Random stuffs..

Posted by anandini at 05:48 AM on October 2, 2005.

I'm actually super tired, and sleepy,...

So, randomly,....this is wat there's to knw...

--->Things are gettin really messy now, juz waitin for tmrw to drop d bomb and then to sit back and watch the fun! Doesnt he realise dat wit wat he's doin now, he's juz makin things worse, FOR HIM? Hhhhmmm, just regret not doin this a whole lot earlier,...aft the whole drame which juz took place, a lot is gonna unfold tmrw...sounds like a scene frm AllyMcBeal eh!

---> Finally got my scrubs,..a nice shade of blue! Dint expect it to be that expensive though,..but then again, I think now evrythin seems expensive nowadays! Hhmmmm,.

--->Oh, and we finally went out for dinner tonite,..it has after all been a very long! Went out to Bokdan wit d bunch,..Rajiev, Vijhi, Lekha, Rat, Ruben, Dheepa and I,..LiYun and G-Hann joined us later! The place was sardine packed, and we waited like idiots for over an hour *out in the cold*! We flipped a coin to decide if we should leave, but that sorta turned out into a whole soap drama of its own! The amount of hoohaa we made,...we attracted a drunk fella, who wanted to pick a fight wit Rajiev and Ruben, coz he too wanted to be arnd 6 girls! And he came out from the toilet wit his fly OPEN!!! Teehehehe,....we only wished he paid our bill, unfortunately he dint!

---> I've decided to be a vegetarian for a month, and also to puasa wit Shafi,...for 2 reasons,...a) I'll get to loose some weight...b) It'll save me some moolahs! Yeah, I'm a genius!

---> Dheepa is wishin so hard that I'll turn into a snowflake, then she'll flame me, and she's gonna watch me melt! Hhhmmmm, I wonder wat other schemes she has of me?! ---> Somehow credit juz vanished frm my phone,....I check today and realised I've got 3kopz! How utterly sad!

---> His exams are tmrw,...hope all goes well! Hhhmmmm,...

Rite,..off to La-La land now,..~

moo moo?

The benefit of the doubt?

Posted by anandini at 03:46 AM on October 3, 2005.

And I woke up thinkin it was gonna be juz another laze arnd typical Sunday,...hhhmmmmm, boy was I way outta my assumptions!

Havin buckets of squashed wobbly strawberries would have made my day instead!

Sometimes, things dun exactly turn out the way they're supposed to have,...in a crossroad so tight, it increases ur intercranial pressure on an hourly basis,..yet, you've called your shots, you've decided...but despite it all, it's never good enough, as you'll always be doubted upon and no matter wat u say, it never is enough,...! Yeah, evrythin comes wit a price,..a price for status-ship, a price for pride, a price for wat others think! Makes u juz wanna dig a hole so deep, and fossil-fy all ur agony! It never is easy, aint it? Never will be, so I've learnt....Yeah, so we're no longer kids, we've got individual needs and yet,....hhhmmmmm~ Really hurts to know dat u're never good enough,...nor will u ever be trusted enuff!

He bumped into The Ex at a petrol Kiosk today...apparently TheEx has got himself a new bimbo-to-trash! Ok, perhaps I'm being mean here..but hey, do I care? NO! Wish I was there wit Him,...damn! Oh well,..!

Something greater than MissTressHermanas,..wilder than LaSurpodora! The amount of tears..the rate of anguish,..the blaze of hipocracy,..the almost terbaling-kerusi-ness,....! Hhhmmm,..well at least we've got our point thru,...we'll just need a lil time, till things take into shape! And all'll be cool, yet again! *fingers crossed*

Cant do much tonite,..I'm pretty messed up myself! Hhhmmm,...

moo moo?

Why?

Posted by anandini at 11:21 AM on October 3, 2005.

At times like this,....I wish I had a pool of coconut Jell-O..somehow, I assume if u'd take repeated dives into it, head first...it'll be able to wash out part of your frustrations....

Hhhhmm,....

Its gonna be one long day~

moo moo?

Consequences?

Posted by anandini at 03:43 AM on October 4, 2005.

I'm numb.

Beyond words.

Lemme heal....

moo moo?

Sometimes u juz wanna have rosemarry and bay leaves for dinner!

Posted by anandini at 12:47 AM on October 5, 2005.

I ate a huge banana for lunch today,...~!

I came across this story frm a mail,..somehow, was so moved by it...It was abt a guy who loved his sweetheart so much, dat he was willin to let her go, askin her to move on wit someone better, so dat she'd be able to pursue her dreams, even if it meant dat he might not end up being wit her! Guys like dat still do exist eh, and I thought they were all wiped off along wit the dinasours and the purple blooded grasshoppers! Guessed I was wrong! Makes u think about things a lil,....wat u've got between 2 people, it could be magical, it could be ecstatic, it could be insatiable....but is it love?

I think it is.....

Dropped a massive bomb on Mum today...but then again, not that she's been kept in d dark abt it, as she claimed she saw it comin anyway....Mum sounded cool abt it! So, its a good sign I guess,..Mum down, Dad to go!

Today's my first day bein a vegetarian,...I almost forgot, though! Tehehehe...its been goin on good so far! But I think I'm gonna become a fruitatarian as well! Wish me luck,...it's gonna be for a whole month! If all goes well, I'll support the whales!!

I just spent 20mins fryin a whole lotta papadams! Ish!!!!

We 'delivered'  a whole lotta babies durin OnG today! We oughta be experts by now...They should make the fetal's skull smaller though, coz it kept gettin stuck comin outa the pelvic!!  Tehehehehe,...!

I think Lucas Scott of One Tree Hill is gettin naughty....he needs spankin!

Oh, n I felt asleep durin Therapy Lecture today! I'm not to be blamed,..she took us as kindie kids! Kept repeatin things a million and twenty eight times,...! So, i terfelt asleep la durin the 10min break!

Nathan Scott in One Tree Hill episode 115,...Quote 'I've decided to live it in the moment,...and I've decided to live it in wit you' UNQUOTE. Rite....

Soundin pretty sappy today....hhhmmmm, It happens la once in a while!

Bob Marley's Could u be love's playin.....heard it before? Its nice,...

I thought I had lost it all,..I've never been so afraid, for I knw wats to come, and I realise wat lies ahead,..Yet, I'm willin to beat the grasshopper fr gettin to it, I'm willin to make that hop! Felt like as though evrythin had somehow turned into one bad recipe for a grape marshmallow cheesecake...I thought I'd be spendin the rest of my empty pages pickin up words, the remains of it as least,...hhmmmm~ Hope the light continues to shine, for I'm afraid of the darkness, and I'd rather be killed by a suicide bomber than to perish from a blind arrow~

moo moo?

Heylow Bank Man!

Posted by anandini at 01:48 AM on October 6, 2005.

I said Hi to a BCB bank man today!!!! Or did I?

I was stuck wit a whole bunch of key chains today! Coz Dheepa subconsciously took my bunch of keys instead of hers...and she only realised it when she was openin d room door AFTER classes! How out of the world is that! Why is this such a bananafying big deal? Coz darling Dheepa has FIVE  FOUR key chains hangin onto 2 keys! One of em is this silly lookin BaaBaa,....~ While mine is more of a set of heys hangin onto ONE key chain! ISH!!!

Episode 122 of One Tree Hill's first season was such a shockerfying shocker!!! Gosh,..the twist, the betrayal, the affairs! Ish!!!

I think I'm happy today....yeah, indeed I am!

Someone just msged me, wonderin if I'll bake a vege choco cake! Hhhmmm..I wonder if dats a good thing, or a really wwhooooaa factor!

Yeah....my 664MB Jimi Hendrix concert in The Royal Albert Hall, 1969 has finally been completely downloaded,...aft 2 weeks, I think!!

Today's d first day of puasa-ness....Kinda miss all those stalls they'd have durin puasa month! Hhhmmm,..so yummy!

Got loads to do for OnG tmrw,.....! shux~

Oh crap,..the PMS-ness of some people,...holy pineapples, get a grip of things, girl! No one's gonna take in ur swings! Ish!!!!

moo moo?

Wanna undergo a C-Section? Try me! Muahahaaha *lightnin strikes*

Posted by anandini at 10:55 PM on October 6, 2005.

I had a very,..er, how do I put it,...a sorta oh-my-god-ly electrifying start to my day today! Hhhmmmm, and someone had to walk arnd wit squashed kiwis, all day!!!  Tis wat happens when the moon pulls in d tide evry nite, eh! Ahahahah,...

Rite...

Sorta slipped on my vegetarianism today,...unintentionally, truly it was an accidental thingy....had roti telur for brunch, and 6/8 thru only did I realised dat I was screwin my vegetarianism! Rajiev said it was ok, as eggs were haploid lil beings anyway,... But, do eggs come first, or chicken comes first? Darwin hardly explained it in his Theory of Evolution! So, for today, I'm assumin dat the eggs come first..so technically speakin, I crossed no lines rite? Hhhmmm,...

