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Entries for January, 2006
January 2nd, 2006
Happy '06 ya'll...
Posted by anandini at 07:55 AM on January 2, 2006.
Wow....how time flies. Another year yet again...
Being far away from home, Ive developed a severe hatred towards festiveness,....and New Year''s Eve, haih....the clan celebrates New Year's Eve grand-er than Deepavali! Just thinkin of them partyin and wat nots brought tis horrible lump in my throat....hhmmm.
Well, since we're gonna be hitting the books solid after this for winter finals, we decided to juz screw a lil nerdyness and party one last time....and so we did! Early Saturday mornin, we had a rombongan sambil belajar to Cilpo, did enuff marketin to feed one third of Mars...happily got wet in the rain, came back and started cookin, and cooked and cooked and cooked we did, till 8pm! How's dat~! We had Italianized SweetSour Fish (due to the 'opppz, too much oregano incident'!), sesame stir-fried pork, ginger chicken, mixed vege, sambal belacanfied eggs and rice of coz~....having all 10 bonker doodoos cookin in one kitchen can generate enuff gilaness to supply the whole of the remaining two thirds of Mars! In the end, we were all so tired...of laughin, and of cookin, to some extent!
Gathered back at PartyZone HQ ie 620, at about some 10pm ish....and we ate and ate....til it was juz about time for the fireworks and the whole countdown do....then a lil prayer to usher in d lovelyness of '06...
Then it was nothin but plain partyfiedness.....surprisingly we finished all the Vodka we bought tis time, despite us buyin a whole lot more, and despite the fact that 'The al-King' wasnt arnd...indeed a WOW factor...The BlackDots won Sharades,..yeahness! Jack of Thumbs got certain designated people flying high...Cappucino and Apple Sheshah all nite...haih, and my rosakfied liver~....
Oh well,...finally slept at 8am ish..woke up arnd noon, as the sun was shinning rite on my face..wat on earth happend to winter?
Was good to hear from Mum and Dad and Dinesh....really made my day, and lifted my spirits! PQRS no more, its KLMN now.....ahahah!
Festiveness and hurtin so bad and exam fever....utter yuckyness~...at least festiveness' done and over it, but I'd always be hurtin still, considerin how things are goin on, haih...exams, well dat'll be over in about 2weeks, nice...
The year's recap soon...too tired now.
New Year's resolution: To control my paranoia and my hyper-emo-status, be nice to evrythin alive, get stronger in facin my many crapload in life....and to love even more and deeper!
January 3rd, 2006
New Year Recap
Posted by anandini at 08:28 AM on January 3, 2006.
Had a senile ear to ear smile plastered on my face all day....one of those days when you're juz plain happy...easily satiable! And, witout a sugar high dose...! Au Naturale....
He called me at 630am in d morning,..coz he missed me a whole lot, juz as I did. He claims he likes my juz-woke-up-sexy voice...haih, the Grasshopper and his ways! Love him nevertheless....am even more glad and relieved things are slowly workin out for him, and I know for a fact evrything would fall in line in due time....
Haih...miss him loads. Chronic withdrawal syndrome...wit chills! Sakitness....
Oh well....
Been up to my neck wit work! Panic factor slowly creepin in....causin chaos in my limbic system..! All's good, as it'll park my ass down on a constant basis, tryin ever so hard to absorb multitons of facts...
As the sentimental cow I am,..here's a recap of the '05
January 05....Best ever time of my life, we juz packed our bags, and toured Europe, on a super low budget! Dint knw where we were goin, dint knw how...juz made it to evry destination by instincts and sheer luck....Kiev (Ukraine's Capital), Krakov (Poland), Prague (Czeck Republic), Berlin (Germany), Brussels (Belgium), Amsterdam (Holland), Paris (France), London (UK), Milan & Rome (Italy) and Budapest (Hungary)!! Best experiences being in Prague and Rome, of coz the Red Light District in Weed Lalaland, Amsterdam..ahh, space cakes! A total of 149 hours of train and coach rides, 3 weeks...and a whole lotta fun! Harry, GHann and I...one experience we'll never forget!
February 05...If I was sufferin from a chronic ischemic Heart Disease, I would have died on tis month...The ultimate, bestest ever surprise birthday party! Came back after a long day, opened the door of my room, before I could reach my second door...there was a huge 'SURPRISE' roar, and the room was dark....I took a step back, and some people thought I passed out! Tis wat happens when u trust ur close frens wit your room keys! *winks* Thanx a lot guys, ya'll knw who you are...meant a lot to me, felt loved...always do! Valentine's came and went,....me being single then, it was hardly significant. Another insignificant event..the 2005 Winter Meeting of International Medical Student Symposium, haih.....tsk tsk tsk......Oh, and my first SMS from ~HIM~, ahahha,...after several Friendster msges, ahaah sweet!
March 05...funny how it snowed in March last year! Oohhh, I made Pepsi rice...ahahah!! I think tis year, I'm gonna try Brahma Rice,...Brahma's a beer for the uninformed! Ahaha....Dad's turnd, errr..54! Haih....Daddy's gettin old!
