Knock, knock,....

Posted by anandini at 04:46 PM on September 19, 2005.

It has definitely been long eh, since an update!

Hhhmmmm,...

Summer hols came and went, loads to say abt dat,..loads has happen after that!

I'm still contemplatin to rant on it, or to juz get on with the current twist of strawberry shake?

Hhhmmm,....

Made it for PT today,..and finally did my Malaria Test today!

Feel lost and unsettled, for many reasons! Yet somehow happy dat it's somehow out of the sack, and it wasnt so bad after all,...

Rite, of wonderful daisies and singing marigolds, and cutesy grasshoppers!

moo moo?

Consequences....

Posted by anandini at 02:47 AM on September 20, 2005.

Just had one half of a watermelon..while standin by the kitchen window, laughin at all those caught in the sudden downpour! Yeah, it rained!! Literally poured, it was nice actually, it hardly rains here in Ukraine, so it was nice to just sit by the window and look out,… reminded me of many things while I was at it!

Hhhmmmm,…

I wish I could turn back time, and undo certain things,.. Dad has finally learned of the entire story. He sounded ok, judging from the 9 e mails he sent me,.. but then, Mum messaged me and told me dat Dad’s moping around in utter devastation, and Mum’s saying dat she doesn’t know wat to do,.. hearing that alone, made my entire world fall into a million pieces!

I wish things like this never had happen,…I wish things would be settled and all’ll be back to how it was once were,.. I wish they’ll understand that all I meant was good, yet things got messy! I wish I have the strength to go on,….

I wish for too much,….hhmmmmm

A contingency plan has been drafted,.. wit much adamant optimism, we’re gonna make it work! I know, and I will….

I just need a break ya’ll,… yeah I know I’m no longer a kid,.. but this itself is too much for me to handle,... to put up an act that all’s fine, to make pretend that nothing has happened, to fake an imaginary well being,… when so much damage has been done~!

Baby, I need you….

I wanna get my cheery-ness back, it’s hidden,.. I want it back!

Just hope all goes well,.. for someone who has never prayed, but believes in God, I think I’m gonna start prayin now!

Sorry to begin my entries in such a distressing note like this,.. this is the one place, where I can be myself, transparent without much consequences,…

moo moo?

A whole lotta shit!

Posted by anandini at 09:40 PM on September 20, 2005.

Shit happens, ay.....

The whole money thingy,...

Which comes with a package of feelin really helpless, which in a way radiates utter sadness to those arnd u as well,...

He's mad at me, as I was bein such a bitch! My bad.... Nevertheless, I need him so much rite now, but I'd rather not say,..

QUOTE <I know u, problem's dat u dun knw me!> UNQUOTE.... hhmmmm, it does hold some truth, yet....dat alone was enough to shitty-fy my day!

Dad's soundin so one kind,.. I can even sense it thru his mails!

There's  a club do this Friday,..and for the first time ever, I dont have the slightest intentions of goin,....

I think life at the moment is analoguely similar to a roll of toilet tissue,..shitty!

moo moo?

Clap Li Yun!

Posted by anandini at 05:05 AM on September 21, 2005.

I made some kinda vege today,.. some cabbage thingy with dhal,.. But it waas only while eatin it, i realised that it wasnt dhal, it was broken green peas! Dun blame me, trust me, they look alike! Oh well,..

Li Yun felt like clapping her hands today,...and so she DID,...yeah, she just started clapping! In d midst of class, mine you! N ya'll think I'm weird? Think again ya'll,....

Oh then we had to stop someone from causin WW4.5!! Whoaaa,..dat was juz super close, considering the amount of bickerin goin on lately, something might have juz happend!

I feel rejuvenated,.. things are fallin into place, slowly....gradually, yet things are being done,..hopefully the end-of-the-tunnel-lite I've been so yearnin for, comes arnd! I know it will,...! *crosses fingers* At times like this, the only best thing to do is to take into your own hands, and get it goin, and so it'll be!

Craving for some mutton murtabak now,...damn~!

moo moo?

Chillies,...

Posted by anandini at 03:54 PM on September 21, 2005.