Today I felt really Doctor-ish.... and in MedSchool, wit the amount of trashin and crap u get at ur face, tis sorta hardly happens,..most to most you'll question ur existence as a med student....but today was an exception.....coz:

• We literally RAN behind our teacher,..one floor down, all the way across d wards, and then a one floor up dash again to the OT to be just in time to witness a C-Section...NAZI aka Dr. BAiley frm Grey's Anatomy style!
• We wore scrubs!! Yeah, comfy airy wonderfulous scrubs!
• Pregnant people,..*fully loaded (No Pun INtended) as they were mainly in the 40-41st week* stared at us in awe!
• We studied in scrubs!!
• It felt so Grey's Anatomy-ish!!!
• Ok I'm just tryin to make this list longer,..but its mainly the first 2 points la!

Yeah, the C-Section....17 year old woman, abnormally large fetus (it was a girl!) and a clinically contracted pelvis,..hence the C_Section,... despite us runnin to the OT, we only arrived to watch them suture up her uterus, with a joyous background of a wailing 2min old baby! Ironic to an amazingly cool level! But it was still cool...!

There's another one tmrw..hopefully we'll make it on time for that!

Keila,..someone's gotta crush on Keila...or watever his name is! Keila!! Ooohhh... o_O Why do I think I'm so doomed?

Harry's been havin conversations wit Him, and he's not lettin me in on it! Hhhmmm, not that's anythin to worry about, but I'd really wanna knw!!!!! Ish~!

Oh, Dheepa has some sorta laryngitis thingy goin on...I wonder if dat means she wont be noisy anymore?! Why do I highly doubt dat,...but then again, past few days all I've been doin is talkin to immaterial beings in my room, ie: the wall, the PC, the OneTreeHill 2nd Season and stuffs...coz all she does frm d minute she steps in is watch OneTreeHill till he sleeps, from her laptop thru EARPHONES!! Yeah....so, I'm gettin a blast being a weidro having amusin conversation wit my wallpaper! nice~!

Gotta go dilute this whole Doctor-ish jakun-ness,.......ahem~

moo moo?

Wanna undergo a C-Section? Try me! Muahahaaha *lightnin strikes*

Posted by anandini at 10:58 PM on October 6, 2005.

I had a very,..er, how do I put it,...a sorta oh-my-god-ly electrifying start to my day today! Hhhmmmm, and someone had to walk arnd wit squashed kiwis, all day!!!  Tis wat happens when the moon pulls in d tide evry nite, eh! Ahahahah,...

Rite...

Sorta slipped on my vegetarianism today,...unintentionally, truly it was an accidental thingy....had roti telur for brunch, and 6/8 thru only did I realised dat I was screwin my vegetarianism! Rajiev said it was ok, as eggs were haploid lil beings anyway,... But, do eggs come first, or chicken comes first? Darwin hardly explained it in his Theory of Evolution! So, for today, I'm assumin dat the eggs come first..so technically speakin, I crossed no lines rite? Hhhmmm,...

Today I felt really Doctor-ish.... and in MedSchool, wit the amount of trashin and crap u get at ur face, tis sorta hardly happens,..most to most you'll question ur existence as a med student....but today was an exception.....coz:

• We literally RAN behind our teacher,..one floor down, all the way across d wards, and then a one floor up dash again to the OT to be just in time to witness a C-Section...NAZI aka Dr. BAiley frm Grey's Anatomy style!
• We wore scrubs!! Yeah, comfy airy wonderfulous scrubs!
• Pregnant people,..*fully loaded (No Pun INtended) as they were mainly in the 40-41st week* stared at us in awe!
• We studied in scrubs!!
• It felt so Grey's Anatomy-ish!!!
• Ok I'm just tryin to make this list longer,..but its mainly the first 2 points la!

Yeah, the C-Section....17 year old woman, abnormally large fetus (it was a girl!) and a clinically contracted pelvis,..hence the C_Section,... despite us runnin to the OT, we only arrived to watch them suture up her uterus, with a joyous background of a wailing 2min old baby! Ironic to an amazingly cool level! But it was still cool...!

There's another one tmrw..hopefully we'll make it on time for that!

Keila,..someone's gotta crush on Keila...or watever his name is! Keila!! Ooohhh... o_O Why do I think I'm so doomed?

Harry's been havin conversations wit Him, and he's not lettin me in on it! Hhhmmm, not that's anythin to worry about, but I'd really wanna knw!!!!! Ish~!

Oh, Dheepa has some sorta laryngitis thingy goin on...I wonder if dat means she wont be noisy anymore?! Why do I highly doubt dat,...but then again, past few days all I've been doin is talkin to immaterial beings in my room, ie: the wall, the PC, the OneTreeHill 2nd Season and stuffs...coz all she does frm d minute she steps in is watch OneTreeHill till he sleeps, from her laptop thru EARPHONES!! Yeah....so, I'm gettin a blast being a weidro having amusin conversation wit my wallpaper! nice~!

Gotta go dilute this whole Doctor-ish jakun-ness,.......ahem~

moo moo?

Wanna undergo a C-Section? Try me! Muahahaaha *lightnin strikes*

Posted by anandini at 11:00 PM on October 6, 2005.

I had a very,..er, how do I put it,...a sorta oh-my-god-ly electrifying start to my day today! Hhhmmmm, and someone had to walk arnd wit squashed kiwis, all day!!!  Tis wat happens when the moon pulls in d tide evry nite, eh! Ahahahah,...

Rite...

Sorta slipped on my vegetarianism today,...unintentionally, truly it was an accidental thingy....had roti telur for brunch, and 6/8 thru only did I realised dat I was screwin my vegetarianism! Rajiev said it was ok, as eggs were haploid lil beings anyway,... But, do eggs come first, or chicken comes first? Darwin hardly explained it in his Theory of Evolution! So, for today, I'm assumin dat the eggs come first..so technically speakin, I crossed no lines rite? Hhhmmm,...

Today I felt really Doctor-ish.... and in MedSchool, wit the amount of trashin and crap u get at ur face, tis sorta hardly happens,..most to most you'll question ur existence as a med student....but today was an exception.....coz:

• We literally RAN behind our teacher,..one floor down, all the way across d wards, and then a one floor up dash again to the OT to be just in time to witness a C-Section...NAZI aka Dr. BAiley frm Grey's Anatomy style!
• We wore scrubs!! Yeah, comfy airy wonderfulous scrubs!
• Pregnant people,..*fully loaded (No Pun INtended) as they were mainly in the 40-41st week* stared at us in awe!
• We studied in scrubs!!
• It felt so Grey's Anatomy-ish!!!
• Ok I'm just tryin to make this list longer,..but its mainly the first 2 points la!

Yeah, the C-Section....17 year old woman, abnormally large fetus (it was a girl!) and a clinically contracted pelvis,..hence the C_Section,... despite us runnin to the OT, we only arrived to watch them suture up her uterus, with a joyous background of a wailing 2min old baby! Ironic to an amazingly cool level! But it was still cool...!

There's another one tmrw..hopefully we'll make it on time for that!

Keila,..someone's gotta crush on Keila...or watever his name is! Keila!! Ooohhh... o_O Why do I think I'm so doomed?

Harry's been havin conversations wit Him, and he's not lettin me in on it! Hhhmmm, not that's anythin to worry about, but I'd really wanna knw!!!!! Ish~!

Oh, Dheepa has some sorta laryngitis thingy goin on...I wonder if dat means she wont be noisy anymore?! Why do I highly doubt dat,...but then again, past few days all I've been doin is talkin to immaterial beings in my room, ie: the wall, the PC, the OneTreeHill 2nd Season and stuffs...coz all she does frm d minute she steps in is watch OneTreeHill till he sleeps, from her laptop thru EARPHONES!! Yeah....so, I'm gettin a blast being a weidro having amusin conversation wit my wallpaper! nice~!

Gotta go dilute this whole Doctor-ish jakun-ness,.......ahem~

moo moo?

Wanna undergo a C-Section? Try me! Muahahaaha *lightnin strikes*

Posted by anandini at 11:02 PM on October 6, 2005.

I had a very,..er, how do I put it,...a sorta oh-my-god-ly electrifying start to my day today! Hhhmmmm, and someone had to walk arnd wit squashed kiwis, all day!!!  Tis wat happens when the moon pulls in d tide evry nite, eh! Ahahahah,...

Rite...

Sorta slipped on my vegetarianism today,...unintentionally, truly it was an accidental thingy....had roti telur for brunch, and 6/8 thru only did I realised dat I was screwin my vegetarianism! Rajiev said it was ok, as eggs were haploid lil beings anyway,... But, do eggs come first, or chicken comes first? Darwin hardly explained it in his Theory of Evolution! So, for today, I'm assumin dat the eggs come first..so technically speakin, I crossed no lines rite? Hhhmmm,...

