Done and over it...!

Posted by anandini at 10:59 PM on November 2, 2005.

Happy DeepaRaya Ya'll,....!!!

The past few days were massively outa the world!

The nite before Deepavali, Dheepa and I were baking til 3am!!! Yeah, the minute the posters were up, the orders kept pourin in! Baked and Baked and baked,...dah la no hot water in the hostel, it was so shitty,....we were so tired, we even forgot to eat,..and went rite to bed!

Woke up on Deepavali day, showered and prayed (!) and wat nots,..and continued baking and baking and baking,....went down to Harry's room for a quick lunch...He made some superb idli and chicken curry and yummylicious Mutton! Oh, bless dat guy! Arnd 4pm something, we had to announce daruratness, as were so utterly messed up, we had too much to do in so little time!! Thank god we had Francis helpin us a whole lot,..! He claims he's good at packing! ahahahah,....then Eve, Ruben and Thika came as well! At times like this do u really see who your true frens are! Thanx a bunch guys!

Yeah,..baking 16 cakes, witout a hand mixer!! can be one helluva workout!!!

Oh well,...

Rushed and got ready for the Annual Deepavali Gala thingy at Dom Kultura...Harry came up and tied our sarees for us! Yeah, his wife to be's gonna be one lucky woman! Even while he was up here, his phone kept on ringing and ringing, SOS comin from all corners of the hostel with saree crisis!

Somehow I'm glad it was one helluva busy day,..as it got my mind of several things....

Yeah, I tend to get utterly sickeningly depressed on days like tis...Mum and Dad called on Deepavali eve, and I nearly broke down! Kept telling them dat I've made up my mind to permanently hate festiveness esp Deepavalli and my Birthdays for life,..coz all I ever do, is get really sad and horrible and spoil evryone's day! Yeah, when I get home sick, I get REALLLYYYY home sick! That's really shitty u knw....

Yet, all those calls and smses frm all my loveable darlings sorta made up for it,..made me feel so loved, dat I'm still remembered even when I'm so far away,..UncShan called from London, spoke to him for ages! Poured out evrything there was to it to him, and he made fun of me, and made me at ease at the same time...he's definitely one of my most loveablest person around! His call so made my day! On Deepavali mornin, my crazy family called again,..at 6AM in the mornin! Screamin on the phone, wishin me Happy Deepvali yet again, and askin me to get outa bed and pour oil on my head and shower and wat nots la,...at 6AM IN THE MORNING!!! Ish,...hhmmmm, I knew they were juz checkin on me.....and being the crazy people they were, they knew the right buttons to push to make me day last on a great happy note! It was really nice to receive warm greettings frm people u've not heard for so long,...for the uninformed, I'm a sucker for sentimentalness, I cant help it....I love ya'll, guys, you knw who u are,...Damn, I cant imagine wat it'll be witout ya'lll,....*why am I gettin overly emo over this?* Yeah...oh well....

And for all those who were checkin on me from time to time....yeah, I'm ok ya'll,...It was juz a phase,...over and done wit it!

To wear a saree, which was almost transparent and walk all d way to Dom Kultura, with sandals aint a good idea....sareeophobia keeps u warm a while, then before u knw it, U loose sensation on your toes, then your fingers, then your ears hurt,....and, then you think of funny things to keep yorself wamr! hhmmm,..well,....ahahaha....never mind

Yeah well,...done and over wit...

All but one,....all but one I knew......all but one whom I expected to much from....oh well

I need to be not so homesickly.....and I'm gonna work on dat...and I'm gonna try not to be so emotionally dependent on darlings I've got arnd me, darlings who've helped pull thru crap I've gotten myself into...

Yeah...

We're makin Thosai and Vadae and Chicken curry....mayb I shall not hate festiveness after all, the food's good! Too good,...!!

moo moo?

Bunny,..lil purple Bunny Day!

Posted by anandini at 05:16 AM on November 4, 2005.

If there'd be a day for bouncy purple lil bunnies,..today'll be it!

Somehow managed to drag myself outa bed for OnG Lecture...yeah, the whole idea of her yellin her PMSes out in public aint all that motivating...she was juz ultimately pissy! Ish....So, half way thru lecture, Rajiev, Ruben and I left...!! Well, attendence was taken at the begining of lecture,..so all's cool!

We crashed BlackPoint for breakfast,..and oh my, there was tis really yummylicious Italian lookin fella, wit oh so heavenly curls jinggling and danggling arnd his head,...and the cutesyness....God! Ruben was discreetly snappin photos of him....then suddenly, out of the freakin blue, he calls up to him and asked if it was ok to get a picture of him wit us, ie: Eve and I,...!!! Oh, but he was just too yummylicious to pass,...hhmmm......Good lookin men! We need more of those anrd,....it'll make the world and Mars a better place to fornicate live in...!! ahahaha....

Neuro was kinda cool today....not only did Tkach openly made us bribe him wit a bottle of Vodka,..we sorta managed to escape taking histories and all the crap which come along wit it usually! We combined classes wit this other group, and man did that made us feel really dumb! Coz wit Tkach, we've not been learnin much,..wait, we've not been learnin at all!!! Tis other teacher was like super cool, made a whole lotta things clear,...and witnessing Cerebellar Ataxia and the whole do was like so Wow.....hhmmmm...and we're stuck wit silly Tkach! Ish...

Hhhmmmm,.....

Being too graphical can be very errr, sakitfying!!! Too sakitfying u juz wanna scream and scream and scream,...ok, maybe not,...but u knw....hhmmmm.....

Tequila sunrise.....and strip poker! Ahahahahha.....!