I'm an idiot,..it amazes me actually, how I sometimes massively idiot-fy myelf,..!

Ouch~!

I had one of those lil MiniMaggi in my Mug or somethin for breakfast,..yeah, real balance, I know,..so, anyway, I added some tomatoes and some red chillies into em,... but dats besides the point,..

And so, since I bummed my 8am Derma lecture and all, I was chillin arnd, watchin 3 episodes of The O.C. (Seth's really yummy~!),..and my left eye itched, and having acquired reflexes,..I rubbed and rubbed n rubbed,..and then,...oh holy crap, it started to burn,..like really burn!! Like, really really really burn!!!!

Yeah, I forgot to wash my hands after cutting those red chillies!

Forget weed ya'll,..get high wit the very original red-chilly-sensation-in-your-eye thrill,...

Crap~!

OUCH~!

moo moo?

Who, YOU?

Posted by anandini at 05:16 AM on September 22, 2005.

Things are pickin up,...Made a few phone calls, met a few people,..got things rollin,...so, yeah, things are pickin up, and it feels good!

Got out today, realised 5 out of 8 of us, 410-ers bunked Derma lecture this mornin,...nice! Harry got so irritated wit the strong cold wind (which was a mere breeze!), we told him to blow them away,..heheheheh!

Fuck-lamak,..yeah, Shafi has revolutionised the 'alamak',..! Damn she's been cursin like one helluva drunk sailor lately,...especially when it comes to certain things,..or rather certain *dot* *dot* *dot*....

Feels nice to wear his tee,...makes it feels like he's all arnd!

I think d person who created Maggi TomYam should be awarded a Nobel prize,..it's so yummy! Truly is,..wit loads of tomatoes, cabbages, onions, red chillies (I washed my hands immediately!), crab sticks and an egg! One truly balanced meal! Nice~!

Someone's mad at me,..yeah, ter-said a few things which I shouldnt have,...hhmmmm, my bad! Sorry, mate! I dint mean it,.truly, I dint..no excuses for it, I just shouldnt have, especially wit all those arnd,..hope u get over the merajuk-ing session soon!

Gonna get back droolin at Seth! Aaahhhh,....!

moo moo?

It poured...

Posted by anandini at 03:20 AM on September 23, 2005.

Today's Endocrinology class was quite cool,..the other teacher took over, and she was way better than the teacher we had yesterday! As Rajiev has been repeatedly saying, 'It feels more doctor-like now'....yeah, clinics! It was indeed good to see things other than juz words and words from ur textbook,...yeah, an actually all yakkity thyrotoxicosis fella and a hypothyroidism patient! Spot the difference skills brought to a whole new level!  *I dunno why I picked this lil guy here,..looks like a 2nd stage goiter? hehehehe,..*

Made fried rice for dinner,...funny thing was, there were more stuffs for the fried rice than there were rice itself! Dheepa and I usually eat slightly less than half cup of rice (in total, NOT each!) and we added too many ingredients..hehehehe,..! Nice~!

My unit mate lost her 3rd phone in Ukraine today!! Poor thing,..she's so sad!

Was reading the August issue of Cleo,...nearly died of ARDS of laughin myself nuts! In Q&A Sex,..(yeah, I read the Q&A sections, shoot me!)...yeah, and so anyway,...in the Q&A Sex, were juz so many bizzare questions, I wonder why they even bother answering them! One girl asked if she'd become fat from sex due to the air which goes in as the penis moves in and out?!?!? Yeah,....that wins hands down! Then another ding asked if it was normal to feel moist down under when her boyfriend touched her tummy?!?!?! WTF!!!! Ok,..ok,..mayb being a med student, u tend to under rate these questions,..but still!!!There were others as well, but they're such a disgress to a person's intelligent, I'd just rather not mention it~! Jeeeezz!

Gawin DeGraw's Chariot,...nice! Just completed downloading it! Oh, and Crazy Frog's dingdingdingding.....to irritate the gastric juice outa Dheepa!!!! Muahahaahahh,..I'm EVIL!