Today I felt really Doctor-ish.... and in MedSchool, wit the amount of trashin and crap u get at ur face, tis sorta hardly happens,..most to most you'll question ur existence as a med student....but today was an exception.....coz:

• We literally RAN behind our teacher,..one floor down, all the way across d wards, and then a one floor up dash again to the OT to be just in time to witness a C-Section...NAZI aka Dr. BAiley frm Grey's Anatomy style!
• We wore scrubs!! Yeah, comfy airy wonderfulous scrubs!
• Pregnant people,..*fully loaded (No Pun INtended) as they were mainly in the 40-41st week* stared at us in awe!
• We studied in scrubs!!
• It felt so Grey's Anatomy-ish!!!
• Ok I'm just tryin to make this list longer,..but its mainly the first 2 points la!

Yeah, the C-Section....17 year old woman, abnormally large fetus (it was a girl!) and a clinically contracted pelvis,..hence the C_Section,... despite us runnin to the OT, we only arrived to watch them suture up her uterus, with a joyous background of a wailing 2min old baby! Ironic to an amazingly cool level! But it was still cool...!

There's another one tmrw..hopefully we'll make it on time for that!

Keila,..someone's gotta crush on Keila...or watever his name is! Keila!! Ooohhh... o_O Why do I think I'm so doomed?

Harry's been havin conversations wit Him, and he's not lettin me in on it! Hhhmmm, not that's anythin to worry about, but I'd really wanna knw!!!!! Ish~!

Oh, Dheepa has some sorta laryngitis thingy goin on...I wonder if dat means she wont be noisy anymore?! Why do I highly doubt dat,...but then again, past few days all I've been doin is talkin to immaterial beings in my room, ie: the wall, the PC, the OneTreeHill 2nd Season and stuffs...coz all she does frm d minute she steps in is watch OneTreeHill till he sleeps, from her laptop thru EARPHONES!! Yeah....so, I'm gettin a blast being a weidro having amusin conversation wit my wallpaper! nice~!

Gotta go dilute this whole Doctor-ish jakun-ness,.......ahem~

2 moo moo-ed

For Dr. Mufu!

Posted by anandini at 01:21 AM on October 9, 2005.

I think my sleeping patterns can now be justified to a squashed brinjal...U see, dat aint so bad, coz despite its squashyness, its actually quite yummy! Yeah, Brinjals are my favourites!

But then again, I aint complainin...I still get my dose of therapeutic sleep,..just sporadically, dats all...yet, it equals up juz fine!

Is it possible to throw up due to excessive regurgitation of gastric juice? Hhhmmm,...or am I simply havin my migraine spell back? Tis wat happens when u dont have Mummy dearest pumpin the overly-exaggerated-but-good-for-u daily dose of vitamins and supplements into ur system on a daily basis! Yeah,..I think I'm gonna look for those bottles, they should b around somewhere~

Its a Saturday and I've spent it hibernatin, and restoring normal physiological functions of my body,......nice~!

Got a mail from Dr.Mufu,..!!! Really miss her now, was juz goin thru the loads of pictures from all those parties and stuffs, and somehow feelin very sentimental now...being Anan, dats nothin of a Einstein discovery,..yet,hhhmmm,.....I guess it's only when u're drawn far away from each other do u feel the distance, and somehow its only then u'd regret taking a whole lotta things for granted when she was still at arm's reach, I guess it never really registered that the time would eventually come for her to gradute and be done wit med school, and dat we wont be seein her anymore! And to think dat now she's all married, and all a Doctor!!! Hhhmmm...woman, if ya reading tis,...we miss u a whole lot, and knw dat we'll love u always,..U've made a difference in me, and u've been there for me in times of need! All in all, u're a great person,..and U rock!! Take care, have all ur meals k, there's no reason for u not to eat now, not dat there ever was!...and u'd better be prepared for the day the whole bunch of us crash in on u in Maldives! Muakz! *I could have juz sent her a Frenster msg,eh*

Sentimentalness is a very progressive condition,..coz now I'm missin evryone at home as well! Hhhmmm....

Well, at least it beats having pylonephrosis!

Oh,..I twacked Dheepa real hard on head wit an empty plastic bottle! Ahahahhahhahaha,..!! She started it first! Really, she did!

I'm gonna continue my rehabilitation....I'd call it the Saturday Therapy!

moo moo?

Bangkok,...BANGkok? Ahahahhaha,...! Crap~!

Posted by anandini at 02:11 AM on October 10, 2005.

One of those days when ur material body wonders arnd tailing ur soul behind it....the some sorta unexplainable feeling of emotionless,...its not anger, its not depression, its not disappointment, neither is it happiness nor joy,..hhmmm, could it be contentness? perhaps,...

Evrything's in place,..or so I'd rather think so....and the feeling of just living it by the moment....nice!

Just had one helluva bowl of Maggi Curry!!! Not just a regular 2min instant noodle fix,...it had loads of carrots, cabbages, onions, capsicum, red chillies, mustard seeds and crab sticks! Hhmmm..nice! Definitely dilutes the yuckness in instant noodles,...!!! Not for grasshoppers though...as the grasshopper hates onions and veges!

Dad has somehow morphed himself to Bangkok,...P0o0o0FFF! He left on Saturday, and Mum thought its about time I knew about the martians, tis mornin, at an ungodly I-was-still-asleep-hour of 9am-ish! 'Hi girl, Dad's in Bangkok, will be bck either tmrw or Tuesday,love u' Wow,..!!! Makes me wanna have a tall serving of strawberry ice cream,..!!! I never knew they had a branch in Bangkok?! And how come Dad never did mention it to me? I think dat surprised me more, rather than the fact dat he's in Bangkok! Hhhmmmm,..Dheepa and her Finding-Nemo-ness imagination deliberated the fact dat maybe, somehow,..in a very so-out-of-the-world-wayness,..mayb I'd have a family in Bangkok! Come to think of it, dat'll be really cool, u knw,....at least I'll have someplace to bunk if ever I plan to crash their Full Moon Party! Ahahahha,...rite~!

Ahahahah,..have ya'll heard the joke of why the call Bangkok,...BANGKOK? Ahahaha...it's hilarious!

Lil puppy on d run,...if found, please handle wit care, as he's from outa space,...and has had one helluva day!

6 more episodes till the 2nd Season of One Tree Hill ends,...wat am I gonna do after dat? I dun have the 3rd Season!!! Crap!!!!

Tmrw's d last day for OnG....After that'll be General Hygiene and Ecology...hhmmmm, sounds really important eh!

Woke up at 2pm, as Rakesh wanted 2 choc cakes, urgently! Yeah, so after a very long hiatus, we baked again today! Damn lenguh mixing, as our cake mixer has somehow been kaput-fied! Hhmmm,..but it turned out well nevertheless,...! So, yeah....CSMU-ians out there, we're back on,..we're taking choc cake orders yet again! Support the cocoa industry ya'll,.. and we'll make this world a better place for the whales and the octupusses! Hahahahaha,..!

Have to get to my mornin lecture tmrw! Will get up for it,..!!! It's really hard la,..Monday mornin, after the whole weekend do, 5-8 degs weather, nice warm comfy bed,..hhhmmmm,..WILL GET TO LECTURE TMRW~!!!!!!!

Yeah, I'm happy today,....had a double dose of yippiness,...so, hhmmm,..I'm contented!

moo moo?

Found finally FINALLY? Hhmmmm,..

Posted by anandini at 05:30 AM on October 11, 2005.

I guess I spoke to soon,....

Just when I thought things would eventually sail out smoothly....

I guess I'm juz cursed...for life! Never to find my true ultimate strawberry milkshake,..~

Oh well.....

Yeah,...I'm made out of plastic and straw,...shoot me! And while u're at, strike rite thru me, and be mesmerized at d rate I bleed,..coz even then, it'll never change how things are....nothing will! Up to, if u'd wanna take my word for it...or would u rather opt for a pineapple upside down cake instead?

Hhhmmmm...

The ironicity of ultimate crappiness,...~!

moo moo?

You should learn....learn to look at things frm a different view

Posted by anandini at 04:37 PM on October 11, 2005.

I guess waking up for so-d-very-important-toxicology lecture yday at 8am, was just too much for my lame system,..as I screwd my Therapy Lecture tis mornin! Therapy vs Toxicology.....hhhmmmm, wonder which of those would aid me in recovering a hypovolemic patient when d time comes!

Crap~!

General Hygiene and Ecology starts today,...its gonna be so lepak-ish, its abt time la, come to think of it,...we've had cekik-fying cycles back to back,..a pitstop is much much much welcomed! Aaaaahhh, plus it's in campus, we dun have to travel to and fro across the Black Sea and back!

Nice~!

Wish my parents would call me today,..just need to hear them! They've always been able to put me back on track on things, regardless of wats goin on,...and I so need dat now! Need the comfort they bring,...

Hhhmmm..~!

moo moo?

D damnest of damns!

Posted by anandini at 03:05 AM on October 12, 2005.