April 05...the month we relived our childhood, played Galah Panjang almost evry evening, after a good round of touch ganasfied rugby basketball..!! Had fun randominly tossing potatoes around durin CSMU annual *not weekly, but ANNUAL* pasar malam do....ahahah, dat was out of the world,...pity all those who'd kena-ed! Otherwise, nothin much significant apart from surviving classes, enduring my usual dose of homesickness, trashing my liver at Metro Do's and other gilaness.....and tryin to become a good doctor~
May '05...BBQ at Marino!! Ahahah,....Dheepa the fire starter!! *ducks at incomin twack* Ooohh, I permanently scarred myself...MY TATTOO, the same one Mum's so proudly announcin to evryone while I was back for summer *sometimes I do wonder if I've got normal parents....Realised I dont, as Ive got GREAT parents~!!* Tattoo was major ouch factor, good dat it healed well witout any complications! Next was the Operasi-Loose-Weight,..so dat Tattoo could be shown in public!! Hehehe,...got my Tatt on someone's Birthday, of which I dint knw of then!
June '05...The month of Tension-ness....it was worst than any other exam period, haih...Preparing for 6 summer finals, the finals which would determine your fate of the 1st 3years of MedSchool,...3 days apart from each exams, haih....Never had I drank dat much coffee, never had I constipated and had that many nervous breakdowns! The prodromal of evrythin chaotic!!! No words to justify how we managed to somehow survive those times....Internal Disease, Russian, Path Anat, Path Phys, General SUrgery and Pharma! Made it!!!! Nice...~
July and August '05..my favourite-est months of the year,..SUMMER BREAK!! Hhmmmm....July 27th 05, the day Id never forget, for it was on dat day the Grasshopper kissed the Octupuss, and sealed a realm of magical and greatest love! Adrian Elijah Manuel.....the one, always and whenever! *sappy mode on HIGH* Got a pair of Blue tinted prescribtion glasses, ahahah..kinky! Time with families and frens,...darlings of mine Id always cherish, summer holz are and will always be the best!!! Oohh, and August 28th 05....hhmmm,....
September 05...the one month Ive grown to hate so much, leavin home to return to Ukraine,...And just 2days after returnin, I was hit by the biggest ever mistake in my life,....haih, somethin which changed my life, caused me mental and emotional trauma...guilty consciousness, utter stupidity...haih, but wat goes arnd comes arnd, we'll get it back, Im still sure of! Til today I wish I could juz turn back time, and never trusted him wit that amount of cash...hhmmmm
October and NOvember 05...months Dheepa and I suffered most, we lost count of how many days we cried ourselves to bed...all due to the mistake mentioned above. Apart from dat, had a whole lotta cuckoness with the Grasshopper, things almost never did work out, but it did! Depression after depression....hhmmmm. Deepavali and all,...festiveness just made matters worst.
December 05...slowly recovering, somehow managing. SHit's still happening. But we now know how to handle it...celebrated Dheepa's 21st! Had the best ever New Year's Eve party!!! Made up my mind to put evrythin behind and strive on gettin better...and somehow succeeded in doing so.
All in all, it has been unlike any other year...we learn from mistakes, made me wiser in many ways. Glad of several things which took place...and Im blessed each day, for having such great parents, a wonderful man who loves me, family and friends who Id never be able to replace, who's always been there for me, especially more in d recent months!
Happy New Year.....~! I look forward only wit wonderful thought of the past year, for the yuckyness aint worth bein tagged along...
January 4th, 2006
The chaos...
Posted by anandini at 07:57 PM on January 4, 2006.
Exams...haih, which ding dong came up wit the idea of exams! Dumb fler...
Once in a while, I'll have this suddent surge of panic factor, entirely screwin my mind,..Palpitation, Synpatho-adrenal system on a super high, tachypnoe...haih. To think dat Ive only got 2exams tis time..General Hygiene and Neuro! How did we survive 3rd year finals last summer, ya'll? Lost the touch la....
Did my expressed-Headline-scan thru on the daily news on Star.com...Gets utterly sickening as I read on, the things happenin. Funny how those idiots preach about living harmoniously and crap, yet somehow delibrately oblivious to wats happenin in your goddamn own homefront! The fler's dead la, still wanna brawl over his religion? Wat difference would it have made? Imagine the trauma the family had to go thru...things would never change! Haih...and the whole Proton chaos? RM315mil loss, just after a RM66mil ldamage loss up north due to the recent floods. Tun Dr Mahathir even wrote in to the Star! And the whole cabinet reshuffle,..sounded utterly silly. Keepin Ministers not becoz they've made a difference, but merely coz they belong to so and so party and wat nots...utter horse crap! Poltics gone, Economics gone, Social Development gone....nice~
Screwd up....
Oh well...on a different note, we've finally comleted our biannual chase of credit collecting! All done n over wit, 14 credits! Exam slip in hand, now just have to survive exams, somehow~!
Funny how Dad has booked my flight for my return to Ukr after Summer hols,..when I dun even knw when I'l be returnin home for summer hols!
Oh well....
January 6th, 2006
Exam Mode
Posted by anandini at 03:30 AM on January 6, 2006.
Overlaoded wit work....NEED.A.BREAK.....but break's only after next Friday..so near, yet so far.
Would observe a short hiatus frm bloggin,..not dat it takes up time, but evrytime I do anythin but studying, I'll almost kill myself wit an overdose of guilty conscious. Dat's pretty sick to live wit...
Monday, 9th Jan is General Hygiene....Friday, 13th is Neuro...hhmmm
Oh well..
All I could think of is my holz after dat..DAMN!