Dad msged me tis mornin,.....no, not abt Tequila Sunrise....'Girl, we've checked in, and are now relaxing...we're at Fraser's Hill, your brother is alone at home, please check on him from time to time' Rite,....1. You dun juz suddenly decide to drive up Fraser's Hill juz like dat,..unless of coz,..err, u enjoy nice lil chicken chops! 2. It not like I'm juz arnd Klang or Johor or somewhere for me to check on Dinesh from time to time,..helloowwww, I'm like 13hours away from home! Ish.....and to think dat these 2 gila yet loveable people raised me for the past 22 years! hhmmmm.....ish!

But, yet.....I think it was really sweet of Dad to bring Mum up to Fraser's Hill,...as she's been wanting so much to go, but wit Deepavali and the whole open house and all, it never did come arnd,...and today, poof!! Since young I've been tellin myself,...I'd wanna marry someone like my Dad,...no one, but only someone like my Dad! ahahahha....

Tmrw's a holiday!!! Wheeeee...get to sleep in late!!! Nice!!!

Oh yah,..Selamat Hari Raya ya'll,..!! Maaf Zahir Batin ya'll,...!!

Hhmmm,...I'm not mad at you,...just upset,..I'm being too dependent again,..U hardly bothered, dat said a lot as it was....

Oh well.....

moo moo?

Makan makan yet again!

Posted by anandini at 06:29 AM on November 5, 2005.

ALICIA KEYS WON BEST R&B!!!! Wheeeee,...!!!! MTV music awards!!!

Im sick of cooking and baking and cooking and baking....Im only 22, tis aint life YET!!! In fact, tis aint life at all!!! Ish...

Im so so so tired....

We had  a DeepaRaya makan makan earlier....made some sorta sesame chicken thingy! So stuffed, the food...oh, the food's always good! The crowd was gila-er somehow, evryone seemed extra adrenalin induced somehow! So, it was all good....

Evrytime,...all d time...somehow it's begining to get into a pattern,...ex girlfrens are like this plague which aint ever gonna leave me alone! Hhhmmmmm......its probably due to some karma which's haunting me from the past, or some sort! But, then again...I'm like tis sweet lil thing, who could I have done harm to? *ok, maybe aint all dat sweet...yet~* Haih....I'm taking it as a challange, wait, dat dint sound rite....ish, never mind la! Do wat u wanna do, girl...he's mine! Shooo away now!

Krok trials tmrw...or some sort,..knw nuts abt anythin! Hey, it's so festive-y arnd, they expect us to study? I'd knw more about various mutton dishes than Eclampsia and Pathalogical Microbes and wat nots....ish! Yeah, I foresee doomness tmrw,....actual 2005 Krok's on Tues...so, dat's like 3days to slog for,...hhmmmm, 3days, 72hours...boleh la, somehow....to pass at least! *hopefully*

Gonna sleep now!

Ruben's gay, coz some guy smiled at HIM instead of us, the 3 other girls arnd him today ta Celentano's!! How's dat? hhmmmm.....must have been ur cutesyness Ruben! aahhahaha.....

Rite...whole body's shuttin down...sleep, need to sleep!

moo moo?

I might just throw up...stay away!

Posted by anandini at 05:25 AM on November 6, 2005.

Havin to wake up at 8am on a Saturday mornin is ultimately freakin yuckyfying...esp since the weather's so sleep inducing! Their torturin us ya'll,...Krok trials on a Saturday mornin! That's evil,...it aint the right way to take over the world! Try Anthrax! Ish....

And it's in alphabetical order...which means I'm seated next to, errr, well...some people who I've hardly spoken to, despite being in the same batch for the past 4years! Hhhmmm,....dats a thought to ponder eh! Yet, since it was a trial and all, the Dean sorta screwd the alphabeticalness, as evryone was juz jumpin arnd to sit wit their own cliques,...and so did I, Ruben and I had to much fun tembaking...Ruben was so eager to get to renak to whack Plov, he stopped readin the questions, and juz tried figurin out the answers! Silly fella!

Went to renak, came bck arnd 2ish, watched 204 and 205 of Grey's Anatomy and slept,..till some 8pm! Was supposed to have gone to Dom Kultura wit Harry and Francis, but was somehow feelin tired and one kindish...so, switched off my phone, and continues sleepin!

And yeah...Krok on Tues,...and I'm no where near prepared! Hhmmm...nice~

He's been out all nite, wit sporadic poofyness...I've to learn not to be so hyperanalytical paranoid all d time...but yet...hhmmmm

There's tis really gigantic huge purulent pustule on my back! And Dheepa almost squeezed my entire lymph drainage outa it earlier....damn, I'm so pain intollerant! Labour,..how am I ever gonna survive Labour pain! Oh crap....

Feelin nauseated, feverish, real heaviness due to flatulence,...typical symptoms of intoxication....Enterocolitis? Malnaurished? Something Viral-ish? Delayed Hypersensitivity? OctuHopper Syndrome? Hhhmmmm....I'd go wit Enterocolitis, just hope it's self limiting,...I need to study, I cant afford to be bed riden and all pukey and all now!

I want my Mommy....hhmmmm,.....

moo moo?

Back and bouncy, yet again!

Posted by anandini at 04:35 AM on November 9, 2005.

My ass hurts. I'm not kidding, it really does. One shot of Analgin...zapppp, rite there, on my ass! And it hurts.

Yeah, over the past few days...I seriously thought I'd die...roller coasting temperature which nearly hit 40degs, and the rash...oh d bloody rash,..the whole fever do aint all dat bad, I dont mind bein all hot and having some systems shut down for a lil while and all, but the rash...yeah, I've gotta a rash which accompanies my fevers, its somethin like those mosquito bites, it's all over my body, and it itches like as though you've eaten a pineapple wit all those tongue-itchy thingies still stuck to it,..3 days, I was itching constantly for 3 freakin days!

