splish splosh,....

Posted by anandini at 01:54 AM on February 2, 2005.

Classes has begun!! ish, ish,..but it's not so bad la,...although all of em are heavy subjects, somehow they're all placed nicely along the week,..so all's good la!!

ya,..i know i've been directing evryone over here for the whole eurptrip update,..soon, soon,..i promise,..waiting for my internet connection,.damn, bloody deprived witout it,..!

ya,..so till soon,...have a chillin day ya'll!

moo moo?

Turning tooo~tooooo!!

Posted by anandini at 05:07 AM on February 4, 2005.

Rite,...i'm 22 today!!! wheeeeee,..!!! I'd say, so far, today has been my best evr b'day i've celebrated here in CSMU~!! For real,...!! I came back from class at abt 6.30, and nearly had a fit of multiple arrest,...unlocked my room door, to be greeted by a classic surprise partry!! evryone was there, all of em sitting in the dark, juz waitin for me,..awwww!! thankz loads guys,..harry, mufu, francis,..and all ya'll 310-ers,..and evryone else!! The surpise was indeed a true shockerlingam,...as i was seriously not expecting anything at all this year!!! love ya guys loads!!!

Perhaps i was being paranoid,..but somehow i think i was not,...i realised dat evryone was staring at me in a very weirdy-fying way,...and somehow, evryone knew it was my bday,..this was probably due to the mass publicity all across CSMU conspired by my 'lovely' classmates,..Harry & Rajiev!! They distributed and posted up posters all across campus, announcing it was my birthday,...aaahhh, malu, malu,..i managed to get one down, god knows how many of em are still around!!!

And this time arnd, i somehow feel so remembered, as i had more than expected calls from back home,...singing chorus miles away, despite waking me up several times wee in d morning,..it was nice to knw u're still loved and remember,...yah, cant help being a sucker of sentiments,...but dats juz the way it works wit me!

my internet connection's still not back,...aarrghhh!!!

well,..all in all,..i've had a superb day today,...3rd of feb, came and flew by,....all of ya'll who made it lovely for me today, thanks loads guys,...love ya'll alwiz!!

moo moo?

Clubbin,....

Posted by anandini at 03:39 AM on February 6, 2005.

Finally,...aft all the many 'about to go out' plans we've had over the past few weeks, last nite we finally made it to 7th Cont,..despite it being freakin cold,..somehow, we got around to it! wasnt all dat bad actually, initially the music they were playin was kinda yucky,...we started thinking of silly things to do to entertain ourselves,..but things got better, they started playing great R&Bs,..we were on, back to back for abt 4-5songs,..somehow that's kinda amazing here, in ukr-ians clubs! Ruben was juz freakin funny,...somehow i'd rather not say why,..but i'm sure ya'll be able to figure it out! I made an amazing effort, controling my alcohol intake!! was sober for once! great achievment,..!!! came back arnd 3, the mama was nice enough to let us in, couldnt sleep aft dat,..so watched 'how to loose a guy in 10days',..and finally slept arnd 6am!

Having lovely friends,...ie Harry & Francis, i was forced out of my nice, warm, cozy, not freezing room, to follow them out to center to get their tickets booked,...Harry's excuse being he needed someone to share his pizze wit,..!! went out only to be greetin wit freakin cold, tornado-fying, swish swoshing, ear and face torturing wind,...!!! wit a breeze of slight light snow flakes,...no ya'll, dun think winter sonata, think Siberia!! ai,....well, it wasnt all that bad la,..aft getting the tickets done, we went to Celentano and stayed for close to 3hours! ahahahah,..i'm still wondering how! i guess we were all juz too reluctant to get out and battle wit the weather!

Francis had a moment,..or so he calls it,...ahahahhaha,.....something he'll never forget he claims! u see, he went across the road to get a bottle of stella, got out of the shop, flicked it open, and had a good gulp,...wit snow flakes falling on his head! ahahahahah,..yeah, dat was his MOMENT!

rite, i've juz got my cue to get my empty stomach downstairs to harry's room for dinner!

have a lovely day!

moo moo?