WHy?How? OUCH!
Posted by anandini at 06:26 AM on January 6, 2006.
Got sick of General Hygiene. My Dad told me it was a waste to actually bother abt that subject, coz Im never gonna apply the norms and wat nots to whereever I end up practising, unless I end up practising in Ukr, which would never happen.....haih
Wat happens when U become too fed-up, an you spot something interestin restin on the table?
You *ouchOUCHouchOUCHouch* end up waxing your upper lip!
Hhhmmm...
Im still tryin to figure out where dat came from....but it was some sorta high, the pain factor high...stoned for a few secs.
Bloody unfair how come men get away havin exessive hair on their upper lip! Dang....~!
January 7th, 2006
Me loves you...
Posted by anandini at 04:25 AM on January 7, 2006.
Woke up today for General Hygiene Consultation,...Consultations are these thingies before exam where u'd have some sorta short prep session with a lecturer or so, and you're given certain pointers and wat nots for the upcomin exam....anyway, woke up, got dressed, looked out d window and I felt like shootin myself. Was contemplatin a thousand and forty times, to go or not to go....Well, I did leave the room, walked out of the hostel, across to the 4th hostel where Eve was waitin, then decided to turn back. U knw, if u were to attach 4 of those 20cents layang layang on each of ur out-stretched arms, ud fly! The wind was Keraazziieee...haih. Yeah, and LiYun was laughin away at the fact dat I actually got out of bed dat early, got dressed, walked out,...then turnd back! 
Ever wondered how u'd look witout eyebrow...? Yeah..sittin on my study, wit a box of Immac Cold Wax Strips can get a tad waxy...but, nah...Im too vain to remove my eyebrows, though I might reconsider when Ive got more guts!
Got a msg from Anne...'Anan,just write to me and lemme knw your problems,I feel very restless hearin so little from you' When times were better, Anne and I used to keep each other goin evry single day, witout fail. But due to my current situation, I need to stretch my phone credit, thus I hardly SMS her, she still does though...She's gone thru so much, Id say she's had way more crapload than Ive ever gone thru, yet she's still as bubbly, at least to me...and she'd still wanna be my shoulder to cry upon. Wat more can I ask for...indeed blessed to have such wonderful great friends, keeps me goin despite all the thorns and yuckyness along my path. *hugs* Love ya, Anne!
Haih....
Zones of Hospital
Medical Building
Polyclinic
Greens
Economic
Pathological
Historical Hospital Constructions
Barracks
Hutment
Pavillions
And you knw wat else,...a standard ward should have 25-30 beds, 7 meters square fo one patient...hhmmm, Been to Klang GH? Or any Gov Hospital for dat matter?
Haih.....requirements.
Im Amazed...
Posted by anandini at 06:14 AM on January 7, 2006.
Ive reached my target for today....coverd more than I was supposed to! So, Im rewarding myself wit a 30min break...hence THIS!
Plugged in my earphones...and Jem, Maybe Im Amazed was playin, was juz listenin to the lyrics, and it touched me so deep.....
Jem, Maybe Im Amazed...OST of The OC
Maybe Im amazed at the way you love me all the time,
Maybe Im afraid of the way I love you
Maybe Im amazed at the way you pulled me
out of time and hung me on a line
Maybe Im amazed at the way
I really need you Maybe Im a girl and
maybe Im a lonely girl
who's in d middle of something
that she doesnt really understand
Maybe Im a girl and maybe
you're the only man
who could ever help me
Baby, wont you help me understand
Maybe Im a girl and
maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
Baby, wont you help me understand
Mayb Im amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe Im afraid of the way I leave you
Maybe Im amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when IM wrong
Maybe Im amazed at the way I really need you
Couldnt have said it better,....so true, so utterly true. Jah, I am amazed.
Rite...off to spend the rest of my remaining time playing Spider Solitaire!
January 9th, 2006
Exam cuckoness....
Posted by anandini at 03:14 AM on January 9, 2006.
Dheepa got sick of studyin, she decided to to screw it all, and ended up destressing in a 20min shower....at 2pm! Haih....typical DumbBlond Syndrome *ducks*
Almost drownin in stress...
~~Message sent --->
'arrrgghhhhhhhh,...can hear me scream? I cannot take it edi, goin mad! You la, send me off to MedSchool! All you're gonna get is one cuckoofied daughter'
~~Message received --->
'Girl, cool it, dun get 2stressed. Take more spirulina and meditated on wat you've learnt.Take it calmly as the strange energy within you will always help u,love u girl'
Rite....My Mum's from Jupiter, for the uninformed. Strange energy? Spirulina? Haih.....normal parents? Nah,...great parents, strange yet GREAT still! *bangs head on wall*
Dheepa's been twackin me wit a plastic hanger, coz Ive been lazing arnd a tad too much...cant help it la, General Hygiene's full of crap!
We got so sick of studying......we made a whole lotta cekodoks! Onions flers and dried prawns ones! There just so much of it, we can even have them for dinner and supper! Hhhmmm....
General Hygiene, 9th 12pm. Hope all goes well.....Neurology up next, hopefully dat wont be so bad, seeing how its logical and senseless at least....
January 10th, 2006
Oh well...
Posted by anandini at 04:56 AM on January 10, 2006.
General Hygiene.....haaaaih.