Ish...watever,...dun wanna talk abt it anymore, it was scary...it was really scary, and I thought I'd die..hhmmmm

And the whole ambulatory system in Ukraine should probably take lessons from a bunch of preschools! They came, they stood by the door, the scribbled some crap down *which I coudlnt even use to get me a proper MC!* and they gave me a shot on my backside! They dint even take my temperature! Yuhoooo,..if I'm currently doing a Bachelor's degree on the Fundamentals on Carpentary and whitchcraft, fine..you'd fool me,....but hey, I'm a 4th year med student! You dun juz give someone a shot, witout proper examination...dah la, I'm allergic to practically all common drugs! Yeah, dats another sickeningly annoying factor...ish!

I would have died, truly I would..if it werent for Dheepa and Harry! They gave me proper patient management, beats the crap outa WAD DIRAJA anytime! Dheepa cooked me all 3meals!, boiled me a whole pot of barley!, sponged me constantly, wacked my whenever I started to scratch!, while Harry forced me to eat, and took over the spongin when Dheepa was tired! Thanx guys, Love ya'll to nuts! And also a whole lotta ya'll outa there...Rajiev, who brought me a bag of evry medication he has!, Ruben who came and adjust the wet towel which was restin on my face, Thilak who came and was too afraid to touch me!!, LiYun who sent me a cheery SMS which made me smile coz she dreamt of me!, evryone else who stopped me from faintin this mornin while waitin for Krok to start, Alan, Ruben and Eve who popped by to see how I was doin a few mins ago..love ya'll to bits! Aaahhh, I feel so loved! Thanx a bunch guys, Anan's up and bouncy yet again, I'm pretty sure u've missd dat over the copla days! Teehehehe.....

Mum and Dad was so worried,..no daily mails frm me, nor any SMSes, they kept SMSing Dheepa,..when Dheepa told them I'm refusing to drink loads of water, Dad told Dheepa to just kick me in the ass...hhmmmm, rite! Well, they werent the only one buggin Dheepa,...He was also constantly SMSing Dheepa AND Harry,...probably wondering if I was still alive or otherwise! Poor Baby, made him so worried! Well, worry not ya'll,...all's cool now!

Krok Step 1,...yeah, hardly studied,...wait, DID NOT study at all,..but somehow,..hhhhmmmm, 200 MCQs,4 hours later...I think can somehow pass la at least! Have to la, otherwise I'd have to bungkus and get bck home and end up selling muruku for life!

My body's still itchin from the after effect of the rash and all, and I'm still a lil dizzy and all,...so, ya'll be good, do not consume walnuts! Yeah...watever!

Oh yah,..Dheepa thinks Harry's HARD drive disk is just so hilarious! Hhmmmm,...kids!

5 moo moo-ed

Green lil thingies....

Posted by anandini at 04:10 AM on November 10, 2005.

For once, after so long, the weather was really nice today, all sunny, warm and all...comin from this part of the world *Land of Cuckoofied Weather and Haven of Cabbages and Potatoes* and also for tis time of the year, warm sunny weather may send those ducklings mixed signals...hhmmmm, poor flers! Nevertheless, sunny warm weather I like,...so, hope it stays like tis, even if it's just for half a day....

The lift's currently out of service,...and it's permanently wide open on the 6th floor! Freaks me out to potatoes evrytime I walk past it....feels as though there this thingy walkin in and out of it...ish! And to think that my room's just next to d lift...!! Casper walks rite thru walls, and he's just a friendly ghost, imagine wat all those other meanie flers could do! Bulu roma's all standin just thinkin about it,..and I've got loads of bulu roma for dat, trust me!

And the bulb in the bathroom blew AGAIN!! I think I'm donatin 8.72% of my allowance per annum to light bulb industry of Ukraine....! Jeezzz....they blow so often!

Tkach was so pissy today....I hv to built my tolerance to withstand his ultimate I'm-so-full-of-myself-if-u-dun-like-me-go-kill-a-rabbit-ness! His sarcasm and utter cynicism itself is enough to kill...ok, ok, I'm exaggeratin! Neuro's a long way to go....have.to.throw brick at him.tolerate!

Came bck from class at 4.30ish...and watch DrHouse til almost 9pm! Its educational, really...I'm watchin it for the cases, really! Also to find out if House ends up kissin Camron...*opppz*

I'm so doomed for Derma...only Green skinned lil thingies could save me from misery and prevent world distruction...hhhmmmm,ok, slightly overboard there! Yeah, I bunked Derma Lecture again tis mornin...as I've said many times, 8am lectures are evil!!!! How am I gonna clear Derma credit by the end of the sem, only those lil Green thingies knws! Hhhmmmm....

Chocolate sauce...hhmmmm, I want! So badly.......

moo moo?

I've nothin to say...

Posted by anandini at 05:35 AM on November 11, 2005.

I have nothin to say today.

Oh wait.

I showered wit the bathroom door opened! Teehehehe,....what a thrill! Yeah, the bulb blew again...well sorta, it was juz flickerin a whole lot, and it juz went dead! All this while Dheepa was bathin,...so she came out, exclaimin dat she juz showered in d dark! And so, I locked Dheepa in d room, and showered with the door open, so dat the lite from the lil corridor outside our room shines in! Of coz the main unit door was locked as well! Teehehhe.....one thing I learnt, it's cold to shower wit the door open, even if the water's really hot!

Hhhmmm,...

Tkach was kinda ok today. In fact, my tolerence for him has been elevated to an amazing higher level, its almost close to immunity! Too bad my patient aint doin me good, she's old, she's got contralateral hemiparesis due to an ischemic stroke.....So, yeah, cant really blame her la! Yet, cut me some slack la,....ish!

Tmrw' Friday....double Lectures, double whammy....then off the Neuro til 4pmish....hhmmmm, long day!

Barney the purple Dinasour! ahahahhha....Purple! ahahahah....

moo moo?

Way too many cakes!

Posted by anandini at 07:30 AM on November 13, 2005.

