gonna stay awake til sunrise, then sleep thru out Sunday.

Yeah, shoot me...Im afraid of the dark. Being alone doesnt help!

[Edit: Its 6am! And Im still freakin awake!!!]

moo moo?

John Trovolta's in the house....

Posted by anandini at 06:21 AM on February 20, 2006.

I finally slept at about 8am! When it was bright enough for the sun rays to shine thru d curtains! Yah la, after hearing all those stories abt the lady who floats arnd outside ur window, I was even afraid to look out the window, to see if it was daylight yet! Ish...

Couldnt sleep much though, woke up arnd noon!

Went out for a meeting at 3,...the weather today was wonderful! While at Book Renak (a weekend book market) we saw these lil cute organizers with lovely colourful furry covers...so nice! But bone broke...haih.

Had yummy black pepper chicken for dinner! You see, a long, long time ago, in the southern province of India, God made a blunder by creating Dheepa,...to rectify it, He created Black Pepper Sauce!!! Hence its ultimate lovelyness! Haih,.....I want somemore!! So YummY!!

Jah so jahat today....laughin me coz Im afraid of the dark! Wait la u Jah, mosquitoes gonna bite u!

Had one huge pimple on my nose,..squeezed it, and the pus splashed onto the mirror!! It was so cool...wit such great thrust, it propelled...and splosh! onto d mirror!! So cool...

Mum SMS-ed me, just to entice me wit the dinner dat Dad was makin,....fish and chips! Aduh....dat woman ar, so cuckoo la! I SMSed back to tell her dat I'll be having black pepper chicken.... and she went, 'wahhh.. so nice!' ahahahha.....

Im gonna see Anton tmrw! Yippeeee...!

moo moo?

Eggy issue...

Posted by anandini at 06:31 AM on February 21, 2006.

Today has been one helluva hectic day...for real.

Too many events,..too many meetings!!!

Haih...

This mornin, after class..I came bck all hungry, wanted to have some half-boiled eggs. Usually at home, Mum does it perfectly well, by lettin those eggs sit in hot boilin water for some 10mins, so I thought I'd do the same,..but u see, Ive never been able to get perfectly half-boiled eggs, so instead of 10mins, I let those eggies sit in for almost 25mins...!! And yet, to my utter disappointment, when I cracked them open after dat, they were still so raw barely quarter-boiled! Ish....so I then decided to fry them, but while frying them I realised it was turnin into one nice concotion of some sorta half-boiled-look-alike! Ahahah....so in the end, I had half-boiled-half fried eggs! Ahahah,..so funny! Wit toast, garlic toast! Yummy....!!

Too tired....gonna sleep.

moo moo?

Nice...

Posted by anandini at 04:55 AM on February 22, 2006.

Today was filled wit everything nice and yummy....

First, Ive finally got my laundry load back!!! 9kg of laundry,ok...imagine!

Then, Dheepa's AirAbda parcel in with Gayatry who has juz returnd from Malaysia!! So, now we've got loads of yummy tidbit/junk food around!!

And a birthday card from my parents! Haih,..just reading it made me so homesick..~ Mum and Dad cut out lil cute pictures, and Mum's was surprisingly hour glassy! ahahah....haih.

Having those silly anacondas, having a blast wit multiple orgies in my uterus..sigh.

moo moo?

Anton...

Posted by anandini at 10:51 PM on February 24, 2006.

Been terribly busy the past few days...too many stuffs to be done. Everything was happenin all at once! Ish...it's still not over yet, just dat today Ive finally got some time for myself, before the committee meeting at 9pm later.

Psychiatry cycle ended today...No more daily Antons! Ish... But I'll be seeing him still, coz we're workin on some kinda research/presentation together! Wheee.....

[EDIT: Its finally up..do excuse the pixels, pictures were from a camera phone!] 

Obstetrics and Gynecology next....ish. Haih,...all the way to the 7th Hospital. Shitty-est part being, class starts at 8am, so we'll hv to leave super early to get der in time! Haih...

Nearly died of pain..Somehow, my sebaceous galnds are acting up, not on regular common place, but on my BACK! Damn sakit....Dheepa juz squeezed and pop one massive pimple there....Yah, my tolerance to pain is almost zero...!