A whole string of bad karma this sem. System's pretty screwd up, but then again, wats new....just a matter of gettin used to it I guess...found out I wasnt the only casualty, as a few others suffered the same, a few fellow 3rd Years who got screwd in Microbio..haih.
Oh well....
Need my comfort therapy...too bad they're too far away *sigh*
Well..one down, one more to go...Neuro on Fri, 13th!
Funny how almost everyone I met seemd to be congratulating me....for wat? I dunno la....hhmmm. For getting thru I guess...
January 12th, 2006
Butterfly?
Posted by anandini at 05:46 AM on January 12, 2006.
Been cocooned for too long. Had too many breakdowns. Slowly comin out of it.
Just need some space. Just sick and tired of it all,....its really too much to handle.
Final exam, Neuro on Fri...only started studyin today. Seemed ok though...
Its Azlina's 23rd Birthday! Was juz writing her a Birthday testimonial, and realised how much I missed her! Dumb woman, confusing me with her whereabouts, kejap in this lubang, kejap in that lubang! The meanie cow she is, robbed me of my annual retail therapy, somehow this summer she was in some other part of the world!! Yeah, both of us can spend the whole day shopping....tryin out evrything and anything,..and we've got the same peculiar taste! Peculiar? Hhhmmm,.....Well, Happy Birthday Girl...*muakz*
Dheepa rubbed lipgloss all over the dorsal surface of her hand, and made Harry belief dat she scalded herself. Dumb Harry immediately started rubbing some lotion on her....and giving her advice on how to look after the peeld skin and wat nots. Haih....well, at least we know Harry's a darling, dumb.....but nevertheless caring!
Hooked on Yahoo! Games...Zuma, Gold Fever, Word Mojo GOLD, JigWords, Cubis....haih.
Feel like cocooning still.
January 13th, 2006
Almost there....
Posted by anandini at 02:36 AM on January 13, 2006.
A few more hours.....then I'll be free,..FREE.....F.R.E.E *lightning strikes*.......
At least til the next exam season...which would be in June!
Haih...
January 14th, 2006
Happy Ponggal!
Posted by anandini at 05:19 AM on January 14, 2006.
Finally....
Done and over with. Must admit though, Ive had better sems! Haih...well, I'll console myself with the karma theory,..which according to my Mum, Ive learnt dat lil bad thingies come rollin down your way once in a while, so dat in the future, all'll be nice, without much huge ^oH-cRaP-*inserts nice HOLY words*-tHinGieS^...haih. Well, done!
Dah la sakit, doesnlt help much with ervyone around expectin too much....hhmmm, sometimes Im flatterd, but sometimes....haih.
Nevertheless....*bang* Im on Holz now!! Yippe...class starts,..er, Im not sure, but definitely not anytime soon!
Got a ecard from Dad today...sorta freaked me out...it had PonggaloPonggal, PonggaloPonggal, PonggaloPonggal screamin from evry corner of it....hhmmmm, and a whole lotta Tamil Greetings written in English, which I only understood half of em,....ok, mayb just 30%. Reading the card, all I could picture was saree clad ladies, with huge flowery stuffs on their hair, squatin by a clay pot of ponggal (sweet rice) and wailin,..ponggaloPonggal on n on n on again! Scary...! From wat I understand, the PonggaloPonggal cry praises the Gods, and when God's all happy, he shows a sign...the rice cookin in the claypot overflows the brim, onto evrywhere else! If it doesnt overflow, it means that the upcomin harvest year may face some 'troubles'..or could also mean, you used low-fat milk, instead of normal regular milk..like some *ahem* silly cow *ahem* I know! *chokes*
For the uninformed...Ponggal's a time of thanksgiving for a successful harvest *I think* All those celebratin Ponggal, cook some sweet rice thingy (due to modernization,..cashew, raisins and wat nots are added in) in new clay pots, and let it boil over..which symbolizes prosperity! There's a lot of sugar canes arnd too,but Im not sure what they signify...All I remember from my younger days of Ponggal was me runnin away frm the oh-so-diabetis-inducing-ponggal rice Mum used to make,..I hated it, still do! But I'll sapu all those yummy steamed chick-pea, and pulli soree (er,..tamarind rice, according to Dheepa) and yummy vadae (er..doughnuts look-alike made frm rice flour and spices and curry leaves and wat nots) wit coconut chutney! Yummy....funny how the only stuffs I remember of Ponggal is the FOOD! Oh...there's also certain specific time to cook the Ponggal (usually done outdoors)...! I think I miss Ponggal!
Dad was complainin how tis year arnd he has to do all the cookin, coz Mum would be workin! Hehehe..Ponggal Daddy! He said he's gonna experiment wit his new creation, onion chutney...Yeah, my Dad cooks, pretty well for that matter!
Dheepa said we've gotta be vegetarians tmrw! *crap* I was just thinking of cookin some yummy seafood tomyam for dinner! Maybe I can talk her out of it *crosses fingers*
So,..Happy Ponggal ya'll......there's also a M0oMo0 Ponggal y'know..so, Happy M0oMo0 Ponggal as well!
Im gonna watch The Simpsons! 9 episodes in total!
Wah...cant believe I rambled so much on Ponggal...see, Im not so coconut-ish after all! I knw my culture...to some certai extent, Im still learning, ok! Im cultured!! Crap, dat made me sound like some trapped Mycobacterium in a Zeil-Neilsen stain! Hhmmm,...