11 cakes. 8 hours. A whole lotta eggs, butter, flour, cocoa powder...and milk all over my kitchen floor...hhhmmmm

If there'd b a degree to tiredness, I'd be needin critical aid.

Today, we were all geared for central renak to get stuffs for the whole bake do and all,...somehow, ended up at McD's, pigged out..and screwd central renak, Bokzal Renak it was! Yeah, I'm a very lazy person, learn!

I'm sick of cakes,...for my birthday, I dun want a cake, place candles on a pizza, I'd be more than happy,..for real! Ish....

How could anyone eat so much cake? It's just cake ya'll!!! I dun understand the infatuation over cake....I dun~!

Tmrw's Sunday, its the eve of Monday...hhmmmm

I was starin at my desktop for 12 mins earlier, just staring at it....mind started wonderin back to several months back,...hhmmmm, particularly to the mornin of 31st August 05...hhmmmm....

I'm gonna sleep now....

I want a back rub...I want some ice cream,......I want a bowl of anything noodle-y! I want you.....

My throat hurts,..Hope Mum and Dad dont call me tmrw, they're gonna hear my sick, and they're gonna start nagging.....yet, I'd want them to call still, I miss them.

moo moo?

U knw when u're luck's wearin out..

Posted by anandini at 12:40 AM on November 14, 2005.

Woke up at 2pm. It was nice to sleep in, with nothin on d day's agenda! Except Mum who kept wakin me up a million and twenty eight times, SMS-ing juz to tell me she was goin to Ayu's place for a Raya dinner! Ish,...But Mum being Mum, she probably dint know she was sendin me the same SMS a zillion twenty two times!

Woke up wit one main goal, to make a double shot Yummylisiouc Mocca Coffee do,and watch 206 of Grey's Anatomy, which just got completed downloadin. But apparently Dheepa had other plans, way,..wwaaayyyy other plans! She was out at 4th hostel deliverin cakes, and came back exclaimin evryone she met was havin some sorta makan makan lunch do! And yeah, so instead of juz a simple hardly 2mins effort of instant coffee, ended up cookin up a storm! Sausages, fried eggs and french toast to feed the whole SeanPaul and BritneySpears Fanclub combined! Ish.....

206 Grey's Anatomy is sad...too sad ya'll....dun wanna spoil it, but its sad! The saddest ever, not sad as in yucky sad...but juz plain 'sad' sad..hhmmm

I've gotta case report to comlpete,..but it's Sunday! No homework day, or so I think...yeah, so I'd rather rush thru it tmrw,...the fact dat I've gotta hand write it aint all motivatin as well...hhmmm, and the fact dat I knw close to nothin abt my 60+ year old Ischemic Stroke patient, who hates the mere sight of me...hhmmmmmm, any chance of BigGuy up there sprinklin those lil magic-y dust on me,..desperado man, really need em now!

Mum n Dad was tryin to call me, and when they couldnt get thru, they SMSed me, to tell me that the line's bad,..'Do something!'...Hhhmmmmm, if only I knew the President more than juz a Hi Bye basis,..should have shagged lunched him when I had d chance to! Ish....

Had my very limited, yet sufficiently insufficient dose of lovelyness.....hhmmmmmm

Waitin for dinner to knock on my door! Yeah, it will...Chicken Rice and Sweet & Sour Chicken...LiYun & Chong's caterin services! Bless good cooks!

moo moo?

Sometimes, it happens ya'll..

Posted by anandini at 06:41 AM on November 16, 2005.

Im so proud of myself. The ablity to fight all evil alter egos, and let goodwil outshine above evryhtin malevolence....yeah, dragged myself outa bed today for my 8AM lecture, aft multiple mind games of snoozin my alarm! Wheee...!

The irony of Dudar goin on n on n on about Ischemic Heart Diseases....just coz Endo lecture was canceled, coz she was sick..Dudar stold her slot as well,..and so, we had Therapy lecture back to back,...ish, was such a trauma aight, I mean like,...just how much of Ishemic Heart Disease is there to know of...? Ok, there's a lot la actually....yet, come on la, therapy back to back? Dats pure torture...

Of all days, Tkach decided to  abide by the rules and only released us at 4.30pm on the dot! Hhhmmmm, 12.30 - 4.30, with minimal breaks today...the whole do on Brain Infarction....was another dose of sheer torture!

Ooohh, found out today that the Appetite Cafe at Semashka's Hospital serves the best ever Sharkoe *its some soup/broth thingy wit chicky and potatoes* and it's cheap! Yummy...Shafi and I went in for just a pastry before class, and ended up havin a bowl each, and thus being late for class! Teehehehhe....

Celebrated Krazie Vijhi's 21st Bday at Bokdan today!! Aiyoh, the gilaness,...we probably scared the gay couple beside our table to nuts! Dumb Eve and Krazie la, kept on grabbing!!! Damn kecoh the whole bunch,...with the absense of alcohol pulak tu! Ruben hid his food under the table, Harry activated his CNS specially for digesting, Dheepa was on this whole 'Speak BM' do, Shanu caught false tits!, and a whole lotta barbaric eatin habits and wat nots...yeah, typical! Ahaahhahaha...Last nite, we threw Krazie the official customary cake cuttin do, in my room! She walked into my room wit a cake pan! ahahhahah....coz Dat's how I made her come up! ahahhha,..cute! Love ya girl, Happy 21st!

Krok results are out....people are talkin, makes me very...hhmmmm, dunno la, unsettled! I was sick, goddammit! Doesnt dat justify for anything? Ish.....too much expected, too much hoped for! Yeah, I'm disappointed as well la, doesnt help if u go arnd askin me the same crap as well,...trust me ya'll, I would have had it some other way, but then again....circumstances ya'll! Hhhmmm....