Yucky Monday!

Posted by anandini at 12:57 AM on February 7, 2005.

Arrgghhh,..tmrw's Monday already!!!
Dat's way too quick,..hhmmmm,...

My parents called today,..they were so funny!! Cant wait to see them in 4months!

Gotta go see Tharsha later to collect the stuffs she brought me frm home! Yippeee,..which includes my bday pressie frm mum n dad!!!

Watched the stupidest movie ever today,..The Stepford Wive,...super dummy!! Such a disgrace to Nicole Kidman,....ish!

Well,..ya'll have a great week ahead,...swish!!!

moo moo?

thoughts of the ding dong~

Posted by anandini at 03:18 PM on February 14, 2005.

yeah..it has indeed been long eh,...well, much has happened, and so the load juz got *poooff* super huge,..hence, the procrastination, and yeah,..u know wat follows la,...

in short, we had a day off on friday, *lovely* ppl they'al,..managed to get a day off,....so, aft a nite of super dancing the nite before, it was indeed nice to juz stay and lepak in on friday! check out Ruben's blog,..he's got em in details!

something weird happend while i was trying so hard to sleep last nite,...loads of funny petty things kept flooding my mind,...hhhhmmmmm, weird i feel~

y'know,..judging from experience and the ways things go,...i think it's juz universal cowshit if a person keeps adamantly saying that she/he cant be bothered abt wat others perspective are abt said-self,...like, come on la,..despite all those tough macho crap and all, despite all that super i'm-so-cool-so-i-dun-care attitude, i think deep down, it still matters,..hence the ultimate skill of split personality and multiple standing somehow becomes examplified! and that's juz beyond disgrace la,..~ y be someone else, when the true u screams juz as fine? hhhmmmmm,...ya, i know, sometime i start crapping real thick,..but this, this is something u oughta think abt la,....

i've sorta got a heavy load for this week,...and march 1st is fast approaching, yeah, dats my start date to begin revising for my 5summer exams,..hope the enthusiasm kicks in fine,...

today's Valentine's,.....nothing much to say abt it, still fresh and there i guess, albeit much self denial,...well, getting there, in time to come, stronger than ever!
To all those out there, Happy Valentine's ya'll,..to all those singletons, as my dear fren kathleen said in her email to me, 'we have each other ya'll,..!!' its no big deal, really!

rite, have a lovely day~!

Currently listening to: sarah Mc Lahlan - Aida

moo moo?

Gila,..gila,..gila person

Posted by anandini at 12:16 AM on February 15, 2005.

The one and only roomie i have, has gone GILA,..i sorta noticed this the day she came back from msia,....

Now she's into I-DUNNO syndrome,..no matter wat u ask her, despite wat she says,...she says, 'I Dunno,..~!' i think it must be some sorta manifestation of acute cerebral infarction,...obviously due to severe hypoxic conditions,....

So, ya'll CSMU-ians out there,..pls, unleash the love and empathy in you,..shower her with all the love you've got,..she needs it~!

Love ya, deeps~!

moo moo?

Purple Hearts?

Posted by anandini at 03:40 AM on February 16, 2005.

pheewww,..good thing the day's finally done n over wit,...super hectic, 3 hours of radiology and path physio was juz,..eeeeekkkkkkk, above ya-ya tolerance!!!!

wit the hype abt valentine's and all,..ever wondered how come the hearts are always red? why cant they have purple heart, eh? purple's a nice colour too, aint it? imagine,..purple hearts all over,....nice eh!

i feel like i've got anacondas tearing apart my endometrium,....aarrrrghhhhhhh!!

gayathri darling brought back a strawberry mirinda from msia for me,..yeah, yeah,..i knw wat ya'll are thinking,...i was juz craving for one, and so dats why! saving it like nuts,..sipping it bit by bit,...ahhhh, nice! teeehehehehhe!!

today, lil martians were nice goody creatures,..they blessed us wit superb weather,...nice! hope it stays, it most definitely would...the snow's gone, yipppeeeee!!

rite,..i've gotta go be a diligent student and somehow study a lil bit of pharmacology for tmrw's class,..aft all, mathaev's a darling!

have a squeky zueky day,..muakz!