I miss home. DOes it show?
Oh...did ya'll realise dat today's Friday's the 13th?
January 15th, 2006
Nothing lasts..
Posted by anandini at 09:52 PM on January 15, 2006.
To wake up around noon...laze arnd all day...read all the story books Ive been wanting too...watch an entire season of The OC and OTH and CSI and Gilmore Girls and wat nots...n not feel guilty! Aaaah....holidays, nice!
Mum and Dad called me yesterday...one good thing which took all my worries and problems away! Felt so happy...they were being silly as always,..Mum was tellin me abt few new students she's tutorin at home, and Dad was tryin his best to make fun of all of them! Dad was showin off his cookin skills with his new creation, Onion chutney...and Mum was goin on and on about how Dad's ponggal is yucky compared to hers! Haih...such kids! Miss them loads,...5months til I see them next.
Thought the overdose of happiness would at least last me til some time..hhhmmm, should hv known, nothing lasts! Sick of it, really I am. Oh well...
Vegetarian dinner wasnt so bad last nite...was quite yummy in fact! Had dinner at Harry's...Dheepa and I made some green pea curry, wit lots of potaoes and carrots, and some potato thingy,..and Harry made some carrot thingy and rice! Winter sux coz the only vegetables available are carrots, potatoes and cabbages! Watch Hide and Seek, Dakota Flamming's so creepy...and I guessed the ending rite! Slept at arnd 3am...oh, Kanch nearly fell of the bed! Hehehe....
Woke up at 2 today, made French Toast....and now, watchin CSI! Nice...
January 17th, 2006
Posted by anandini at 02:10 AM on January 17, 2006.
And you thought a lil gesture would mean somethin...to cheer a person up, someone who's so freakin gone case.
Haih....should have known.
It went unnoticed.
Such a waste...of gesture.
Lessons
Posted by anandini at 07:31 AM on January 17, 2006.
Today Ive learnt....
Of a few things about my brother I wish I had not. Well, I korek-ed it myself from The Grasshopper...so my bad! I guess young fler is just growin...hhhmmm, just hope watever's been watchin over my black ass the past years watches over him as well, for Im not arnd to keep an eye on him...he may be a pain, but I love him still, for he's my only brother.
Of not gettin to upset and not being so childish, for somethings are not wat they appear to be, or so Ive grown to believe in. The thought counted, and it DID mean a lot, too bad a kayu like the cow I know finds expressing herself harder than being constipated.
That tiny weeny beeny things would make a person's day! We surprised Lekha wit a cake, and she was so happy! It wasnt grand, but it brought upon a smile. Dumb Dheepa knockd on the door, and yelled 'surprised!!', then realised the cake's some few feet behind, coz Harry and I dint want the candle to go off, so we were walki really slow! Haih.....well, Lekha came over later, and said she couldnt have been happier! Wat are frens for, eh~...*sappy mode*
That to think out of the box and visualise a 10year ahead plan might either be scary, or pleasantly sweet. Dad has been offered a really good deal, somethin to look forward to when he retires frm a leading Pharmaceutical firm he's been workin for the past er, many many years! Thing is, this new offer is in Dubai. Yeah. I told him wat I had to say,...it might be a blessing in disguise, somehow a change of scene frm yuckyness would be nice.
I also learnt that as much as u tell urself you're ok having your boyfren miles away, your strong and crap like dat....haih, utter rubbish! For the moment I heard his voice, I wished so much he'd be arnd, for me to wrap my arms arnd him and feel his warmth, as he convince me dat all'll be ok.....hhmmmm. Sakitness....
To suddenly cross the road when the lite's about to turn red, and to hop on the nearest cute lookin bus is so FUN! Dats wat Eve and I did today, while having Francis and Rajiev go 'oi'...'OI' behind us, who caught up finally! Hehehehe.....The bus was yellow, and it was cute, so justifiable I guess!
I may have bedsores,..for all Ive been doin is lying down, watchin OTH and The OC and reading....I even forgot wat day it was today..Im not to be blamed, Im on my hols.....
Ive learnt....and Im gonna continue learnin.
January 18th, 2006
Im environmental friendly
Posted by anandini at 04:55 AM on January 18, 2006.
The PMS-ish lift stops at the 6th floor now!
Im a happy child. Kanch's d bestest! She brought me The Banana Leaf Man. No, its not...its a book. By Aneeta Sundararaj.
Im gonna make short sentences today. I wanna reach out to the dyslexics. Im for real. You might never known. Look to your left. There might be one. I see Dheepa on my left *ducks* o_0 crap!
Dheepa's exams finishes tmrw. I dun hv to whisper anymore. I can listen to songs without my earphones. And I dun hv to cook all the time! Im not complainin. I enjoy cooking. I dun like washin up.
A lot of full stops. Never has happend before. I usually talk continuously. I write continuously too.
LiYun and many others left for Malaysia today. Nice. Hope they have fun. Gonna miss them. But not much. 
My smileys are blue now. I dunno why.
Party!!! Yeah!!! Friday!!! Cant wait!!! Booze in my fridge!!! A lot!!!
*a whole lot of exclamations*
Im bored. Someone, please! Entertain me.
Im gonna draw on the wall.
BooBOo sounds like PooPoo~ 
January 19th, 2006
XY Hunt
Posted by anandini at 08:51 AM on January 19, 2006.