When said Selamat Tinggal, sekian terima kasih,...Grasshopper replied sama sama! Ahaahhhaha,..lousy fler! ahahahhaahha....Probably went to just one 7-11, and rejoiced in happiness! Ish,...stubborn!

Need sleep, very tired,...very deranged!

moo moo?

Eh? Me?

Posted by anandini at 05:56 AM on November 17, 2005.

Im speechless.

Dunno how it happend, dunno why.....still tyin to figure it out, even now~!!

I used to sit back and tease these people,....and yet, now? Hhhmmmmm

And I dun speak a word of Tamil....how?

Scary, very....its really scary. Election's on Monday, 6pm...10th Lecture Hall...until then, I'm gonna be pretty much still confused and wat nots....

Case report,..gotta complete my case report, due tmrw......

Watever it is, I hope Im doin d rite thing.....somehow~

And I love Dheepa,..came back so late, and she's made dinner,..somethin I was supposed to do today!

moo moo?

Blue Purple Bunny,...a cross breed between a hare!

Posted by anandini at 07:37 AM on November 19, 2005.

I need my purple strawberry sponge back. I've been robbed of simplicity of an orang frosted popsicle. I never expected things to get like this, nor did I anticipate it....Yet, I'm all in now, and I'm all out for it...So, watever happens, happens....be it orange or strawberry!

Things are gettin so heated up now,...makes me, a mere speck of dust, wonder in amazement lookin at all the puppetery.....could get into Broadway one day!

He's upset, so upset....it makes me upset as well. Dunno how to mend it, dunno wat else to do or say....Im too occupied, somethin inevitable at the moment, yet...hhmmmmmm

Was quite amazed at how many darling replied my hot from Jupiter Frenster bulletins....but, one a few, those who I expected to dint!

I dunno how to behave in front a camera....Hhhmmmm.....

I liked today's dinner,....Lemony chicky, chinesey cabbage, and fried eggs....hhmmmmm

I'm drained...havent had a single nite to myself for eons! So need a break.....

Need Mom and Dad....wish they'd call me tmrw!

Its gonna be one long day tmrw....hhmmmmm

Student Councils...hhmmmmm, interestin!

moo moo?

Shoot d cauliflower,..and FRY it!

Posted by anandini at 03:46 AM on November 21, 2005.

Woke up past noon today.

So much has happend the past few days, a little lady Bug would grow purple spot!

Politics is like a bowl of Alphabet soup, with pepper, salt and every other wonderful seasoning.. U'd play wit it tryin to form words, U'll looks so hard for that specific alphabet, you laugh at the sillyness of the whole thing, you'll get upset when a particular alphabet's missing...yet, in the end, U'd end up eating them all! Hhhmmmmm....

Crap la,...its so wonderfully confusing.....not the whole alphabet soup and all,...but, y'knw.....hhmmmm

Just when I thought all's over, and I'd have my orange popsicle back,....a whole lotta dirt had to snowball yet again, and come knockin on my humble door!

Decisions,..decisions,...decisions.....

All I wanted to do was to somehow make a difference,...significant or not, dats besides the point, juz dat someone had to do it! Yeah,...the orange popsicle brings about an exaggerated dose of semangatness~...

Parents are great people,...they'd somehow knw when u need a dose of lovelyness....a surprised, yet expected call from them does wonders to your already bonkerfied self....Dad was so excited by the fact that Im gonna now learn a third language, due to my current circumstances! And yeah, all thru out the call, they were making fun of the whole thing! Hhhmmmmm, lovelyness it was, wit a tinge of wantin-to-trash-a-watermelon-feelin thingy....yet, dats wat make them all parent-y and all! *homesick mode turned on*

Last  nite was massive....a particular someone puked all over my linoleum in my kitchen, pulled my curtains down, and broke my lite! A particular someone else turned into an annoyingly cute, extremely talkative whiney lil brat! A particular someone else almost got punched in certain painful areas over a lil smokey issues! Hhhmmm,.....late nites and alcohol!

Had our fortnite *no name for it yet* do again...where we have dinner in the kitchen, straight frm d pot,..or pan! D last time it was thosai and chicky curry...today it was roti chanai and Ikan Bilis! Yummy....Roti Chanai's Dheepa's new skill! Harry has found a new skill as well, flingin the fler like some pro! And Francis,..ahahahhaah, fler's long slim fingers always koyak's d whole flinging process, yet it somehow comes out nicely! Yummy,..still!

Hhhmmmm....evrything's so messy jessy now,..no, not the whole roti chanai and all,..but the whole YouWin, I Win thingy...

Despite it all,...things are still in a whole Sesame Street condition, regardless of wat's been happenin....hhmmmmm

Have not been talkin to him much...kinda lost on many things...yet...hhhmmmm.....inevitable it may seem, yet~ Hhhmmmm....bottom line, miss him to nuts!

Anticipating tmrw,....it's gonna be one helluva soap opera do! Hope no one gets shot, and no one dies of laughter!

moo moo?

Posted by anandini at 02:28 AM on November 22, 2005.

Rite.

Hilarious it was. We have people with so much authourity, they're capable of stoppin a Q&A session during an AGM? Utterly hilarious.

Anyway, the game has juz begun!

Ahahahahah,..a tagline for some sorta Reality Show or somethin, it may seem~....Hhhhmmmmm, crap la....lil mushrooms, power aint evrything ya'll, if all u'd wanna do is to just have it to show it arnd to the world! Pretty sad, your mentality...utterly pathetic, your visions.

Dat apart.

Somethings are just never gonna change. No, I'm not talkin about wat Ive mentioned above. Despite wat you've said, regardless of what you've promised, you and I know dat its gonna arise again, you're gonna get 'worried' again, and all's gonna become one lovely bouquet of purple lilies! Hhmmmm,...sometimes, dats just the way it works I guess. And it upsets me, just as much as it upsets you, I believe..but as I've said,dats just the way it works I guess.