Metro's Do is tmrw nite,...I'm not goin,.. n I'm surprised myself~!

I missed Dad's cheery mails, they usually make my day, with all his sillyness and wat nots,..now they're all just so serious and so dry,..and it hurts me....oh well.

 Dheepa just filled my cup with water, and she gave me a silly grin,...should I drink it?

Today, during Pyshiotherapy lecture,...he startin babbling on the Vibration Theraphy,...and, err....we were juz wonderin, we as in LiYun and I,..yeah, we were juz wonderin if a dildo classifies as some sorta Vibration therapy? For sexual incontince? Or Sexual Insufficiency? You know, since there's cardiac insufficiency,..there's definitely sexual insufficiency rite,...hhmmm, never mind~!

Just found my hidden stash of Hacks! Was so preoccupied wit so many things, forgot I had em!! Hhhmmmm, wish I had the package which usually comes along wit it as well~!

Karma,..yeah, Karma,...was laughin at all those silly dillies running around gettin wet in d rain past few days,..and guess wat!? Yeah, it was my turn today, and I was wearing my white sweater and my suede shoes! Not all that pleased abt it!

Someone's still mad at me,...hasnt spoken to me the whole of today, except for some few words here and there,...hhmmmmm.

Rajiev and Vijhi wants to sponsor Dheepa and I for the Metro Do,... Oh, I feel so LOVED~! hehehehe,...glad to have frens like ya'll,..despite the fact that I know ya'll just wanna get me drunk and then go on and on and on for it for the next few months or so! But, nevertheless, glad to have  peepz like ya'll,...U oughta know, it nothin's goin wrong, I'd come,..I'm always in,..but just not this time k....

Rite,....

Gotta go study,...and finish watchin yet another episode of The O.C...

moo moo?

Freaky Friday,...

Posted by anandini at 04:07 PM on September 23, 2005.

Of one of the greatest feats ever,..even for someone as lazy as I am,..n trust me, I'm VERY lazy,..!! Yeah, I woke up at 5am today! I was surprised myself,..actually the alarm was for 4.30, but yeah,...5 was when I got out of bed! Wheee,...! Will power at its best!

Why was I awake so early? I had to do the rain dance,..coz I wanted it to rain and rain and rain,.so we'll have a pretty good xcuse not to get to class,..and it did, rite Eve & Rajiev? ahahhahah,...

I dint write Dad a mail last nite,....and so dint he. Bothers me a whole lot, coz usually he'll still write to me, askin me wats wrong or if I forgot how to type or if it was too cold to write or somethin like dat,....but this time..none at all!

[EDIT: I've just checked my inbox, there IS a mail from Dad,...and that's not all,...as I was typin this, he SMS-ed me,.askin me why no emails today! And as I was done typing d sentence prior to this, I received another email from him! Cool or wat! Aaahhh, Dad's great! And he's d best!]

Rite,..still recoverin from it...I guess dat's how I became psychic, it runs in d blood! Wheeee,..I really am Psychic!!!!!!

Its Friday,..wheee,..gonna come bck from Endocrinology to 12 episodes of The O.C.,.....aahhhh, nice~!

moo moo?

Too much pink!

Posted by anandini at 04:15 AM on September 24, 2005.

I think I need help,...somehow, at this crossroad of my life,..there's only one thing which keeps me goin, one thing which I so look forward coming back to, one thing which keeps me wantin more and more,....The O.C.!!! Damn,..I need the 3rd season!! My b'days in like 4 months *hint* By the way, Seth's wearing too much pink in the past episodes, not that pink is a bad meanie colour,.but on a guy, too much pink is nauseating!

Evryone's probably havin a blast at Metro now,...~! Well, at least, I'm sober...!

After Endocrinology today, we went to do a lil marketin for someone's upcomin birthday,... marketin aside, Rajiev bought Vijhi a rose for their 23th month anniversary which'll be tomorrow *HUGS KRAZIE, Happy 23rd*....yeah, and those flowers, there were so lovely,...I never knew I had a thing for flowers, coz as far as I remembered, I never did fancy them,..but today, hhhmmmmm,....those white roses, especially! Too bad he's all the way across the globe,....