And juz when you thought you've somehow got evrythin under control,...u get a huge watermelon crash down on u, rite on ur head...leavin u with multiple cranial injuries! Hhmmmm...

CRAP!! CRAP!! CRAP!!

I just wanna wake up from this nightmare....and get to things as how they once were!!

 I'm sick of being strong,...I'm sick of comin up with various ways of solving this crap,...and I'm sick of just waitin and hoping for the best!

Guardian angel,...where art thou? Get rid of dat bottle of Jack Daniels, and come to my aid!!!

Hhhmmmmm....

If only it was simple as 'Just add hot water'!!! Would have solved a whole lotta things....

Cant imagine bein expelled for somethin as ironic as this!

*crosses fingers*

And funny how parents never do practise wat they preach,..!! Makes me wanna scream my gallbladder out! 'Nothin's impossible,...' 'Everythin has a solution,..' 'Have faith in watever you do,..' And those were the words which I've held on to so dearly,..which has kept me goin on all these times,..which has made me the person I am today....yet, now? They throw crap rite back at me? Wonderfully sweet~! Utterly! ISH!

*switches on calmed down mode*

Hhhmmmm...........

Had a chat wit Irinia Borisovna today,...One helluva vice dean, with a wicked mind a of typical somehow-surviving-4th-year-medStudent...who knows all the cutesy teachers frm most of the departments! Yeah, we were giggling like lil school kids in the dean's office about all those yummylicious men arnd campus! Oh and she somehow concluded dat I'm in love!!! Ahahhah,...and I thought I was the psychic one! Ahahhah,...and yeah, so she now knows I'm in love!! She actually thought I'm wit one of those cutesy bombs arnd campus! Ahahahah,...!

Made some sorta vegetarian bryani today,...needs to be improvised though!

Oh yah....and General Hygiene rocks!

3 moo moo-ed

Back rub...I need~!

Posted by anandini at 05:18 AM on October 13, 2005.

Today has been a good day...yeah, Guthrie would have had a beautiful harvest of kelapa sawit!

Forced myself outa bed for my first ever Dermatology Lecture today,..8am! *big pat on d back* It's never easy,..it'll never be easy ever! Then rite after that, nearly killed myself surviving Med.Psychology Lecture,..! There's juz a limit of mumbo jumbo psycho talk a person could take, ya'knw! Whooaaaa,...!!! Whola lotta crap ya'll,...whole lotta scientifical medical crap! Well, at least I found out I've got some sorta psychological disorder,..----> Paranoia! Hhhmmmm...oh well~

Dad has done well,..! Yeah,...! Kinda feel relieved now...just hope all continues to go well like tis, and I'd be force to wake up from this horrible nightmare! Just gonna channel all my effort into helpin certain people now, those who really needs it,..and to the rest, hhmmmm.....wat can I say, if u're not gonna help yourself, have a shot of tequila, coz I'm done wit you! About time I be selfish,...

4th year medical students, BINGO, a reliable server, free time during General Hygiene class,....how does all of that link up to? Group 410,...at its best!!! Nice!!! Yeah....the teacher would have probably been wonderin how come we were all so quiet, and how come there was tis one person shoutin out random numbers,...ahahhahaah! Oh well,...~

Glad the topic of jumpin of track would somehow never arise again....It has been made clear today! Its geared for full force now....Hhhmmmm, sometimes I think all the grasshopper needed was a handful of sunflower seeds! Hhhmmm,.....

Hand's all orange-y and numb from cuttin a whole lotta carrots...hhhmmmm

I'm happy,..but I'm also very d berry tired!

moo moo?

WHeeeee~!

Posted by anandini at 04:42 PM on October 14, 2005.

Doing,...doing.....doing............

HHmmmm.....

bouncyness....not of anythin peculiar,....

Clouds, maybe....

Some people are being really weird lately,....hhmmm, Kliebsela Pneumonia, no? ahahahhah,..oh well!

It's FRIDAY!!!!! I like!!!!!

moo moo?

Go fish! Yeah,..jump, jump rite into d mud while u're at it!

Posted by anandini at 04:48 AM on October 16, 2005.

Aarrrghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some people!!!!!!!!  Sickeningly annoyingly puke-ing-ly wanna-kill-and-shoot-ly,..*inserts more angry-ish adjective* person!!! Ish!!!! Being supercilious and pompous gets you no where, you think you're so into the groove with the bloody effin froove,...and that evryone else stands below mediocre?!?! One word: MIRROR! Arrgghhhhh!!!

Hhmmm,....

Yeah, I do realise its a phase, and dat it'll pass pretty soon...it's just yucky the way it is now!

*switches on woooozah mode*

We terrorized the freshies today...Orientation time yet again! Its nice to feel all superiorish and worhshipped upon,...Buntut, Eve and I were stationed at the Chem Dept, of all places!! Made one of those groups rap the Rukunegara, which they did quite well..!! Being wild and lame somehow becomes excusable, just like those days when we used to enjoy orientation,... its indeed the fun-ner way of knowin your juniors! Too bad some people had different views upon tis! The whole lot of freshies were quite a bunch themselve, very accomodative and sporting,...just pathetic to see those 1st year doinks acting like they've been here for years! Yeah, I guess the ego of a 4th year kicks in, and prevails once in a while eh!

Rite,...

Being busy today sorta took my mind off certain things,..yet being around certain people, it keeps floodin back again and again, and again! It's really sickening when u've repeatedly gotta tell out loud, dat u're financially challenged for the time being, and thus certain things which seemed walnut-ish to them, may appear pumpkin-ish to us! *excuse the metaphor, I'd blame it on annoyance* Why wouldnt they just understand? Do I have to constantly walk arnd with it painted all over my forehead? Bloody hell! aarrrghhhh,..!!!

Yeah,...calmin down.....hhhmmmm

I'm just very pissy today.....

He's out meetin his friend tonite,..an old fren who also happens to be one of his ex's..Somehow, I'm fine wit it, I'm amazed myself, as usually I'll be hyperparanoid, but tis time arnd....hhhmmmm~ And the fact that he actually asked me before hand, prior to this!! Ahahahah,...dat itself was cute! Hhmmmmm,...~ Contentness......nice~

Just thinkin about it, takes all my pissyness away.....sweet!

So.need.sleep.

But first wanna watch d last two episodes of the 2nd season of OTH!

Ohhh,..and 203 of Grey's Anatomy downloadin pretty fast!! Wheee,...~

moo moo?

Tentacles feeling empty...

Posted by anandini at 10:13 PM on October 16, 2005.

I woke up at 2pm today! Hhmmmm...d weather's been all sleepy-ish, with the slight drizzle and cuddly wuddly-ing under my warm comforter till way pass noon didn't appear to be all dat sinful, somehow~!

Hhhmmmm....would have been better if the tentacles had somethin to twindle twondle upon!

Was supposed to have gone for the Finale of the whole orientation thingy,..but, as I've mentioned....being indoors, and having the pleasure of doin nothin seemed to have enticed me into a realm of utter lepak-ness!

Had some sorta potluck thingy last nite,...the food was 'good', really it was, despite wat some people had to say abt it,...the bunch was ok, not the normal hyperfiedness, juz ok.....hhmmmmm. Too bad we were all so bloody tired, well, I was,...hence there werent much bonkerness to it, compared to how it usually was....but it was all good nevertheless....

Lookin forward to Friday's all girls out....hhmmmmm, dat'll definitely be a bomb!

Dad SMS-ed yday, while he was taggin along Mum shopping for Deepavali....aahhahhaah, found it so amusin how he SMS-ed just to tell me dat he was tired of Mum trying out outfit after outfit, and not buying anything! Ahahahha,..yeah, typical for Mum! Hhhmmmm..classic! It's gonna be my 4th year now, dat it'll be Deepavali witout them,...and to think dat tis year I wont have d ability to even do anythin to celebrate, considering my,..err, condition! Haih.......

Had a pleasant surprise at 4am tis mornin,..hhmmmm sorta took away a bit of the sakit-ness....but it'll never do the trick though, it'll never be enough, as it'll never be satiable! Haih......

Oh,...the last episode of OTH 2nd season...damn! What were they thinking?!?! Ish ish.....Hhhmmmm, 3rd season? Who has 3rd seaon?

Crap,..its Monday yet again....why cant the weekend be 3days instead of just 2? Hhmmm,..but then again, we're having General Hygiene Cycle,..so it hardly matters....

Dheepa's down wit a flu...and as always, she's being so totally stubborn! Why does evryone around me think that they're somesorta super hero,and believe dat evry single ailment is self-limiting? Yeah, she refuses to take anythin for it...claimin it'll go away eventually! Hhmmm.....we'll see! Ish....

Just ate a whole lotta of those Instant Cucur Udang thingy from Adabi,..wit Thai Chilli Sauce..hhmmmm, nice~!

Wish I could be there for Anne...the feeling of total helpness is indeed yucky! Damn...~!