There might not be class tmrw. Its only SocialMed, so it hardly matters nevertheless...but I'd rather stay all warm and comfy in my room, than to go out in d cold and walk across the world *ok, maybe not* to get to class.

Oh yeah, unofficially Winter's here....coz it snowed this mornin...not that I saw it for my own, as I was comfyly tucked in under my covers, conveniently screwd my 8am Lecture and PT which followed... But thanks to lovely LiYun, I had attendence for Toxicology Lecture still!

Im irritated. Does it show? Hhhmmmm...ish! I wish I'd be able to say why, but then again...we shall not hit on family! Crap la....

Go fish!

1 moo moo-ed

Posted by anandini at 07:13 AM on November 23, 2005.

There's a chicken outside his window. He's tryin to sleep, its 3am over there! I find it so cute! Hhhmmmm....If only he had a cleaver...poor chicky....

SocialMed's killin me, mentally degrading me.

Ive gotta learn to grow. Ive gotta learn to not be too sensitive...Ive gotta learn.

The game has begun, but nothin has happend yet, or so I think....waitin, patiently.

Derma lecture tmrw, I.HAVE.TO.GO!!! Pls, BigFella up there, dun play tricks wit me dat early in the mornin...Ive missed enuff Derma Lectures!

Its so frickin cold now. Its really sickenin dat you've gotta constantly feel ur ears to see if their still there,....and the way your fingers get all numb, dat even takin out your keys from the pocket hurts like hell!

moo moo?

I did not ask for it, nor did I foresee it happenin..

Posted by anandini at 06:36 AM on November 24, 2005.

One of those days, where u ter-accidently think too much over certain matters...and before the acorn hits you on the head, you feel warm tears flowin down, from just writing a daily mail to your lovely Daddy,..something you've been doin evry single day, with ultimate ease.

Shitty, I tell you....really shitty.

I've gotta hide. No, not from every green lil lady bug outside there, who I know loves me a whole lot,...but from my Inspector (Mentor in this part of the cheese cake), she keeps yellin at me! The good kinda yell, which you've been yearnin to hear..yet, a tad too annoying! Have to get it done..for 2 reasons, a. to stop having to avoid my Inspector at evry chance I'm at, and b. to show dat specific someone, dats she's just full of crap..not dat no one already knows, but just to somehow seal the whole do! Yeah...kiasu-ness magnified to a an ultimate evilness....yet~

Have somehow been hypnotized convinced by Dheepa, my darlingest ever roomie to change the current setting of my room...so come this weekend, 620 would see a whole new furniture arrangement...strong yummy-lookin, capable testosterone beings are desperately needed,please make yourself available, lunch's on Dheepa! Did I mention yummy-looking? YUMMY-LOOKING!

Went over to dat Pizza Place by Elephant Bar for dinner(?) today...wished really hard someone would get bashed up~, but hhmmmm, I knw I'd never let that happen, so wouldnt she....Dumb Eve, almost made me believe my salad had fragments of a Mo0M0o's tongue...yeah, ppl here, just as those from SouthernPapuaNewGuinea, consume dat part of a Mo0M0o with much anticipation....well, it turned out to be just beef,...yet, it still did got my GagReflex on a exaggerated sensitivity with evry bite! Hhhmmm....But, the place's good nevertheless, the food's yummy, reasonable,..and the waitress there are always bored, so your table's always clean! Clutch your bowl of icecream, coz they're always lurkin arnd waitin to grab evry single porcelain lil being! Ish...

A tad of lovelyness was great enough to complete my day...Would always end up wishin for more, yet~...

He's being as stubborn as ever...to think that he's equiped wit built in Energizers. Ish,....hhmmmm

I need to wash my hair....but Im too lazy.

I want so much to be home now. I just need the comfort of being able to be all me,....hhmmmmm, I just need them so badly!

Crap! Im at a phase of life where I hate evrythin...all I wanna do, is to do nothin and just not to think of anythin. But who am I kiddin, dat aint ever gonna happen!

moo moo?

I DUN LIKE BEING AWAY FROM HOME!

Posted by anandini at 06:30 AM on November 25, 2005.

Today's dinner made me miss home. Hhhmmmmmm....u'd think after 4years being away, u'd eventually wear off the whole homesicky do...crap ya'll! It never dies off! It haunts u, it eats u from within, and it drives u krraazziiieee!

*sob*

Im somehow on a sugar high now. So high, people are even askin me if Im on a sugar high.  But, you knw wat...I'm sugar free!!! I dun remember havin enuff sugar to get me on a high!!! Accentric!

Had fun scribblin on Harry's and Francis' extremities! Teheheheh...not those extremities, I meant their arms and legs! Tmrw I'll check if they shower properly, if they do the markins wont be there...otherwise, teehehehehe.....

After the whole sudden guilty conscious do yesterday...I somehow feel a whole lot better now! Lovely, juz lovely I tell...blessed I am to have parents as mine! They just knw the rite buttons to push! Evryday I pray for their happiness...nothin oughta happen to these great people,..I just wanna give them one big teddy bearish squeeze, and tell them I love em...I do, theyre the reason I keep goin!

Dheepa's bein a pain! She slept frm 3-7pm, woke up juz in time for dinner...and now, at some 12am somethinish, she cant sleep,...and she's buggin me to nuts!

Oh yeah, d deal for 620 rearrangement do is cake and Coke! So all those yummylicious STRONG CSMUish people out there, u knw where 620 is, feel welcomed!

moo moo?

Of missed Grandma,....and Lectures.

Posted by anandini at 11:56 PM on November 25, 2005.

Ive got 4 missed Toxicology Lectures. So, now, since I've happily slept away my Monday mornins, Ive gotta drag myself outa bed on Saturday mornins instead, at 9am(!) startin frm tmrw, just to clear those and ensure I somehow get my credit for this sem...haih~ Well, no one but myself to kick in the butt for!