Harry made dinner,..Harry's really nice, coz he's always makin us dinner,...now, what's not rite here? Let's see, the fact dat Harry's ALWAYS makin us dinner, despite the fact of us tellin him not to...! Coz, today he buzzed and told us to come down for dinner,..but guess what, we've made dinner as well! So, yeah,...Harry's gotta whole lotta food for dinner!

I've gotta a new neighbour,..she's not literally new, she's actually a 2nd year student,..she's takin over my previous neighbour who's gone back to Msia to study Pharmacy instead,....and, this new person happens to also be my junior back in High School! Cool eh,...

I cant wait for tmrw,...coz tmrw, I'm gonna be a superhero! wheee,...~!

moo moo?

Happy Birthday Renay!

Posted by anandini at 05:58 AM on September 25, 2005.

I woke up at 5 am today,...and made one record of a chat session! Over 8 hours of Yahoo!-ness,....pretty amazed, myself!

My ovaries are hurtin,..bloody hell! Its so unfair, how come we women are the ones goin thru all these crap, on a monthly basis pulak tu! Arrghh, and to think that it never did use to hurt this much!

Celebrated Renay's birthday today,..fella's 19 yrs! Rajiev overdosed on some brotherly love and got him a snooker cue! Krazie Vijhi, Dheepa Buntut and I made vegetable kurma and some chicken thingy (the chicken thingy actually has a story to it,..but only Krazie and I knws! Tehehehehe,..) Eve made some saucy thingy wit some of those really yummylicious sausages, Harry made some onion rice thingy and some mixed vege thingy,..Shafi made this really yummy egg sambal thingy! All in all,..we were so stuffed we couldnt move! Yeah,..dat happens a whole lot!

Had fun cookin,...was teachin the chicken to swim in the flooded sink, but it just sat there!

After lunch today, we juz hung out in front the hostel,..gossiping and bitchin abt magnolias and daisies,..and evrythin spicy! Shafi la, basically the kecoh one! And this Krazie was being so SimeDarby-ish,...yelling aiyoh-kadavaele in tis super high pitched shriek! We were laughin our butts out at this silly junior, who probably juz got here, silly fella was wearing gloves la!!! The weathers warm enough for us to be walkin arnd in teeshirts la!! ish,..ish,...!

Today is one of those day,...one of those ugly, sakit-fying, arrghhh so frustratin,...when all u want is juz a lil comfort, just for a lil while, just for just a slight fraction of time,..to juz have u arnd, juz a hug~! I knw u feel the same, Baby!

Oh well,..~

Buntut's got longbeans for brain cells,..and Krazie's laughin so hard, her chest hurts, but she's grasping her boobie! ahahahah,..!!

moo moo?

Can I leave this untitled? But I guess I just did title it,..!

Posted by anandini at 12:22 AM on September 26, 2005.

It's nice to just lay in bed, and do nothing,.... It'll be even better, if evrythin was fine, and there aint a single thing to worry about,...hhmmm, dat'll be the life of a single stalk of a yellow hybrid carnation, eh....

Oh well,..

Mum and Dad called today,...hhmmmm, funny how they keep tellin me not to worry of things and let them handle it! Yeah, I know they're juz merely exercising their hidden parental super powers,..yet, it feels...I dunno, rather ironic~! Hhhmmmm,..

Oh, the dexterity of a GrassHopper,...woke me up at 11.16 am (dat's early for a Sunday mornin, k!!) to lemme know dat if he stares directly at the sun for 10secs, then closses his eyes, he sees me rite there,..!! ahahahah,..*Please dun try this witout adult supervision!* And YOU, please dun blind yourself all dat often!

Having dumb electives such as Toxicology and Medical Catastrophy can be really sickeningly annoying,..especially when you've gotta complete idiotic reports on them for your credits! Crap,..!