Oh well,..

I've got a new nephew!! Ahahhaha,...nice! A new member of the family to terrorize!

moo moo?

Why,...? Postal service needs to expands its horizons!

Posted by anandini at 03:11 AM on October 18, 2005.

I think I need help...coz I've realised I'm stayin wit one helluva wacko! For real,....she's literally cracked! I think she's just deprived of certain things in life,..hhmmm...oh well~

My gastric mucous neck cells are on over time shift,...I just had one ultimately out-of-the-world-ish extra spicy *coz yours truly added chilli powder* bowl of Curry Maggi Mee!! Hhmmm,..yummy, nevertheless!

Crap, the weather today was freezingly cold! To think that even after 4 years here, we'd be accustomed to a light autumn drizzle,..hhhmmmm, such an understatment! Crap, it's too early for it to be this cold! Arrghhh,....~!

Harry started his day wit a theme,.."Irritate the cuckoo jam tarts out of Anan Day"....!!! He was either high on a handfull of shrooms, had a tad too much of typical russian Vodka,..or he's in love! He was literally driving me up the walls,..!!!! Ish,..not very long til I find his 'OFF' switch! Dumb ass!

I'm hurtin like hell,..I guess it's all due to the overload of each-otherness we had the whole of last week...now dat its not possible, I'm feeling so incomplete....Hhmmmm....Literally hurts, like a typical mild version of angina pectoris! The utter feeling of being so far away is really shitty....crap!

Hhhmmmm,....

We watched this really silly Japanese (Korean??) movie last week, One Miss Call 2 (who'd name a movie such? It so cracked me up!!!) Anyway, in the movie, people take turns *yeah, they really do!* dying after they receive a missed call on their phone, from their very own number,..its like a predeath warning kinda thing.....So, anyway, Dheepa had a missed call from her phone today..it registered as Mine2, so I thought it was her house number *Dheepa's very capable of not remembering very essential details of certain things, which includes her house number*....but I was wrong, it was actually a missed call from her OWN number,..!!!! Technically, dat's really impossible,..but it was truly from her very own number!!! I shook it off la,...Then, she suddenly said, 'oh no, I'm gonna die in 3days....' Just like in d movie! Ahahhha,...she so totally freaked out,...ahahhahahah! And she's comforting herself by convincing herself dat I somehow schemed the whole thing....ahahahhahhah! Which I so did not! Hhmmm,....well, will keep u posted on wat happens to Dheepa,...I dun want her to die yet, I'd be room mate-less,..can she just loose all her hair instead? ahahhahhah!!!

Ahem,..~

LiYun's being so lovey dovey,..its so unlike her,..! Distance,...this is what distance does! And she's only got him 5hours away, and he comes back evry weekend.....somehow I wonder how the hell I'm surviving all these,..yeah, I guess dats how I know it hurts like hell!!!

Done wit OTH...started off wit Jack and Bobby now....seem to be goin on ok....shall just wait and see....

I hope I'd be able to persuade all my other 'selfs' to get outa bed tmrw mornin for my 8am Therapy Lecture, which I've conveniently bunked last week...with the weather being the way it is,..hhmmmm, it's gonna be one helluva struggle! *crosses fingers*

moo moo?

Arrgghhhh!!!!

Posted by anandini at 05:00 PM on October 18, 2005.

It's not the time of the year to get this cold yet!!!!

Why were there so many menyampah-ish juniors all around? Just as we need to rush in for hygiene lecture pulak tu!!!

If its so cold, why cant the central heating start to work?!!??

Why do idiots forward Stupid silly chain letters to my friendster inbox?!?! Helloww,..bulletinize ur crap,..dun send em personally to me!!!

Why must he be so busy, and drive me mad trying so hard not to cross the paranoia bordeR?

It's not frickin time of the year to be this cold YET!!!!!!!!

And why do we have pondans walkin arnd wit one of those cutesy teddy bear-ish key chains stickin out of their pants pockets, screamin...hey, I'm lackin tostesterones, pass me a bright pink skirt and some blue water proof mascara!!?!?!?!?!

Why do some people just never learn?!?!

How come I never get away bunkin lectures?!?!?!

ARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,..!!!!!!!!

Yeah, pissyness to a maximumly new level,...stay far away!

moo moo?

Hygiene,...makes a student complete!

Posted by anandini at 03:09 AM on October 19, 2005.

Dheepa made Roti Chanai for dinner today...quite yummy! With the typical Roti Chanai curry combo....Dhal+ikan bilis sambal! HHmmm..nice! And I experienced twindling and spinning and twondling d fella to make it appear round and nice,..tryin so hard to look like those mamak fellas,..but, hhmmmm, lets juz say we had various shapes of roti chanai for dinner!

Hygiene Cycle....the crappiest subject ever created to make students realise the quality of a rat race! Out of 4 hours, we're actually lepakin and doin silly stuffs for 3,...! Makes it so frustrating dat we're juz hanging arnd doin nothin...when we could at least be bck sleepin or watchin Jack & Bobby or something...As LiYun mentioned, at the rate we're goin, we're all experiencing gradual atrophy of brain cells....which makes me wonder how on pluto's right mind are we gonna jump start our neurons for upcoming Neuro Cycle, which is one helluva Cycle to screw up! Hhhmmmm..Hygiene, never fails to make me feel intelectually challenged, and not in a good way!

Imagine, just today,...almost the entire class went on a rombongan sambil belajar to the Bokzal Renak (some nearby market) coz Shafi needed to get some grocery shopping done *imagine shoppin for vege and stuffs in d midst of class!!!* and I had to withdraw some cash! Haih....sedih wei....damn sedih! Makes it sound so simple being a 4th year eh....

I've finally paid my fees for tis sem....just hope *crosses fingers* dat next sem's dateline aint anywhere near!

'Anan, u think u cant be heard ar?'....'Anan, dun step on my bed!'...'Anan, dun sit on my comforter!!'...'Anan, dun sit on my comforter on ur ass..!!!' *then how else to sit on? on my nose ar?* 'Anan, tis,..' and 'Anan, dat...' Ish! Like a bloody grandma, with a permanent PMS-ish syndrome who's suffering from a fibroadenoma, on her ASS! Dun be such a nenek la,..ish~ Evrythin also wrong, evrything deems unfit,..evrythin's not rite,...arrghh!

Hhhmmm....

Never has been so painful....never has it hurt this bad...never has it been so deep! Crap,....sakitness brought to new level! Crap,..its so unfair! Hhmmmmm.....

moo moo?

Of sausages and eggs...

Posted by anandini at 02:03 AM on October 20, 2005.

3 out of 4 410-er's girls has a red jacket! Ahahhaha,..cute!

Had the yummiest ever dinner today,...sausages, fried eggs, buttered toast, and a lite salad, with Thai Chilli Sauce! Hhhmmmm, it doesnt really sound like dinner, come to think of it,..sounds more like a asian-fied continental breakfast? hhhmmmm,..Dheepa had last nite's Dhal,last nite's Ikan Bilis Sambal and some eggs! And she was trying really hard to lure me into it, for the uninformed, I cant bring myself to eat day old food...yeah, according to the lovely people around whom I relate as frens, I'm missing a whole lot coz I dun enjoy day olds! How is dat? Hhmmm...never mind~

Hate it when its so wet and yucky-fying evrywhere! It has to stop raining already!!!!

Having to entertain yourself, by yourself, can be a very depressing condition..esp when there's just so much I'd wanna say, yet you know it would be no difference coz she aint gonna be listening!

Crap,..no one's replying any of my IMs on any of the Msgers running....MSN nor Yahoo! crap,..is it officially Talk to YOurself Day today!? Hhhmmm......

Feel like a rotten cabbage tonite...dunno why! There's no reason to it, really,..just one of those days I guess....

moo moo?

Thumb hurts...

Posted by anandini at 04:31 AM on October 21, 2005.

Freaky. Yeah...freaky is when u sit your ass down to say Hi to your ViceDean and she asks you,..'So, how's d progress?' If was something academical, wouldnt have caused any shockerfyingness,..but when I gave her the 'HUH?' look...she continued, 'You knw, wit the curly yummy looking pharma man!' HHmmmm..rite! Came along was this evilish/lil girlish giggle! Aduh...!!! And no, I'm not having any sorta affair with him nor wit any member of the faculty for that matter!! She's just gone cuckofied....! Then, she proceeded to ask me how was my boyfren and started digging evrything there is to know,...!! Ahahhha,...dat woman!

My thumb hurts..my umbrella gnawed a whole lotta it while I was trying to close it earlier,...when ur fingers are numb from the cold, and something like this happens, the pain is out of the world,..I think its worst than being circumcised, not that I'd know,..but then again....yeah,....ahahahhhah

~~~~~

Today while walking back from Lecture,..someone [cant remember if it was Rajiev, Eve or Ruben] wondered what would be the fastest way to generate heat, while on the go..like while walkin to and fro to class,....

Eve, Rajiev, Ruben: A shot of vodka la!!!!

Hhhmmmm,....I sorta had a different point of view of it! Ahahaahah....maybe not all that practical, but it still generates heat, a whole lotta heat!! Oh well....