I woke up at 4pm today! Not to be blamed, as I slept at about 5 in the mornin the day before....makin sure Dheepa and Sybil are up awake,studying!
Dheepa's cleared all her exams,..straight 5!! Really happy for her,..at least it compensates for a few lil things here and there! The best part I can now finally make noise in the room! Yeahness!
Yummylicious TomYam noodles for dinner, wit squid, prawns, chicken, carrots and crab sticks! Yeah..Im a sucker for anythin tomya-ish!
Spent the nite pickin out guys for Kanch,..off Frenster! We had a XY's point of view, Francis...who's gag reflex was on high! Ahahaha..til 3am, dat was all we were doing! Found a few yummy lookin ones, whom Im considering msging myself~! *winks*
I miss him...somehow I sense something's wrong, or he could juz be very tired. Dad's not soundin too good as well, his email was monotonous and dry. Yeah, u tend to jump to conclusions wit long distance communication. Hhhmmm,....
January 20th, 2006
No title
Posted by anandini at 04:52 AM on January 20, 2006.
Today we had a rombongan sambil belajar to the renak (market)! Dahsyatness....so cute, u turn back and u see a whole line of ding dongs tagging along! 
Came bck, and played Monopoly! And I monopolized,heehe....literally means I won! Rajiev, Francis, Vijhi and Kanch had to declare bankruptcy!
Am very sleepy now...so Im gonna sleep. Simle as that
January 22nd, 2006
Lekha's a blur almightyness!
Posted by anandini at 01:03 AM on January 22, 2006.
Sappier than a Spanish Soap Opera, mushy-er than a fairy tell, much more tragic than Politics in Malaysia, funnier than the local Police Dept....yet, was still a blast, in its very own way~
Lekha the blur-est darling, proved her almighty-ness,...she never did suspect the surprise party we threw her, despite us doin evrything from cooking and baking the cake and wat nots, right under her nose! In a way, we'd have it no other way,....as it makes plannin more surprises for Lekha a child's play~!
Fermented corn juice, cappucino sheshah, loads of yummy food,...a great round of Charades *of which the Black DOts remained as the greats*...cacing kepanasan, and Marilyn Monroe, and thank God for Eve & 'Are we there yet'...was all good, was all good.....all that happend after that aint really worth mentioning!
Woke up, and decided to go back to sleep,...as the room was in a state Ive never seen it in...evrything was evrywhere, it was scary! Krazie came banging on the door at 2pm wakin us up, so we'd start cleaning, semangat! She dint want to be left out,..! But it was too scary to even start, so we procrastinated and went for lunch first,...a norm tradition it somehow seems to work out as after all the sessions. Kanch, Lekha, Rat and Vijhi then followed us back and brought the room back to how it usually is.....Bless them~
Yet..a lot happend last nite,...too much to handle, too much to think about...about me and of many others....So, Im just gonna be in soltitude and reflect....
Bad vibes
Posted by anandini at 07:30 AM on January 22, 2006.
Too much,...there's just too much a person can take, really.
Hhhmmm,....bad vibes.
Feel rather disturbed that evryone's mad at each other, in some way or rather. Too much drama, ya'll...too much, really.
Sometimes,actually many a times, ud wanna be that superhero and make it work in all directions...Dad has always taught me, there's nothin wrong in giving in...yet, haih....it just doesnt feel right.
Agenda for the day: Piss evryone off [completed]
Hhhmmm,....
The most sakitfying part is upsetin Him....I dint mean to, but it happend. I just needed him so badly,..and it hurts so much that he's so far. One of those days you feel it really bad. And I got really upset and depressed, I ignored him and basically...just being the normal bitchy me. I just needed him. And he's never arnd. It wasnt even his fault, yet he somehow thinks it is. Thats even worse. Hhhmmm...
Oh well...
Hope all gets better.
January 23rd, 2006
What?
Posted by anandini at 07:57 AM on January 23, 2006.
Today I chopped onions..a whole lotta em, shielded my eyes with my Ogival goggles! And I dint cry!!
Things are better, Im glad. Im happy...nice~! I like....
Grasshopper has supernatural powers, I like...he makes me feel all loved, and I know for a fact I am! I like~!
We had Baked chicken and potato salad and some noodles for dinner..was quite yummy~!
Now, we're just sittin arnd and gossipin~! I like~!
Practical starts tmrw...8am!! Evilness......~! I dun like...
January 24th, 2006
Too cold..too hot?
Posted by anandini at 07:25 AM on January 24, 2006.
-25 degs some say, a few said it was -27.....I felt it as -45!!
Freakin weather today, of all my 4 years here, never has it been this cold!!!!
We left for Practs at 7am, after stayin up the whole nite yakkin away wit Kanch and Deeps...The usual 10min walk to the bus stop almost killed! All along the way, I was tryin so hard at convincing Harry and Eve we should juz screw practs and turn back! Waited almost forever for a Mashrut (local transport, similar to a van) which never came! Counted til 60, flipped a coin, and 40mins later, we walked back...actually Eve and I jogged, but later stopped as the wind againts our face was just unbearable! Came back, and it took me a good 20mins to undress, as every pathway of my tactile sensory was just too iced! Hardly felt my ears and my nose..~! Toes and fingers were freakin painful, peripheral vasoconstriction brought upon a new meaning! Haih...dahsyatness.