Filled my Sunday by sendin a whole lotta people on my Friendster list a smiley,..those I've not seen for eons, and those who've I missed meetin up during my recent summer break! If u've not gotten a smiley, it means,...a) I see u evryday, ie: u may be my very idiotic room mate, my classmate, or simply a CSMU-ian I wave to evry mornin...! b) It has been a while since I last spoke to u, and I find it awkward to suddenly send u a msg,..but I'll work on it. c) I simply dun like u anymore,..!!! d) I got sick by the time I reached the list which numbered too high, hence wait til tmrw,...!! ahahah,...

Yeah,...

Good Luck wit Monday Hues, awaitin ya'll tmrw,...

I'm tryin to understand Jimi Hendrix,..anyone knows why he wiggle his tongue like dat? Drop me a line, ay...!

moo moo?

CRAP!

Posted by anandini at 03:59 AM on September 27, 2005.

Hhhmm...

Dropped a bomb on someone today, he was probably expecting it la,.. But come to think of it, after all that has happend, I'm d least likely one to have done it,..yet~

Oh well,...

Today's been the shittiest Monday ever,...

Had one helluva Endocrinology class today,..crap! I've never felt any stupider,..Was trashed and malu-fied in front of my own patient pulak tu,...crap!!! CRAP!!! Its the whole language issue la,...And apart from the normal Actaprid and Prothaphane, my 19 year old fella was on some sorta alpha-something something-acid for his polyneuropathy! How was I supposed to have known,...? Ok, ok,..I should have asked him dat tiny weeny detail,..! But, crap,..now I cant even go back to my patient,..he'd probably be thinking,..oh no,here comes the idiot who even forgot how much's my daily insulin dose!! And rite after that, while we were having our break,..he walks past me, wit his mum snickering away at me,..ok, maybe not,..but it was some sorta funny grin! CRAP! It's a good thing Endo's ending this Thursday!

Oh,...well~!

Sick of instant noodles!

Am trying to make me happy by thinking of happy thoughts,....*happy thoughts*....hhmmmm

CRAP!! CRAP!! CRAP!! CRAP!! CRAP!! CRAP!!

I'm so out of credit, I think u can use my phone to hold engine oil! CRAP!

Yeah, I bite,...stay away!

moo moo?

Dead...

Posted by anandini at 05:09 AM on September 28, 2005.

The hyperness of hyperness-est!!! Tehehehehe,..

Twix and a glass of milk with 4 teaspoon of sugar! Nice, u knw!

Yeah...

But at the moment, I'm dying,...so so dying!

Meeting wit 'The Commitee' dragged on till 10pm,..had to complete my Endo Case Report,..and had to indulge in 12 and a half of books to discover the hidden truth on Cushing's Syndrome, Acromegaly, Hypopituitarism, Nanism and Diabetes Insipidus!

Time,..standstill!!!

Dint work...!

Looks like, I aint gonna sleep tonite.....

So damn hungry,....tak sempat makan also~!

But, I'm still happy,...He called today!!!! I like,..~! Made him talk and talk and talk,..juz so I could hear his voice puas-puas, til he kept repeatedly askin how come I'm so quiet! Hhhmmm,...

moo moo?

Nice day...yucky day,..nice day? Hhmmmm,...

Posted by anandini at 12:52 AM on September 29, 2005.

Today we had an empty mashrut (local public transport, sorta like a van) to Semashka (the hospital where my class is at),...and we had no trouble crossing Semashka St,..which is usually so jammed, u'd have to do a double take on your life to get across!

So, I took it as a good sign, dat d day's gonna go well!!

Got to class,..Ms Triple D, my current Endocrinology harimauness was actually being so sweet and er,..nice? hhmmmm, another sign!

Then, class started,...hhhmmmmm

Wasnt much of the class itself, as class was good,..juz several,.hhmmmm,...well~ never mind!

Massive Endocrinology end cycle exam tmrw,...not lookin forward to it!

I feel kinda happy,..for certain reasons~ and I feel kinda sad,..for certain reasons~ and I'm stressed,..for many reasons!

15 medStudents, when they're sick of Endocrinology, and at the brim of hitting sky high with utter aaggghhhh-ness,..wat happens?

---> If u'd become an organ, wat'll u be?