Currently listening to: Maroon 5 - This Love
Currently feeling: wacko-fied

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Sicknotes frm Pharmacology~!

Posted by anandini at 11:03 PM on February 16, 2005.

In pharmocology today,.....
My dear classmate could hv won several Nobels for various multiple discoveries.....the S*****N cardiomyocytes,....the S*****N prophylaxis!

Rp .: Sol. Morphini Hydrochloridi 1%-1ml
D.t.d N5 in amp

---> the way of life,....!!~

Matheev was laughing till he was beet red,...!!! And he just kept on laughing!!!

Then, there was D.s.t. instead of D.t.d.,....aint so bad u say,..not when there's someone in my class wit the initials DST!!! Being romantically inclined to the said person by ur hilarious pharmo teacher,....aint dat just sweet!!

And I nearly butt bumped into Matheev on the way out,...coz darling Li Yun thougt it was Rajiev, instead of Matheev! Ding dong~!

That apart,...Dad had some super nice news for me today,...so, I'm tuned into super-feel-good day now,...was laughing so hard reading abt dad's day out to Menara Maxis, KLCC,...never knew they even have beds wit leather matresses there in their waiting room,...freaky eh! Like, regardless of wat long day u've had,..why would anyone wanna lie down in the waiting room? unless,................hah!

Tmrw's 7th Hosp day,....the whole day stuck there,...dang!

I wish someone woul get me a purple balloon,.....*hint* ya'll,...*hint* *hint*

Currently listening to: Chumbawamba-Thubthumping
Currently feeling: KE-RA-Zieeeeeee,..~!

moo moo?

Sometimes,...

Posted by anandini at 02:39 AM on February 17, 2005.

I dun feel so happy anymore,....bloody short-lived eh~

I feel so,...hhhhmmm, I'm not so sure,...I feel so numb, maybe,...so tired, emotionally~

I wish I could be back home now, not that I miss home, well I do nevertheless,...yet, I wish I was back home to feel secured again...to be in the comfort zone where I dont have to be bothered abt all these petty things,...I yearn to be within the warmth of my parents and loved ones, crave for that so badly~

I juz need assurance,...that I'm still all me, that no matter what, I'd need not surrender to emotional breakdowns,...that I dont owe it to anyone to be sinfully me,....that I dont deserve to be robbed of my happiness,...that at times, its ok to feel slightly worthful of yourself,....

I know I'm not all that alone,...yet at times,~

Being whiney is in my blood, nobody's forcing you to read this,...so, save us all the justification of dignified consequences by not judging me, as you simply dun have any rights to it,..

2 moo moo-ed

Miracles,..~

Posted by anandini at 02:57 AM on February 18, 2005.

Just when you least expect it,...the martians sprinkle lil happy yappy glitter dust evrywhere,..

Came back today aft a long 7th hosp day,....to a nice bottle of Bailey's on the table!! wheeeee,..!! No, the martians dint send it, it was my birthday present from Deeps, my pingu-fied roomie!!! And it was delayed, coz being the darling ding dong she is, she left the card she got me, in msia,...and so had to wait for it from Rakesh, who juz got back,..hence the delay! And I kinda-lil-teeny-weeny-jeeny bit thought she'd forgot abt my bday pressie.....but I knew she would have gotten me something nevertheless!!! wwwheeeeeee,..~ Love ya deeps~!!!
You're the best!! Truly!! <<<|B!G HuGs|>>>

Dad was going on n on abt the 'beds' the had in the waiting rooms in Menara Maxis,..ahahahaha, I found it so funny~! My dad, 54 this March, yet so much like a kid!

The lovely 310 has called for a massive makan makan session this saturday,...yippeee, good yummy food! I'll be baking a cake,..dunno wat cake yet la!