Today's finally Friday..yet it hardly feels weekend-ish as there's just too much to do...

Weather's gettin super cold again...more of it being super windy! Mean wind...damn dahsyat,..it poofed, and hoofed...

Oh, while walkin to the Dean's Office today, I saw Dudar kissing some guy! Was quite a sight....*traumatized*

Im feelin very unsettled...very restless. Feelin some massive dose of guilt as well...hhmm. Oh well...

moo moo?

SHanu's eyebrow!

Posted by anandini at 05:45 AM on February 25, 2006.

I shaved off Shanu's eyebrows!!!

 Actually, juz made a space...hhehehehe!

Been tryin to upload Anton's pictures....but Tabulas's bein a fuss!

[EDIT: curi-ed this picture of Shanu's Friendster! Her hair's coverin my work of art,...too bad, u cant see much. I'll get a better picture d next time she's around, provided her eyebrow hasnt grown much!] 

Dun scream when you see Shanu!!

Aaahhh, I love that girl! *muakz*

 

 

moo moo?

Happy Happy Happy

Posted by anandini at 04:50 AM on February 27, 2006.

I like today. Today's been filled with plain happiness...I like!

Woke up around 9am, but was tossin in bed til sometime past noon. Was workin on some stuffs for Concurso Medico 2006, when my phone beeped...'Meetin today cancelled, until further notice' Yeahness...!!!

Then Jah suddenly msged to say dat he was back in TSM, and that he'll be comin online! Wah, after 2 weeks, we chatted for more than 3hours! And he had so many really great news, which juz lifted up so much heavyness...His mom was arnd too, and she even has her very own Yahoo Msger! Cool eh, so I got to know some stuffs, some really interesting stuffs! *winks*

Since happy was the note to carry, I decided we should have 'happy' dinner too....Black Pepper Chicken! Ah,...so yummy!

Then, Gayathry, who juz came bck from Malaysia, dropped by with Double Stuffed Oreos, and Twisties!! Haih, such a darling!!!

The only unhappy thing now being the fact that Ive gotta study for tmrw's OnG class...and the week ahead looks really scary, as there's juz so much to,...class, CM06 and RF! Haih...

But, Im still happy! For today's been a great day, and evrything's workin out nicely for Jah, and I had Black Pepper Chicken...and for world peace!

ppsssttt...haih, I love my silly Jah!

moo moo?

Sillyness....

Posted by anandini at 02:22 AM on February 28, 2006.

Feel so gundu-fied...after PT today, we headed straight to McD's! I had the Chiabatta menu, again....feel so bouncy now,..constantly having this mental image of me bouncin arnd....*thoing....* *thoing...*

OnG today was kinda interestin, we followed Olga, our teacher from last sem, on her rounds! Nice...saw really huge pregnancies, and really tiny ones! And one patient was 23 years old, with a complication of mild pre-eclampsia,...glial cells started to work, then it clicked,....I.AM.23!!

An SMS from Mum today....
^Girl, how's Gyne Cycle? Have you delivered any babies?^
ahahahah....
Firsly, Dad torments almost all of my previous boyfriends, and most probably my current one as well(when he meets him, soon!). Mum spoke to my about sex when I was 9 (I think). And she closes my eyes when there's an Xrated scene on telly. And now she thinks Im pregnant? How? Elephant trunk, ar?
ahahahha....!!

Of coz I knew, she meant 'delivered' as in assisting in some procedure! But it's so hideous still! Haih, Mum...!

Highly GROSS-y-fying material....incoming!
---> Just took a dump, and it was this amazing one foot long piece! One foot,...non-putusfied! Amazing aint it....
Look at it from a medical point of view, my intestinal motility is amazingly high....Ive been constipating for the past 23 years!

We took XinYi along to McDs.....she said if she follows us out more often, she wouldnt need to work out, as she had one helluva work out juz by laughing alone!! Ahahaha...and Im super-blur Queen no more, XinYi reigns supremacy now! Ahahaha...silly deaf cow!

moo moo?