Yeah,..the question which got passed arnd!

I think the cun-est answer was definitely CheeYen's,..witout much thought,...'The Penis la!'  Rite,.. Then Shamini, of all things, she'd wanna be a pancreas! Coz she said she'll control how sweet a person turns out to be,...~!! No pun intended...! LiYun thinks being an anal sphincter is cool,..real shitty, eh! Then we all imagined Sheena being a brain,..and leaving a trail of CSF evrywhere she went!

Yeah....typical for medStudents to find humour in evrythin medical!

Mum was so cute today,..she msged to inform me dat her SmartReader center's Open Day's on the 1st of Oct,..and she said she's gonna be the Fairy Tale Weaver! Ahahahah,..I immediately imagined her in a full gypsy do, wit all her props and all,..entertaining all those lil thingies wit stories, she'd just impromtuly created! While I was back for summer, I witnessed how she taught 4yr olds their alphabets,...'B is for Bear,..*swings hands into air* rrrrroooaaarrrrrr~! Rite,..so, yeah.....I can so imagine my Mum, the Fairy Tale Weaver!

Oh, I miss them...hhmmmmm~!

He's workin too hard,..all thru the day into the wee ungodly hours of utter craziness! He thinks he's loaded on Energizer Batteries! I wish he'd stop doing dat,..but he'll never listen to me! But I'd still wish he'd stop...

Am hungry,..but there's too much to do, and there's nothin arnd to eat, othan Dheepa,...~

Dheepa's being so chatty today,..she jus got up from her afternoon and has been talkin non stop,..! Ish...! I told her to shuddup, so I can concentrate on my work,..and she merajuk-ed and hit the showers instead,..I sure do hope she's not talkin to the shower head!

moo moo?

Eve's hair,..punched out!

Posted by anandini at 11:19 PM on September 29, 2005.

Yeayness,...!! Done and over wit Endocrinology!!!

But then again,...sorta gonna miss TripleD la,...NOT~!!!! ahahahah...*lightning strikes*

I punched a whole lotta Eve's hair off,..using a hole puncher! ahahahah,..experimenting!

Came back to the room, and it was spotless,...Dheepa must have been a. really rajin-fied,...b. restless or worried over somethin, hence she decided to clean the room to keep her mind off it,...c. being a nice darling room mate, and saving me the trouble of doin my share of room cleaning,...d. possesed! ahahahahah,...I think I'm so dead! Teehehehe,...Yesterday, she got me an extra mattress from the warden...see wat a darling she is *tryin to cover up*! Ahahahah,....So, despite the fact dat she's got superpowers aimed at annoying even the normalflora in me, or the fact that she cock stares at me a whole lot just to piss me off,..or if she enjoys twackin, hittin, n biting...or,..ok, u get the point rite,..despite all dat, I'd have it no other way!

Hhmmmm,..dat was one helluva high of sentimentalness, ay....it happens!

I thought, today after all these days, would finally be the day I could juz chill and lepak,..Hhhmmm, being a MedStudent, somehow dat hardly happens, eh,...I've yet to learn!

There's already loads to do for tmrw's OnG class,..yeah, I'll be having classes amongst wailing mothers in labour! I can so imagine the fun~

Harry's making nasi lemak for dinner,..well sorta actually, as Dheepa's makin her super yummylicious sambal ikan bilis! Come to think of it, its been indeed a very long time since I had a proper meal~ Hhhmmmm...

Speakin of which, last nite Dheepa and I had cucur Ikan Bilis for dinner,..u knw, those instant fried fritters frm Adabi or something,..! They were quite yummy,..esp wit loads of Thai Chilli Sauce!

He's finally done and over wit the whole busyness phase,..hhmmmm~ Can I say I'm relieved,..? When I knw it's gonna start all over again pretty soon,..hhmmmm, well I am relieved, even if its sporadic!

Hotmail's server has been so bloody screwd up lately,...yeah yeah, I lost my Gmail password! Dad keeps SMS-ing me to knw if I'm fine, as I've not been mailin him his daily dose of his lovely daughterness!

moo moo?

Grasshoppers....why do they hop?