Must make it a point to get outa bed and go make the appointment for my tattoo this saturday,...somehow! Wit Krazie Vijie,..hehehhe, Vijhi, it ryhmes,...!!

Today's officially lepak day,..there's nothing much to study for tmrw's classes,...icky thing is, I've got PT at 8am tmrw,..how moo moo-fied could that get,...PT at 8am on a friday morning! yucks! And 4hours of Path Anat,...hhhhhmmmmmmmmm~

Rite...have a good weekend ahead,...cheerz~

Currently listening to: Gun N Roses - since i dont have you
Currently feeling: Grateful

moo moo?

Oh no,....

Posted by anandini at 08:30 PM on February 20, 2005.

I feel so F-A-T,..though round is a shape, yet,...hhhhmmmmmm,...not good, not good at all,..Wonderful consequences to last nite makan makan session, a potluck thingy,...had good food, oh yeah, superb food! Binged like piggy, hence the Oh-No-I'm-Fat apprehension,..which in a way is good la, coz it'll prevent me from food, and it'll gimme more determination to loose those extra pounds!

Why all these sudden weight obsession? My cousin's getting married this summer,..aft 3years of not meeting up wit the entire clan, somehow the pressure's elevated,....yah, the usuall 'wow, you've grown' I hope this time arnd they wont literally mean 'sideways'!! there,..comprehend ya'll,..!!

Last nite was great,...apart from makan makaning,...the amount of silly things going arnd,..jeez and to even say we're 3rd year med students! ahahhaha,...yet, wouldnt have it any other way ya'll,...they're the best, and will always be!!

Came back at arnd 12, and watched Bloodwork,..surprisingly managed to finish the movie,..heheheheh, must have been all those excessive food!!

Actually slept at 4am coz I was going down memory lane watching the Making of the 98 SUKOM SGM Human Graphics thingy,..wow, that was juz great, 7 years ago, yet the memories are still evident!! Nice,...one of my greatest experiances!

Have loads to do today,...yet, I'd just got out of bed, so I'll laze around a while more,..heheheeh

Currently feeling: Gluttonious!

4 moo moo-ed

MIA?

Posted by anandini at 06:43 AM on February 22, 2005.

Unchronological events for the day,..~

Received this from Arifiin a few minutes ago,...
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I found that SMS to be so funny, and so sweet at d same time,..so i decided to forward it to this lil dear fren of mine, whom due to some recent 'commitments' has somehow become a tad too antisocial,..heh! And she sorta immediately called back, ahahhahaha, while I was in the midst of relieving the contents of my bowel,..hehhehehe! Now, that's not the point, she called, sounded so serious,...'why anan, why? why u wanna break my teeth,..!!' ahahahhaha, girl, regardless of ur hyperMIAness,..me love u still,..but be informed, YOU now reign the mighty crown of antisocial k, but your boobies...hhmmmm, now private property, no? ahahhahhahhaa!!

That apart,....
Eve's got controls on her,...
---> 'DANCE,Eve!'
---> 'Torchlight,Eve!'
---> 'Yummy Food, Eve!'....among others,..
the S*****N controls,...yeah, mystical eh!
I wonder wat'll happen if we intoxicate S*****N controls wit S*****N prophylaxis? (refer to 'Sicknotes form Pharmacology') ahahahahha, damn!

Had a very dumb ding dong-fying mail from my dad this morning,...rather not reveal anything, yet...hhhmmm, never mind!

I was feeling so yucky sucky irritated due to the whole thingy,..but that was before having Oh-so-lovely Bailey's Neslo,..aaaahhhhhhh,...and before the whole SMS thingy,..so now I'm feeling much better!

Smell the roses ya'll,...cheerz~

Currently feeling: cherished

moo moo?

How la,..

Posted by anandini at 03:56 PM on February 22, 2005.

I thought of emptying the remaining Bailey's from the bottle into a container,..coz I'd really wanna know how much more is left, coz the bottle's tinted black, you cant see thru it,....ei!