Today, in class we were talkin about hair,...on men! Ahahahaha....never mind, I shall not traumatize ya'll wit any of our thoughts!

Oh..and on d way to class,..there was poop all over this lil spillin manhole thingy...kinda cool, to actually have so much poop arnd! I mean, its not somethin u'd see arnd often...hhmmmm, yeah, but it stank for nuts!

Oh yeah, I screwd my Hygiene Lecture this mornin...thanx to someone! [mental note: have to develop tolerence]...well, so now apparently I've got 2missed General Hygiene Lectures...funny, coz I thought I'd have more!

With all the hype of clearin Lecture absence and all,..Derma, whoaaaa Derma...dats juz too scary to even think abt! Im so ultimately doomed for Derma! Hhhmmmm....as I've repeatedly said, 8am lectures are juz plain evil! How can we get all productive, innovative, creative, alertive and wat nots-tive if we need to get outa comfyness at an ungodly 8am-ish? Yeah,...I've always had a problem wit dat! Crap la...

Dunno if I've mentioned dat yummy,..oh God, not juz yummy, but so *inserts yummy synonym*...so, juz so entirely GreekGodish out of the worldish good-lookin guy we met at the cafe once, while havin breakfast...hhmmmmm,damn! Well, see for urself...n no,Im not sharin him..! Those curls,..look at those curls,..and dat smile, ooohh....hhmmm Ahahahahha,..one of God's wonders! [Disclaimer: Im happily ^HAPPY^ wit my hairy Grasshopper]

Gotta bake tonite....hhmmmm,.....

Its gonna be one long day tmrw...shux! Well, the election's tmrw, so at least dat'll be somethin to look forward to,somethin to laugh at...and then, 620's gonna be transformed tmrw as well..hhmmmm

I think I'll give my Grandma a call tmrw...she's been askin Dad abt me and all,....I wonder how she's doin!

Oh, the weather was lovely today...not chilly, juz a tad breezy wit a lil chill factor...nice!

Oh,..and Dheepa bit me last nite! Ive got petechial hemorrhages on my forearme,..for real! She claimed I kicked her kidneys, of which I did not! Not only did she bite me, she also smacked my really hard on my face, till I saw lilyummyItalianMen stars,..for real, there was tis really bright flash!! But nothin beats d day she kicked me really hard on my sternum! One fine day, we're gonna kill each other!

Ive learnt somethin new today,..I always learn somethin new when it comes to dat! Hhhmmm,....wit written permision! Ahahaah...

Too sakit....just way too sakit!

moo moo?

The Drama,..the Evilness,..the Love...

Posted by anandini at 01:17 AM on November 28, 2005.

The drama. WHoooaaaaaa the Drama. Hhhmmmmmm

Saturday mornin, dragged myself outa bed to rework my missed Lectures for Toxicology,...of which I nealy killed Glivenko for being so evil, but yet, managed to get away with it somehow!

Then, the skunk stank...and a whole lotta crap happend. I left them at midway, sulked like a kid....cried like a fool, for foolish things. They came back, talked, cried somemore..they made me stop hating myself so much, they made me see wat all's about...and I decided I dun hv to waste my tears over pesky things as such, aint worthwhile...so all's a-ok

Elections. Hhhmmmm....sometimes, you bring white roses for a weddin, and it looks nice....although U've always knwn white roses are for funerals! Ish,...feel like turnin evryone into ColaGummyBears, and chewin them to nuts! Hhhmmmmm...oh well, Plan B activated!

Rearranged the room! 620 now looks all cozy and nice, not that it wasnt..though for the next few days there might be a slight aura of evil-fluid lingerin arnd...thanx to a whole lotta spills frm d nite before! *I aint talkin abt bodily fluid, aight * The beds are in the middle of the room, literally! Im glad I've got the side where the likelyness of the under-the-bed-monster to appear is relatively low! Nice...! Yummy lookin men which appeard were Thilak, Harry and Francis,..Thilak was the contractor, Francis was er,..dunno somethin la,...Harry was d carpenter! ahaahah....

Prior to dat,...a whole new curry puff unraveled,..somethin which has been hovering over the whole banana split do for quite sometime now...well, yday, all was shoo-ed away...more tears, more rotten apples...yet, all's bright and rainbowish now! I like....

Had another one of those slumber parties yet again...this time, spookyness was the theme! Had a lil candle and the bunch were all sitting arnd so dat no one's back was facing a probable reachable openin for any of those 'beings'. Dheepa, Harry, Francis, Ruben, Thiks, Lekha, Kanch, Rajiev, Krazie and I,...and a huge bottle of vodka, red wine and a tad too much beer, of which I've still got some remainding! Yeah, evil-fluid...spookyness aside, Jack of Thumbs got someone so cuckoofied, dat was also merely coz Francis who mixed her drink with evry evilness available! He turned Gay, and shagged BimBing (not Francis, but Him)...She fell of the bed, and forgot where she was! He spoke of birds comin back frm clubs, and stoppin for the traffic lite to turn green, She dint have a 'cup', He was sober,...so sober!, She was really excited over serviettes and then later fell asleep, She started laughin, which triggered my laughin disorder and we juz ended up holdin onto each other laughin for no apparent reason!, SHE,..whoooa there just too much of HER! Ahaahhaha,....all in all it was good la,..my 2min-2min break juz konked me out,..I deliberately fell asleep! Ahaahahah,..woke up arnd noon today and realised I was on Dheepa's bed, and she was on mine....well, I'd rather it just be her bed! Ahahhha.....no more evilness, for a lil time...

Once again, I've learnt a few things of the past,...ahahhaha, I sorta knew, but hearin it from the source is even better! Reliving the past, although painful, is blissfully wonderful,...esp since today's the 27th! Lookin forward to the rest...