Posted by anandini at 03:56 AM on September 30, 2005.

CRAP!!!!!!!!!

I just lost a whole long entry.....!

Dats like really shitty, y'knw!

Hhhhmmmm,....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAP! CRAP! CRAP!

*wooooooza.....wooooooza,....woooooooooooza* CRAP CRAP CRAP!

Dah la I'm feelin all,...hhmmm dunno la,..all un-woooozaah-ish! First, the irony of my Endocrinology exam,....then this silly headache which has been botherin me,..! Then this SMS I juz got,..like,..hhmmm,..never mind! Dont wanna start soundin like some grandma...just wonderin how come,..ish, never mind!

Harry made nasi lemak,..but Dheepa made d sambal, coz Dheepa's sambal is just so yummy,....! It's been long since I last had a proper meal,..come to think of it~

I punched off a whole lotta Eve's hair today,...with a hole puncher! yeah, experimenting!

Hhhmmm,..hate repeatin twice, coz I had juz mentioned all of these,..AND GODDAMN EFFIN MUCH MORE!!!!

I think I'm gonna go make my bed...

1 moo moo-ed

Dheepa's for sale! 10kopz!

Posted by anandini at 05:33 AM on October 1, 2005.

Damn, I'm so stuffed,...I'm bouncin arnd! Boink..boink,...boink,....sploossshhh~!

We're watchin Amityville Horror! And I'm havin so much fun watchin Harry and Dheepa freak out at all the horror-fying scenes! Teehehehhe,..coz I've watched it before,..! But watchin again just brings back so much,..~Hhmmmm,...!

I think my fear of darkness is beyond control now! It's so yuckyfying it's becoming utterly pathetic, its annoyin me to bloody pine cones! And to think dat I was all over it,...! Hhhmmmm,..! I think it's all due to these eerie-fying pitched dark corridors arnd the hostel, esp after midnite or so! Imagine having to go thru a nervous breakdown, heart palpitating so hard, it might just jump outa ur mediastinum,..just coz u keep imagining some gory fella about to pounce on u, suck blood outa ur subclavians,..posses the nuts outa u and launch into an amazing faultless scheme to take over the world! hhhmmm,..ok, maybe not all that graphic, but yet...~! Crap,..! And this is just a 2min walk bck to my very owb room! Yeah....its a serious disorder,..I need rehab!

Was havin some serious thought about my future,..I know wat I wanna do, its somethin I've always wanted to do, apart from jumpin into a pool of strawberry Jell-O,...It's so definite, I cant think of anythin else,..I mean, there's no way I'm gonna offer my services to the ever *loving and caring and fair* Malaysian Government! Dats so NOT gonna happen,...Mum n Dad has always wanted me to settle down somewhere else as well,....But now, I dunno~....Hhhmmmm,...decisions decisions decisions! Oh well,..maybe I'll just flip a coin or somethin! Its really scares me..just thinkin of it! But then again, it's gonna happen some day, and you've just gotta call your shots,...I wish I was little, and dat I need not have to be makin decisions as such! Hhhhmmmm,..fat chance?

Today's finally Friday and it feels effin Good!!! I think ever since the sem has started, never have I been so gratefull for the weekend! We've had one helluva week,..it was like riding on Genting's Solero Shots on an hourly basis! Hhhmmmm,...And now it's d weekend, but it's not gonna last, yet, it feels wonderfully heavenly~! I think that so sounded better advertising chocolates, eh!

Dheepa's claimin dat I stole her Twix,...when its d exact same Twix she has! Harry bought us Twix *yeah, the sweetness and all* and she claims I took hers,..when she was holdin an exact some one! Cuckooness brought to a new level! U must have seen her throwin her tantrums last nite,..almost wished I had shots of Diazepam arnd!

And she has finally proclaimed dat she's really mad! Dang, should have recorded it!

I so need sleep,...hardly been sleepin lately! Esp last nite,...so so so need sleep!! I'm gonna sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep,..till prince charmin comes and kisses me awake~!

Oh, by the way....OnG's kinda cool!

moo moo?