All's cool wit dad now, ironic eh,..miles away I still can get away wit merajuk-ing,..ahahahah!~

Ever thought of jumping head first into a pool of banana-coconut jello? hehehehehhe,,..yucky, ya I knw,..yet, it'll be all wobbly and nice, no?

Gotta get to class now,..3hours of path phys,....ei~

Currently feeling: intelectually retained

moo moo?

Happy Men's Day!

Posted by anandini at 09:51 PM on February 23, 2005.

Lovely day today!

We had just 50mins of pharmocology instead of the usual 2 and the half hours! Nice,..! Matheav's adding more glory to his 'Darling' factor,..!

Matheav was bumming abt the discrimination against men in ukr,...ahahahha, coz there's a state holiday for International Women's Day on the 8th of March,...but today, on International Men's Day,..there's not much of a hoo haa,.except for a shorter pharmo class!! ahahahha,...

Matheav smelled like ^HIM^ today,...I dunno like how, but he just did. Was quiet distracting,...thoughts of those times starting flooding in, yet aft a mental -DELETE- and more -DELETE- after,..it was all good,..plus there's more of ~HIM~ now rather than ^HIM^ ahahahahha,...

I just realised that my entries every Wednesdays would somehow be abt Matheav and pharmocology class,..hhhhmmmmmm

I'm having a sligt tick-tocking salsa-ing arnd in my grey matter,..gonna lie down for a while now.

moo moo?

He's so dumb, no?

Posted by anandini at 05:10 AM on February 26, 2005.

I feel clever today,..wheeee, all brainy and all! nice~

Attended the 2005 Winter Meeting of International Medical Student Symposium,..yeah, yeah, sounds draggy eh, dats wat i thought so too, in fact, frankly, the only reason I signed up was for the Cert.,eheheheh, would somehow add some colours to my CV later,...but, it wasnt so bad after all,...I especially was intrigued by the lecture delivered by the HOD of the Path Anat dept., abt the Surfactant Therapy,...the rest of the lectures and presentations were juz ok-ok la,...no big deal!!

But if this event's to be organized annually, the organizing committee oughta improvise on several matters,..thumbs up for the innitiative of organising the whole event, the trouble of getting things done, dat must have been massive,..getting recognition frm EMSA (European Medical Student Association) and WHO and all,....yet, some of the committee members oughta polish their PR skills, and some of 'em, lets juz say, well,...maybe they should just stick to organizing plain ol school plays!! The coordinators, especially the day's MC,..my, my,..horrendous and disgraceful would be mere understatements! His English was beyond disgust, and his conduct of character may need much lessons, in area where he probably never knew existed! Rude, stuck-up, damn lebih, humilating...were just 'humble' judgements upon him,..hhhmmmmmmm!

And the ignorence of several so called students,...why walk off, when u've committed yourself? Are you here just because you're already here? Would learning something new, something not required to, and something which might just benefit you alone, and not to improve your class marks be of such horrible harm to you? hhmmmmmm, maybe you oughta consider studying something else then, coz you're merely wasting your time here...sedih!

Ate too much for dinner,..feel like a moo moo now!!! ish ish!!

Dad was complaining abt having to drive mum to and fro to sri hartamas over the weekend for her 'school' course,.ahahahahah, as dad calls it!! He said that he might need to inform the road works dept. the day mum starts driving, coz they might need to consider widening the roads!! ahahahhah,..actually mum's going for the 5-6th level training for her 'Smart Readers' for kids thingy,..sounds like fun eh,...I for one cant wait to return to Msia for summer,..ahahahahaha, but Deeps said that I might just end up tormenting all the kids, and they'll probably end up wit messy hair like mine,..hah!

Rite,..till tmrw! Look out for more abt the Symposium!

moo,..moo,.....

Currently feeling: smart

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Finally!!

Posted by anandini at 01:31 AM on February 27, 2005.