Tomorrow's the end of SocialMed, or so I think,...Hhhmmmm

Just ate, but hungry again..wat to do? wat to do?

moo moo?

Posted by anandini at 04:50 AM on November 29, 2005.

27degs. Yes, end of Nov, when it has started to snow in many parts of the world nearby, when it started to even snow here the other day,...and today, the temperature's 27degs. Its warm enuff to grow pineapples, and splosh them arnd! Ish....freakin country wit a cuckoofied sense of weather!

It feels like I've got some thousand and twenty two rusty staples yanked at my tonsils! Hurt as how mashed strawberries would.... swallowin secreates from my parotids are juz so effin painful! Crap la,..need some antibiotics. Just hope it aint anythin serious....Most commonest ethiology for Rheumatoid Fever is a Laryngeal Streptococcal Infection....hhmmmm, yeah being a MedStudent, you tend to get a weenyteenybeeny tad too paranoid.

He called me today,...was so good to hear his voice after so long. I kept quite most of the time, and let him talk a whole lot, coz I just wanted to hear his voice...hhmmm, but he kept laughin a whole lot~...silly grasshopper *gazes dreamfully*

Mum had her SmartReader's Concert Bash on Saturday,...heard all went great! Dad was there to watch all his lil skirts, the one Mum brought back so that Dad could sew sequences on em, they looked really cutesy on all those lil kids on stage! He was so proud...Dad has also apparently found a new ME!! They ship me of to some faraway la-la land, and he bonds wit all these lil kids, and slowly conspire wit them to take over my reign! Ish....Yeah, there was this lil girl, the daughter of the Klang Branch Principle..she was sittin next to Dad, and knowin Dad, he must have layaned her and all thru out the nite,..and before leavin they exchanged numbers! Dats like so unbelieveable aight,.. She's some lil kid, and Dad's like 54yrs old, and they exchanged numbers? And today he called her, and she says she misses him and dat she loves him,...Ish, HE'S MY DADDY!!! I AINT SHARING MY DADDY!!! Ok, ok,...mayb Im over-reactin, but still,....HE'S MINE! Hhmmm,....

Feel so replaced....ish,...ok mayb not for real, but yet...hhhmmmmm..not just in dat, I mean like dat, I knw nothin's gonna happen, Im just trowin a fuss out of crapyness...but in somethin else...

Feel so one-kind-ish,..I just hope it disappears y tmrw,.. coz there's no classes tmrw, and I'd rather not spend it sick in bed..I'd rather lazing arnd watchin Desperate Housewives...!

He's out wit her yet again...I'm yet again surprisingly ok wit it...ok, maybe a lil bothered,...but, otherwise Im ok (?). Just bothered at the fact on why she cant just leave him alone....no one else to call it seems? 0_0 Hhhmmmmm,...ish, watever la...

moo moo?

Educational Day.

Posted by anandini at 05:51 AM on December 1, 2005.

Today has generally been a very educational day. Literally. I feel all smart and super genius-fied now...

Stomatology, or generally known as Dentistry. Yeah, new cycle today. Social Medicine done and over wit, that was like d crappiest subject aight, learnin Stats all over again, it was bad enough my AddMath teacher practically told my parents on report card days, dat there's no hope on me for SPM's AddMath....(but I managed jus fine, thank you very much)...now, here in MEDSCHOOL, Im still doin Math? They cheated me la,..I ran from ervythin else, coz I thought MedSchool would be clean of Math,..they cheated me! Ish....

Oh well,..SocialMed's over.

Rite.

Stomat's really cool. We saw loads of minor OPs today..dint knw extractin a tooth would be so easy...its juz like one of those petrol ads,*angkat.masuk.tolak.ROTATE.YANK.picit*...hhmmmm, for the uninformed, I've always and still do have this super jackfruit size phobia of the dentist! Yeah, so being the one who's actually just there to observe and learn, although a lil jellyfied, is much better than being the one sittin in dat real scary lookin chair!

And to think dat we, the whole of 410, bought a whole lotta candy...in a dentistry dept! Tehehehe,..we were hungry, and candy was all they had!

It was a very educational day today. Have I mentioned dat? Learnt a lot from class *nothin to do wit dentistry of coz*,...learnt a lot frm Him,...and well, learnt a lot myself! Ahahhha,....have loads more to learn about tho...

Was tryin to put some pineapple sense into two men, who despite them being utterly prioritised in my life at d moment and always, I'd still throw yucky peaches at them...coz one's being utterly stubborn, as he's mid-age alter egos giving him a series of crappiness....and the other is juz being plain *no excuseable* stubborn, justified to a certain extent! Hhhmmm...They're both never gonna listen....if only they knew how much I care, and all Im doin is juz lookin out for them,..if only they knew...I know they do, but juz dat things like this are inevitable,...You so want them not to, but yet you know they're gonna do it still....Just hope they know how my world's gonna come into a millionwillion pieces if anythin were to happen to them....hhmmmmm

Two minutes of silence for Tan Sri Charles.

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Yeah. Charles has passed. Someone, although always with a smile plasterd on his face, was always my main target in school, me being a prefect dat is. I did not personally knw Charles, but I do know many who are very close to him, and who are painfully grieving his loss. So, yeah..Charles, may u fly high amongst those cutesy lil angels...

Dheepa's been so upset the there's been power the past few days, despite there being a whole city warnin of electricity-less frm 5-10pm! She's the one freako who's been sad that the electricity's still here,..she was really lookin forward to 5hours of utter darkness. Hhhmmmm,..yeah, somehow I think stayin wit a purple triple eared bunny would have been more satiable. Not dat I dun love Dheepa~...

My throat still hurts, and I feel like some twenty two thousand pakciks tryin to pick up durians, and playin volleyball wit them,..in my head, nicely bouncin off every single gyri of mine..hhmmmmm...sakit oi~

moo moo?