Learnt that a few hundreds of people died in Moscow as the temp there was at some -52 degs!
One good thing: No classes, practs and lectures til the end of the week!!! Nice....
Evryone's on hibernate mode....I slept til some 8pm, woke up read a lil, and slept somemore~! Then realised I had not eaten anything, so had a quick shower and had TomYam-ish noodles~!
Now gonna watch Season 14 of The Simpsons til sunrise~!
January 25th, 2006
Turnin sour
Posted by anandini at 06:07 AM on January 25, 2006.
Slept til 2pm today. Nice. If only Mum finds out Im being this lazy...oh no, scary thought!
The Hostel Commandant gave us all a good shelling today, apparently records of 620 being party HQ is now quite widespread. *sigh* Looks like we've gotta find a different venue now....no ya'll, not Metro, not 86 and definitely not Eva!! Hostel life sux....
Was just reading about stupid Malaysians wit low IQ The Star,..my daily dose of entertainment, it has appeard to become. Expressing opinions and delivering a message across is now considered a crime, how juvenile can it get? Haih, sad. The other day there was this news about some kids, some few primary students suing the Gov for implementing Maths and Science in English! Haih,...still wanna be those dumb kataks bawah tempurungs? Things will never change la...
Oh well.
Had yummy puri and some potato thingy,..Dheepa cooked! Half way thru, power went poof! Kanch and Lekha dropped by, and thought we were being romantic wit a candlelite dinner! Sat and yakked in the dark, and the electricity came bck,...so disappointing as I was making some cute lil thingy wit a cotton bud and lots of candle wax!
Gotta brave d cold for practs tmrw....yeah, they lifted the emergency state! Silly people...its still so cold, dun they see it? Ish...
January 26th, 2006
Its all about the coffee..
Posted by anandini at 09:04 PM on January 26, 2006.
Is coffee addiction a bad thing? Compared to a whole lotta addictions, like...hhmmm, never mind, I think Coffee aint all dat bad, no? Jah, its all coz of u,..u got me hookd to black coffee kau-kau! Coffee was once wat would have triggered my migraine attacks, and they were bad! But now, migraine's a bye-bye *touch wood*, so coffee's all good! Back then, in fact now as well, Mum would dunk those gundu punjabi roti, the really hard, dried ones, into dark black coffee..ahhh, so good! Haih....
Obstetrics Practs are kinda ok...in fact, its kinda cool. The Doctore we've been assigned to happens to be one helluva semangat lady, so she literally goes upon a runaway train about each and evry patient during daily rounds! And we just nod, and nod....and look interested! Coz she speaks really fast, in RUSSIAN! But ok la, not bad! Gotta train my CN VIII to listen out for those fetal heartsounds, it'll either be too soft or I'd take it as peristaltic sounds~...yeah, Im still learning! And Im still very much afraid to press in deep, while searching for the fundus of the uterus durin Leopold's Maneuver,...yeah yeah, Im learnin! All in all, Obstetrics' kinda cool, plus our team's so gempak....Eve, Niven, Mohana, Puva and I...all lepak kakis! Nice...
The only yuckyness is forcing myself outa bed evry morning! Even on normal days, it'll be such boo-hoo...wt more with the temp below zero! Nice warm bed vs Freakin coldness....which? Ish...
And wit the weather so horrible, it takes 30mins just to put on all those winter clothes, 10mins or so to mentally prepare yourself before walkin out the hostel doors out into the cold, and 30mins to take off those bulkyness!!! Yeah, muscle man's out...so is my bright red snow cap! Crap la.....
I almost killd Dheepa lastnite..she was on one of those Irritate-Anan-Mood! And she can bloody IRRITATE!!! Im on a curse,...God's punishin me by makin me stay wit her...haih, but still, ironic it may seem, Id have it no other way~...
Oh, and last nite we made Pizza...but it wasnt much of a success. The dough was yeast-ish, it had some sorta funny taste, like stale beer. But the rest was good, we ate so much dat we decided last nite we'd not have dinner today! Half pan was tomata based, the other half was TomYam based! Wit chicken, squid, prawns, corn, anchovies, mushrooms, onions, crabsticks...and a whole lotta cheeze! We had four quarters of different bases and toppings,..! Yeah, Dheepa's a cow,...Ahahah....
Tmrw's Friday!! I dunno why Im happy about it,...I just am!
Oh no,...come Monday we'd be startin our Surgery Postings in the 6th District Hosp, and I heard the Doctors there are meanies! crap...
Oh...tmrw's also the 27th! 26 years it has been.....Dad would have jumped into the Klang River had it not happend, as Grandma wasnt too keen on Dad marryin Mum then! Ahahha.....26 years, one great daughter *ME ME ME*, and a equally great ding dong son! Official greetings and more sappyness tomorrow.....
Im somehow extra chatty today,..must have been d black coffee, coffeinum and psychostimulation! Dheepa's not even arnd, she's still not back frm her Peds Posting! Who am I to talk to? Wat am I to do?Ish...