~~~~~

Oh,..had a nice hot serving of masala tea for errr, tea? ahahha,...but dint quite get it rite, Dad does it better though!

Dheepa's staring into space, twindling wit her fingers,..should I be worried? Naahhh,......

Hhhmmm,.....

So numb,..utterly numb, which literally means you're sakitfied beyond words, dat you've lost all senses of pain? Hhmmm....How ar? Wanna not think about it, cannot,...wanna think about it all d time, too sakit...ish.....! Hhhmmm,......

It's Friday tmrw,..I'm all excited already!

Dun eat a whole lotta bananas ya'll,..

Oh, and hhmmm, Badawi's wife passed away....dunno why, kinda sad over it,..she seemed to be nice~....may her soul rest in peace!

moo moo?

Girl's nite out...

Posted by anandini at 09:32 AM on October 22, 2005.

Wheeeee,..its FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!

Social Mec Lecture,..8am! I’m so proud at the fact dat I dragged myself *and all of my multiple alter egos!* out of bed and got there on time, and survived!! Nice!

The weather today was superb, it wasn’t raining anymore,..the ground was dry!! Trust me, dat’s like a major plus point factor, after days of yuckyfying wet jeans!!! Aliens must have had a field day at the winery today,… Heard that the temperature might be around +20ish Degs soon…. Nice!

Hygiene class ended at 3pm, instead of 4.30! On a Friday pulak tu,…NICE!

Went to Marakan to buka puasa wit Shafi,..sorta like a annual thing we do! Actually it just sorta started last year,..and since we had so much of fun, we decided to do it again tis time arnd!! We were at Marakan from 5.30 till almost 10pm!!! Everything and anything said and done in Marakan remains there!!!Ahahahhha,…but, laughin is such a cardiac workout la! Hhhmmm,..not just cardiac la, but everything la, including err….ahahahha, never mind! We met a group of painters/artists! They were so cool, all of them *old cute men* were so..errr, somehow attractive lookin in their own old way? Ukr's finest artsmen! Ahahhha….and LiYun thought they were there to mourn over a loss of a husband/wife or something!! Ahahahah,..they were so amazed by the whole of us,..they gave us a carton of wine! Which happened to be the best ever sweet red wine I’ve ever tasted!! It was simply lovely! And they were such nice people, took loads of pictures of them,..actually they were snappin a whole lotta our pictures,…Hhhmmmm, If they remember us well enough, perhaps we’d get a discount when we want our graduation portrait done! Cheh…ahahahhah! Girls, we oughta do it again next year!! Even when we’ve graduated, we’ll make it a point to buka puasa wit Shafi every year, rite!!! Deal? 4girls *almost tipsy, or perhaps truly tipsy~!*, a carton of red wine, Shafi and her bonkerness, yummy food, and a group of cute lookin old men!!….hhmmmm, wat else for a crazy nite? Crazy is like a mere understatement, I’d say! Aahahhaha…..

Today’s Sybil’s birthday!! Girl’s 21 years old!!! Happy Birthday Hun…you’re lucky the tradition of trashing old food on you on your birthday has gone dead,…ahahhhha!! Have a lovely day….muakz,..muakz!!!

I’m tryin not to take it too personally..I’m tryin to brush it away,..but then again,…hhmmm~  I think I’m being such a kid….yeah, I know I am! Something I’ve gotta get used to,..something I’ve gotta learn…perhaps I’ll somehow get over things on my own, but as much as I try to do,..there’s always a need for me to pour it upon someone, I’m not askin you to say anything,..neither am I asking you to solve my problems nor am I pleading for your sympathy,..all I want is just for you to listen…dats all! Hhhmmmm,..oh well, as I’ve said, it’s just something I’ve gotta get used to,…

I miss him so much,…he’s been so busy! Baby,..I need a hug! Please…..hhmmmmm….

1 moo moo-ed

Happy Birthday Sybil!!

Posted by anandini at 09:22 PM on October 23, 2005.

I woke up at 3pm today...funny, how Sunday sleep makes up for the whole week's sleep! But then again, it aint dat dahsyatfying la...I woke up at 6am, and went back to bed at 8.30ish,...so ok la! Hardly scored any demerits frm the SleepingPolice!

We celebrated Sybil's 21st Birthday last nite! Was quite a blast,...it always is, with the right crowd arnd, and when that right bunch of crowd has been fed well with the right whole lotta food we had! And of coz, with a whole lotta grabbing~...of some sort! ahahahaha,..yeah, Adelin was arnd! Had our very own professional CameraMan, and a makeshift studio,..and a pasukan tepuk tangan! And Gayatri made one helluva orang cake, with lovely cream cheese topping, which was juz so yummylicious!! Yeah,..Sybil, hope you enjoyed your day!!

I'm so hungry now....thinkin of all those food we had last nite...

I'm craving for some Ramli Burger,..damn! A hot baru buat Ramli Burger,..wit extra mayo!! Arrrrggghhhhh,...crap!

Had my dose of lovelyness this mornin,..hhmmmm! Nice!!!

Mum and Dad called last nite,...and Dad was goin on and on how Mum's makin him to do all those 'unnecessary chores' (or so he claims) that always needs to be done arnd the house durin this time of the year,...Deepavali! Ahahahha,..apparently Mum has bought some royal yellowish curtains for the hall (or was it for the room downstairs?) and now she wants Dad to paint some wall yellow, to match!!! ahahahahaha,....as it is, we have one wall in some funny shade of blue,..now there's gonna be another of yellow? I was like,..'hellooww,..its gonna look like a massive Penang flag la'!!! Dad was like,....'Dun worry, next year we'll paint the other wall red, then it'll look more cooler, like a TV3 logo! ahahahhaha,....! Hhmmm,..miss them loads,..esp a whole lot more now, dat Deepavali is just arnd the corner!

Crap!

Lonelyness is the shittyest ever thing....esp if it has brought upon you, due to your own consequences and bitchyness.....hhmmmmm~

It's Monday tmrw,...crap!

moo moo?

In pain....so much pain....

Posted by anandini at 04:16 AM on October 24, 2005.

aarrrgghhhhhh,....

My spiral arteries decided dat they're sick being spiral,..they've collectively decided to distend themselves, and cause me lil simple pleasures of PAIN!!!! Damn,..! Its so unfair,..how come we have to bleed on a monthly basis,..dah la the men get away by having the easier, effortless, painless task of the whole reproductive modus operandi, we have to have the wonderful bliss of having to bleed and shed our endometrium monhtly?! Crap,..hardly justifies equality here! DAMN!!! Bloody pineapples!!

Yeah,..I'm gonna hate men for a while,...so, shoot me!

Is there anythin which can ever be done to increase my tolerance to pain,..its really crappy being a tofu! How am I ever gonna survive labour pain? hhmmmm...CRAP!!

My 203 Grey's Anatomy is done downloadin,...2days ago actually! And I'm downloadin 204 now! Also 304 of The OC! Nice,...

Hhhhmmmm.....I want things to get bck to how it once were,...I dun like this state of awkward silence between us,..hhmmmm....

Toxicology Lecture at 8am tmrw! Its so evil to make us attend lectures at 8am!!! ish....Then PT rite aft dat,...I hope I'll make it outa bed...

I wanna cup of hot tea,..but I'm out of those Lipton's Orange Jaipur...hhmmmm....

Crappy!

Oh,..and Eve, Yes, Ramli Burgers come wit mayo,...dun those Ramli Burgers people in Kelana Jaya add some mayo? Hhmmmm...we've gotta send them to the school of Ramli Burgers then,..either dat, or we oughta inform the Ramli Burger Police Man,..! Those fella arnd my taman,...would even add a lil extra upon request,..and the sorta slit the meat patty into half, and add on some of those black pepper sauce or some of those Maggi seasoning sauce thingy,..or some watever nice la,..depending on which fella does it! Hhhmmm...Ramli Burger!! Crap! ish...being a Malaysian, and being away frm Malaysian food is one evil choice our parents are puttin us thru! Damn!!!!

moo moo?

It's been a long day!

Posted by anandini at 05:27 AM on October 25, 2005.

Being in pain is worst than havin to walk thru yucky melting mushy snow...hhmmm

Damn...!

Hygiene class today,...we walked to Bokzal Renal yet again, Eve bought some periuk, ahahahha.....LiYun got some mosquito/fly repellent thingy, as those lovely lil things kept her up all nite last nite,...and I bought a box of,..er, essentials~!

Yeah, 4 out of 8 of us 410ers bunked Toxicology Lecture this mornin,...and we've all got double attendence! ahahahaha,...Look at the bright side, we've got lovely classmates who we knw would cover for us anytime! ahahahah.....~!