Rite,..today, aft much tak-jadi-despite-extra-semangatness-events,...we finally started our 'keep fit and loose weight' activities,...ahahahaha! Feel so good now, but hope that the malas-ness wont set in,..must constantly remind myself of the wedding I've to attend in summer,..plus, we've made a pact to kick each others ass if we start becomin lazy, we as in Vijhi and I!! Nice!!!

Flicked a basketball from the PT thingy,...ahahahahhahaah!

The second day of the Symposium wasnt all that bad,...nothing much to say abt it la,..done and over it! N wat Harry said abt the organizers, though not all of em,...yet, hhmmmm, anyway, it's sad la, that they're as childish and ding dong-fied as they appear to be,..the boss aint always rite, and if he cant accept that, he's not gonna go far la,....

Gonna go over to Ruben's room later,..premier screening of the whole eurotrip thingy,..aahahahahha!!

Have a lovely weekend ya'll!

Currently feeling: Fit

moo moo?

Lil flowers all around!

Posted by anandini at 06:40 PM on February 27, 2005.

Woke up to an ultimate pleasant surprise,..an SMS from ~HIM~,..lets call him 'The Away'....ahahahahha! Finally, aft so long! Dun get confused k, it's not ^HIM^, 'The Ex'....aaahhhhhhh, cant wait for summer holz!

Found out the results of the Symposium's Oral Presentation,....hhhhmmmmm, utter disgust would be only too kind to say! Well, I guess that's just how things get going arnd here! Gen2 and Gen1 were so horrible, wonder how they won! Dont have much to say otherwise la,...

Someone's going thru extreme depression,..hope she snaps out of it soon,..kinda miss her hyperness arnd!

Goin out to Celentano's soon! NOT gonna eat too much!!!

Then, gonna play basketball wit Krazie Vijhi!! wheeeee,..since I've got a nice ball and all!!

Dheepa woke up possesed! I guess I'll have to survive the day wit her being bouncy all along,...!! She said, 'ooooowww,...you bitch' in a very funny way!! ahaahhahahah!

It's raining now,...ai!

moo moo?

It bites,..just sometimes!

Posted by anandini at 04:11 AM on February 28, 2005.

Jane Arden - Insensitive

How do you cool your lips?
After a summers kiss..
How do you rid the sweat?
After the body bliss..

How do you turn your eyes?
From the romantic glare..
How do you block the sound of a voice?
You'd know anywhere..

Chorus
Oh I really should've known
by the time you drove me home
by the vainness in your eyes
the casul goodbyes
by the chill in your embrace
the expression on your face
told me
maybe you might have some advice to give
on how to be insensitive
insensitive
insensitive

How do you numb your skin ??
after the warmest touch
How do slow your blood?
After the body rush..How do you free your soul?
After you found a friend..
How do you teach your its a crime??
to fall in love again...

Oh you probably wont remember me
It's probably acient history
I'm one of the chosen few who went ahead
and fell for you
I'm out of bold i'm out of touch
I fell to fast I fell to much

I thought you might have some advice to give
on how to be insensitive...


Chorus
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Hhhmmmmm,...I wish, so much, dat I could send this to ^HIM^,....Yet, I'd rather not have him thinking that I'm still holding on, of which I am,..just a lil bit! Really,..! It'll be a lie to say that it's outa my mind completely,...Just a tad bit, just that slight spec, still remains! It was me who took the move before it was too late, before I was in too deep, before I wont trust myself wit the strength to accept the truth and refuse self-denial! So, somehow that leaves me wit at least slight dignity to hold onto! So, I guess it's also about time I file this part of me as the past, eh! Till today, I'm glad I did it,..yet, saddened by the ways things turned out, disappointed in his actions,..inevitable, yeah! I dont regret it though,...just saddened! Thanks to lovely friends, those who took in my hyper-bitchness during those earlier days,...
I'm ok now,..gradually over it! In time to come!

Hah,...!

Well, that's the way life goes eh,..at least i've got ~HIM~ now! Well, sorta...!

Currently feeling: nostalgic

moo moo?