Its been too long, its been to sakitfying,...and the more I think of it, the more painful it gets..wat to do?How to not break down? Haih....Yeah, my Ronald McDonalds he wants to be, yet my Jah always.....*sigh*
Mum SMS-ed me at about 11pm the day before tellin me she was bored,...I askd Dad the next day why was Mum bored, and I wishd I never did ask! Dad replied and explained in one long paragraph about Mum being bored one minute and sleepy the next, and hyperfied the other next, and wat nots the other other next! On and on Dad was rantin abt Mum's moods, saying it's similar to the cuckoofied weather here in Ukr! Hah....So cute those two!
Shamini yelled 'OUCH' while zippin up her Jeans after changing out of her scrubs today,...made us wonder...hhmmm, never mind!
Im happy today,..so Im gonna stay away frm thestar.com.my, as all it does is depresses me.
And Im sleepy,....but cant sleep, all coz of the coffee....Jah, ur fault!
Oh ya'll should check this out. While walkin out of the hostel yday, we saw a rat, stiff dead, frozen...and in the midst of action! It just froze, literally!! Yeah, -25 degs....check out the fler's tombstone, so very the holy~!
January 28th, 2006
The cekodok
Posted by anandini at 10:14 AM on January 28, 2006.
Its 4am. Im still wonderin wat Im doin up awake.
Met up wit Shafi for dinner, wit Lekha, Kanch and Deeps. Kinda missed The Cekodok, as it has been awhile since we last hung out, wat wit the hols and all. And she gempakfied 777 wit her high decibel shrieks...ahahah.
Had a very heavy dose of the ex-crush. Hhhmmm....Shafi was tryin so hard to sangkutfy me, while havin dinner, as !He! was arnd...too bad, I cover up well.
For the first time ever, in 6 months, Ive not heard frm him the entire day. Am tryin so hard not to get hyperparanoid, and go nuts, yet...haih. He shud be ok, I knw....I just miss him.
January 30th, 2006
To a great man
Posted by anandini at 05:52 AM on January 30, 2006.
At about 9.30pm, Malaysian time, he took his last breath, and bade farewell to loved ones for the last time. He was not really all that close to me, in fact I only saw him on one of those rare family functions involving the huge clan, not just 'the' clan, but the huge clan. But he always had this smile on him, and he always took the effort to talk to all of us, despite us being the grandkids to his sister! Yeah, he was my Grandma's brother. He drove all the way from Ampang annually to everyone's house, to personally invite them for the annual Chetty Temple Obayam, something he had done for as long as he lived, literally..to bring evryone together, the huge clan, annually...that's the reason why we're still so close. He was my personal favourite, among all of the Tata's arnd...he just had his charm, in a very pleasant manner. I've alwys looked forward to meetin him during all those family functions, and he's the only one Ive gotten to knw well.
Last summer, when I visited him in KL GH, where he was admitted, he proudly announced to evryone in his private suite,...
'Look,that's my grandchild, she's gonna be a great doctor one day,
and she'll make me better.'
Hhhmmmm,.....He loved us all, dearly. That I know for a fact.
I was just caught off guard when Dad's SMS came...
'Girl, Tata has passes away, 930pm. we were by his side.'
My parents were with him til the end, by his bedside. Im glad for that.
But I was robbed of my goodbye, how he'd always been askin for me over the past few years while Ive been away from home....and yet again, being away from home, Ive been robbed of my goodbye.
I knew the time will come, just wasnt mentally prepared for it. Hence, its indeed one big, huge blow. And, I'm still wondering why, very much puzzled myself, upon why Im feelin it so badly,...I'm just gonna miss lookin forward to meeting him durin functions, somethin I remember doin since I was a kid. And Im very much saddend that there wont be anyone who'd be as determined as he was upon bring evryone together year after year.
Kanapathy Chettiar, you were a good man, a great person...who left meaningful footprints in my life. You were a granddad I never had, and Im glad it was you. Am tryin not to be selfish by wishin you'd still be arnd, for I knw how much pain it has caused you, thus, in a way, Im glad your sufferings have ended. With us you'll be forever.
February 1st, 2006
Surgery Postings!
Posted by anandini at 06:08 AM on February 1, 2006.
I had breakfast for dinner! Scrambled eggs wit loads of buttoned mushrooms, and one half-boiled egg and toast! Yeah, we were too malas to come up wit something massive for dinner. This wat happens when u're far away from parents' supervision,...given the choice, Id eat cereal and ice-cream for dinner as well! 
Reported for Surgery postings today! Walk to the 6th District Hosp in a slight drizzle, and some few minutes after that, once we were already inside, we looked out the window and it was snowing! Yeah, and so we walked back in a flake-y snowy blizzard!
Surgery's not all that bad, the attending Doctor in charge of us is kinda cool, damn lepak blues fler! Was in the dressing room the whole morning..standing for long hours, and breathing thru a face mask gave me a slight headache and made me kinda dizzy! Hypercapnia and its consequences. Then towards the end of the mornin, patients with amputed, purulent stubs started comin in for their daily dressing, and god, did that stink!
I remember DrPaul from KlgGH 2summers back, fooled a whole lotta us, pushin us into an OT where they were cleanin a diabetic foot with hydrogen peroxide, he told us to remove our masks and inhale deep, and oh my....purulent wounds stink bad, ultimate yuckyness! Haih...and he said it smelled like KFC!
The Grasshopper and I had a nice conversation about the dynamics of micturation! Hah....haih, men! A funny lot, they are! Love-able, and yet amusing....
Do me a favour ya'll...pray for a warmer weather! Do it for me, please~!