24th October 05....Rajiev and Vijhi survives 2years together! Wheeee,...~! Congrats guys,...truly is an achievement! Stay ya'll, dun be naughty,..and please, please use proper precautions aight! *ducks*

Dheepa keeps insistin I dun have an ass,..hhmmmm! Damn, I so do have one! We were measuring our ass diameters (?) ahahahah,..and both our asses werent all that different sizes, so if she's saying I dun hv an ass, then she does not as well! Hah!

There's this guy,..who stays on the 6th floor, who has the hots for Dheepa *who doesnt?* ahahahhah,...I had the, errrr, bliss oppurtunity to get 'trapped' in the lift wit him today,..it was like awkward as hell!!

Shanu Banu came visitin today,..one of my darlingest darlins wit one helluva squeeze! From a mere netball meet, back in errr,2000 was it, while we were playing for Selangor? Yeah....she came over to the single seat next to me on the way to Kuantan, and yaked and yakked and yakked,..and well, being a yakkity yak myself, we sorta clicked la! And suddenly sometime durin Oct2001, while on the way back from class, I bump into this loveable thing, in Ukr! Hhmmm...she's been thru a whole lot, she's become really strong due to all this, I cant say I've been there for her during all her crappiest moments, but I'm glad to say she still takes the effort to drop by and say hi once in a while, or to juz SMS me just to say dat she loves me,..hhmmmm, girl, its people like you who makes tis world a better place! She turns 21 tmrw, 25th oct! Happy Birthday Hun....me loves u loads, girl...know dat always,..and no matter wat, regardless of wats goin on, I'm always here for you k,..I've got your bck,always will! Hhhmmm,....love you hun!

Oh,..guys *literally, GUYS* out there,...anyone of ya'll ever wondered how wud it feel to get pregnant and experience delivering a child? Coz I know of a specific someone who's really wanna go thru it...!! ahahahah....damn!

hhhmmm,....

I need sleep,....

moo moo?

Oompah Loompah,..Oompah Loompah,..Oompah Loompah...

Posted by anandini at 01:03 AM on October 26, 2005.

The kitchen light outside my room's flickering,...sitting in d dark here, wit juz d light from my monitor, witout any garlic makes me really vulnerable to vampires, rite?! Crap,...! And Dheepa snorin away there aint helpin as well,....shit la!

Made it for Therapy Lecture la tis mornin! Somehow,..but, the process of gettin outa bed was like,..damn dahsyat-fying la,...those silly aliens, must have been all that rain last nite, made tis mornin feel like one of those perfect sleep in doses ervyone oughta get once in a while,..yeah,my dose sorta comes in on a daily basis! haahah....And lecture itself, hhmmmm...someone should spike Dudar's coffee wit errr,..I dunno, some substance which makes her register that we're not kindie kids, which means she doesnt have to repeat evrything a millionbillionzillion times! I tried so hard to stay awake, I think if I strained any harder I would have cramped my cilliary muscles! Hhhmmm....Panevskaya's better! Shit, I hope Dudar doesnt see this,..being THE lady, THE person,..THE bloody examiner,...for her to see this aint gonna do me mercy! But,..nah,...I doubt it! Does my Mo0M0o pop out if u were to Google 'Dudar'? Hhmmm,...I sure do hope not!!

Came bck aft dat bloody 8am Lecture,..freakin internet line was like worse than squashy tomatoes,..*excuse the metaphor* Dumb ass provider of mine,..he's gonna be constipated for a week for puttin me thru tis,...Hhhmmmm...okla, kesian him la, as he's actually kinda nice la,..let him juz have a pimple on his nose!

Got back at 9.30somethin ish....sent down one of my two huge bags of laundry! Being out of clothes to wear aint a good thing, trust me,...it's bloody frustrating! Esp when u're out of,..errr, never mind!

Ooohh, I watchd Charlie and The Chocolate Factory,..ahahhah, yeah it's really cute! All thru, wishin I had dragged him along to watch it too while I had the chance to,..ahahahhaa! Just to be utterly amazed of driving him up the walls by it! ahahahha,..! Thumbs up to Johnny Depp...and the Oompah Loompahs! Ahahahah,....

Dumb ass LiYun couldnt stop makin fun of the whole 'Hardening Principles' during Hygiene today,...ahahhahha, damn! But they were indeed funny,..comin from a context we were at! Hhmmm.....oh well!

Dunno wat to have for dinner tonite,..

Hhhmmm..sorta walked down dat road again today, made me wanna blow a pumpkin up all over the person,..hhmmmm

Missed out my dose of lovelyness today...hhmmmm!

He msged me just to lemme knw dat he was having a yummylicious RamliBurger ,...meanie!!!! Wit extra mayo pulak tu,..!! MEANIE!!!!

Aahahha,...there's no cold water in 4th hostel today! Ahahaha,....I'm picturin all of em,..jumpin arnd the shower and wiggling and twigglin and jiggling all arnd when the ice cold water hits them! ahahhah,....

Lets all hold hands and meditate now...hhuummmm...hhuuummmm...hhuummmm.......

Dheepa's in love! *ducks at incomin twack*

Must have seen the panic state Dheepa was in when I startled her awake and told her it was already 9pm,...when it was actually juz 7pm!! ahahahhahaha,....damn, its so funny!

HHhhmm,.....I think u can get a sugar high juz by watchin a whole lotta candy, and a whole lotta chocolate flow all arnd...ahahahahhaha!

Yeah,..u can! ahahahahahhaha,..!!!

moo moo?

My Dad's the greatest!

Posted by anandini at 03:41 AM on October 27, 2005.

I've had 8 packets on instant coffee, over the past 2days...I'm not tryin to stay awake for any reason,.or maybe I am,..hhmmm, I dunno,..I'm confused now...hhmmmm...

But they taste nice...

I'm pretty screwd up...yeah, I am! N I'm gonna try to rectify the screwd upness...somehow~ I have my ways...It juz needs a tad potentiation upon d will power factor....hhmmmmm

I dun like crying...and I dun like makin anyone cry....

Dheepa thinks I was brought into the world, with the help of a suction pump,..coz I've got a suction pump head...hhmmmmm...

27th....tmrw's d 27th....hhmmmmm! It was always significant to me, coz witout tis date I'd wont be arnd....yeah, 27 years ago, my parents decided to errr, simply put it,..they decided to get married! What were u thinkin??? Pervs! Yeah so anyway,..funny come to think, dat d date still reigns significancy to me as well..d day I caught a grasshopper....and decided to keep it for life....hhmmmm....

Dad's mail cracked me up so bad, I think my Lactobaccili and other members of my normal flora was laughin their nuclei off!! Hhmmm..dat sounded so technical,..yeah, anyways, Dad was complainin coz Mum keeps Ta-pau-ing her homework, and bringin them back for Dad to complete,..sewing lil cutesy sequences onto lil cutesy skirts for the Smart Reader's Kids concert comin up soon! ahahahaha,..yeah, Mum hardly sews, and Dad does! ahahaha...so cute la! Hhhmmmmm...

Oh well,..gottya go study now....

I'm still very much disturbed,...despite the fact dat all cleared and buried now...the light tinge of guilty-ness, and the crappyness of evrythin entirely me still lingers on in the background...hhmmmm

moo moo?

Men...generally!

Posted by anandini at 03:23 AM on October 28, 2005.

I cant remember anythin! Has that happen before? I think its bcoz I'm happy,..and I'm witout worries, for now (!) dat I somehow couldnt care less of anything else...? Hhhmmmm...

Just had one of my yummlicious 'healthy' Maggi do,..was supposed to cook rite aft he left, but somehow only ended up eatin at arnd 10! Hhhmm...at least I still ate!

Someone so merajuk-ed wit me today,...like budak kecik la,..ish ish,..next time I'll juz pass u a coconut flavoured lolly pop,..God! Tarik muka like as though it was a recent fashion craze or somethin...ish ish...well, it's all cool now...so yeah, pineapple's should be harvested in November!

Dad'll be on leave til Nov7th,..he'll be on leave til Nov8th,...and me? How come I dun get to be on leave as well? Hhhmmm,...crap la! No daily mails frm Dad, dats gonna be really crappy!

Shanu Banu almost pee-ed in the kitchen sink! ahahahahah,...*ducks* Ok la,..she dint, she diligently used my pink toilet-seated-toilet! ahahahah.....

And I still insist men with long hair are so yummy...except maybe one or two here and there la,..but, yeah....hhmmmm *slurps*

Hhhmmm,....reminicsing certain things over and over again, till u have it on permanent mental playback can be really torturing,..truly! Esp if it's of somethin which make your heart palpitate, cause ur pulse to accelerate and somehow jet-sprayin noticeable amount of adrenalin ever so often,..hhmmmmm,..damn sakit la!

Oh well,...

At least the duckies knew abt it....

Dheepa went to Kredo witout me today! So bad!!!!

moo moo?

I'm dying!

Posted by anandini at 10:49 PM on October 28, 2005.

Its nice to juz look arnd and wonder in amazement,...yeah, one of those days when all u'd wanna do is look arnd and and be amazed,..of those days? Hhhmmm...it has been 22years! Teeheheh,...

There are lights now all along the lift,..er, canal? You know, thru out the whole er,.canal? So, when u're in the lift, and when d doors are slightly ajar *which happens a whole lot here!* you sorta get to see where its traveling, as in thru the floors and wat nots,..and when u step out, u get to see all d way down! Its really nice, esp since I stay on the 6th floor! Teehehehe....yeah, now I walk out slowly,..sloowwwlllyyy out just to look all d way down, before the doors slam shut dat is!  It's nice,..really, gives you a whole new perspective on things, really does!

Then,...I was boilin water for a cup of tea,..and it was so amazingfying to see how the water started to boil and to bubble, from such a still, calm surface! Like, to picture all those lil water molecules zoomin and sploshin arnd and burstin arnd! wah.....

Its irritatin to have to run to the loo all d time, so often..in a short period of time! Polyuria,..been goin on for quite some time,..yeah, u get a tad too paranoid bein a med student! Wonder wat it is...Octuhopper syndrome? Ahahahaha,....hhmmmm~

It was freakin cold today! Its warm and nice one day,..then it gets so effin cold the other, we practically speed walk to and fro to class,...yeah, I've never walk to fast, just to get indoors, away from the wind! Crap la,...but then again, good also la, I'll get my daily dose of cardio workout conveniently! Hah,..!

Done and out wit Hygiene,...not all dat good, coz up next is Neurology! Hhhmmmm...now, have to figure out how to jump start those cranial glial cells,..they've been lackin activity lately! Hhhmmm....

A good dose of alcohol would do it, no? ahahaha,...yeah, goin out tonite...Zeon, never been there yet,..we'll see how it goes! Gotta stay away from evrythin and evryone evil..I'm gonna be good! Yes, I am!

So hungry,...so need food! Hhhmmmm,...

moo moo?

Why?How?WHY!!?

Posted by anandini at 05:43 AM on October 30, 2005.

ZEon was a blast last nite! The crowd was great, no silly idiots to ruin anything....the music was ok la,..~so-so la....had fun actually! And for once, there werent any recaps of me being so passed out, coz I was kinda ok,...yeah, in fact I was babysitting someone who'd usually babysit me instead! Yeah, for once I'm off the hook....nice! ahahaha....

And we had a sexy 8year old, and the President of Uganda wit us as well! ahahaha,....

Was actually there for Shanu Banu's birthday,...but it turned out to be Harrish's, Vinoth's (!) and OG's birthday as well! ahahha....

Hhhmmm,...last nite was full of weird twists, so weird it bothers me still...wat actually happend? I dunno la,....why it actually happend? I dunno as well,...

Neverthelees it was good la,..kinda miss those ol' times...only difference being tis time ANAN WAS FINE! ahahahaa.....Not ultimately sober, but at least I dint pass out, nor did I decorate the interior wit my intestinal intoxication...!! Funny thing was, I was so bloody gone when we were abt to leave, thanx to those last few clean shots of vodka, just to finish the bottle! ahahha,...oh well~ I'd rather it be that way,..!!

But due to dat last few shots,..tis was happends....My conversation wit him as soon as I got back, was abt 5.30am,....10.30 Msian time!

anan (10:35:44 AM): thema hows toanxuzz?
baby (10/29/2005 10:36:00 AM): huh?
anan (10/29/2005 10:36:00 AM): bizza and twlk to eampt u ofr awaT?
anan (10/29/2005 10:36:07 AM): no ponits alsp
anan (10/29/2005 10:36:23 AM): i nedsa ro ppee
baby (10/29/2005 10:36:30 AM): baby..
baby (10/29/2005 10:36:37 AM): i didnt get wat ya said
anan (10/29/2005 10:36:42 AM): nevremind

I've been readin the msges saved in my Yahoo archives over and over again! ahahaha,...in fact, I still dun understand how he understood wat I typed,..coz, I dun! ahahha...hhmmmm~

Oh well,...lactic acid accumulation has its effect,..sweet muscle ache to last u a copla days!

Gonna sleep now....

Yeah..not really feelin dat great...emotionally disturbed!

moo moo?

Shit happens...a whole lot of em....

Posted by anandini at 06:00 AM on October 31, 2005.

Sometimes, hiding the truth may seem to be the only proper, if not acceptable, option available...Despite the fact dat it bothers the shit out of u, albeit all the guiltyness built up...and evrythin else which comes along! Being honest, may seem fatal, if not tragically disturbing...and being blinded by evrything pink and purplish, the wrong faults are blamed, although it's ultimately clear wat happend..And that's d shittiest part of it all...Sometimes, well, tis wat justifies life's crappiest moments...

Hhhmmm,...

Makes no sense at all? Yeah, thought so,..all for the better~!

Deepavali's just arnd the corner yet again....signifies the other part of the year when I feel all home sickly the most! It has been 4 years,...all the hoo-hah during pre-Deepavali-ness, the kecohness makin muruku and the cookies and wat nots, fighting over who does what among all the unnecessary chores Mum somehow comes up wit just coz its Deepavali, the exciteness of wearing the new bajus we bought (although most of the time it was Mum who made me buy em, despite me not liking any of em!), having Mum rub oil on my head early in d mornin then juz waitin for about 30mins or so, before I run up and wash my hair!, the whole jing bang get together at Grandma's where all the Mums would discreetly compete on who made the yummiest cookie and all the cousin would compete on who has the most fireworks to lite later at nite!, secretly trying hard pleasing Grandma so that our share of AngPau would be more than the others!, the early mornin Thosai and Mutton dhalcha breakfast at home before the whole jing bang get together @ Grandma's (Dad's Dhalcha's just the greatest!!) hhhmmmm,...a whole lot more la,..but I think I'm gonna start crying if I were to continue,...

Really is ultimately shitty....

N I think its the worst ever this year,...being pennyless due one silly mistake which robbed me of my entire happiness, and having to go thru ultimate guiltyness for so many reasons,...hhmmmm, I just hope I dun break down and cry when they call me on Deepavali mornin, but then again, I think it's very likely that I'll do,...coz it happens evry year, despite it being my 4th year away now!

Yeah,...I'm sad.

For more than one reason,....I dun like me when I'm sad....

Hhhmmmmm....

For wat it's worth,...I'm sorry for doin wat I have. I dun wish to say anything more here, coz I think I've told you all dat I've had to say..

Crap la...

I think the whole festiveness and me juz dun get along very well...

I'm sad...really really sad.....so sad, I dun feel like doin anythin...yeah, might consider just hibernating in my room, under the covers for the next few days, untill all the hoo haaness dies down...but then again, somehow I knw dat aint ever gonna happen...

Oh well....

Shit happens....

And no, I dun have AIDS or any other fatal STDs or anything like dat...I'm fine physically! If u catch me staring into space over the next few days, lemme be....if u think something's wrong wit me, lemme be....I've managed tougher crap, I think I'll be able to pull thru tis as well....

I'm sorry I've to be such a lousy festive person,...I'm sorry for myself..

Nevertheless,..Merry DeepaRaya~

moo moo?

Im Happy,...or at least I'm tryin to be...

Posted by anandini at 05:44 PM on October 31, 2005.

When you've got an army of lil ants runnin arnd in your thoughts, u become a tad too oblivious of many things arnd you,....

I ended up running arnd the basketball court for 8mins non-stop,..hardly felt the already existing fatigue I had upon my lower limbs..runnin made me think...

Hardly felt the cold this mornin,....when I got into the lecture hall, I realised my fingers were so numb, they might juz crack into pieces easily..being in the cold made me think...

I miss home....walkin bck after PT talkin to XinYi and Rajes abt the usualy hoo haa-ness of Deepavali, it was a temporary relieve,..now I'm in my room alone,...makes me think yet again....

He's too upset to even bother,..and there's nothin much I can do about it as well....makes me think as well....

Oh well,..gotta somehow pick myself up, and shut evrythin out, and make the best of things....Yeah, I sorta decided upon dat earlier,..no one, and nothin's gonna make me miserable! I'm not gonna think of anythin or anyone for time being...and juz do wat I've gotta do!

Neuro starts today,...heard we're stuck wit Mr I-am-so-full-of-myself-and-Ive-gotta-funny-eyebrow!! Who LiYun thinks is cute!

Saw her walkin arnd wit newly permed hair,...how can she do dat if she too had juz been robbed of her annual fees and wat nots? Dumb Fuck! Bloody fake tears,...u're gonna face the consequences bitch,...karma's gonna fall on you so bad, u wont hv time to even see it comin!

Opppz,..I wasnt supposed to be thinking.....

Yeah....happy thoughts now,..happy thoughts......

I juz need one thing to be happy now, and I'd be able to live wit the rest,..yet,......oh well...

Happy thoughts now.....

moo moo?